Chapter 64: Fire and Ice

Last night, after playing outside with Qu Bin, and just about to go to bed after returning home to wash, Xu Jing received a text message!

"Don't be afraid, no one dares to bully you with me, and I don't allow anyone to bully you! Also, I know everything! But the kind of relationship we're in always makes people have to worry about something. So, if there is anything in the future, don't come to me, don't call, send a text message saying where it is, I'll go. It's best that you also change your SIM card, you know! ”

It's Big Brother! It's him!

When she first opened her phone, Xu Jing was stunned when she saw that it was an unfamiliar number! But after reading the text message, Xu Jing's heart was instantly full of passion and excitement!

It had to be him! It's him! Qiu Zichuan!

"Don't be afraid of ,......!"

Not who he is? The text I sent him that day began with saying that I was so worried!

But why didn't he use his own number, but changed one? Leave that alone!

It's him, it must be him!

In addition to being excited, Xu Jing lowered her head and read the text message several times!

It turns out that he has never been sure what his status in his heart is, whether he likes himself a lot, or only treats himself as a person who is about to become a relative.

He's always cold! It is impossible to see what is going on in his heart. Although he used to smile lightly and nod slightly when he saw himself in the Municipal Construction Committee, it always made people feel a sense of distance and was still high. Even if he danced with him a few times, although he wanted to get closer to him, even in the beautiful melody of dance music, taking easy dance steps, his face still hung a sacrosanct indifference, which made people want to go forward but did not dare. Even later, he and Qu Bin fell in love, and they often met at Qu Bin's house, although his face was a little more kind, it still made people feel that he had drawn a line, which made people dare not cross!

I really didn't expect that he always had himself in his heart!

After getting into bed, Xu Jing turned on her mobile phone and read the text messages twice!

“…… No one dares to bully you with me, and I won't allow anyone to bully you......! ”

What does this mean? I have to say more! This shows that he has always had himself in his heart, and some of them are very powerful! Otherwise, how could he have said it so categorically! Moreover, what a man this said!

“…… But the relationship we are in always makes people have to worry about something......! ”

Be! He's in trouble!

And more! There is Qu Mengmeng in the middle, and Qu Bin!

“…… It's best that you also change your SIM card, you know! ”

I get it! I know why you're texting me from an unfamiliar number, I get it! I'll buy it tomorrow!

Xu Jing was so excited, lying on the bed, Xu Jing looked up at the ceiling with shining eyes, and held her mobile phone tightly to her chest with her excited hands!

This night, Xu Jing couldn't sleep for a long time!

Xu Jing likes to read, literature, philosophy, biography, and of course, auditing; Xu Jing likes to observe, observe her surroundings, observe society, and observe life. Of course, I also like to compare, compare classmates, compare colleagues, compare officials, compare bosses, compare different backs ~ scenes, different pen fun pavilion www.biquge.info, different abilities, different opportunities and endings. Then there is thinking, then there is conclusion.

Xu Jing's father is gentle and generous, and Xu Jing's mother is cold and mean, but they have read a lot of books. Also, Xu Jing studied auditing.

Xu Jing, like all women, has the ignorance of a girl, and Xu Jing is not like all women, she likes to see the world, society, and life with her own eyes with auditing!

Xu Jing's blood will never lack the sensibility of a girl, but Xu Jing has a little more rationality in her bones.

But Xu Jing admitted that although she is more rational than ordinary girls in her bones, the surging emotional pursuit in her blood is also more fanatical than other girls! I just know when the two will be one and when they will be separated!

When I washed up just now, the sleepiness that I had already felt was gone!

Xu Jing's heart kept beating, yes! Whose heart beats normally every moment, but this will, Xu Jing feels that it beats so differently, it is the kind of beating that she has never felt in her life!

Xu Jing believes in love, but Xu Jing's subconscious does not think that love and marriage have anything to do with it!

Women always want to get married, and the person who wants to marry them is just the most suitable person to marry them when they need to get married.

In other words, not all couples love each other, but when they need to get married, they show up and are suitable for each other.

And this so-called "suitability", to put it bluntly, is the condition, the man has money, the man has status, or the man's family has money, and the man's family has status. And the woman is beautiful; Or vice versa, the man is handsome, the woman is not beautiful, but the woman's family is rich, and the woman's family has status. Of course, such mutual selection is also relative, if each other's conditions are average, then they have to not ask too much for each other, then there will also be "suitability". Then, each other is satisfied, and each other feels that the other party is the person they can marry, and then this kind of "suitability" is naturally called love!

Maybe they really loved each other at that time, but that was actually each other's first satisfaction with each other's conditions!

But people always have to move forward, the current footsteps are in tune with each other, but it does not mean that they will always be in tune, and on the next road, they will change each other, and if they don't change, they are not called people! Therefore, this is called ~ the "suitability" of love, and no one can say that it will be "suitable" for a lifetime! Besides, the road of life is full of scenery, yearning and temptation are everywhere, who dares to say that they have no eyes and no heart!

That's a vegetative state! That's brain-dead!

Xu Jing's mind kept spinning, thinking constantly, and she didn't know whether she wanted to find a reason for falling in love with Qiu Zichuan, or give a basis for her upcoming marriage to Qu Bin.

I used to think that love was just a dream of girlhood, very beautiful, but useless!

In their bones, Chinese women will not marry for love, and Chinese women will only marry for conditions. The so-called love is in addition to the so-called "fit"! It's like a wedding dress that needs to be put on at a wedding, two people living together, always need some seemingly beautiful dresses, maybe when it comes to the joy of these beautiful dresses, it is also sincere, but this heartfelt is also due to the conditions that they were satisfied with before.

It is said that women are sensual, but only in the matter of marriage, Chinese women are very rational!

I want a car, I want a house, it's a must! I also want to travel abroad, I want a lot of beautiful jewelry and clothes, not to mention, of course, but also to make a deposit, it is better not to think that there is an endless amount of money to spend when I save money!

Love is like a cloud in the sky, the cloud will drift away, fortune will drift away, and sometimes it will become rain falling, and the rain can be seen as tears of love, or joy, or pain! The clouds will also thunder and lightning, it will be a collision of emotions, an outburst of passion, or pain and anger born of love!

This qiē is beautiful, but this qiē is in the sky!

And what marriage needs is not clouds, what marriage needs is land, and it is land that can really grow things!

Right! Why should I fall in love with Qu Bin? Marry Qu Bin again? Isn't that a contradiction?

Although Qu Bin is a good match for himself in all aspects, but on his own terms, I can find a better one than him?

Be! He is Qiu Zichuan's brother-in-law. Be! Maybe it was because of this that I agreed to meet him without thinking, and then broke up with my boyfriend at the time without hesitation; Then, without thinking about it, it was more like falling in love with Qu Bin logically. Moreover, my heart has been happy since then!

Be! I don't deny that I like Qu Bin very much, but this is just for marriage, which is the path that a woman must take; But it doesn't have to be associated with your own love. What age is it! Since you can't have it both ways, why not treat them separately!

Now, no! Qiu Zichuan has already appeared in his own life, but he is not the right person at the right time for his marriage, because he is already married! But that's destiny!

Who said that a woman's heart can only hold a man! What kind of logic is that!

The person who wants to get married is the person who is suitable for marrying himself, and marriage is a home, a home that everyone needs, going to work and getting off work, eating and sleeping, having children, and having children, there must be this nest. This is a tradition, and no one can change it! And once you have it, if you want to change it, it will be very tiring, even bruised, and even ruined. In a word, this is the only way to live, and everyone in the world will take a step, there should be it, and after you have it, don't touch it.

And love is your own real emotional world, your own soul. Since you can't come at the same time as your marriage, then create a garden in your heart, keep its beauty, enjoy its passion, and warm its fragrance!

I'm human, I have seven emotions and six desires, and I only live once, and I have the right to enjoy it to the fullest! Now I have land, although it is not fertile! But my cloud is also coming, and it's even more beautiful!

Agitated! Calm down! Sweet! Xu Jing began to fall asleep!

In the fog, Xu Jing felt as if her hands began to caress her breasts, and she seemed to keep stroking her legs and buttocks, as well as ......!

In the fog, Xu Jing also seemed to think that maybe it wouldn't take a few days for Qiu Zichuan to ask him out, if he wanted to open a room, if he wanted himself, what kind of underwear should he wear, lace, or small T-shaped?

No! That's not good, Qiu Zichuan's dress is very light, he must like light and pure things, right! A white bra, little white panties, and preferably a cartoon animal on the little white panties!

……

As soon as she woke up in the morning, Xu Jing couldn't stop being shy for a while, and tried her best to recall and search in her mind, but she couldn't remember it, or she couldn't tell whether it was her own cranky thoughts in the fog, or the dream she had after falling asleep!

But Xu Jing is still excited!

Qiu Zichuan sent a text message to himself, Qiu Zichuan will resolutely protect himself, and Qiu Zichuan also showed that he has his own heart! I also let myself get a mobile phone card alone, so that I can contact him alone in the future!

Right! As soon as you get to work, go buy your phone first!

……

I was excited to buy the card, and I was excited to wait in the office, thinking, and hesitated for a morning, and finally felt that Qiu Zichuan would be in the office after lunch at this time, and I finally used the newly bought mobile phone card to dial the mobile phone number that Qiu Zichuan sent a text message last night, but it was a customer service that was "temporarily unreachable......"!

Thinking that Qiu Zichuan either didn't put the card into the mobile phone for the time being, or Qiu Zichuan didn't expect that he would buy a new card soon, he hesitated for a while, and he plucked up the courage to dial Qiu Zichuan's usual mobile phone number with his original mobile phone number.

And now!

What Xu Jing never expected was that when Qiu Zichuan heard the word "text message", he was like a very surprised tone! And for saying these words, I made such a great determination and mustered up such a great courage!

Xu Jing was a little panicked! Very panicked!

"What text message?" Immediately afterwards, Qiu Zichuan asked again on the phone, as if there was still a hint of sternness!

"Oh! Nothing, big brother! I'm just worried about that! ”

In a panic, Xu Jing hurriedly retracted her words, Xu Jing thought that either Qiu Zichuan didn't react for a while, or she was too abrupt! Xu Jing didn't know what to do for a while!

"That's it, Xu Jing!"

After a while, Qiu Zichuan's tone on the other end of the mobile phone suddenly seemed to ease, and after a pause, he continued:

"I'll look for you when I go back, delete the text message!"

Qiu Zichuan's tone is undoubted!

……

"I'll look for you when I go back, delete the text message!"

Xu Jing was stunned all of a sudden!

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