"What song are you listening to?"

In silence, Qiu Zichuan suddenly spoke!

"Ask me?"

Bai Xiaohua hurriedly raised her head and looked at Qiu Zichuan.

"yes!"

Qiu Zichuan turned his face to look at Bai Xiaohua and smiled slightly!

"An old song!"

"Oldies?"

"That's right! PromiseDon'tComeEasy! ”

"A Canadian singer sang!"

"Yes! Have you heard? ”

"I heard it when I was studying in the United States!"

"Do you like it?"

"Sing it to me!"

"You want to hear it?"

Qiu Zichuan looked at Bai Xiaohua and nodded!

"I can't sing well!"

"It's fine!"

"Okay!"

Ishouldhaveknownallalong (I Should Have Known)

therewassomethingwrong (between us, the rift is spreading)

Ijustneverreadbetweenthelines, but I've never experienced your true feelings

Bai Xiaohua still held Qiu Zichuan in both hands and began to hum softly!

"Yes, some mistakes between us never read the distance between us"

Qiu Zichuan thought silently in his heart!

ThenIwokeuponeday

andfoundyouonyourway

"Yes! But why is this so? What's the problem? ”

Qiu Zichuan leaned on the table, supported his mouth with one hand, and listened to Bai Xiaohua's humming and couldn't help but sigh again!

Leavingnothingbutmyheartbehind

WhatcanIdotoma~keituptoyou (What can I do to go back to the way I was)

Promisesdon'tcomeeasy

Buttellmeifthere'sawaytobringyoubackhometostay (but tell me how I can get you back to me again)

"It's impossible! The promise is gone, so what's the next time! ”

At this time, Qiu Zichuan felt that this song seemed to be talking to himself!

WellI'dpromisesanythingtoyou

I'vebeenwalkin'aroundwithmyheadhangingdown

Wondrin'whatI'mgonnado (I don't know where to go)

Causewhenyouwalkedoutthatdoor

IknewIneededyoumoreThantota~keachanceonlosingyou(I just found out that I need you so much)

At this time, Bai Xiaohua found that Qiu Zichuan's eyes began to be a little moist, but looking at Qiu Zichuan's eyes looking at him, Bai Xiaohua did not stop humming, but just started to gently turn Qiu Zichuan's hands back and forth.

WhatcanIdotoma~keituptoyou (How do I do it, you will come back to see me)

Promisesdon'tcomeeasy

YouknowI'vemadeupmymindtoma~keitworkthistime (But you know, I've made up my mind to fulfill all my promises)

That'sthepromisethatIgivetoyou

YouneverthoughtIlovedyou

IguessyouneverthoughtIcared (or never cared)

When he sent Qu Mengmeng back to university, the scene at the train station began to appear in front of Qiu Zichuan's eyes again, as well as in Hainan, and in the Alps, Qu Mengmeng's delicate appearance in his arms!

Iwasjusttooproudtosayitoutloud (I guess I'm just too proud to announce it out loud)

At this time, Qiu Zichuan gently withdrew his hand from Bai Xiaohua's hand, then turned his face, hugged his hands together and gently pressed them against his mouth.

NowIknowtoletmyfeelingsgo(sotellme) (Now, I know, I should let feelings run wild)

"How is that possible! In this world, you can do whatever you want, but you can't do it. Because it not only comes from the bottom of the heart and the deepest part of life, but more importantly, it also means a lifetime responsibility to others! And how can such a responsibility be so easy to fly! ”

Hum here, Bai Xiaohua spoke softly and melodiously, but Qiu Zichuan's eyes were still full of gloom!

WhatcanIdotoma~keituptoyou (so please tell me what to do to go back to the way it was)

Promisesdon'tcomeeasy

YouknowI'vemadeupmymindtoma~keitworkthistime (But you know, this time I've made up my mind to fulfill all my promises)

While looking at Qiu Zichuan, Bai Xiaohua, who continued to hum, saw that Qiu Zichuan began to think again, so he gently raised a hand and gently stroked Qiu Zichuan's neck and hair.

That'sthepromiseIcangivetoyou

Promise! Listening to the lyrics at this time, Qiu Zichuan was stunned!

"Yes! Promise! ”

I couldn't help but think of Bai Xiaohua beside Qiu Zichuan!

"I can't promise her anything!"

WhatcanIdotoma~keituptoyou (But how do I go about getting things back to the way things were?) ）

……

Bai Xiaohua's humming ended, but Qiu Zichuan's thinking continued. Although Bai Xiaohua hummed this song, it seems that every lyric is written for himself, but listening to Bai Xiaohua's singing, Qiu Zichuan in confusion and distress still feels a kind of comfort and warmth!

Moreover, for Qiu Zichuan, what is more important is that for more than half a year, he has been thinking about and confused about the betrayal of Qu Mengmeng that he identified, especially combined with today's re-understanding of Xu Jing, and the intersection of the words "promise" and "promise" repeated in this song, at this moment, at the end of the song that Qiu Zichuan asked Bai Xiaohua to sing to himself, a conclusion about the emotions of men and women and even husband and wife began to be clear in Qiu Zichuan's mind, that is:

As for emotions, the beauty of each other can be picked up at your fingertips in this world, but the eternity of each other in the bottom of your heart is hard to find in the world!

If it is because of Qu Mengmeng's betrayal that he believes is that Qiu Zichuan is confused about the woman's emotions, and if it is because of Xu Jing's words in his office this afternoon, Qiu Zichuan is even more confused about the woman's loyalty. In Bai Xiaohua's soft humming, Qiu Zichuan at the beginning was even more helpless and fell into the confusion of the past. Then, at this moment, at the end of Bai Xiaohua's soft humming, although, Yu Qiu Zichuan's heart was still depressed! But, the confusion seems to be completely gone!

Although, before this, this kind of thing was all over the world, and in Qiu Zichuan's own concept, this is also an ordinary thing that has existed for thousands of years, both at home and abroad. And once it is on his body, even Qiu Zichuan himself has to admit that he is locked in the fog of the deep mountains, and he wants to get out, but he can't get out!

But at this moment, Qiu Zichuan felt that he had come out!

And at this moment, thinking of Qu Mengmeng's betrayal, and then thinking about the promise he had just heard in Bai Xiaohua's singing, and the stunned feeling in his heart, Qiu Zichuan suddenly felt that he was pale and powerless for Bai Xiaohua's emotional world and Bai Xiaohua's future!

And at the same time, Qiu Zichuan tonight also felt that he was going to distance himself from Bai Xiaohua at the right time in the future!

Qiu Zichuan does not deny that he likes Bai Xiaohua extremely much in the depths of his heart, and this kind of liking is even close to love in Qiu Zichuan's feelings!

Bai Xiaohua's frankness, Bai Xiaohua's understanding, and Bai Xiaohua's almost worldly and unworldly soul all made Qiu Zichuan feel an unprecedented sense of relaxation and freedom! Sometimes I even feel that the heart and soul between the two are connected, and the tacit understanding is simply the unity of heaven and earth, which can be seen! And not only Qiu Zichuan, but also Bai Xiaohua sometimes exclaimed how the two were completely compatible, and there was no trace of contradiction.

Of course, there is no lack of Bai Xiaohua's spontaneity and casualness, all of which are innate and influenced by his admiration and obsession with Qiu Zichuan, the kind of mentality that you can go wherever you say you go, and do whatever you say you do, so that it doesn't need too many points of convergence between ideas and concepts!

But at the same time, deep in Qiu Zichuan's heart, Bai Xiaohua is close to a generation younger than himself, and this view is also deep-rooted! Although there is actually only a difference between the two of them at the age of thirteen or fourteen, in Qiu Zichuan's eyes, Bai Xiaohua is young, and young is like a beautiful flower bathing in the sunshine of life, and he is already a tree that has stood the wind and rain of the world for a long time. Therefore, with Bai Xiaohua, Qiu Zichuan always set a bottom line for himself, that is, all interactions between the two should and can only exist at the spiritual level.

It's not that Qiu Zichuan doesn't feel that he doesn't have the conditions to combine with Bai Xiaohua in reality, and it's not that he doesn't have the ability to support Bai Xiaohua's happiness and future, these are all things that don't need to be considered, and it's not even Qiu Zichuan's thoughts. Moreover, Qiu Zichuan is not worried that his future will be affected by the love change with Qu Mengmeng, then the marriage change, and then the appearance of Bai Xiaohua. But it has always been in Qiu Zichuan's heart, the young and beautiful Bai Xiaohua, she will have her own future after all!

For more than a year, Qiu Zichuan blamed himself for his association with Bai Xiaohua, and in the midst of depression, he couldn't restrain his subconscious yearning for Bai Xiaohua!

But the song he asked Bai Xiaohua to sing tonight made Qiu Zichuan feel that Bai Xiaohua himself needed to reconsider!

"That's great!"

After a while, Qiu Zichuan turned his face to look at Bai Xiaohua and smiled slightly!

"Let's stop thinking about things, okay? The coffee is cold! I'll warm it up! ”

Looking at Qiu Zichuan smiling at himself, Bai Xiaohua said softly, and then reached over and turned the flame of the coffee stove back on!

"When are you going to fall in love?"

Looking at Bai Xiaohua, Qiu Zichuan's eyes flashed, and he asked softly as if he was joking, but also as if he was very serious

"Huh! You don't think about it all night, do you? ”

Listening to Qiu Zichuan's sudden question, Bai Xiaohua looked at Qiu Zichuan and was suddenly happy!

"Say!"

Qiu Zichuan didn't answer Bai Xiaohua's rhetorical question, still looking at Bai Xiaohua with a smile.

"Me!"

Bai Xiaohua raised her face and blinked!

"Can't you say?"

For a while, Qiu Zichuan felt that such a topic might be a little sensitive between the two.

"I don't know love! Hehe! ”

Bai Xiaohua suddenly turned around, looked at Qiu Zichuan and laughed happily! Then he said:

"So I don't know! Hehe! ”

"I don't know love!"

This time, Qiu Zichuan looked at Bai Xiaohua and began to blink!

"Yes! So I don't know what it will look like when it comes, maybe I'll find out when it's gone! Hehe! ”

While speaking, Bai Xiaohua still looked naughty and shook his head at Qiu Zichuan happily!

"I don't know love!"

Hearing this, Qiu Zichuan, who blinked his eyes, also began to learn from Bai Xiaohua's appearance just now, turned his head and raised his face and thought softly, as if he was thinking again.

"Come on, have a drink!"

Seeing that his playful words made Qiu Zichuan ponder and speechless again, Bai Xiaohua poured the heated coffee into Qiu Zichuan's cup, and then gently served it to Qiu Zichuan.

……