[Bow and thank you for the evaluation votes of the two friends who are stupid and forgetful! ] The author would like to express his heartfelt thanks for picking up shells and pearls!! By the way, I would like to say hello to everyone: I ask for subscriptions, pinks, reviews, and all kinds of tickets! Thank you! 】

………………………………………………………………………

The female doctor nodded: "Oh, compared with other lung cancers, small cell lung cancer has the highest malignant course, the earliest and fastest metastasis, and it is easy to have systemic symptoms." It is better not to let the patient know about the condition, which will cause him mental stress. ”

"Doctor, how long do you think he has left?" Wen Xiaoxu asked weakly.

Doctor: "Small cell lung cancer is a tumor with a high malignant stage with poor biological behavior and a dangerous prognosis. Compared with other types of lung cancer, small cell lung cancer has a shorter symptom period and a shorter survival time after diagnosis than other types of lung cancer. Especially in advanced patients, the median survival of patients with small cell lung cancer since diagnosis is less than three months, and the two-year survival rate is less than 1.

"But once complications occur, such as a cold causing inflammation and fever, it can aggravate the condition. It's hard to say about this, and the time will be shorter. I advise you to quickly hospitalize your brother and carry out conservative treatment to alleviate the pain of the patient. Is it here to be hospitalized? Or go elsewhere? ”

As he spoke, the doctor picked up the prescription slip and prepared to issue the hospitalization bill.

Wen Xiaoxu's head was like an airplane, and the "buzz" exploded. He stood up calmly and said to the doctor, "Thank you!" I'll give him a consultation. When I received the diagnosis from the doctor, tears welled up in my eyes.

He slowly turned around and slowly walked out of the room. His head was still "buzzing", his legs were like lead, and his throat was like a ball of rotten cotton, and it was uncomfortable. Especially the tears that are not angry, they are rushing out drop by drop.

There were a lot of people in the corridor, and although people were thinking about their own thoughts, and few people noticed his expression, Wen Xiaoxu still felt that he was very undignified and unmanly. He wiped a handful of tears with his hand and rushed out of the hospital gate.

There are still a lot of people on the streets. This hospital is in the downtown area, and there are many patients coming. The prosperity of the hospital has brought prosperity to the local economy, and the hospital is lined with shops selling food and daily necessities, and small vendors selling fruit and food are lining the roads.

Wen Xiaoxu looked at the road blankly, his flickering gaze trying not to make eye contact with people, even though there were no acquaintances here.

He wanted to find an empty, uninhabited place, sort out his thoughts, and shout a few times to vent the depression in his heart.

There is a bus stop across from the hospital. Wen Xiaoxu walked over to take a look, and he could reach the southern suburbs park on the outskirts of the city. Although he had never been there, he was certainly a relatively small member of the park as a suburban park. A bus happened to come over, and Wen Xiaoxu got on the bus with the flow of people.

Buses stop and go around the city, and the people on the bus go up and down, and get off less and more. After more than half an hour, the southern suburbs park finally arrived. However, to Wen Xiaoxu's disappointment, there were not many people who came to visit the park, and there was a long queue at the ticket booth. Most of the people waiting at the gate to enter the park are children. Then I remembered that it was Sunday.

Wen Xiaoxu dismissed the idea of entering the park. Walk along a small gravel path on the side of the park.

He didn't know where the path led, but as far as he could see, there were trees and mountains in front of him, and there were people walking in twos and threes on the road. It's certainly a free natural playground. Wen Xiaoxu thought so in his heart and walked down step by step.

After walking for more than a thousand meters, Wen Xiaoxu was already panting and pouting. I saw a few smooth big stones scattered on the side of the road, which are probably often used by tourists to sit and rest. I couldn't see anyone in front of or back, so I sat on the largest of them.

On a cold day, although the wind is very cold, it also blows the sky very clean. There are a few snow-white clouds floating in the blue sky, which seems very high and empty, and it is easy to arouse reverie.

How long can I enjoy such a sky?

Monthly?

Or shorter!

What is Tian Qingqing doing at the moment?

Mother wrote to say that this year, Layue Tian Qingqing will hold an engagement ceremony with Zhujiazhuang. In the countryside, engagement is particularly important, and once the ceremony is held, it is a sure thing. It seems that there is no hope for himself in this life.

Now, of course, there is no hope.

Thinking about Tian Qingqing's kindness to herself for a while, and thinking about being cruel to herself for a while, I couldn't help but complain in my heart: Tian Qingqing, you help me review my homework and help me get admitted to university, is it just to create conditions for leaving me? You choreographed this drama yourself, but you pushed me into the position of the unkind and unjust Chen Shimei.

Tian Qingqing, I hate you! In order to get revenge on you, in my sophomore year, I hired a joker for twenty dollars, pretending to be my girlfriend, and followed me home. I wanted to use this to provoke your anger and accuse me to my face. Then I'll explain it to you, and I'll release my suspicions. I don't know that you ignore it, as if you didn't see it, and quickly settle on the object.

Qingqing, I know I'm doing it wrong. Using this despicable method pushes you to the side of others. I regret it so much that I flutter in my heart and scold myself for being a bastard a thousand times! I want to write to you to explain, the letter was written over and over again, rewritten, rewritten, and finally not sent. -- I'm afraid that your stupidity will be ridiculed by you, and you will be even more disgusted. Only he silently devoured the bitter wine he brewed.

Qingqing, I really should hate you, I hate you so much that I grit my teeth!

But I can't hate it, and I wake up several times in my sleep calling your name. The shouting woke up the students in the dormitory, so I joined them to share my warm memories of you and our happy future.

Qingqing, you know what, you are the love of my life. No matter where you go, I won't forget you. Even if you already belong to someone else, I will silently watch over you and bless you.

Qingqing, my days are numbered, - I will not live more than three months! Although you do not belong to me anymore, how I want to live until the day you put on your wedding dress, and see you and your beloved with my own eyes, worship heaven and earth and enter the cave room amid the cheering crowd......

It's a pity that this qiē has become a luxury for me!

Wen Xiaoxu recalled the past for a while, imagined the future for a while, and faced the reality for a while, and couldn't help but feel sad, and tears welled up in his eyes. The heart was heavy as pressing on an adobe, and it was very uncomfortable.

He looked at the empty blue sky and white clouds, and cried out hoarsely:

"God, why are you doing this to me? What the hell have I done that doesn't hurt you? Say, tell me! ”

Wen Xiaoxu's cry alarmed a middle-aged couple playing nearby. They were afraid that the young man would not think of anything, so they hurried over:

"Do you have any problems, young man?" The middle-aged man walked into Wen Xiaoxu and asked with concern.

Wen Xiaoxu hurriedly wiped the tears from his face, pretended to be casual and said, "No, no." (To be continued) R1152