Chapter 380: Late Awakening
Let's talk about Tian Dayan. Since moving into the small earthen house, Tian Qingqing has brought him food every day. Not only do they cook for him, but they also give him whatever they eat at home. It's just that in order to make him eat better, Tian Qingqing deliberately raised the food to a higher level: there is meat for a meal.
In order to meet Tian Dayan's requirements, Tian Qingqing bought some large plastic buckets containing 20 catties to hold space and wine. And instructed him to tell her when he was almost finished, and she would go and "buy" it for him. In order to prevent contagion, everything is sent in and not taken out.
Later, Tian Dayan also had a bubble on his back, and he couldn't wipe it alone, so Tian Qingqing bought him a large rectangular plastic basin, filled most of the basin with space and space, and let him go to the big pot to bubble when he was in pain.
There is space for use, although it cannot be cured, but it can relieve pain. Tian Dayan not only did not let out a "whoosh" howl, but when he was full of food and drink, he could hum a few out-of-tune model opera singing when he was happy.
Tian Dayan was very satisfied with Tian Qingqing's care.
One day, Tian Qingqing sent him fruit, and Tian Dayan insisted that Tian Qingqing stay and talk to him. Tian Qingqing understood his dying person, so he stayed. One was outside the house, the other was inside, and they chatted through the small window.
On this day, Tian Dayan said a lot. Tell him all the bad things he has done. also talked about stealing Tian Qingqing's noodles, dry food, and money that year. also told Tian Qingqing's punishment of him. However, he thinks it was done by the gods. for he took what he ought not have taken, and stole what he ought not have stolen. It was the gods who came to the house and asked him to send it back.
He said that the thief had come down to the yard that time, and he had called it. The purpose was to go to her family's wheat. I don't think her dog is so stakesome. But it's okay, so that he never dared to hit her family again.
He also said some evil things that few people know about. He said it was a regular occurrence to go down to the yard to steal. Sometimes, when he saw that there was no man in the house, he stole the woman as well. It was only because the women loved face and did not make a noise that he was able to get away with it.
"Cough, I have done everything I have done to steal chickens, dogs, women, widows, and dig people's ancestral graves, and I am also to blame for falling to this point, and I am innocent of death, and I have no complaints."
Tian Dayan sighed, paused, and asked Tian Qingqing again: "Qingqing, who do you say I hate the most now?" ”
Tian Qingqing couldn't figure out what he wanted to say, and because of the light, she couldn't see his facial expression at all, so she shook her head and said, "I can't guess." ”
Tian Dayan: "Let's tell you the truth: what I hate most now is my mother, your grandmother. ”
Tian Qingqing didn't expect him to say this, so she asked, "Then why?" ”
Tian Dayan: "Have you heard the story of "Biting the Head"? ”
This story has been circulated for at least half a century, and Tian Qingqing has heard it in her previous two lives. But if it comes out of Tian Dayan's mouth, the meaning is not ordinary. So, Tian Qingqing shook her head and said, "I haven't heard of it." Tell me about it, okay? ”
Tian Dayan: "Okay. The story says:
"A kid stole a needle from someone else's house. Instead of blaming him, his mother praised him. So, the child embarked on a path of stealing, stealing more and more, stealing more and more, and finally was sentenced to beheading.
"Before the execution, he asked 'I want to eat my mother's milk again,' and his mother agreed. As a result, he bit off his mother's nipples~ head."
"He said to his mother, 'If you had educated me in time when I stole a needle, I wouldn't have made the big mistake I have today!'
"Qingqing, the reason why I am telling you this story is because I also have the experience of the child in the story. When I was a child, I once, unprepared, stole an egg, put it in a nest, and went home and handed it to my mother. My mother smiled and complimented me and said, 'Baby, you're very good, mom will cook eggs for you.' ’
"So I quickly ate boiled eggs with clear white and yellow distinctions.
Later, I stole a neighbor's chicken, and my mother complimented me again, and soon I had a fragrant chicken stew.
"After stealing a few times, I got praise and food from my mother. So I thought: as long as I steal, my mother will be happy. When you come back, you will have delicious food to eat. So why shouldn't I?
So, the more I stole and the more I stood, the more I stole and the more addicted I became. Later, I wondered where to steal it.
"As the saying goes, a thief doesn't steal empty. When I went to steal, I couldn't steal anything, and I had to come back with two sticks and burn them. Because of this, your grandmother is very happy, praising me for being a good boy who knows how to live.
"This time we went to rob the grave, but we didn't dig up anything. Everyone else went up in despair, but I didn't give up. I thought to myself, when I was buried, everyone in the family gave the deceased money on the back, maybe there was a silver dollar or something under the corpse, so I opened the corpse to find it.
"It was at this moment that my nose was smoky with the smell of corpses, and my hands touched wet carrion, and when I came back, I contracted this disease.
"Now I finally wake up: the vicious spread of my malignant spread to this end is actually the result of my mother's connivance. When I think about it, I hate it. I'm locked up, and I'm suffering from an incurable disease that can be contagious. If I were on the execution ground, I would have to bite off her head! ”
Tian Qingqing nodded, agreeing with his statement in her heart. It's not that it's all the responsibility of parents, but parents are the first teachers of their children, and they teach by word and deed, and the subtle influence will greatly affect the child's judgment of things when they are ignorant.
As for the grandmother, if you educate a good child, it would be strange!
Then I thought: the education and influence of parents, while important, is not absolute. Your own internal factors also play a big role. Otherwise, with two brothers born to one mother, Tian Dachuan is very responsible and down-to-earth. marrying a wife and having children to live a life is not crooked at all.
"However, the matter has passed, and it is not a one-sided matter. Don't dwell on that. Rejoice in the days that remain. Tian Qingqing persuaded.
She didn't want to see their mother and son fall apart when they were separated from each other. Tian Yin's best is true, this time the white-haired person sent the black-haired person, and it is also the most severe punishment for her!
Tian Dayan: "I know what you want to say. You may have an opinion about the behavior of our brothers and sisters. I'll tell you the truth, my brother got here thanks to the teachings of my grandfather, who is your grandfather. ”
Tian Qingqing: "Oh, then you can talk about it." ”
Tian Dayan: "My brother is the eldest son and grandson, and my grandfather loves him very much. When I was a child, I often led him to play.
"When my brother was five or six years old, he stole a toy from a neighbor's kid and played with it at home. asked grandpa to see it, and asked him to send it back to others. He was so angry that he didn't send it, and his grandfather slapped him twice and forced him to send it back.
Since grandpa usually likes him very much, he also feels that he is very popular in his hands. This time, he suddenly started to beat him, but he couldn't accept it, and he was even frightened and angry, and he started a high fever.
"My mother quit and had a big fight with my grandfather. Got my grandfather angry. Since then, there has been no Kang.
"When my grandfather was dying, he asked someone to call my brother and tell him the story of "Biting the Head". I swallowed my breath when I finished speaking.
"Later, my brother always felt that my grandfather's death had something to do with him stealing toys. So, he wrote down the story and remembered the lesson. Since then, I haven't taken anything from anyone else.
"He's ten years older than me, and he said about me when I was a kid stealing. But with my mother to protect me, where can I listen to him! Later, I hid it from him. Only for the mother alone. My mother always praised me, saying that I was capable and better than my brother. I looked down on my brother and became domineering at home. ”
Tian Qingqing could hear that his voice was a little infarcted, as if he was crying.
Tian Dachuan is a very ordinary farmer in Tian Qingqing's mind. Honest and honest, never too much. He never shows himself, and he is the kind of character who knows when he mentions it, and is ignored if he doesn't mention it. His life, like that of most members, was hard and peaceful.
No wonder Tian Dachuan came out of the sludge without staining, it turned out to be the result of the old grandfather's teaching. Tian Qingqing suddenly stood in awe of the old man she had never met.
"I'm sorry for my brother and sister-in-law." After a while, Tian Dayan said again: "Once there was a break at home, my mother asked me to go out and find something to eat. I turned around and couldn't find it. When he went to his brother's house, he saw that there was no one at home, so he stole the only half-wool can of cornmeal in his house. His family only ate dried sweet potatoes. Later, my sister-in-law went to her mother's house and asked for two liters of grits before drinking white porridge. ”
There was silence again.
His deep repentance also touched Tian Qingqing. It seems that he really woke up to ,—— at the end of his life and realized his sin. It's a pity that it came too late, and there is no way to save him. Tian Qingqing didn't know what she should say for a while!
"Alright. Qingqing, when I said this, my heart was much more relaxed. Although you are still a child, in my eyes, you are more sensible than adults and more sympathetic than anyone else.
"I have long seen that only by relying on you can my wish come true. The results were not what I expected. Although I had an incurable illness and was locked up in a small mud house, I lived the life I enjoyed the most. Delicious meals, a variety of fresh fruits. Endless wine, endless anti-inflammatory potion.
"Although I couldn't control the disease, I couldn't feel the pain, and as soon as my body tightened, I hurried to the big pot to bubble. It's good to soak it, and it's comfortable. When I left this world, I had a lot less regrets.
"Qingqing, I know my time is running out. Now the flesh on my body is falling off piece by piece, and when it's over, my life has come to an end.
"Thank you so much! You gave me the best meal in the world before I died, and I died without pain in enjoyment. I can't repay your kindness in my life. In the next life, I will become a cow and a horse, and I will repay you. (To be continued) R1152