Chapter 245: Sighing and sighing

What if he actually signs it?

After deducting the call with Qiu Zichuan, Qu sat at the desk in a daze. From the bottom of his heart, Qu Mengmeng still doesn't want to divorce Qiu Zichuan at this moment, and he doesn't want to at all!

In Qu Mengmeng's eyes, Qiu Zichuan is still the most obsessed with the men she has ever seen, not to mention the two unsuspecting brother and sister between these two people. Therefore, even at this time, Qiu Zichuan's position in Qu Mengmeng's heart is still unshakable!

Qu Mengmeng fell into deep thought again.

As a woman, Qu Hazy also has a faint nature in her heart that she can't be defeated by any woman around Qiu Zichuan.

In the past, Qu Mengmeng seemed to accept Qiu Zichuan's open-minded concept. But as soon as things come to oneself, Qu Hazy consciously and unconsciously tends to the theory that when love arises between each other, it also carries the element of mutual possession. As a result, this kind of love with an element of possession sometimes turns into a war due to the change of one party's feelings. In this regard, Qu Mengmeng is not surprised.

And in such wars, women often have no hesitation! Selfless! Play hard! Or even the appearance of not giving up if you don't win all the battles, almost crazy and fearless, and even charging forward in a mess!

But Qu Mengmeng always thinks that she does not belong to this kind of emotionally extremely narrow woman.

Sometimes when listening to Qu Hazy say this theory in a childish tone, Qiu Zichuan smiled in his heart! disdainfully thought, that's still called love! Love only has the beauty when you meet, the warmth when you get along and the mutual blessings when you break up! If there is a mixture of wishful thinking on the part of either party and not on the part of mutual desire, then there is no love, but simply the possession of the other by one party.

Qiu Zichuan is a perfectionist in the spiritual world, and he believes that the most beautiful and pure relationship in this world should be the love between men and women!

But in the past, every time Qu Hazy said such a thing, he was naughty and well-behaved! So, Qiu Zichuan, who always regarded Qu Hazy as his little sister in his own eyes, didn't bother to reason with Qu Hazy anymore!

And at this moment, thinking back to the conversation about love with Qiu Zichuan in the past, Qu Mengmeng thought that no matter what he said, but I never thought of leaving you Qiu Zichuan, it was you Qiu Zichuan who made it like this now!

Yes, Qu Micha doesn't want to get a divorce.

Whether it is before or after marriage, Qiu Zichuan will always have intermittent women and live girls who like him, and sometimes she is often proud of this, thinking that she has such a husband, which means that her love and marriage are successful! This Shui Xiaolin had the same idea, and Qu Mengmeng also had it.

But at the same time, Qu Mengmeng also likes to make a little trouble.

Occasionally, I just play a little temper and say something hurtful. Of course, not her dear husband Qiu Zichuan, but those women or girls who like Qiu Zichuan. But with these women or girls, as long as she knows Qu Hazy is familiar, Qu Hazy is still friendly.

Speaking without going to heart, it has always been the character that Qiu Zichuan likes in Qu Hazy.

But Qu Mengmeng herself doesn't know when she started, although she Qu Mengmeng also knows that Qiu Zichuan's heart is still only her Qu Hazy. At the same time, I am also full of confidence in my appearance and good figure that have not changed for many years! But gradually, he began to be unable to tolerate Qiu Zichuan having any more intimate contact with any woman or girl.

When did I start doing this?

While thinking, Qu Mengmeng began to reflect on himself.

Yes, sometimes I even put forward an extremely ridiculous request to Qiu Zichuan, or the principle of dealing with this kind of thing, and I also think that this is the greatest tolerance of being a woman and a wife!

That is, for these women or women who like Qiu Zichuan, even if they are deeply in love with you, if you Qiu Zichuan also likes them, you must tell me, even if you have any intimate behavior with them, even if you even go to bed, you will tell me, as long as you tell me, maybe I won't be angry, and I don't care!

But I can't tolerate you not to say that the biggest sorrow of a woman is to be deceived, that is, to be kept in the dark, while people all over the world are on the side to see it clearly and laugh at themselves, and as the closest person to you in this world, she is the last person to know the truth, which is the greatest sorrow and failure of being a woman and a wife!

This is Qu Mengmeng!

So, in the years that followed, inquiry, analysis, nervousness; Passing through the court, interrogation, jealousy ignites! But every time, it turns out that she is hazy and has nothing to do, but she still doesn't believe that Qiu Zichuan has always had the bottom line to stick to.

But other than that, Qiu Zichuan is always happy with himself! Even extremely emotional!

But all this, after Qiu Zichuan separated from himself, after being indifferent to himself, he no longer existed!

Did you go too far in the past?

But what's going on with Bai Xiaobirch? What's the deal with being so cold to yourself? What's the deal with separating from yourself? Qu Mengmeng felt that his brain was messed up again!

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If he wants to sign it, sign it!

Maybe at this time, he Qiu Zichuan took Bai Xiaohua and the two of them were holding hands, where can I enjoy the snow scene!

As soon as he thought of Bai Xiaohua, Qu Hazy's heart was difficult to calm down!

In all fairness, those women or girls who have fallen in their hearts many times, including their younger brother and daughter-in-law Xu Jing, Qu Hazy knows that none of them will have a place in Qiu Zichuan's heart!

As Qiu Zichuan's wife, Qu Hazy has always known very well in her heart that Qiu Zichuan is not the kind of man who will be easily moved by youth and beauty. Sometimes in her dim view, Qiu Zichuan's concept of love is in the sky, in poetry, and in novels, not on the earth, in the world!

And in the depths of her hazy heart, she had already decided that Qiu Zichuan's previous liking for herself was at best a special liking rather than love. Then coupled with the natural emotions and responsibilities of being a husband since childhood, as well as his Qiu Zichuan's self-cultivation since childhood, this made him Qiu Zichuan have been firmly guarding himself in his emotional marriage.

Or at least before this Bai Xiaohua appeared, he was his favorite woman in the world, Qiu Zichuan, but that's all! But in the past, this was something she never wanted to face, as long as he liked me the most!

But now it's different!

If you want to ask, how many women or girls have been in the center of his life Qiu Zichuan, and now Qu Hazy is very clear.

First of all, it is Shui Xiaolin, this is his Qiu Zichuan's first love! But Qu Hazy never worried about Shui Xiaolin, because Qu Hazy saw very clearly, in his Qiu Zichuan's eyes, Shui Xiaolin was two people, one was a girl, the girl he first loved, simple, smart, and beautiful! One is a woman, a wife of a large sum, selfish, vain, greedy! One is still beautiful in his heart, and the other is rotting in his eyes.

Also, Qu Hazy can also feel that Shui Xiaolin is still deeply in love with Qiu Zichuan, whenever she is with Shui Xiaolin, Shui Xiaolin always treats herself like her own sister, and always talks about Qiu Zichuan's personality, asking her to be more tolerant of Qu Hazy, and often confesses to take care of Qiu Zichuan. But at the same time, Qu Hazy could see that Qiu Zichuan always had an insurmountable bottom line for Shui Xiaolin.

And then it's yourself, the little sister next door, then the younger sister, and then the wife, this is the last thing you need to say!

So now, there is no doubt that it is this twenty-something girl Bai Xiaohua!

In terms of appearance and temperament, whether compared with Shui Xiaolin or herself, this Bai Xiaohua actually has nothing extraordinary, nothing more than that she is young! Of course, the indifference in Bai Xiaohua's eyes and the lonely demeanor revealed by the thin straight nose bridge and pointed small mouth made her hazy and have to admit that it was something that many girls nowadays could hardly have.

This is the first time Qu Mengmeng accompanied Xu Jing to the Municipal Children's Hospital to see his nephew, and overheard someone calling Doctor Bai in the corridor of the hospital, and then, a young female doctor appeared in front of Qu Mengmeng. Qu Mengmeng's first feeling at that time was that she should be Bai Xiaohua.

But what she didn't know was that when Qiu Zichuan was the most painful and depressing, she met this Bai Xiaohua, when she was playing with Qiu Zichuan, she was sometimes quiet and sometimes naughty, and it was often Qiu Zichuan who said in front of her: "The desert is lonely and the smoke is straight," she followed behind and kicked the fallen leaves on the side of the road, and said casually: "The sunset of the long river"! When Qiu Zichuan sighed that there were still pieces of low-rise old houses behind the high-rise buildings, she could learn to be an ancient scholar, and said loudly: "There are thousands of buildings in Ande......

She also said that Pan Jinlian is pursuing love, Madame Charles is brave, and Lin Daiyu is unbearable! Not only that, she also likes to discuss Nietzsche with Qiu Zichuan, discuss Paul Sartre, and talk about the existentialism between Paul Sartre and his wife. And how did Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism become orthodox, and how much human nature has been stifled by this orthodoxy!

These are things that Qu Hazy doesn't know at all.

Of course, in addition, Bai Xiaohua will also fool around in front of Qiu Zichuan, but not much! Bai Xiaohua will also cry in front of Qiu Zichuan, but not much!

More often than not, Bai Xiaohua likes Qiu Zichuan to drive her to the suburbs, lying on the grass by the mountains, forests and rivers, resting on Qiu Zichuan's lap to read a book, and from time to time when she encounters something she doesn't understand, she looks up and asks Qiu Zichuan to answer.

If Qiu Zichuan, who has reached middle age, thinks that Qu Mengmeng has betrayed him emotionally, and feels that he is walking in the noisy world, and there are a lot of bridges in his eyes, then Bai Xiaohua is his Meng Po soup!

But Qu Mengmeng doesn't know about these!

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Let him go!

Thinking of this, Qu Hazy felt that he was tired, so he casually picked up his mobile phone and dialed a call.

"What are you doing tomorrow!" As soon as the mobile phone was dialed, Qu's hazy and lazy tone couldn't tell if he was asking.

"Where do you want to go?"

The voice coming from the microphone was also calm.

"Tomorrow I want to go to Tanchi and go to Gumu Temple to offer incense!"

"Okay! I'm going to pick you up tomorrow, what time is it? ”

"Half past nine, I'm waiting for you in the unit, come and call!"

"Okay!"

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I don't know when Qu Hazy believed in Buddhism!

When she is quiet alone, she will think about whether she and Qiu Zichuan have a fate in the previous life, or whether they should be husband and wife in the next life, and whether they should be brothers and sisters or lovers in this life! Sometimes she wonders if the relationship between karma and reincarnation has gone wrong in her own life!

Sometimes Qu Mengmeng also thinks that if he and Qiu Zichuan are not husband and wife, then maybe they will become good lovers!

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