Chapter 374: A Struggle for Life and Death

Lin Jixiang's letter was faster than I could have imagined, and I couldn't believe that he could deliver such a letter in this dynasty, and when I opened it, I realized that it was not his reply, but a message he sent to me before he received my letter.

He asked me if I would like to go with him.

Asking this means to give go with the Qin State, he asked me when he got the clear situation of the Qin Dynasty, it should be an ultimatum.

Naturally, I insisted on my attitude, even though I couldn't stay in the Qin State any longer.

"Please be kind to the royal family." When I handed Lin Jixiang's letter to Luo Cong to destroy it, I said.

Knowing what I meant, Luo Cong didn't say much, she burned the letter and went out to reply.

The time has finally come for the surrender of the Qi State, although I have been using this as an excuse to protect myself and use this as a belief to deal with the Qin Palace, but I am only guessing based on historical legends, if the Qi State really wants to resist the Qin State, I don't even need to explain, because I told the big lie, and I can only bear it myself.

Go, I'm definitely not going to go!

Ying Zheng returned from the front palace a few days after stabbing Zhao Jia, stepped into Qixi Palace, pulled me into the dormitory without saying a word, and hugged me from dusk to early morning of the next day.

I know that this battle of Qin and Dai has unloaded a big burden in Ying Zheng's heart, although I don't look down on Ji Xi, but it is undeniable that it is precisely because of Ji Xi's help that the Qin army was able to raid Zhao Jia's front and secretly press him to Xianyang for Ying Zheng to vent his anger.

Ying Zheng's eyebrows moved. Before he could open his eyes, he raised his arm and touched my slightly raised head, then turned sideways to bully me and hugged me again.

"The king is sleeping, right?"

I couldn't move under his half-pressure, and I pouted dissatisfied.

"Madame, did you sleep well?" He closed his eyes and smiled.

I smiled heartily at his teasing. His feet rubbed against his calves and arched upwards, pressing their lips to his ears.

"A blessing to the king." The sound is small, but it is full of moisture.

Ying Zheng chuckled, and as soon as he grabbed my waist that had retreated after speaking, he completely pressed it down.

"So," he said, leaning down his crotch and staring at my flushed cheeks, teasingly, "better." ”

I wrapped my arms around his waist. Catering to him, he said: "If the king thinks it is good, the slave concubine is good." ”

The time to be able to accompany Yingzheng is running out. I can't let him be warm all his life, so in his life, I can give as much as I can.

The feeling of body and mind being in harmony is an indescribable pleasure. I followed the rhythm of Yingzheng's beat, and rushed to the earth together to the pleasure of the wilderness.

Sweating profusely, Ying Zheng stopped at my top with satisfaction, and he gasped a few times and pulled out of me.

"Tianxi is becoming more and more obsessed with widows." He kissed me on the forehead and leaned on my side.

Swallowing saliva moistened my dry throat, looking at Yingzheng who cherished me, my heart was filled with a sour sense of reluctance.

"The king has struggled for so long, but he must not be fooled by a woman. Not even a slave or a concubine. ”

Turning my seriousness into his eyes, he laughed twice and sighed: "This tone. is more domineering than the widow, and you can't make the widow afraid of you? ”

Laughing with him, the voice in my heart was talking to him: I don't want you to be afraid, the man I love, I want you to forget me, you can do it?

"Why don't you speak?"

He couldn't wait for my answer. I looked at it suspiciously, and I happened to see the gaze of me, who was staring at him with a sad look on the side of his face.

"Thinking of something that you don't feel comfortable again?"

I blame myself for putting away my low feelings. gave Ying Zheng a peaceful smile.

"No, by the king's side, the slaves and concubines are relieved if they are not happy."

Instead of being fooled by my smiling face and words, and not asking me what I thought of to be sad, Ying Zheng just solemnly took my hand and stared at me.

"In this life, the widow has experienced the bullying of miscellaneous people, endured the time of poverty and lowliness, endured the wear and tear of his relatives by his blood and bones, betrayed and humiliated by his own brother, betrayed by his biological mother, and secretly conspired with thieves...

After such an experience, there are really few things that can suppress the widow, but there are few people and things that can make the widow care.

You are the widow's beloved woman, and the widow is the last person you want to see any mistakes, no matter what secrets you have hidden in your heart, can you promise the widow, will you keep yourself for the widow, comfort the widow? ”

The human heart is the most fragile and the most solid space, firm is to say to irrelevant people, fragile is exclusive to the person who walks into him, Ying Zheng opened his heart to me, he didn't want me to be hurt, so he would talk to me against his quiet nature.

Just his words, I shouted from the bottom of my heart to ask him to be relieved, but when I opened my mouth, I couldn't say it.

"The king has been through so much, and it has not been easy along the way, and the concubine does not want anyone or anything to damage the king's rights and interests again, if there is-" I watched him stare at my eyes, and said, "It should also be eliminated invisibly." ”

Ying Zheng is the one who fills my heart, if he gets out of my heart is the most difficult thing I am facing at the moment, and it takes cruel courage and great courage to make this move, the kind of experience that is more painful to die, I think I don't have the courage and courage to try the slightest, but I am doing it against the other.

As if he understood something, he frowned, his eyes full of displeasure.

"Don't you really care about the hearts of widows?"

I care, of course I care, how can I not care about his mind, his mind is more important to me than mine, but I can't lose my ego and add a burden to him, I have to introspect.

"The king is tired enough, close your eyes and sleep a little longer."

The conquest of the world has exhausted his energy, and the defense of the world after that is even more complicated, what he needs is the hearts of the people, it is majesty, and he can't miss the national government because I am damaged, so I am ruthless not to continue this topic with him.

Ying Zheng didn't close his eyes as he said, I expected it, so I closed my eyes.

Seemingly angry at what I did, Ying Zheng turned over a few times and sat up suddenly.

"The widow doesn't believe it, the whole world has surrendered, and the widow can't control you a stubborn Tianxi."

When he finished speaking, seeing that my eyes were still closed, he rolled over and got out of bed.

"What, it's stubborn to be black and white, isn't it? Do you want to go out like this? ”

I opened my eyes and saw him standing shirtless in the dormitory, knowing that he was forcing me to get up, but I didn't dare to let him go out like this, so I had to wrap around and serve him to dress.

Leng Leng stretched his arms and stood quietly, no matter how I put it on, lifted it up, pulled it forward and dragged it back, he didn't move at all and let me be busy alone, staring at a certain place with cold eyes, not cooperating or resisting.

I carefully smoothed his shirt and tried to make every layer of his clothes as comfortable as possible, and when I let go of the belt of my last coat, he strode away from me.

Ying Zheng slammed open the door of the hall, startled the people outside the hall, and knelt down to plead guilty; I followed his paces and walked a few steps, and my heart ached as I watched his long back from inside the temple gate.

"If Mrs. Xi is sick, the whole palace of Qixi Palace will be buried alive, and the Qi Guotian clan will not be left alive regardless of age!"

Zhao Gao raised his head, looked at Yingzheng who was ordering in the distance, glanced at me again, hurriedly gave me a look, and ran over.

He is threatening me with the lives of Qi State and Qi Xi Palace.

I understand Ying Zheng's heart, and I also know his thoughts about me, I don't look at anything else, just look at Zhao Gao's face on weekdays, and I can understand it thoroughly:

There are princesses who are left out in the cold on weekdays, and Zhao Gao usually faces them coldly, but for me, even if he has been reprimanded and belittled many times, even if he can use letters to coerce me to bow my head, he is still respectful, enough to see, and he who is most in line with Ying Zheng's heart does not dare to despise Ying Zheng's love for me.

I'm stubborn, but if Zhenge and Yingzheng have a hard time, I really don't dare to act rashly, because if I die for his promise to keep him from falling behind, then it will be even more unconvincing for him to kill the Tian family in a rage.

I'm hard, he's soft, and I'm both soft and hard; I'm hard, he's hard, then I'm going to have to reconsider the purpose of the conflict between us.

"Ma'am?"

When Yingzheng's people left the dormitory, Luo Cong was the first to cast his eyes on me, looked at me who was crumbling, and ran in with an exclamation.

I got Luo Onion's support to stabilize my body a lot, in fact, I didn't have Cheng DΓΉ who couldn't hold my body and was about to fall, but my mind suddenly turned black when I couldn't understand it, and I was panicked and didn't stand up.

"It's okay, don't make a noise."

I was worried that Luo Cong would pass on to the imperial doctor, and then it would bother him in Yingzheng's ears, so I stopped the possibility of the matter being publicized in the first place.

"But Madame lately has alwaysβ€”"

Luo Liang wanted to turn over the old things of these days, and I booed and shouted to stop.

"Maybe I didn't sleep well, just take a break from the soft hair." I forced her to move with the palm of my hand, and knowing that she was still going to speak, I hurriedly said, "Pour me a glass of warm water." ”

Hearing that I had a need, Luo Cong couldn't take care of the advice for the time being, and was busy placing me gently on the couch to pour water and drink water.

"How are the ladies of the other palace lately?"

I didn't ask the princesses in the other palaces what they were doing, but there must have been nothing important that harmed my vital interests, or if there were, it hadn't been reflected yet, because Luo Cong had never taken the initiative to report their dynamics recently.

Listening to my question, Luo Cong then talked about what she knew.

"Mrs. Jing is busy trying the case of Mrs. Wu, and there are eighteen princes in the palace who the king has told her to take care of, and she is conscientious in order to live up to the king's orders;

Mrs. Li summoned Master Li Si twice, and talked to Mrs. Jean a few times in the garden, but there was nothing unusual;

Mrs. Zhao was worried about the fortunes of her mother country and the fate of Zhao Jia, and she thought that she was really relieved to come here. (To be continued)