It's a subtle feeling, as if everything hasn't changed, exactly the same as before; But it seems that everything has changed, and it is completely different from before. It's hard to describe the mystical taste in a single word, but Hugo vaguely felt that he was presenting a new world in front of him.

Matthew's mother's cries still echoed in his mind, but Hugo was no longer affected by them, and even felt like the sound of mosquitoes outside the screen window on a summer night, annoying, but harmless; And the feeling of Matthew's possession in the performance process before has also awakened again, but now it is different, Hugo can clearly feel that he is controlling his body, his brain is extremely clear, he knows that he is now practicing acting on the bed, and the distinction between acting and reality is clearly presented in his mind.

Once again, Hugo clearly felt the atmosphere of the first scene of the "Seven Deadly Sins" Anonymous, he could easily control the whole rhythm of the performance, he knew exactly what he should do to present the character, and he knew exactly how to perform at the right moment.

More importantly, Hugo can quickly enter the play, and go out of the play, controlling the scale within the range he wants. It's just that there are still some differences in accuracy, Hugo needs to keep groping, how to present the right love at the right time and in the right way, this is a profound art, Hugo vaguely feels a control switch, but how to adjust, still need to be practiced.

This feeling can be summed up as a sense of control and rhythm, but it is difficult to describe in words.

Hugo closed his eyes, and in his mind Ma Xiu roared, "You are the murderous demon, you are the murderous demon, you are almost killing that woman, your hands are already stained with blood"; Not far away, Matthew's mother was wiping away tears and sobbing, and her tears flowed out like a fountain, and soon the ground was soaked.

Matthew kept walking back and forth like an ant on a hot pot, he looked back at his mother, and scratched his head in annoyance but irritation, "Stop, stop crying, okay?" Hell God, can't you just stop crying? Matthew yelled angrily, but his mother not only did not stop, but cried faster and faster, which made Matthew hug his head in annoyance, wanting to comfort his mother but didn't know what to say, and finally could only vent at Hugo, "It's all you, this qiē is all you, you crazy person...... It's all your fault......"

Hugo took a deep breath, but his irritable mood slowly settled, the voice in his head was dissipating little by little, Matthew realized that he seemed to be disappearing, and his tone changed from irritable to desperate, "No, it shouldn't be like this, you can't do this to me, hey, come back, come back......"

But Hugo finally calmed down, his whole brain regained his composure, Matthew's mother's cry was gone, Matthew was gone, and for the first time in recent times, Hugo felt calm in a real sense, calm like never before.

At this moment, Hugo is Hugo, he clearly knows who it is, and he clearly knows what is going on, this feeling is even more relaxed than during the filming of movies such as "Schindler's List" and "The Seven Deadly Sins", and his brain is like a volcano controlled by him. All relaxed.

"Whew......" Hugo let out a long breath, as if this breath poured out all the turbidity in his heart, and made him collapse on the bed. Above.

Hugo finally understood why he felt that Matthew's words were wrong during the performance, Matthew said, "It's my turn to play, give me your body, I can fulfill all your dreams, and I can also achieve the situation you dreamed of." Come on, it's showtime. But the truth is that Matthew is just a projection of Hugo in "Death Row Walk", and when Hugo goes to play other roles, Matthew has no effect, and it is Hugo himself, not Matthew, who has reached the situation that Hugo dreamed of.

From beginning to end, Hugo knew this, only now the truth of the matter has finally surfaced.

Hugo tilted his head to look out of the window again, the tall pine tree outside the window was still shrouded in sunlight, but the part of the sunlight had changed, and the sunlight had risen to the canopy of the tree, carving the green leaves one by one, as if even the leaf veins could be clearly seen, the translucent green and bright gold complemented each other, and even the flow of the air became cheerful, and the flying dust danced around the carnival, The wisps of golden sunlight and a touch of thrilling green weave that verdant desperate situation.

"Squeak", the three birds suddenly swooped down, through the canopy, setting off a golden streamer, the light surged like flowing water, and then poured into the green of the woods, lighting up the world, and the whole world was full of life.

The same scenery, but with completely different colors. Hugo gently outlined the corners of his mouth, not a smile, but brought out a touch of warmth in his heart.

Cameron walked in softly with a bowl of porridge, and she saw Hugo still lying motionless on the bed. There was no difference from when Adam came to see him before, and she knew that Hugo had not changed in the past two hours, which made her eyes hot, but she knew that this was not the time for her to be sad, she took a deep breath and let the tears in her eyes that had not had time to spring up be put back, and then a smile bloomed on the corner of her mouth, adjusted her mood, and then walked over.

Cameron put the porridge on the bedside table, then sat down next to him, and was about to open his mouth to say something to Hugo, because the psychiatrist said that Hugo's situation is to close himself off, and they need to keep saying something happy, warm, and relaxed to Hugo, so that Hugo can relax as much as possible, and then slowly guide.

But before Cameron opened his mouth, she saw the shallow curvature of the corner of Hugo's mouth, this is not a smile, but it is the first expression on Hugo's face in the past few days, Cameron was stunned in place, looked at Hugo in disbelief, looked up little by little along the warm curvature of the corner of his mouth, and then saw the amber eyes.

The eyes that once fascinated Cameron's dreams were now tinged with a faint golden light, reflecting the color of the sun, but reflecting that warm color. Cameron's eyes involuntarily warmed up again, for she saw a shallow smile in those eyes spring up little by little, not quickly, just slowly, slightly, and the pupils that reflected her stiff face slowly outlined a warm shape.

This is the Hugo that Cameron is familiar with, this is the Hugo that Cameron fell in love with, and this is the Hugo that Cameron longs for.

"Hey, is this my lunch?" Hugo opened his mouth and whispered, but his voice was dry because he hadn't spoken for too long, and it sounded like the sound of sandpaper rubbing, and there was no texture at all.

But the tears in Cameron's eyes could no longer bear the weight, and gently slid down, and she looked at the familiar smile on the corner of Hugo's mouth, blooming with the warmth that made her heart move, and the tears poured out like a flood bursting the embankment, which made Hugo laugh dumbly.

Cameron directly threw himself on Hugo's body, venting all his feelings as if he were venting, and cried loudly. Looking at Cameron's constantly shaking shoulders, Hugo was also a little overwhelmed, but he knew that he had been immersed in his own thoughts for the past few days, and it was not a torment for others?

Cameron rushed over to the crew three days ago, and because she was so worried about Hugo, she even gave up an audition for a movie and rushed over desperately. Those three days were hell for Cameron, and she couldn't believe Hugo was lying in bed like he had lost his soul. , and when she learned that Hugo had the potential possibility of split personality in order to study acting, it made her even more heartbroken.

She felt sorry for him and worried about him even more, but she was helpless and powerless, which made her suffer.

Hugo raised his hand and patted Cameron on the back gently, "My fault, it's all my fault." I tried to comfort Cameron, but I didn't want Cameron to cry louder because of Hugo's grievances and worries, which made Hugo not know whether he should continue.

Cameron looked up from the bed and looked at Hugo with those red and swollen eyes, "Promise me, you won't be like this again, okay?" Promise me! ”

Hugo was speechless for a while, he didn't want to do this, it wasn't something he could control. But to be honest, if he did it again, it is estimated that Hugo would still make the same choice, this is him, after identifying his dream, he walked on one by one, without hitting the south wall and not looking back. Studying acting has always been Hugo's insistence and dream, even if he knows that he will face such a situation, he will still make the same choice.

But looking at Cameron's eyes, Hugo had no way to make more requests, so he could only raise his right hand, wipe away the tears on Cameron's face, piping hot, rolling on the tip of his thumb, "Don't worry, I'm fine, I'm fine." ”

Hugo's voice was soft, as if he was afraid of alarming the butterfly lingering at his fingertips, although he did not answer Cameron's request directly, but it gradually calmed Cameron's inner irritability and worry.

That's when Cameron realized how wolf she was! She quickly buried her head in the quilt and wiped all her tears on Hugo's sheets, which made Hugo laugh dumbly.

"What's wrong? What's wrong? Outside, a noise was heard in the room, and Adam was the first to run in, and then he could see Joseph, Samora, and others, and then he was stunned to see Cameron raise his tear-stained cheek, and Cameron wailed and buried his head again, like an ostrich.

Everyone saw Hugo turn his head with a big smile on his face, "She's shy." ”