(118), not tired
"It turns out that the master is angry because he cherishes his talents, and he doesn't know how to forge ahead."
Mo Ye muttered to himself. Then she ended her backward way of walking, leaned on one side, slowed down a few steps, and walked beside Lin Shan.
At this time, Mo Ye groaned, in fact, she was curious because after listening to Lin Shan's words just now. At this time, she was eager to ask Master about any official position, and although she had already received an answer to this question earlier, Mo Ye now questioned the answer that Master had given her.
She thought it was incredible, a person who had no rank and could not be called an official, why should he have or what power he had to attach so much importance to and recruit talents from the perspective of the country?
It's just that after glancing at Lin Shan's face, she finally decided to put this question to her heart for the time being. Maybe when she goes to Kyoto, she can get these questions answered without asking, or at the right time, Master will naturally tell her, and it is better to think about it than to ask this when Master is upset!
Mo Ye's mind changed, and his mind returned to the matter of the original senior brother.
After walking out of the road in silence, she turned a corner and could see the shed not far ahead, and the thoughts in Mo Ye's heart suddenly seemed to be affected by the route of this turn, and she immediately spoke: "Master, maybe it's not that your persuasion didn't have a role in the original senior brother, but that the last strength is still missing?" ”
When Lin Shan heard this, his pace slowed down, and he glanced at her.
"He was the first to stand up and open his mouth in front of so many people to keep you, which shows that Master, you are not without weight in his heart. So the hints you gave him on purpose, perhaps he did not directly avoid them, but compared to the setbacks he suffered, the encouragement and hints you gave him were not enough to tear down the wall in his heart. ”
Mo Ye stopped talking here for a while, flicked the ponytail hanging from the back of his head with his fingers, and after thinking for a while, he said: "If a wall is to be torn down, it must be loosened first, maybe his heart has been shaken, just the question just now will make up his mind, right?" ”
After Mo Ye's speculation was finished, Lin Shan's face showed a hint of abruptness. He brushed his chin with two fingers, and said lightly: "After you mentioned it, I really remembered that I have been ignoring this." A few years ago, Yuan Fang was quite beautiful when he was promoted from kindergarten to junior school, so I never thought that his later slackness might be due to the influence of personal matters. ”
Mo Ye smiled and said, "This is also something that is not easy to detect, how can outsiders interfere in other people's private affairs?" Moreover, things that can make a person's morale collapse are not necessarily a good thing, and people who have experienced this kind of thing are only afraid that they will think of a way to stuff it in their hearts, let alone the former senior brother who has been in the past. ”
Lin Shan looked at Mo Ye, suddenly laughed, and said warmly: "You, when did your brain shine a lot again?" ”
Mo Ye showed a smug look in his eyes, and he was not angry, and generously accepted Lin Shan's praise. Then she asked with a sly look in her eyes, "Master, do you think Ye'er is also a talented person?" ”
Lin Shan's expression was slightly stunned, and then he saw that he raised his head slightly, put on a disapproving look, and said casually: "How can the apprentice I brought out be foolish?" However, no matter how talented you are, you are also a girl, and you will always marry someone in the future, and whatever talent and wealth will be given to your husband's family with your people. ”
He came here and spread his hands out of thin air, sighed, and said, "Only then did I remember to settle this account, your master and me...... It's a loss. ”
Mo Ye's face was embarrassed when she heard this, and then she expressed her dissatisfaction with Lin Shan's teasing words with a soft snort, and then said in a slightly annoyed tone: "My respected master, it seems that as long as you are happy, do you like to scoop me and joke?" ”
Before her words fell, she saw Lin Shan's hands spread flat and changed to wrap his arms around his chest, and then he said in a deep voice: "Then I'll continue to sulk." ”
Of course, Lin Shan didn't continue to be angry, it was true that he continued to ridicule. Seeing this, Mo Ye no longer felt embarrassed and embarrassed, and couldn't help laughing.
Walking to the pavilion, getting into the carriage where Ma An had already been waiting, and walking on this Baisha road that has been walked many times, Mo Ye, who was still used to sitting under the window, glanced out the window, looking at the familiar scenery on both sides of the road, she suddenly understood why the master was standing quietly in the academy Confucius Garden just now.
It turns out that Master already has feelings for this place.
Realizing this, Mo Ye showed a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, but when she looked out the window again, this realization in her heart changed a little.
Lin Shan saw all still lifes when she stood in the corridor of Confucius Garden, while Mo Ye was looking at the scenery that made her take a souvenir in the moving carriage at this time, not only the way of viewing was different, but the mood of the two was also a little different when remembering the old scene. What Lin Shan is most reluctant to give up is the atmosphere of the academy, and the things that Mo Ye is reluctant to give up, except for those few people, are all stored on the surface. So the familiar scenery outside the window, Mo Ye would feel tired after looking at it a few times.
But today, Mo Ye found that the scenery outside the window is a little different when it comes and goes, that is, one trip comes along the way, and the other comes backwards, although the scenery on the road will not change, but the people who are in a hurry have been changing. It's just that when she thinks of this, she can't help but sigh in her heart after feeling the novelty, life is impossible to go backwards, and when she treats others as scenery, why is she not the scenery in the eyes of others?
Thinking about it like this, I can't help but feel a lot more relaxed.
When Mo Ye's state of mind was quietly changing, Lin Shan, who had been closing the closing and recuperating on the other side, suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes stared at Mo Yeleng, who was being distracted.
"Maybe you're right."
Lin Shan suddenly spoke, but that sentence had nothing to do with what Mo Ye was thinking at this time. Mo Ye's mind had not yet been completely withdrawn from his mind, and after hearing the words, he only responded in a little stunned: "What are you talking about?" ”
Lin Shan followed what he was thinking, and said with a smile: "I suddenly remembered that when I was writing and talking in the classroom just now, I really didn't find the original handwriting in the paper I received. Perhaps he had just stolen in the Master's Garden for the sake of the question he had not written down. First hesitate and then impulsively, it seems that this question is in his heart, and it is very likely that it is really a decisive question. ”
Only then did Mo Ye come back to her senses, and she couldn't help but be surprised that Master actually remembered the original handwriting. However, she soon remembered that Master had revealed some information from his words, and that he seemed to have been observing the original recipe for some years, so it was reasonable for him to recognize his handwriting. It's just that the number of notes collected in that class has exceeded hundreds, and it is still not easy to determine a person's handwriting from the handwriting of so many people.
Thinking of this, Mo Ye sighed: "Master, Ye Er remembers that you once liked to ride a horse and liked to ride a car, but in the last outing horse race, Ye Er found that your horse skills were not only not bad, but also very exquisite. I wondered about it at the time, but now I seem to have the answer. ”
Lin Shan was still muttering about the original party, and when he heard this, he just said casually: "What did you find?" ”
Mo Ye smiled and said, "Actually, the real reason why Master doesn't like riding a horse is just because he can't think about some questions when riding a horse like when he is in a car. If this is the case, then the reason why the master used to lie asleep in the carriage can also be explained. ”
After listening to Mo Ye's thoughts, Lin Shan also temporarily put away what he was thinking about, and said to Mo Ye with a smile: "Don't you think it's more comfortable to ride a car than to ride a horse?" So you're only partially right. ”
Mo Ye shook his head slightly and said, "I don't think so, Master, you don't feel tired if you keep going so non-stop?" ”
Of course, her 'non-stop' does not refer to the specific behavior of non-stop horseback riding, but alludes to Lin Shan's mental nerves that don't know when they will stop, and they can't even take time when they are sitting in the car and sleeping. "How many people can live without getting tired?" Lin Shan smiled faintly, closed his eyes again, and only continued softly: "The difference is only what you are tired of, if it is worth it, you don't feel so tired slowly." ”
When Lin Shan's words fell into Mo Ye's ears, she suddenly felt speechless.
Not because of Lin Shan's words, but because of the guilt in her own heart.
In addition to the absence of her parents, Master gave her an almost complete childhood. And this is just a thought in Mo Ye's heart, because she has never seen it, she has not felt the warmth of family affection given by her, so in addition to the fact that there is still a trace of concern in her heart that cannot be cut off because of the connection of blood, she doesn't feel how sad it is to not have her parents around to take care of her.
However, in order to support himself on the clear sky of his childhood, how much effort did Master make under circumstances that he did not know? Now that he has only lifted the corner of this big umbrella above his head to protect himself from the wind and rain, Mo Ye, who has not yet glimpsed how many clouds there are in the actual sky, is already secretly frightened. Pushing back the master's support of nearly ten years of wind and rain, there is already an uncomfortable feeling in her heart.
Master's reason why he didn't feel tired, even if it wasn't entirely caused by himself, was that he must have taken many detours and dangerous paths because of himself.
Mo Ye was speechless on the surface, but in his heart, he seemed to have overturned the five-flavor bottle, and every taste was so choking.
After being silent for a long time, she still couldn't hold back a thought that popped up in her heart, and said in a somewhat deep voice: "Master, do you have any things you want to do the most?" Or the food you want to eat the most, or ...... Is there anything Ye'er can help? ”
She actually wanted to ask Lin Shan what he was talking about that was worth getting tired of. However, she still failed to ask that question in the end, because she vaguely felt that the answer to this question was about to coincide with her own existence, and she was anxious to ask