At dinner, the four of them ate very harmoniously, Yan Qingshuo was completely like a nobody, with a smile on his face all the time, hiding all the grief in his heart...

From a certain point of view, Duan Feng and Yan Qingshuo are very similar, they both hide the pain in their hearts in their hearts, leaving only that smile for others, but no one knows how much bitterness is hidden behind that smile...

After dinner, Lin Yiru had to take Duan Feng out for a walk, but Ning Duxue and Yan Qingshuo did not object to this, but sent the two out of the house with a smile on their faces.

Seeing the backs of the two slowly disappearing, Ning Duxue sighed slightly, and then turned to look at Yan Qingshuo, her eyes were filled with a faint sadness: "Qingshuo, I've suffered you all these years..."

After Yan Qingshuo heard this, a smirk appeared on his face: "What's so bitter, as long as you and Yiru are fine, you won't be bitter..."

At the same time, Lin Yiru held Duan Feng's arm affectionately, with a faint and warm smile on her face, under the illumination of the neon lights on the side of the road, the figures of the two looked particularly slender, and a faint happy appearance spread on the side of the road...

I don't know how long it took, Lin Yiru slowly said, "Duan Feng thanked you today..."

"Silly woman, do you still need to be polite between the two of us?" Duan Feng said softly.

Duan Feng didn't blame Lin Yiru for not telling him about his identity, he learned from Yan Qingshuo that Lin Yiru had never been cold to his father, and the two didn't have any common words at all...

It can be said that Lin Yiru hates Lin Shatian, as for why he hates, Duan Feng doesn't know...

After hearing Duan Feng's words, the smile on Lin Yiru's face became even thicker, but then it dimmed again: "Duan Feng, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you that my father is Lin Shatian..."

Duan Feng lit a cigarette for himself and took a puff gently: "I didn't care about this, and am I such a stingy person?" ”

"You really don't blame me?" Lin Yiru stopped and looked at Duan Feng seriously and asked.

"No," Duan Feng said with a slight shake of his head.

"Do you want to know why I said that in the first place?" Lin Yiru slowly lowered her head, and a dark color flashed in her eyes...

Duan Feng nodded heavily and said, "If you can sue me, I'm very happy to know." ”

Lin Yiru raised her head, looked at the starry sky, took a deep breath, and said, "Because I hate him..."

Although I had already guessed in my heart that Lin Yiru was because of hatred, when Lin Yiru said it herself, it was a completely different feeling.

"When I was very young, I basically never saw him, and since I can remember, I can count the days I have been with him every year, and it can be said that I don't know what fatherly love is..."Lin Yiru's voice was a little hoarse and said: "When I was in school, I drove other classmates to pick up and drop off my parents, but I was always just my mother who picked me up by myself, and I saw that others were accompanied by their parents." And I was the only one with my mother, and I felt very uncomfortable, and I also had a father, but why couldn't he come and pick me up once? ”

"I envy those classmates whose parents are with me, and I also hate my father, although he gave me fine clothes and food, and gave me status, but what I want is not these, what I want is just a father's love, which is ordinary in the eyes of others, but it is a luxury in me, a great luxury..."

Duan Feng could only sigh at the moment, he knew that Lin Yiru had been suppressed for so many years, and he needed to vent today...

"With the passage of time, I have slowly become bigger and understand more, it turns out that my father is the eldest brother of the underground world, when I know the news, I am completely stupid, I don't know what to do, because I have always thought that my Lin Yiru's father is a successful businessman and a successful entrepreneur, but the reality gave me a silent slap..."Lin Yiru took a breath, slowly raised her head, and tried not to let her tears fall: "At that time, I don't look down on those bastards at all, and I can say that I am a little resistant from the bottom of my heart, but my father is the head of these bastards, do you know how I felt at the time? ”

Duan Feng was speechless, that kind of stark contrast, I'm afraid it almost made Lin Yiru collapse...

Originally, I thought that my father was an entrepreneur, but later I found out that he was not only not an entrepreneur, but also the boss of a group of gangsters.

"At that time, I also slowly understood, why the people around me were so afraid of me, it turned out to be because of my father, they were afraid of my father, and stayed away from me..."Lin Yiru's voice was full of trembling.

At this moment, all Duan Feng did was be silent and silent, he knew that he couldn't speak at all at this time, even if he couldn't even say a word of comfort...

"That's when I started to change, I became reticent, I didn't want to talk to anyone, because I was Lin Shatian's daughter, and if I got angry, they might all be unlucky..."

Lin Yiru is right, if someone provokes Lin Yiru, don't need Lin Shatian to speak, I'm afraid that the other party's parents will immediately apologize to Lin Yiru...

After all, the name of the person and the shadow of the tree, offending Lin Shatian is not a joke...

No one would joke with their own lives.

"It was at that time that I became more and more distant from my father, and even when I saw him, I felt a sense of guilt..."

Duan Feng finally couldn't help but speak: "Yiru, in fact, he is also good for you..."

"I know, but by the time I understood this, it was already late, really late..."The tears in Lin Yiru's eyes finally slowly slipped down because she couldn't bear it.

Duan Feng wanted to reach out to help Lin Yiru wipe some tears from her cheeks, but in the end she held back, at this time, let her cry for a while, maybe only crying for a while will she feel better in her heart.

"When I knew he was good for me, he was already dead, and when I wanted to talk to him well, we were separated by yin and yang..."Lin Yiru said while crying: "All the Yiqiē is late, I missed him, missed the opportunity to get along with him..."

Lin Yiru stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on his cheeks and continued: "He died for me and my mother, and he was willing to die for our safety, but he didn't tell me, he didn't say anything..."

"I distinctly remember that before he died, he went to see me, took me to many places, talked to me a lot, and talked a lot about our father and daughter, and it can be said that it was the only day we talked the most, and the only time we lived peacefully."

"Originally, I thought that he went to me this time because he felt guilty, but who knew that he was going to say goodbye, to say goodbye to me..."

"I didn't think much about it at the time, after all, he was the eldest brother of the Jiangnan underground world, what he couldn't solve, what he couldn't solve, and it wasn't until after his death that I understood that he was not omnipotent, he was not able to cover the sky with one hand as people said..."

Lin Yiru's face showed a self-deprecating smile: "At that time, I didn't know what he was going to do when he said so much, but after he died, I understood, that was his last advice to me, I didn't know what his eyes meant at the time, now I understand, it was reluctance and concern, he couldn't let go, but he had to die, otherwise my mother and I were very likely to die..."

"He died, with concern and reluctance, and later I also knew, it turned out that this qiē was all because of me, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have died, he wouldn't have died..."

"He died because of me, I killed him, if it wasn't for my willfulness, if it weren't for my unreasonable trouble, I wouldn't have met Yang Wenlin, my dad wouldn't have let people throw him into the river to feed the fish, he wouldn't have died, I killed him, I killed him..."

Duan Feng looked at Lin Yi's appearance like this, and his heart was also very uncomfortable...

There are only children in this world who are sorry for their parents, no parents who are sorry for their children, only children in this world who do not understand their parents' pains, and there are no parents who do not understand the suffering of their children...

We all need to understand, we all need to care, but none of us say it...

Duan Feng pulled Lin Yiru up from the ground, hugged her tightly in his arms, gently patted Lin Yiru's back and said, "I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all, I believe Uncle Lin won't blame you either, you are his daughter, he is willing to pay for you..."

"But I don't understand him......" Lin Yiru choked up and said: "Later I knew, if my father was not the eldest brother of the underground world, there would be no Lin Yiru now, everything he did was for my good, in order to keep me from being bullied, in order to let me be able to think of a proud princess wherever I go, but...... But I ......"

"It's all in the past, it's over, it's okay, Uncle Lin in the Heavenly Spirit probably doesn't want to see you like this..."Duan Feng said softly...

That's all he can do at the moment, that's the only thing he can do...

Lin Yiru took a deep breath and calmed down her heart: "Duan Feng, I am an unfilial daughter, an unfilial daughter, even if my father won't blame me, but I will never be able to pass this level..."

Duan Feng was silent, if it was him, he wouldn't be able to pass this level in his heart...

After a while, Duan Feng slowly spoke: "Yiru, wait for me to take you to the capital with a sword, step into the Yang family, and ask for an explanation, use blood to pay tribute to Uncle Lin's spirit in the sky..."

At this moment, Duan Feng made a promise to Lin Yiru, a sword pointing at the capital, stepping into the Yang family, and vowing to honor Lin Shatian with blood... R9