Xu Qinglong has no regrets about any changes in himself. As grandpa said, she has always been growing, she is trying to grow, so the result of becoming any kind of thing is her own pursuit. She doesn't regret anything about His Highness, let alone anything else.

The first time she saw Shan Jingyan, she saw the shadow of the White Tiger in him, at that time, she had no memory, but she also became close to Shan Jingyan. Many years later, when they met again, Shan Jingyan had not changed, she had no way of knowing, because she had changed, she was no longer the Xu Qinglong with a chaotic head. She clearly understands that a single respectful speech is a single respectful statement. And she cares about him very much and wants to be good friends with him.

So, she accepted his one qiē. However, now, Xu Qinglong didn't want to accept it. It's like a cup that has been filled with water and is already full. Her tolerance for Shan Jingyan has reached the limit. The bracelet incident may be the cause, or it may be a fuse, which made her really realize that she has no way to accept Shan Jingyan. The former feelings still exist, and the deep affection has not faded, but it is also a fact that she cannot continue to accept Shan Jingyan.

If what disappointed Xu Qinglong the most was the fact that Shan Jingyan was just thinking about her from beginning to end, then what disappointed Xu Qinglong even more was that Shan Jingyan really didn't understand what she cared about the most.

Killing Mr. Liu will push the Xu family to a point where they will kill for money, and it will hurt the family she cares about the most. Shan Jingyan didn't think about this at all. He has always been doing things for the reason that he likes her, but in essence, it is all for himself. He had never really known her.

Now, even his brother is questioning her.

"Yanyan, in your heart, in your eyes, what am I like?" Xu Qinglong stood up and looked at Shan Jingyan, "You sue me." ”

Shan Jingyan's eyes gradually regathered the light, and there was a faint look, "I, you, beautiful, powerful, smart, kind, you like animals, plants, painting, travel, eating fruits, you don't like others to shout, you don't like others crying, you don't like weak people, you are very simple, you see problems very self-conscious, but you are all right, you are right, you are easy to be deceived, I have deceived you many times, you are easy to trust others"

Xu Qinglong listened quietly, and smiled at Shan Jingyan, "I am indeed beautiful, but this is a natural skin, even if I am a different look, I will be beautiful." I'm really strong and smart, because I'm genetically strong, and I'm bred as the strongest human being. ”

Grandpa Xu and the others were nervous at this time, this was the first time Xu Qinglong had said such things. Shan Jingyan really hurt her

"However, I am definitely not the kind person you say you are. I will kill, I have killed, if one day I meet the person I have always wanted to kill, I will do it without hesitation, I will torture and kill him. I don't like animals either, I've killed a lot of animals, I've made my own taxidermy, I used to have a zoo, and a lot of them were animals that I had brought back with my own hands, and I had them stripped free, and some of them were suicidal, and I would make them into specimens. ”

What Xu Qinglong is saying now is something that even the Xu family has never heard of, so everyone's breathing slowed down and listened to her quietly.

"I don't like plants either. I also have a botanical garden that has 80 percent of the earth's vegetation seeds, many of which are extinct, and some of which I know I can't grow, but I still want to plant them, and then, a lot of precious seeds are destroyed by me. I don't think people who really like animals and plants will do these things that I do. ”

Zoos, botanical gardens, sugar candy used to have these things

"I don't like to draw either. For me, painting is a kind of emotional venting. I also don't like to travel, I hate unfamiliar smells and unfamiliar cultural environments. I also don't like to eat fruits, I use fruit picking to train my sense of taste and smell. Xu Qinglong's voice was calm, and his eyes kept looking at Shan Jingyan.

"I don't rejecting others yelling and crying, I just don't think it's good-looking, on the contrary, I admire people who can vent their feelings wantonly. I don't exclude weak people, in this world, some people choose to be strong, and some people should choose weakness. It's a social balance, and I don't care if I like it or hate it. I don't care about any of this, because it has nothing to do with me. ”

Xu Qinglong laughed again, "I'm not simple, at least not in the ordinary sense. There are many things that I may not understand, but that doesn't mean I don't understand. I don't look at problems on my own, although I am domineering, but I will listen to persuasion that is substantial. I'm not all right, there is no absolute right or wrong in this world. I am not easily deceived and easy to trust others, because I am willing to be deceived and willing to believe, this is my own will, and it has nothing to do with others. I don't think anyone in this world can really deceive me. I can't understand the purpose behind the deception, but I can see through all the illusions. ”

"I don't say it, it doesn't mean I've really been deceived. I don't say it because I don't think it's necessary, because I don't want to debunk, I don't want to destroy. I accept being deceived because of the people who deceived me, not because of the things that deceived me. You lied to me, I know that. But because it's you, I don't care. ”

Xu Qinglong smiled at Shan Jingyan for the last time, "But, now, I can't accept it." Shan Jingyan, between you and me, this is the end. ”

Shan Jingyan pouted, knelt directly on the ground, Shan Jingtang squatted down to help him, looked at Xu Qinglong with a pale face, and had nothing to say.

"I don't know if it's a declaration of renunciation, but I've always felt that even if you die, you can't sever the connection between people. So it's too impractical to break up friendship. I just want to tell you that I can't treat you and get along with you like I used to. My feelings for you have changed. However, this does not mean that my previous relationship with you was a mistake, and I am very grateful for having you by me all these years. ”

Xu Qinglong bowed deeply, "Thank you, Shan Jingyan." He paused for three seconds before he straightened up. Then I didn't look at Shan Jingyan and sat back.

The room was quiet for a while, and Xu Qinglong spoke again, "Mr. Shan, I want you to sort out your own thinking before talking to me." You asked me for help, whether it was for the single family's property or for your brother, please sort it out yourself. Here, I can also tell you clearly, if it is for the sake of a single family's industry, I ask for a return, and I will help you. If it's for your brother, I can do nothing. ”

"However, although these two choices are given to you by me, I may not be able to control the results after them. As you have said, if you say that you are for your brother, then Shan Jingyan must disappear from me. The root of this, I don't say it, you know it. And I'm not going to stop it. If you say that you are for the single family's property, then after that, I may be a little greedy and take more, and it is very likely that some of the single family's property will change hands, but you have no right to resent anything."

Xu Qinglong's eyes were piercing, "How did the Shan family get started, you go back and ask your father." I'm not plundering, I'm recycling. Although it seems a little mean, I have made it clear to you now. So only you, after making your choice, are the least qualified person to call me despicable. ”

Shan Jingtang was completely clear at this time, and the one who came to face him today was Xu Qinglong. He didn't feel glad at all, only terrible. However, he still straightened his shoulders and faced Xu Qinglong, "Are you going to give up your words?" ”

Xu Qinglong glanced at him, "I thought that Shan Jingyan's question, I had already made it very clear. ”

"Why are you so cruel?"

Xu Qinglong tilted his head slightly, cruel? "Are you saying that compared to Shan Jingyan's feelings for me? Because he likes me, I'm cruel? ”

"More than that!!" Shan Jingtang stood up, "You know how important you are to Yanyan. You know you mean a lot to him!! You are his spiritual pillar!! Otherwise, do you think you have the opportunity to hurt him so much and trample on him? His affection for you gives you the power to be cruel to him!! ”

Xu Qinglong smiled, "You're wrong. I can hurt anyone I want. After speaking, the momentum suddenly turned sideways, and it was unusually fierce, "His like, I couldn't understand it before, and it is still the same." It seemed to me that he liked himself as he imagined himself, not me. Spiritual pillars? I'm willing to help Shan Jingyan, but if even the reason for his murder is because he likes me, please make me disgusted first. ”

"The Xu family is sweating a little, Shan Jingyan is obviously the whole person is broken, and Shan Jingtang is also about to be, so ah, Tangtang, don't stimulate them so much, crush the Shan brothers so much, the Xu family feels a little pitiful for them

In fact, all the words Xu Qinglong said at this time were sincere. However, at this time, she is indeed too immature. As I said before, she is too arbitrary and self-conscious in judging whether others like her or not. After many years, Xu Qinglong recalled the words she had said to Shan Jingyan and Shan Jingtang this time, although she would not regret it, she was guilty. If she could be mature enough, she wouldn't have said such direct words, and she also understood that there are actually thousands of ways to like her in this world, and she shouldn't deny Shan Jingyan's liking for her. It's a pity that Shan Jingyan's way is not what she wants.

"Good. Xu Qinglong, you remember what you said today. Shan Jingtang took a breath, "I came to ask for your help for my brother." Please, Xu Qinglong, help my brother. ”

Shan Jingtang did it on purpose. Everybody knows that.

Xu Qinglong said, "Yes, I am willing to help you." ”

After this sentence, the connection between Xu Qinglong and Shan Jingyan was really completely severed. Shan Jingyan will completely disappear from Xu Qinglong's side. This is the request of the Xu family, and it is also the wish of Shan Jingtang.

Although he was reluctant, Xu Qinglong was also mentally prepared. Because she was the one who changed first. After so many years of acquaintance, once broken, it is difficult to recover.

In a certain way, Shan Jingyan is indeed Xu Qinglong's first love. Otherwise, who would wholeheartedly accept a psychologically twisted person and allow him to deceive himself. However, Xu Qinglong doesn't think this is love, so it's not the first love. And Shan Jingtang, his heart is full of his younger brother, he can't see Xu Qinglong's feelings for Shan Jingyan at all, and he can't see Xu Qinglong's connivance and care. But even Shan Jingyan didn't feel it, he was an elder brother, and it wasn't strange that he couldn't see it.

All Xu Qinglong's dedication and all her feelings were erased by her calm and peaceful appearance and gentle tone. And Shan Jingyan really didn't see it at all. He would only find comfort in Xu Qinglong's connivance, but he couldn't see Xu Qinglong's care about him at all. Xu Qinglong said that what he likes is himself, in fact, in a certain way, it is also right. Shan Jingyan cared too much about whether Xu Qinglong liked himself or not, so he put the focus on himself.

In the end, it doesn't matter whether you are too young, too immature, or too precocious. I can only say that girls, delicate and soft, cute and tender, talking and doing things, it is really necessary, but it is likely to become Xue Zimei's appearance.

After Shan Jingyan was taken away by Shan Jingtang without a word, Xu Qinglong sat alone in the room for a long time, until Huahua pushed the door in and jumped on her lap, she felt a little lively. Stroking Huahua's soft fur, Xu Qinglong finally showed a smile. Grandpa Xu and the others, who put Huahua in outside the door, finally breathed a sigh of relief. The anger in my heart towards the single family has also reached a new height.

Sugar Candy has been hurt much more than Shan Jingyan!! The single family, in this life, cannot step into the Xu family's sphere of influence!! In this life, in this life, in this life, in this life Shan Jingtang still wants revenge? Dream your big spring and autumn dreams!!!

After this day, Shan Jingyan really disappeared completely. On the second day, the small building of the single family was empty. I heard that it has been resold to someone else. Xu Qinglong stood in front of the small building of the Shan family for a long time, and the book of paintings she created with Shan Jingyan was gone. Xu Qinglong didn't know if it was taken by the Shan family or taken away by someone else, she was just thinking, maybe Shan Jingyan didn't want to see that album

Therefore, Xu Qinglong's little pot friend's door of love was closed again after opening a crack slightly. It's like it's never turned on at all. And for a while, there will be no possibility of turning it on again.

Xue Nan stopped talking for a few days, but on the day of the big inspection, he asked, "Shan Jingyan, where did you go?" ”

Song Wenrang was arranging the sleeves of Xu Qinglong's school uniform, Xu Qinglong looked down, heard Xue Nan's words, raised his head slightly, oh, Shan Jingyan didn't say goodbye to Xue Nan, "I don't know either." Xue Nan sighed, hesitated for a while, and then asked, "Did something happen between you and him?" ”

Xu Qinglong thought about it and said with a smile, "It should be, nothing happened, it's like this" Xu Qinglong actually thought a lot, and she even thought that it would be good if she could like Shan Jingyan. However, Grandpa Xu has already taught her once, to think about things to be focused, and to collect information to have trade-offs. So she let herself think about it all night and stopped thinking about it. It's been turned over.

The big inspection, which was originally in an uproar and made the teachers and students of the school extremely nervous, turned into a visit by leaders. When Liu Jie entered the class in the morning, he was full of spirits. The teachers were all in high spirits, thinking that it was said that the original anonymous report was a misunderstanding, but this time, the leaders came to visit, and they were also ready to give the school students a level and become the focus of the district.

Zhai Ning and Xie Tian also noticed that Shan Jingyan's seat was empty again, and it had become the current table and chair that had been removed. His name is also missing from the class book. They thought that the single family had failed, but the school is like this now, and it is obviously not. Xie Tian felt that if the Bai family hadn't stopped, the Shan family had found strong foreign aid, and this foreign aid had also made the Shan family pay a great price.

However, they don't have much news now, they don't know anything, so they can only guess. Zhai Ning didn't care about Xie Tian's speculation about Xu Qinglong. Xie Tian saw it, so he didn't talk about Xu Qinglong again. He also saw that Zhai Ning was a complete patriarch who looked down on women, and he subconsciously didn't want to value Xu Qinglong, and he didn't want Xu Qinglong's family background to be too good because he liked Xu Qinglong. If Xu Qinglong's family background is too good, he will feel uncomfortable

That's why he didn't think much of Xu Qinglong's possible amazing life experience. However, Xie Tian is very sure that Xu Qinglong and the Xu family are definitely not ordinary. Let's not talk about appearance, temperament and brains, just say that Xu Qinglong holds a brooch that even rich people can't see, and wears it casually every day, and only wears it once, you can guess that if she doesn't understand, it's because she doesn't care about that brooch at all, because she has a better one.

Xie Tian couldn't imagine that Xu Qinglong would treat something as a treasure. She treats such precious brooches so casually, is it that what she likes is different from ordinary people? With this thought, thank God gradually, I developed a habit of R1152