"Yes, of course." Hugo's words were relaxed and with a hint of excitement, "I think acting is really a very interesting thing, you know, when your own life and the life of the character are intertwined, the joy and joy of shuttling back and forth between reality and illusion, the grandeur and enormity of condensing a long life in just 90 minutes, the comfort and relaxation that makes emotions burst out heartily, and at the moment of performance, there is suddenly a kind of freedom and pleasure of wandering in parallel worlds." ”

This is the most vivid feeling after Hugo broke through the bottleneck this time, as if he suddenly raised his head, and saw the starry sky on the dark night, close at hand, within reach, the shock and magnificence that came to the face, so that the soul was baptized in an instant.

"Wow, I can't understand." After Charlize sighed, he said crisply, which made Hugo stunned, and then chuckled, "To be honest, I can't understand the state you are talking about, it sounds like an incomparably mysterious world, which makes me yearn for it infinitely." This made me wonder, is it possible that one day, I can also reach your realm? ”

Indeed, Hugo only recently felt this state, as if he had opened a door and entered another world. The feeling is subtle and difficult to describe, and it is incomprehensible to those who have not really experienced it. It's like when Katharine Hepburn talked to Hugo, Hugo was confused; Now Charlize is obviously the same, but Hugo is in Catherine's place.

"Before, acting was just a hobby for me, but now it's a bridge between me and another world, you know, it's like I'm seeing a whole new world." Hugo said this, he couldn't help but pause, he wanted to describe the starry sky in his mind to Charlize, he wanted to find the right language, but for the first time he found that his language was so scarce and so pale, "It's like a person who likes extreme sports, and he is obsessed with the excitement generated by extreme sports, so he always pushes himself to constantly challenge this limit, and the pleasure of constantly impacting himself and refreshing himself makes the whole life different." I finally know why some people have an addiction to drama! ”

Although Hugo's excitement was not high, Charlize clearly felt it, which made her laugh involuntarily, "Hugo, your words made me start to be full of energy. ”

Charlize never wanted to be a vase, but in the beginning, she was simply stubborn and didn't want people to always pay attention to her appearance, she just wanted to prove that she had the strength to go beyond her appearance, and that's it. But after getting along with Hugo for a long time, gradually, Charlize also has ambitions for acting, she also wants to be a good actor, and if appearance can be a weapon for acting, she doesn't mind using this appearance. That's Charlize is the biggest difference now.

"Hugo, have you been scared in the past few days?" Charlize hesitated, but asked the question anyway.

Hugo was silent for a moment, then nodded, "Scared, of course afraid." You know, it's like falling into a black hole, and it's like ...... The fear that struck you right at you engulfed you so much that you were already in the abyss before you even had time to muster up your courage. ”

Charlize didn't speak, she recalled seeing Hugo when she rushed to Baton Rouge, when Hugo was like a rag doll without a soul, no wonder Joseph panicked, even their group of friends who knew Hugo best and believed in Hugo the most, it was difficult not to panic. And what about Hugo, who is the party concerned? I'm afraid it's even more so.

"But you don't regret it." Charlize was supposed to be in question, but she said it in the affirmative.

"But I don't regret it." Hugo replied in the affirmative, and the words passed softly through the phone, but with infinite power, "You know, like a moth to a fire, knowing that the result of flying past is ruin, but we will still move forward without hesitation, and the craziest thing is that we are still enjoying it." At this, Hugo himself chuckled speechlessly, as if laughing at himself, but also seemingly relieved.

Charlize laughed too, as if muttering, "Even if you do it again, you'll still make the same choice." "Charlize knows that this is the desire of the heart, the passion of the heart, the yearning of the heart, and this is the meaning of life.

Many people have searched for a lifetime without knowing the meaning of their lives, just living in idleness, living for the sake of living, going with the flow in order to survive, maybe they can maintain the length of life, but they do not have the breadth of life. And it is precisely the latter that determines the wonderful journey of life.

Although Charlize knew that Hugo was such a person a long, long time ago, she still felt the sigh and admiration in her heart again. She is looking forward to such a future, to the future of being an actor like Hugo.

The call ended, but Hugo was still standing in place, looking at the delicate sunlight outside the window, but his heart was surging because of the conversation just now.

As Hugo just said, acting was a hobby for Hugo in the past, and it was never as good as his pursuit and persistence in rock and roll, but now, acting has become Hugo's lifelong pursuit, he enjoys wandering and soaring in the acting world, and he is eager to continue to climb new heights in the acting world.

Hugo knew that acting is never a simple thing, because a person's personality is an independent individual, and if you are too obsessed with acting, it is not uncommon for a split personality to occur. But Hugo also knew that he would still be a moth to the fire without hesitation, and open his arms to embrace the pain that comes with pushing the limits. Just like rock and roll, glory or death, he chose to burn himself regardless of it.

"I need to know that I hurt you, the truth is that everything originated from me, and the harm was just to find the bottom line, but it brought me trouble."

The guitar strumming was constantly deafening in Hugo's mind, and the bright and sad strings were like cuckoos crying blood, pouring out the inner pull and bitterness like a song. Hugo knew, always aware, that this qiē was brought on by himself.

It was he who tried to break his acting model and seek a new breakthrough; It was he who tried to integrate himself into the characters, regardless of each other; It is that he is too greedy for the pleasure of being enchanted after devoting himself to the role, and refuses to distinguish between reality and fantasy; It was he who single-handedly shaped Matthew's character and created a split personality......

"I want to know if I've left a scar, I want to know if you feel free, if you're still kissing me like you're kissing me, if you still treasure my secrets? I'm too good at being honest, and that's getting me in trouble. ”

But Hugo couldn't give up, and he didn't want to. The performance is like love, that kind of enthusiasm, that kind of indulgence, that kind of madness, so that life becomes magnificent, the burst of emotions is uncontrollable, love is love, like a volcano erupting. Falling in love, what a wonderful adjective, "falling slowly...... Love", the slow but fast process, makes the world full of poetry.

Even if it is hurt, even if it chooses to separate, even if love disappears...... But the scars left in the heart will still remain forever, becoming a part of your body, a part of your life. That residual temperature solidifies into the shape of amber, frozen for eternity.

"You lit me up, like bullets, and the pieces that belonged to you were left in my heart, and the craziest thing was that I was fascinated by it, the black hole of my heart, the black hole of my heart."

The bullet, this qiē is like a bullet slamming into it, there is no time to react, there is no ability to resist, can only feel the powerful impact of the bullet, the pain that erupts surging in an instant, completely swallowing itself. Even though the pain gradually disappeared, the fragments of the bullet were still left in the heart, and the swarthy hole remained there forever, and the pain of the scar made the emptiness of the black hole continue to come in, and even tears, even blood could not make up for the unfathomable hole.

But...... But the craziest thing is that when I look down at the scars and holes left by the bullet, I still love that feeling deeply, I am deeply fascinated by it, and after falling in love, I can't extricate myself for a long time. The pain kept coming, and the tears broke free from the shackles of his eyes and kept sliding down, reminding himself how crazy this qiē was, but not only did he not resist, but he also laughed and enjoyed it.

Is this crazy? Is this exciting? Is it scary?

Maybe. But I'm really fascinated by it.

"It's not an apology, no love, no surgery, people are always abandoned by time, just constantly entangled and struggling. It's not your fault that you're only so beautiful, it's causing me trouble. You lit me up, crashed like a bullet, and the fragments that belonged to you were left in my heart, and the craziest thing was that I was fascinated by it, the black hole in my heart, the black hole in my heart. ”

Hugo stood in place like this, and then slowly opened his arms, letting the sun shine through the sunlight on his body, the warm temperature made Hugo slowly close his eyes, he could even feel the free breath of the breeze slowly penetrating his arms, he slowly tilted his head back, as if his feet could be in the air, and then began to soar with the wind, that pleasant pleasure erupted with the entanglement, pain, bitterness, and struggle in the depths of his mind, but this time Hugo was not afraid at all, He just opened his arms, ready to embrace the comet-like impact.

"Bullets", that piece of acting that belongs to the fragment of acting, along with the pain of this split personality, remained in Hugo's heart forever. Close your eyes and listen quietly to the sound of your heart beating, small but powerful, even if every beat is accompanied by pain and nerves, but every beat is so powerful and beautiful.

If you don't go crazy, you can't live, Hugo felt the courage and charm of this sentence for the first time.