PS: I'm really sorry, I'm temporarily arranging a business trip, and the chapters owed in the past few days will be made up in this week, and please forgive me~

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The past comes like a flood, with too much simple beauty, but also too much ugliness and ugliness.

The more beautiful things are, the more they can't withstand the slightest impurity, let alone such devastating dirt.

Yes! Look at her, the surface is fresh and beautiful, pure and beautiful, but both body and soul have been destroyed.

He said, Come back to me.

She said no so decisively!

He was angry, punished her, took revenge on her...... It was because she really stinged him.

She understood, so she never really blamed him.

On the contrary, she is ashamed of Xuanmu in her heart, so she is willing to make up for it, if ...... If she still has that qualification, what if...... He was willing to ask for her!

However, she messed everything up.

It's been eight years, and she's spent eight years trying to forget what happened that day, working hard, studying hard, not giving herself any extra time to think about other things, so busy that she doesn't even have time to sleep, so busy that she thinks she's forgotten......

But you see, her mind remembers, her body remembers, and until now, every time she sees her body, and thinks that every inch has been touched by other men, she feels dirty and disgusting.

Maybe...... She'll be like this for the rest of her life!

She is so filthy and ugly, so unbearable, how can she return to him.

She spoke to him with all the cruel words she spoke. It's just trying to hide the thousands of turns in her heart, but while it stings him, her heart is not bleeding......

Does he know?

How much she missed him, how much she wanted to bury her head in his arms and weep bitterly to vent the pain and longing of the past eight years, how much she wanted him to take her out of this damn life, and live a happy life with him from now on, like the promise they made when they were young, the white head will not be separated.

Heh~ What a cheeky idea!

What is there about her who is worthy of him now?

He is the proud son of heaven and the heir of the dignified Nangong Group.

What about her? She is but the smallest speck of dust in this world, even if it is already a sin to secretly hide him in her heart, how can she get close to him.

Such a she. Standing beside him would only tarnish his nobility and perfection.

She closed her eyes. Tears poured out.

That's it for this life!

It's her bad fate, and she's destined to have nothing to do with him.

Leaving him and begging him to spare her may be the only thing she can do for him.

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Returned to the Lin family. Her life seems to be back to normal. But I always feel that something is missing. The heart is empty, as if a big hole has been dug, and something keeps slipping. Fall into the abyss.

These days, she keeps having the same dream over and over again.

In the dream, they were sixteen or seventeen years old again, dressed in good-looking school uniforms, walking one after the other on the asphalt road of the school, the big trees on both sides of the asphalt road shaded the sky and the sun, the sun was thick, but the breeze was gentle under the shade of the trees.

She quietly followed behind him, looked at his back, struggled for a long time, and finally took a deep breath and quickly followed, black low-heeled leather shoes clattering on the asphalt road, holding his little thumb.

"Xuanmu, I was wrong! Don't ignore me, let's make peace, okay! She lowered her head, not daring to look at him, and her voice was timid.

He stiffened, then turned and took her into his arms.

At the age of seventeen, he had short black hair and stared at her with eyes like bright stars, and said with some annoyance: "Don't be a child in the future, don't be so stubborn!" When he had finished speaking, his face was tense, and the corners of his mouth rose to reveal white teeth.

Then he held her tightly in his arms, rubbed her head with his chin, and punished her a little, itchy, but very warm.

When she woke up, she was laughing, laughing, laughing, and crying!

"Let's reconcile~" These are five magical words, they used to say this sentence every time they quarreled, and then they would really reconcile as before, and the relationship became stronger.

But now they can't say these five words anymore.

I can't go back~

Oh, yes! Those years are a time that cannot be returned.

Time has eroded not only their bodies and souls, but also the simplest innocence in their hearts......

He didn't show up again for a few days, and then ...... She began to miss him and went crazy with it!

There are even hallucinations at times, always feeling that he is right next to her, across the road every time she passes, at a snack bar, on a crowded bus, in a dream......

Bigotry! She can only describe herself in these four words.

You see, she is such a hypocritical person, duplicitous, hypocritical and outrageous, and keeps saying that she wants to let him go, that she wants to get rid of him.

As a result, he really left, but she only felt empty in her heart, extremely painful, muddy, and didn't know what the night would be.

People are like this, they always say some backwords intentionally or unintentionally, and the person who hurts the most is often the person they love the most.

Those insincere words, she said, and the result ...... He really believed!

Really left her and disappeared......

Countless times, she held the phone he gave her tightly in her hand, looking at the familiar name on the screen, but she couldn't press it.

She always said that the distance between them was too far, but in fact, it was just a phone call, and she didn't have the courage to answer.

"Yanran~Yanran~" Xiao Wang called Yanran twice, but Yanran only stared at the phone as if she had lost her soul, and couldn't touch her with her hand.

As a result, this touch, the phone called, but fortunately she reacted quickly and hung up in a hurry, her palms were cold, and her heart was swollen and fluttering.

"What do you think? Linda asked you to go to the president's office, you can't be in trouble, right? Xiao Wang said nervously.

Lin Shuhao wants to see her? Trouble?

Sure enough, the good is not good, and the bad is not good.

She's really in trouble.

In the office, there were only two people, she and Lin Shuhao, not even Linda, there was a difference of five or six levels between her and Lin Shuhao, and it was false to be recruited to the president's office alone to say that she was not nervous.

Two cups of tea, two people sitting face to face on the leather sofa, this way of talking is not like talking about work, more like a superior is caring about his subordinates and chatting with him.

It's just that behind this kind of heart-to-heart chat, there must be a long-planned game.

He's a chess player, but what about her?

It's just a pawn!

"How's the wound healing?" He was gentle and friendly.

"I've recovered, thank you for your concern." She said.

"Linda told me that this incident was just an accident, what do you think?" He sat leisurely on the sofa, took a sip of tea, and looked indifferent.

Yan Ran was terrified when she heard it, what did he mean? How much did he know?

"I'm sorry to disturb the VIP, ......"

"I don't blame you, it's just that you came in in in a hurry, and if I'm not mistaken, you seem to have said "can't drink", could it be that there is something wrong with the food? He raised his eyebrows, and a vague smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. (To be continued......)