Even Flowey is so disappointed in herself, hey~

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Yan Ran is not stupid, she sees the changes in Xuan Mu, and she also understands that there must be something hidden from her between him and Yan Yu, but she is unwilling to tell her, since they have a tacit understanding and are unwilling to tell her, then she pretends not to know anything.

One is her beloved, and the other is her dearest.

As Yan Yu said, she prefers to believe that any decision they make is for her good.

It's just that...... It's just that some things can't stand up to careful scrutiny, and the more you think about it, the more you will feel that there are too many strange things, and it is inevitable that you will have doubts and want to find out.

She said, "So letting Xuanmu leave me is also the choice you made for me?" There was emotion in these words, half anger and half suspicion.

Facing her sister, who has always been fond of her and treated her gently, she suddenly questioned like this, which really made Yan Yu at a loss and flustered, but made Yan Ran confirm that Xuan Mu's sudden departure was really related to Yan Yu.

Chinese New Year's Eve, the night sky is lit up by bright fireworks, this is the first year they spent together after the sisters met, but it is destined to be unpeaceful.

The 24-hour coffee shop, even in Chinese New Year's Eve, does not close, and the two sisters sat by the window and ordered two cups of coffee.

There were no pedestrians on the street, and even the café was only one person on duty, and after bringing coffee, he hid in the corner and played with his mobile phone.

The two of them each held a coffee cup, but they didn't drink it, but because their hands were too cold, they held it like this, hoping to get a little warmth.

yes, before telling the brutal truth. At the very least, you should warm up.

It's like a death row prisoner will have a good meal before the temporary period, although this metaphor is not very appropriate, but it is no less than a blow to Yan Ran from what Yan Yu said next.

Eight years ago, Xuanmu took Yanyu out of the town, and Yanran knew that the unhappiness between her and Xuanmu was also known by Yanran, but she only knew this.

About Nangong Xuanmu, in fact, Yan Yu doesn't know much, although she was taken abroad by Xuanmu to live, she doesn't live together.

Especially in the first two years, she rarely saw him. That's a good thing for her. She would be more comfortable if he didn't come, after all, they weren't very familiar with each other at that time, and they always felt that they owed this person too much, and they would have a lot of embarrassment.

She found out later. In those two years, Xuanmu went to a sanatorium in Switzerland. I heard that he was very sick at that time. I changed several hospitals, but it didn't get better, and I couldn't sleep all day. Growing emaciated, he lives on nutritional injections.

Those years were extremely difficult for Xuanmu, he didn't want to live, but he couldn't die, like a living dead, just a shell, staying in bed all day looking at the empty ceiling in a daze, there was only one thought in his heart, that was "death".

But even if he wants to die, he can't do it without the help of other people's strength, so he stays up like this every day, hoping that if he boils it that day and squeezes his blood dry, he can be freed and go to another world to reunite with Yanran.

He said that he would never leave, and he did not want to break his oath.

Depression and anorexia made him not a ghost or a ghost, he couldn't survive, he couldn't die, and purgatory on earth was nothing more than that!

Once, Master Nangong came to visit the hospital and lost his temper at Xuanmu on the hospital bed, saying that the Nangong family did not have such a cowardly guy who had no interest, and wanted to cut off relations with him, drive him out of the hospital, and fend for himself.

In fact, he did.

The next day, I rushed out of the hospital and embarked on a journey around the world, from the initial need for someone to push a wheelchair, to being supported by others, and then to walking alone and difficult, although this method is extreme, but it is several times better than those psychotherapy who are stuffed in the house all day.

But even in the past two years of traveling, every time Yanran's festival day, he would take Yanyu back to China to pay respects, buy the mountain where the tree is located, and take care of it carefully, so that she can sleep in peace.

For Yan Yu, Nangong Xuanmu did have many things that moved her very much, and even thought that he was the most infatuated person in the world.

She once said to Xuanmu, my sister has been loved so much by you in this life, and it is not in vain for this life.

But he said that if he did not see him in this life, she would not be like this.

Yan Yu said that she didn't hate him and didn't resent him. It was supposed to be a comforting word, but it touched Xuanmu's nerves, and that night Yan Yu overheard the truth about the cause of her sister's death.

If he hadn't meant to, how could he have been so careless.

Probably because of guilt, he couldn't listen to Yan Yu's words of relief, if possible, he hoped that Yan Yu hated him, and even hoped that she could kill him to avenge Yan Ran.

At first, Yan Yu only felt that Xuanmu was too cold, and he was still very kind, but the longer she was in contact, the more afraid she was of him, until this fear escalated to fear.

This fear was not something that could be resolved by Xuanmu's care and pampering for her......

She remembered that it was his college graduation ceremony that day, and he specially called to say that he hoped she could come, and specially invited a makeup artist to dress her up, but when she saw a white wedding dress in the dressing room, she only felt that her head was rumbling, and in an instant all kinds of messy ideas were stuffed like cotton balls.

What exactly is he going to do?

She was almost forced to put on a wedding dress that did not belong to her, and was taken to church......

The church was carefully dressed and it was an extremely luxurious wedding, but there were no guests, and the whole church was empty, although it was covered with brightly colored flowers, but it only made her feel a gust of wind and a shiver inexplicably.

Then he saw Uncle Chen, who was holding his sister's posthumous photo in his hand, at that moment, she only felt a chill down her spine, sweat slid down her spine, and every pore of her body was screaming wildly, but she couldn't make any sound in her throat.

In the dark she seemed to have guessed what he was going to do, he wanted his sister to marry him, he wanted to marry his sister, the secret marriage.

A living man and a dead man!

And the reason why she wore a wedding dress was just to hold her sister's posthumous photo and be her sister's stand-in!

There were only four people in the entire wedding, the pastor, Uncle Chen, her, and Nangong Xuanmu.

That day, he touched Yanran's posthumous photo and said nervously: "Yanran, we are married, I said that I will marry you after graduation!" ”

She was stupid and let him manipulate her, what the priest was saying after that, and what Nangong Xuanmu was saying, she couldn't hear it at all, she only felt as if she was possessed by something, weird, frightened, and disgusting.

It became a nightmare that she could not get rid of, and many nights she woke up from her dreams, crying bitterly, and all this was thanks to him.

It was also from that time that she understood that when infatuation reached the extreme, it was pathological.

He was extreme, paranoid, and uncertain, making her tense every time she saw him, not wanting him to find out, but also afraid of accidentally angering him.

She was really afraid, she didn't want to be manipulated by him anymore, and she didn't want to live in his shadow, she wanted to escape, and now that she finally got rid of him, how could she let her sister jump into the fire pit. (To be continued.) )