Chapter 247: Suffering

After figuring this out, Xiang Nan suddenly felt that his eyes suddenly opened up.

Ying Ying bowed to Ru Xuan and thanked her, and Xiang Nan said in a low voice: "Yes, the lesson of the county lord is that the slave and maid know that they are wrong, and the slave and maid will not do it again in the future." ”

That's it, Ru Xuan nodded with satisfaction.

"County Lord, please get in the car, it's not early." Xiang Nan has no burden this time, and treats Ru Xuan more carefully and dedicatedly.

Ru Xuan looked at it and saw that a new carriage was ready on the side of the road, so she was helped by Xiang Nan to get into the carriage.

"Did the county lord have lunch?" Xiang Nan asked in a low voice.

"No, I didn't." Ru Xuan told the truth.

"When the slave and maid go out, they prepared some jujube paste and yam cakes, and if the county lord feels hungry, he can use some first." Xiang Nan took out the food box prepared on the carriage, opened it, took a piece of pastry from the food box, and dragged it to Ru Xuan's eyes with a handkerchief.

In fact, Xiang Nan is indeed a careful and careful person, if she has no other thoughts, she is indeed a capable maid.

"After you said it, I felt a little hungry." Ru Xuan smiled lightly and reached out to take the pastry, put it in her mouth and took a small bite gently: "It's a shame that you think about it, otherwise you will be hungry." ”

Xiang Nan was praised and was very relieved.

It turned out that the county lord was not completely disgusted with her, and if he changed his previous temperament, the county lord would definitely be able to reuse her.

"Thank you for the compliment, the slave and maid are just in case, always ready for the county lord." Xiang Nan smiled lightly, and two shallow pear vortices appeared on her face.

Xiang Nansheng's round face is particularly pleasing when he smiles.

"That's right. After returning to the house next time, if the prince asks about today's events, he only says that the carriage is broken down on the road. Don't say more than that. Ru Xuan carefully advised.

She didn't want her brother to know too much, otherwise it might be another incident.

If my brother knew that King Zheng was using these things to meet her, I am afraid that in the future, he would not even have the opportunity to go out.

Xiang Nan is a clever person, and when she heard Ru Xuan say this, she understood a general idea: "The slave knows, the county lord can rest assured." ”

Ru Xuan was a little relieved.

The carriage drove slowly forward, and soon arrived at King Zheng's mansion.

After getting out of the carriage, go back to Xiaoxiang Pavilion. On the way, he met King Zheng.

"Brother." Ru Xuan called sweetly.

"The little sister is out of the house, but can she still be a qiēshun lì?" A faint smile appeared on King Zheng Chai Zixuan's face. asked, "Little sister can have lunch?" In the kitchen today, I made the West Lake vinegar fish that my little sister likes to eat, so it is better to have lunch with my eldest brother. ”

"My little sister is fine all the way, my brother can rest assured, but my little sister hasn't had lunch yet. When my brother mentioned it, I felt a little hungry. Why don't you go to Xiaoxiang Hall and have lunch together? It just so happened that the little sister also had something to say to her brother. Ru Xuan said with a smile.

"It's fine." Chai Zixuan immediately nodded in agreement.

Ru Xuan instructed Xiang Nan to go to the kitchen to prepare meals, and she and Chai Zixuan walked slowly towards Xiaoxiang Pavilion.

"The little sister just said that she has something to say to the eldest brother? What does the little sister want to say, might as well tell the eldest brother? Regarding Ru Xuan's matter, Chai Zixuan has always been unable to hold his breath, and before he arrived at the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, he couldn't help but ask.

"What my little sister wants to say to my brother. It is a lifelong event for Xiaomei. Ru Xuan knew that this matter could not be concealed, and it could not be delayed. Just get straight to the point.

Anyway, it's a matter of time or time, so it's better to stop it early, so as not to have too many dreams at night and other incidents.

Chai Zixuan's heart sank when he heard Ru Xuan open her mouth to ask about her and King Zhong.

Chai's daughter has always been stubborn, her aunt is an example, and now Ru Xuan is the same.

"Little sister, if you want to mention the matter between you and King Zhong, I ...... big brother" Chai Zixuan said a little slurred.

He was also hesitant.

bluntly refused, afraid that the little sister would be sad, and afraid that the words would be heavy, alienating his relationship with the little sister.

But if he doesn't refuse, Chai Zixuan's heart is really unwilling.

"I know that our Chai family and the Zhao family have a complicated relationship, and it is difficult to explain it in half a word. As the sister-in-law of the Chai family, the elder brother is naturally a family responsibility, and the younger sister clearly understands the difficulties of the elder brother. Speaking of this, Ru Xuan's eyes were filled with a mist.

Ru Xuan's eyes flashed, and Chai Zixuan's heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.

One is for the pain in his heart over the years, and the other is for his sister's thoughtfulness and carefulness.

Although he has known his sister for a short time, according to his previous contact, Chai Zixuan understands Ru Xuan's mind and has always been thinking about others.

"The little sister understands the eldest brother's thoughts, and the eldest brother feels comfortable." Chai Zixuan's heart warmed and he was very pleased.

"However, my brother and sister feel that these grievances and entanglements are already the affairs of the previous generation, and you and my generation do not have to continue the suffering of the previous generation." Ru Xuan carefully looked at the change in the expression on Chai Zixuan's face, and cautiously continued: "This suffering, my brother should be the one who understands it the most, does my brother still want to pass on this suffering to the next generation, so that children and grandchildren can continue to endure this suffering?" ”

When Ru Xuan said this, Chai Zixuan was stunned.

The handsome and unequaled face is unpredictable, and the love in his heart is like a surging river, which cannot be calmed down for a long time.

He has been burdened with the pain of hatred of this country since he was a child, and he has been constantly instilled with such thoughts almost since he can remember, he has almost grown up immersed in suffering, and every step of his growth is full of hardships and suffering.

This kind of suffering is really like traditional Chinese medicine, the more you boil it, the thicker it becomes, and the more you boil it, the more bitter it becomes.

The more time passes, the more Chai Zixuan feels that his life is full of suffering, and there is no joy at all.

Naturally, he doesn't want to pass on this kind of life to his children, and he doesn't want his children to suffer such pain and sadness.

But......

If the ancestral order is violated, how can you be worthy of the ancestors and ancestors, and how can you explain to the thousands of people in Yangui Hall?

Chai Zixuan suddenly became conflicted, and his expression became more and more solemn.

"Brother, it's the little sister who is reckless, and the brother doesn't have to take it too seriously." Ru Xuan saw that Chai Zixuan's face was ugly and tight, and she was a little worried, so she hurriedly spoke of relief.

Chai Zixuan is her biological brother, and since she recognized her, she has taken care of her carefully, for fear of neglecting a single penny, and treating her adoptive parents like biological parents.

Ru Xuan saw these in her eyes and remembered them in her heart.

For such a good brother, Ru Xuan really couldn't bear it, because of her own affairs, she was so selfish that she forced Chai Zixuan into a predicament.

"It's okay, the little sister is straightforward, and the eldest brother only takes you to the point and won't take it to heart." Chai Zixuan said such a sentence lightly, and put away the complicated feelings on his face just now.

Ru Xuan was suddenly a little disappointed. (To be continued......)