Wen Ling and his entourage stayed in the hospital for nearly an hour before leaving, and the little lama Dorjee accompanied the master to send them away, and only then did they return to the office, and saw Zhang Yang sitting at the table drinking tea, and couldn't help but say, "Master Zhang, do you know them?" ”

Zhang Yang nodded and said, "Know!" ”

Dorjee said: "Is there a holiday, so I don't want to see each other?" ”

Zhang Yang smiled: "It's not a holiday, it's just that I don't want them to know that I'm in Tibet." ”

Dorjee smiled: "I asked more."

Zhang Yang said: "What do they say? ”

The little lama Dorjee said: "I didn't say anything, the female benefactor asked my master what the Holy Light Pagoda was, I have never heard of it, how can there be any Holy Light Pagoda in Nile Temple!" ”

Zhang Yang frowned, Wen Ling he wouldn't come to Tibet for no reason, since she has the word thorn, it seems that there must be something he cares about in the Holy Light Tower, what does she care about? As long as she doesn't know that she is here, she can save from interfering with him to heal An Yuchen.

After consulting with Master Umzen, Zhang Yang decided to formally heal An Yuchen tomorrow. Since An Yuchen's physical condition has matured, secondly, he has completed a self-breakthrough after mastering the Mahayana method of breathing, whether it is the physical state or the internal force cultivation is already at the peak of the current stage, there is also a very important point, Wen Ling appeared in Tibet, judging from all indications, he should not leave in the short term.

But when Zhang Yang told her about An Yuchen's treatment, An Yuchen categorically refused.

An Yuchen shook his head and said, "Zhang Yang, I have thought about it carefully, I want to give birth to this child, and then I will think about healing." ”

Zhang Yang said, "Little demon, the nascent meridians in your body have matured, and there are only a few days of opportunity for you, if you wait until the fetus is born, these nascent meridians will age, and you will miss the best time to heal you." ”

An Yuchen asked, "Can you guarantee the safety of our mother and son?" ”

Zhang Yang was speechless, he wasn't sure enough, he didn't know how to answer An Yuchen's question.

An Yuchen said: "You can't guarantee it, I know you want to save me, but if saving my life is at the expense of the child's life, I would rather choose to die!" When she said this, her beautiful eyes glistened with tears.

Zhang Yang held An Yuchen's shoulders and said, "Little demon, we only have this chance, the only chance, I can't think of any other way." ”

An Yuchen said with tears in his eyes: "What way? Sacrificing our children for a fate I don't yet know? Zhang Yang, I know you are good for me, but these days, a small life has come from nothing, he has accompanied me day and night, his life has been integrated with me, I can sacrifice my life for him, I can give up everything for him, I would rather use all my efforts to maintain his peace, Zhang Yang, you promised me, you promised to ensure his safety no matter what. ”

Zhang Yang said emotionally: "I understand! ”

"No, you don't understand, you don't understand my feelings at all!" An Yuchen said loudly.

Zhang Yang bit his lip and hugged her into his arms, An Yuchen put on his shoulder and sobbed in a low voice, and said in a trembling voice: "Zhang Yang, please, please value his life as much as you value me, because he doesn't just belong to me." ”

Zhang Yang's eyes were red, he nodded vigorously, at this time any words were extremely pale, he didn't need to say more, and he didn't know what to say, he could understand An Yuchen's feelings, a girl becoming a woman is just a physical change, it does not mean that he is mentally mature, and when she really gives birth to life and is about to become a mother, her motherhood hidden deep in her blood is all stimulated, An Yuchen values this child so much, is so important that he would rather sacrifice his life than his children to receive any harm.

Chen Xue accompanied An Yuchen to stroll on the shore of Sangzhu Lake, bathing in the afternoon sun, breathing in the fresh air, An Yuchen's hand was guarding the belly of his dragoon, Chen Xue glanced at her, and whispered: "Zhang Yang's mood seems to be very low." ”

An Yuchen nodded: "He wanted to treat me tomorrow, but he was refused." ”

Chen Xue said: "I came to take a bath with him this time, the purpose is for your business, before I picked you up, I didn't expect things to become so complicated." ”

An Yuchen smiled: "You didn't expect it to save me, let alone that I was pregnant." ”

Chen Xue said: "You should be very clear about your situation, and you know that if you refuse this treatment, I am afraid that there will be no chance to cure your innate disease." ”

An Yuchen sighed peacefully and sat down on the grass, Chen Xue sat beside her, picked an unknown wildflower, and inserted it diagonally on her sideburns for An Yuchen.

An Yuchen laughed because of her action: "Thank you!" ”

Chen Xue said, "You are very beautiful, the most beautiful pregnant woman I have ever seen, it seems that there is a saying that is true, maternal love can make a woman beautiful,"

An Yuchen said: "I may not be as beautiful as you say, but during this time, I really understand what maternal love is." ”

"You're afraid that the child in your womb will be harmed, so you don't dare to treat it, don't take the risk?"

An Yuchen nodded.

Chen Xue said: "Have you ever thought about Zhang Yang, if you have an accident because you give up treatment, then how should he bear the pain of losing you?" ”

An Yuchen said: "He is a strong person, I am very clear about my situation, and there is little hope that I will be completely cured." If I give up treatment, at least one person can be safe, and if I agree to treatment, wouldn't he be even more sad if something happens to both of us? ”

Chen Xue said: "I can understand your psychology of suffering from gains and losses, but can you answer me a question, did your original intention of pregnancy have the purpose of curing the disease?" ”

An Yuchen said: "Many things are not under our control, I admit that a large part of the reason for the arrival of this child is because I want to heal my natural desperation, but in the process of my pregnancy, my psychology has unconsciously changed, I love him more than my own life, I don't want to take any risks with him." ”

Chen Xue said: "Zhang Yangyan has spent so much painstaking work, but in the end you gave him a decision to give up treatment, how can he feel better in his heart?" Why don't you give him a chance? ”

An Yuchen said: "Chen Xue, you don't understand, I am willing to give him everything I have, but only this child, I can't use this child as a bet, even if I can be cured, but because of this, I sacrifice the child's life, what is the point of me?" In the rest of my life, as long as I think about it, I will feel guilty, and I will live in guilt and pain all my life, what joy can I have in such a life? ”

"What about Zhang Yang? In order to achieve the so-called maternal love, you imposed your decision on him, forcing him to give up the opportunity to save your mother and son, if something happens to you because of this, how do you let Zhang Yang deal with himself in the second half of his life, and what happiness and joy do you let him have? ”

An Yuchen was stunned, she had been trying her best to avoid this question, but after Chen Xue pointed out this matter, she suddenly realized that some things could never be avoided.

Chen Xue said: "I believe that you must love Zhang Yang deeply in your heart, since you love him, why don't you believe him?" Why don't you believe that He can succeed in doing this, why not believe that He can completely cure your innate absoluteness? Why don't you believe that He can bring peace to your mother and child? The child is not just your own, when anyone faces their own flesh and blood, they will do their best to defend him, to defend him, give him a chance, and give yourself a chance, even if you sacrifice yourself in exchange for the child's safety, but a child who has lost his mother's love since birth, is there any happiness in the future? You give him life, but let him live alone in this world, living a life without mother's love, is this love? Chen Xue shook her head and said: "In my opinion, this is also a manifestation of irresponsibility, you have given up saving yourself, that is, you have given up the responsibility of taking on the mother in the future, for a child, the important thing is not only to give birth to him, raise him, and grow up with her is equally important!" Don't you want to see him born in good health? Don't you want to accompany her to grow up day by day, don't you want to hear him call you mom for the first time, watch him grow up and start a family? ”

An Yuchen burst into tears, she thought, why don't she want to, but can he do it, will God give him such an opportunity?

Chen Xue took out a tissue and handed it to An Yuchen, An Yuchen wiped away his tears: "I don't know, I don't know what I should do with alcohol!" ”

Chen Xue said softly: "Little demon, give yourself more confidence, give Zhang Yang more confidence, God is fair to everyone, he will not treat a kind person so cruelly." ”

An Yuchen smiled, and there were still crystal tears on her pretty face, blooming like dewy flowers. She whispered, "I know that Zhang Yang is more nervous than me, and even more sad than me." ”

Chen Xue said: "As a man, it's just a sense of responsibility that he should have. ”

"If you care, you will be chaotic, with his current state of mind, can he do this well?" An Yuchen also saw that Zhang Yang's current state was a little troublesome.

Chen Xue said: "Although I don't know him as well as you, I think he is a person who is strong enough in his heart, and there is no one or anything in this world that can knock her down, little demon, what you need to do is to give him confidence." ”

An Yuchen said: "He didn't even dare to guarantee the safety of the child,"

Chen Xue said, "You just need to know that he will try his best to save you and the child, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, he will not give up, I will help you, according to the plan he said, I think there is a great hope of success." ”