Chapter 176: Heart-to-Heart Talk on the Balcony (Chapter 1)
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'Looks like you like the balcony of my villa. Standing here, isn't it better? ’
Li Shengxian, who went upstairs, saw Zheng Xiuyan lying on the balcony railing at a glance, not knowing what to think. understands that if you don't take the initiative to speak, with Zheng Xiuyan's character, it is really possible to be silent to the end.
'How did you get up?' ’
Regarding the appearance of Lee Sung-hyun, Zheng Xiuyan seemed a little surprised. Even if she left before, she felt a little rude, but she didn't want to hear too much about the company's hype. That's a pain in her heart!
Like Zheng Xiuyan, Lee Sung-hyun, who was half-lying on the balcony railing, did not answer Zheng Xiuyan's inquiry.
Instead, he said casually, "Did you call Crystal?" She must be very worried if something happens, right? ”
Although I felt that the two were so close, I was a little embarrassed to lie on my stomach left and right. But Zheng Xiuyan also knows that she is full of grievances, and she also wants to find someone to talk to. It's a pity that this person can't be found!
She doesn't have to practice today, she should be at home at this time, maybe she doesn't know yet! What's the use of knowing it? She's still a child, and it's nice to be able to take care of herself. ’
Maybe out of trust in Lee Sung-hyun, or maybe she didn't want to be silent, Jung so-yeon didn't leave in the end. Still staying where he was, he talked to Li Shengxian in a floating tone. This feeling seems very comfortable!
For this baby sister, Zheng Xiuyan is also a baby. This kind of annoyance, she naturally doesn't want her sister to know.
'Remember. The first time we met at a night market stall? That day, Pani said that we had similar expressions. But you know. Why am I the way I am? ’
Suddenly mentioning this kind of problem, Jung so-yeon really couldn't keep up with the rhythm of Lee Sung-hyun's chat. I was talking about Zheng Xiujing before. But suddenly mentioned the first encounter between the two. What the hell is going on here!
Seeing that Zheng Xiuyan seemed to be at a loss, Li Shengxian also said directly: "Showing people with a cold face is more because I don't want others to see through the sadness hidden in my heart." Maybe your cold face is different from the reason why I became like this.
But I've learned a little bit about you on the Internet. From Crystal, I also learned a lot about you. I also understand that you, like me, were not what you are when you were a teenager.
I will become the way I am now, more to hide my sadness, and I don't want others to pry into the sadness in my heart. And underneath your cold side. And what is hidden? Is it a grievance? Is it uneven? Or is it unwilling? ”
For Li Shengxian, persuading people is a headache. But he knows that too many things are piled up, and sometimes it really changes a person's personality and lifestyle. Silence will also become a habit.
Think about the messy memories in your mind, about the memories of Zheng Xiuyan and Zheng Xiujing. This pair of cold sisters is also a rare cold fan in the Korean entertainment industry. My sister is like this, and so is my sister!
Sometimes Lee Sung Hyun also wants to get these memories in his head. Will he change anything. But he found that nothing seemed to have changed. It seems that he and some people around him have been changed.
At least at this moment, he came into contact with Zheng Xiujing. It's a beautiful girl who loves to make trouble and love to be spoiled.。 is very different from the messy memory, the cold Zheng Xiujing. And the arrogant Zheng Xiuyan is actually just a girl with a heavy sense of defense.
Seeing that Zheng Xiuyan was still silent. Li Shengxian said helplessly: "Zheng Xiuyan, we are chatting. Anyway, you have a voice! You don't say anything, how can you chat? I'm seldom comforting! ”
'Boom! ’
I don't know why. Looking at Lee Sung-hyun, who had a somewhat helpless expression, Zheng Xiuyan seemed to be in a much better mood. still had a pretty face, and said the word 'yi', which stunned Li Shengxian.
'Alright! Since you don't want to say it, then listen to me. I believe that after a few contacts with me, you should know that compared to your coldness to the end, I am more just cold-faced than cold-hearted. Actually, I'm a big chatter. What do you think? ’
Zheng Xiuyan, who still didn't speak, but still nodded. The bright eyes looked at Li Shengxian, which made Li Shengxian feel a little embarrassed. Quickly look away from each other's eyes and soothe the ripples in his heart a little.
'Ever since my parents were in a car accident, I moved from the United States to live in South Korea, and I never felt like I could find the meaning of being a child. After recovering from my wounds in the countryside, I moved to Seoul on my own, and gradually fell in love with the taste of loneliness.
Before I met you, my life was limited to my home, school, and cafes, and even going to the mall to buy things. I always buy them for a few days at a time and then stay at home all day to escape strangers and strangers that I don't want to face. ’
may think that Zheng Xiuyan, who doesn't talk much, is a good listener. Lee Sung-hyun, who opened the conversation, also became chattering, telling about his mental journey of moving from the United States to live in South Korea.
It wasn't until I got to know you later and stepped into this circle that I felt that life seemed to have a little more brilliance. Even after learning about your experience, I feel like I'm quite lucky.
The first time I heard about it, you have been a trainee for seven years, and I thought it was incredible. Even though I don't know much about trainees, I know how precious this perseverance and persistence is.
But since you have persevered for seven years and embarked on this road of no return to entertainment, then why bother too much about things in the outside world? What's more, you've only experienced more things than them since you were a trainee, right? ’
Maybe it was because she heard Li Shengxian say too much, Zheng Xiuyan rarely opened her mouth and said: "I'm not worried about tonight's events, I just think the company's approach is too chilling for me." It's not our fault tonight! ”
Listening to Jung so-yeon's words, Lee Sung-hyun wanted to say, 'There are more chilling things to make you feel more chilled in the future'!
'You're entertainers, they're merchants. In their eyes, you are more of a tool for them to make money. It may sound harsh, but it is an undeniable fact. Don't talk about you, why not TVXQ and SJ?
Companies need to make money, but where does it come from? You release albums, but who are the people who buy them? It is precisely for the sake of profit that your company cares too much about what fans think of you. It is also a matter of course to suspend the trip. ’
'You mean, isn't there anything wrong with the company?' ’
seemed to disagree with Li Shengxian's statement, Zheng Xiuyan frowned a little and asked.
From the company's point of view, they're right. From your point of view, they have indeed gone too far. From the standpoint of a friend, you should see my attitude. So sometimes when thinking about problems, you have to learn to empathize. ’
After having a brokerage company, Li Shengxian knows more about some things about the brokerage company than before. Even if he was angry with S.M's high-level solution, he knew that if he changed to other brokerage companies, he would take the same disposal measures.
After all, isn't the ultimate purpose of cultivating idols to make money from idols? (To be continued......)