In addition to the fact that the living child cannot recuperate, there is also a very serious reality that I have to face: the longer I stay, the more reluctant I am to let my son leave me, and there are many times I have hypothetically wondered, what will happen if I suddenly disappear with the child in my arms, or desperately carry him to Yingzheng?

I'm going crazy for a long time!

Diao Mama looks at me every time she looks at me and Luo Cong every time she sees the child's eyes, that kind of pity and unbearable look is sad, I know very well the reason for their sadness: my separation from the child is imminent, since I chose to take this road at the beginning, then I have to go on today.

"Madame, have you chosen a good name for your little son?" Luo Cong gently squatted beside me holding the child, and said with a smile: "Looking at it this way, the little boy still looks more like a lady, and he is very handsome." ”

I looked at my child with Luo Cong, knowing that such a small baby couldn't tell who he looked like, and Luo Cong just made me happy, but I hope he can be more like Yingzheng, and a man should have the appearance of a man, regardless of personality or ability.

Unfortunately, he will not see his father again.

"I didn't name him."

I have chosen a myriad of nice names for him in my heart, but I have not uttered any of them, and since I want him to live in carefree seclusion, I cannot give him any dangerous bonds, including the traces I attach to him.

Thinking like this in my heart, I added another layer of ruthlessness and said, "I have chosen a surname for him." ”

This sentence made the smile on Luo Onion's face disappear, and also made Diao Mama and the others who were not far away stunned: no one expected it. I actually asked Yingzheng's child to change his surname, instead of the "Ying" surname that everyone in the world wants to have.

I didn't explain how surprised they would be. raised her eyes directly to look at Mama Diao, and her expression was very firm.

"'Diao', in the future, he will be surnamed 'Diao', as for the name, Mama Diao can be the sole authority to set it for him."

Mama Diao's legs went limp, and she knelt down with me.

Actually, I want to kneel the most at this moment, but I don't know who I should kneel down against. Do you want to ask Mama Diao to take good care of the child, or the child who was born by me but can't get me by her side.

"You go and prepare, go out with Qi Guofang's car to pick up the twins at noon tomorrow, and the fake marquis will arrange everything for you." I said quietly.

The tone is calm. But God knows how sad I feel in my heart, it's not that I'm really cross-minded enough to accept that the child leaves me, it's really another emergency that has come over, and I have to let Mama Diao leave quickly with the child.

News came from the frontier. said that when Yingzheng was in the garrison camp tent. Met the assassin in the middle of the night, Hu Hai, who was close to him at that time, rushed into Ying Zheng's arms in a hurry, and Chang Man also rushed over to get close to the assassin's target Ying Zheng, whether the two were confused or too affectionate, so that Ying Zheng saw the rich warmth of family affection;

Compared with the military generals and nobles, Fusu's camp was the closest to Yingzheng's tent, but the speed of the rescue was not timely, and when the assassin confirmed that he had disturbed the surroundings and failed to complete his purpose, Fusu killed him with a knife and did not leave him alive. This made Ying Zheng very suspicious.

After all, it is the territory of Fusu, and it is already a dereliction of responsibility to let Yingzheng be frightened. was extinguished again, whether Fusu has ulterior motives is really worrying.

Luo Cong told me that this matter was strictly forbidden to circulate that night, thinking that Yingzheng temporarily did it in order to stabilize the morale of the army and give Fusu a guarantee of status, after all, Fusu is his eldest son.

Although the news arrived much faster than Ying Zheng's team, coupled with the matter of Mama Wei, Ying Zheng was already emotionally sad to the extreme, and such a situation would be unstable.

For example, when the child was discovered by the world, the dignitaries and ministers of civil and military affairs in Xianyang City condemned me for the crime of concealment and asked Yingzheng to severely punish me and save the child's condition.

Once such an incident happens, I'm sure that I and the child will not be able to survive, even if the child can live, but without my support, it will be difficult for him to survive in the complicated world, not to mention the tragedy after Hu Hai succeeded to the throne.

The kid has to get out of me, I'm sure!

"Old slave, panic!"

Although everyone knew my plan, when it was confirmed that the task would continue, Diao Mama was still sincerely afraid that she didn't know what to say, she probably didn't expect that her master would be entrusted by me to her.

"Remember, you owe Bengong a life, so the child of Bengong has not grown up to the point where you think he can leave you, you can't give up lightly, let alone protect yourself and be separated from him, you have to promise Bengong that you can do it."

Seeing my serious and solemn appearance, Diao Mama was so excited that she shook her body a little, she understood my thoughts and high hopes, so she felt a great responsibility, after all, this country is Yingzheng, and what she wants to do is to protect the little son of Yingzheng, not to mention that those who are enemies of me will make them in danger, even if it is not easy to raise a child.

"Old slave," she paused, knowing that there was no way out for me, because I must have made a decision after careful consideration, so she solemnly responded: "Broken bones will also protect the little boy to grow up and become a talent!" ”

No one can help Mama Diao, because everyone in the world knows that Mama Diao was banished from the palace by me to care for the elderly, and if there are other people around her, it will inevitably cause people to look sideways, so I can only let her leave alone with the child, and it is not good to have too many people.

Diao Mama embraces the nobles of the world, but she is humiliated and unfair, but she can't show off, because once the identity of the child is recognized, all the related people will not be able to live.

What I am most afraid of is that Diao Mama desperately protects the child with a mortal heart, but at a critical moment she sacrifices her life and loses her life.

"Fang Cai Bengong has already told you, without you, this child can't live, you should protect yourself for him, even if you suffer unbearable suffering, you have to live for him." I tried to persuade him.

Although it is very selfish to ask Diao Mama to live unconditionally, I hope that she and the children can be well, even if I and Yingzheng are gone, they can live forever. (To be continued......)