Chapter 488: Can't Let It Go

In a blink of an eye, it was already the Lantern Festival, and early in the morning, Li Xin ate the hot Lantern Festival.

Eating Lantern Festival on the day of the Lantern Festival is naturally also a custom, whether everyone likes to eat it or not, but it is necessary to do it. Just like eating zongzi in Duanyang and eating moon cakes in the Mid-Autumn Festival, they all have their special meanings.

Li Xin remembered that he had made Lantern Festival in previous years, and Wenbo and the others liked to eat Lantern Festival, so they would make a lot of it every year. But now she can't cook the food herself, Princess Kang has already found her a grandmother surnamed Zhao, and Mama Zhao is not allowed to go to the kitchen again.

Mama Zhao didn't care about her in particular, but she always focused on raising her fetus, and she was naturally not allowed to do inappropriate things.

In the evening, Yin Yuling came to Li Xin and wanted to go to the Lantern Festival Lantern Market to enjoy the lanterns together.

"Sister-in-law, can we go?" Yin Yuling smiled and grabbed Li Xin's arm.

"Okay." Li Xin nodded. Presumably Wenbo and they have already gone out!

She had already agreed with them to turn at an intersection, and Wenbo and them were naturally with the Ling family. The Ling family also went to enjoy the lanterns, but sometimes only the juniors went.

Caiyun and Caixia had already given them their hats, but they were not in a hurry to put them on, and it was not too late to wear them at the Lantern Festival Lantern Market. Out of the corner gate of the East Garden, the carriage was already waiting. They got into the carriage, Caiyun and Caixia followed, Yin Yuling didn't bring a maid, she always didn't like to take people, she was uncomfortable.

"The princess and the county lord should come back early, and they should be careful along the way. Don't get squeezed and bumped into. Mama Zhao said patiently.

"Mama Zhao, don't worry! I will definitely come back sooner with my sister-in-law. I will also take good care of my sister-in-law, so that no one will bump into my sister-in-law. Yin Yuling said with a smile.

Mama Zhao is a grandmother who came out of the palace, and she has served nobles in the palace. After leaving the palace, he served in Princess Kang's maiden home for a few years. This time, Princess Kang also thought of Mama Zhao, so she invited Mama Zhao to Princess Kang. When she was young, Mama Zhao was a Chinese medicine woman in the palace.

There were a lot of medical women in the palace, and some of them with some qualifications were selected from the palace maids to learn medical skills from the imperial doctors. To treat the nobles in the palace, sometimes the imperial doctor is not as convenient as the medical woman.

Therefore, some medical women were specially trained, although their medical skills were not as good as those imperial doctors, but they were specialized in learning to treat women's diseases and serve pregnant women.

In the palace. The status of a medical lady is higher than that of ordinary palace maids, and she is also more favored by the nobles in the palace. However, it is not easy for a medical girl to leave the palace, originally said that she could leave the palace at the age of thirty. However, if the nobles in the palace are not allowed to go, how can a medical girl disobey the will of those nobles.

Moreover, these people are out of the palace, and it is easy to make a living. But it's hard to have a good home. Entered the palace for many years. After leaving the palace, the family members still don't know where they are, and some people come out, but the family members are no longer alive, and there is no place to go.

Even if you have relatives, if you are not your own parents, you may not be willing to take them in. And at such an age, it's not easy to find someone. It is to be able to have a home. I'm afraid that it is to marry a widower who is not very good, in fact, it doesn't mean much. If there is no suitable person. It's better to live alone.

Therefore, most of the medical women who left the palace also went to the rich and noble homes to serve. The palace maids who come out of the palace are still very popular with the rich and noble, as long as they serve well, they will naturally be rewarded with nothing. Therefore, it is not difficult to live a good life, but it is rare to have a home.

But if anyone can live a life, where is they willing to send their daughter to the palace! is only to be a palace maid, and it will take many years to come out. And that place that eats people and doesn't spit out bones may be buried casually. In the deep palace, which dry well did not bury some lives!

Because of Mama Zhao's identity, Li Xin and Yin Yuling both respect her very much. Moreover, Mama Zhao is really good for Li Xin.

"We will also take care of the princess and the county lord." Caiyun and Caixia also said in unison.

"That's good." Mama Zhao smiled. And the carriage moved.

By the time the carriage arrived at the agreed place between Li Xin and Wenbo, the Ling family's convoy had already arrived. The Ling family didn't come out much this time, but Ling Ziye brought people from his peers, and none of the elders in the family came out.

In the end, young people still like to play, and older people are slowly not interested in coming out to hang out. And most of the elders have their own identities, but they can't always play like young people.

Li Xin lifted the curtain and looked out, only to see Ling Ziye and Wen Hao both riding on a tall horse. Ling Ziye is still as eye-catching as ever, dressed in brocade clothes, and the most beautiful son. Originally, he was very outstanding, and if he dressed up, he really couldn't take his eyes off it.

Wen Hao just looked at it with a smile.

"Eldest sister, you're here!" He came on horseback. Although Wen Hao is still young, he is already very skilled in horseback riding.

Boys like horses, just like Li Xin's previous life, men often like famous cars. After all, men are born with an instinctive love for mounts!

"You're in a hurry, aren't you?" Li Xin asked with a smile.

"No! We've only been here for a short time. Wen Hao grinned.

"It's not too early, so let's go!" Li Xin looked at the lights on the street, the night of the Lantern Festival, it was really different and lively. Even though there was a curfew before, the curfew had to be temporarily waived on the night of the Lantern Festival.

In the end, the people in the capital are used to the excitement of the Lantern Festival, and if there is really a curfew, it is really unbearable. However, although there is no curfew, the gate of the capital is very strict, and it is almost very difficult for people from other places to enter Beijing at this time. So this year is also a little different from previous years.

The scale of the lantern market in the capital is naturally greater than that of any other place, so in previous years, there were always people from some places around the capital who rushed to the capital to enjoy the lanterns.

The inns in the capital are almost full, and sometimes there are too many people, and the inns are not enough to live! This year, if people are not allowed to enter Beijing casually, there will be a lot fewer natural people. Fortunately, the population of the capital is large, and even if there are no people from outside the capital to enjoy the lanterns, there are already a lot of people who come out to enjoy the lanterns in the capital.

However, there is still a lot of hustle and bustle everywhere, and it will not easily seem quiet.

The moon hasn't come out yet, so you can't see the moonlight yet, but you don't need moonlight tonight, it's brightly lit everywhere. It is different from the brightness of the day, but it has more of a charm.

"Okay." Wen Hao replied with a smile. "Brother Ziye, it's time to go."

Ling Ziye also gave the order to set off, while Wen Hao kept riding a horse next to Li Xin's carriage, occasionally saying a few words.

Li Xin glanced at Yin Yuling, but Yin Yuling was strangely silent. Li Xin sighed, and it was hard to say anything. Almost everyone thought that their cousin and Yuling would be a fairy couple, but they didn't expect it to be like this, and it was really helpless. Since the cousin and Yuling made it clear, the two of them naturally deliberately avoided seeing each other again.

Seeing it like this today, Yuling is inevitably a little sad! Even after a long time, it's not so easy to let go.

In the end, it has been so many years and a few years of affection. Li Xin held Yin Yuling's hand and patted it, but said nothing.

"Sister-in-law, don't worry! I'm fine. But it was Yin Yuling who opened his mouth.

"I really hope you're okay, you have to keep moving forward, and you have to keep your eyes on it. We must always learn to let go of the past. You're a smart guy, and you know everything. ”

"Yes! I understand the reasoning. Yin Yuling smiled bitterly, "But I was born stubborn, I am too persistent in everything, and I can't let go easily." I wanted to, too, but I couldn't, after so long, I still couldn't. I couldn't bear not to see him, not to deliberately care about his affairs, but I still couldn't let go. There was already a mist in his eyes, as if he was going to tear up in the next moment.

Li Xin hugged her in his arms, and in the end he just sighed.

If you can't love it, it's pain. The eight hardships of life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go. Which one is from oneself, it is precisely because of oneself that everything is painful!

"Then take your time! Not now, but one day it will be possible. "It's been a long time, but there's really nothing you can't let go. I can't forget it, but it doesn't mean I can't let it go.

It's really hard to really forget what happened. But it's always okay to learn to let go, life must go on, and you can't let yesterday take up too much time today.

"Hmm." Yin Yuling responded sullenly. When she didn't know how to love men and women, she already liked to pester Ziye's brother. As she grew up, she also knew her own thoughts.

She thought that they would get married and stay together for the rest of their lives. It turned out to be just her wishful thinking, she liked him so much, but he was not the same to her. She didn't know what kind of person he had always liked, and why he couldn't accept her. However, if he really belongs, why is he always alone?

She didn't know what he was thinking, and maybe she really didn't know him that way.

At least, she didn't know what he was thinking. Maybe it's because of this that she didn't really get into his heart after spending so much time!

It didn't take long for them to arrive outside the lamp market, and after parking the carriage, Li Xin and Yin Yuling put on their hats and got off. Countless carriages and sedan chairs have been parked here, and I don't know how many people have come. Before I even went in, I already felt the bustling bustle. It must be the same as in previous years, and it's crowded! (To be continued......)