Chapter 80: When I Was Young

"That's a good question!"

Wu Weidong is the first to agree!

But I thought to myself, you Shui Xiaolin followed Qiu Zichuan to the March River, and you must be very excited! I can't make sure your concussion sequelae will happen tonight!

"Yes! The disappearance of youth is all unconscious! ”

Wen Qing also echoed with great interest.

Seeing that her own mention yì was supported, Shui Xiaolin Xiaofen was happy! Turning his face to look at Qiu Zichuan, his eyes seemed to be plattered, and he seemed to ask Qiu Zichuan: What about you?

Qiu Zichuan still smiled and said nothing!

"Then what do you feel like your youth is gone?"

Wu Weidong seemed to think for a moment, raised his head, and threw the question back to Shui Xiaolin directly.

"Shall I say okay at the end? Hehe! ”

Shui Xiaolin smiled at Wen Qing, who was also looking at her, as if she was mysterious!

"Let's talk about you first! Doctor! ”

Wen Qing smiled and turned his face to Wu Weidong again.

"Me!"

Wu Weidong paused, raised his face again as if he was recalling, then looked at Qiu Zichuan, and said:

"Do you remember when we took Lan Lan to Beijing to find an expert consultation?"

"Remember!"

Qiu Zichuan looked at Wu Weidong and nodded, Qiu Zichuan couldn't forget that trip to Beijing!

It was about half a year after Wu Weidong's wife Lan Lan was injured in a fall, and the experts in the hospital had no doubt that Lan Lan would only be with the bed in this life, but Wu Weidong, who was also a doctor, was still unwilling, and contacted his college classmates in Beijing and invited some well-known experts to consult Lan Lan, but the final result was still no hope for Wu Weidong!

That night, in a small restaurant in Beijing, Qiu Zichuan and Wu Weidong drank Erguotou, and the conversation between the two of them all night began with Wu Weidong's long sigh and ended with Wu Weidong's long tears!

It was on that night that Wu Weidong swore that he would take care of Lan Lan for the rest of his life!

Wu Weidong's extremely disappointed and painful appearance at that time, and his expression of never abandoning Lan Lan, Qiu Zichuan will never forget it in his life!

"I was twenty-nine years old at the time, and before that, whether I got married, or later had children, and became a father myself, I didn't feel that I was old, and my mentality was still young! It's time to go to work, it's time to go out to play, it's time to go home and tease the kids! But that night, when I came out of that small restaurant, I looked at the young people coming and going on the street, all with childish and innocent faces. Looking at the backs of them walking past one by one, I suddenly found that I was no longer youthful! It may also have something to do with the special mood that day! ”

"What? Looking at other young people, my heart is itchy? ”

Shui Xiaolin interjected inappropriately, but seeing that Wu Weidong didn't pay attention to what he meant, he didn't say any more.

"Thinking about the life I have to bear in the future, at that moment I suddenly felt that I was no longer young!"

After speaking, Wu Weidong pursed his lips and shook his head! It's like saying I'm done, but it's like saying that I'm helpless!

"Come on! Have a drink! ”

Seeing that Wu Weidong's eyes were a little moist, Qiu Zichuan picked up the wine glass and signaled to Wu Weidong, then raised it to his mouth, raised his face and drank it all in one gulp!

Wu Weidong did not hesitate, followed by Qiu Zichuan to raise his wine glass, and raised his face to do it all!

"Beijing consultation?"

Wen Qing doesn't understand!

"I went to Beijing for a consultation, but what was that night? What is this talking about? ”

Shui Xiaolin didn't seem to understand!

After listening to Wu Weidong's speech, and seeing the two men so emotional, Wen Qing and Shui Xiaolin couldn't help but wonder!

"What he said was that many years ago, we took Lan Lan to Beijing to find an expert consultation to see if Lan Lan still has any hope of getting back on her feet!"

Putting down the wine glass, Qiu Zichuan told Wen Qing and Shui Xiaolin about the time before and after he and Wu Weidong went to Beijing together, especially the conversation between the two in the small restaurant that night!

"Weidong is not easy! Come! One more drink! ”

After speaking, seeing that the waiter had filled the wine glasses for himself and Wu Weidong, Qiu Zichuan sighed and raised his glass to Wu Weidong again!

"Come on! Good man! ”

After listening to Qiu Zichuan's narration, Wen Qing couldn't help but be a little moved! Looking at Wu Weidong with a smile, he also raised his wine glass!

"If you marry, marry Wu Weidong! Come! ”

Shui Xiaolin had never heard Wu Weidong talk about this, and then raised her glass!

"I love to hear that! It's a pity you don't marry me! ”

The wetness in his eyes has not dried up, and a bad smile has hung on Wu Weidong's face again!

"Don't worry!" Seeing that Wu Weidong had raised his face and was drinking, Shui Xiaolin took a sip of the wine in the cup and continued:

"If I fall and get crippled one day, I'll go to you!"

Shui Xiaolin picked up the napkin, wiped her lips gently, looked at Wu Weidong and nodded and smiled!

"Huh! Then Wu Weidong has become a shelter for the disabled! ”

Putting down the wine glass, Wen Qing, who was slightly sad when he heard Qiu Zichuan tell Wu Weidong's story before, was suddenly infected by the dialogue between Wu Weidong and Shui Xiaolin! But in my heart, I admire Wu Weidong's character and open-minded attitude towards life even more!

"But to be honest, at this point, Wu Weidong can be regarded as a good man at the backbone level!"

After joking, Shui Xiaolin still nodded to Wen Qing sincerely.

"Hmmm! It can even be said that it is unearthed cultural relics! ”

Wen Qing also praised and praised!

"Good! Stop boasting! What a boast this is! ”

Wu Weidong swept Wen Qing and Shui Xiaolin with his eyes, shook his head and smiled at Qiu Zichuan, who was looking at him with a smile:

"It's ashes again, it's cultural relics, and I'm either unearthed or put into the ground! It's still young! ”

After speaking, Wu Weidong waved his hand again, and glanced at Wen Qing and Shui Xiaolin a few times!

"Isn't it good to praise you? I don't take it lightly and praise people casually! ”

"Yes! There aren't many men like that now! ”

Wen Qing took Shui Xiaolin's words and said with emotion!

"I see! What do you mean is that responsibility and pressure make you think that your youth is no longer there! ”

Suppressing her smile, Shui Xiaolin returned to the previous topic.

"Correct! Add 10 points! ”

Wu Weidong's face didn't turn, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, and lit it by himself!

"What about you? Wen Qing! ”

Shui Xiaolin set her eyes on Wen Qing again.

"Me! Very simple! ”

"Let's keep it simple!"

Wu Weidong took a puff of cigarette and also set his eyes on Wen Qing, and Wu Weidong was interested in Wen Qing's body!

"It was back at school after maternity leave, and I remember very well that when I arrived at the school gate, I saw students coming in and out, some of them were carefree, and some of them were fighting in groups! At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was a wife and a mother! Before that, even after getting married, I only felt that I was only a few years behind these students, and I still had dreams and vitality, but I didn't think about any youth. And this moment is not going to work! Especially when I think of myself as a mother, and then I think of the children at home, I suddenly feel that I am an adult, and my youth is no more! ”

"You're saying it's the kids who make you feel like you're no longer young!"

"That's right! So to speak! ”

Wen Qing replied to Wu Weidong.

"But there was not the slightest sadness at that time!" Wen Qing continued.

"Why?"

Wu Weidong was puzzled!

"Because at what stage of a woman's first motherhood, her heart is full of only love for her child! Only the joy of their own children coming into this world! So the rest is not to be thought of! ”

"Women are great! Women are selfless! Come! Have a drink! ”

Wu Weidong raised his glass as if cheering for Wen Qing!

"You say yes! Xiao Lin! ”

Wen Qing picked up the wine glass and set her eyes on Shui Xiaolin!

"Hmm!" Shui Xiaolin raised her wine glass, but her expression was noncommittal.

"How can she have a child in her heart!"

Listening to Wen Qing ask Shui Xiaolin, Wu Weidong wanted to laugh in his heart while drinking wine!

However, I really feel that youth is no longer there, youth is far away, or that youth really makes me want to look back at it, or that I remember that I have also had youth, and that is still after he is gone! During that time, when I was alone, I didn't know what was going on, I just kept thinking about the past, and at that time I really felt the stubbornness of youth in memory! ”

When it comes to her deceased husband, Wen Qing seems to be stuck in a memory, but she is very calm! Pick-up:

"When I wanted to be in middle school, everyone was like the wind, blowing happily every day! Moreover, the soul at that time was also like the wind at that time, the clean could not be cleaner, and the transparent could not be more transparent! ”

"That's a good point!"

This is the first time since Wen Qing returned to the waterfront, and Wu Weidong didn't want to interrupt it, but he couldn't help but interject!

Qiu Zichuan also nodded lightly!

"When I think I was young, my imagination of the future was full of naivety and fantasy. But I still feel that the purity at that time is the most beautiful time for a person's soul! I still miss him, I miss the encounter with him in college, and I think about the more childish thoughts I had in love! I also want to have a Sunday, two people made a bus to the suburbs to play, played crazy in the field for a day, but there was no car at night, two people walked hand in hand for more than ten miles, but they didn't feel tired! Later, I thought that although some things were really naΓ―ve when I was young, there was no lack of truth, goodness and beauty in them! Therefore, I keep telling myself that what I have said and what I have decided to do, as long as it is true, beautiful, and kind, I must insist on it in my life! Hehe! ”

Wen Qing, who was only thinking about it, suddenly found that everyone was looking at him quietly, and he was a little embarrassed all of a sudden!

"Go on!"

Wu Weidong, who followed Wen Qing and was immersed in memories, looked at Wen Qing in a daze, as if he hadn't heard enough!

"Huh! Gone! I'm going to think about it! ”

Wen Qing said to Wu Weidong with a smile!

"Yes! Youth is sometimes made up of two parts! ”

Qiu Zichuan, who had not spoken, couldn't help but sigh at this time!

"Two parts?"

Shui Xiaolin was puzzled! tilted his head to look at Qiu Zichuan.

"Yes! As far as a person's life is concerned, youth is composed of two parts, one is youth itself, and the other is the memories and nostalgia of youth many years later. And the latter can make people feel the youth of the past! The charm of youth lies in the fact that even if it is once naΓ―ve, it makes people see the purity of their past; Even if it is a poignant story, it feels like a warmth to recall it many years later! Because at the very least, there is something worth remembering in your own life! ”

"Yes! Zichuan makes a lot of sense, if there is nothing worth remembering, youth is meaningless! ”

Wen Qing nodded in agreement!

"Yes! Even if it was a messy thing done at that time, it was ridiculed by the classmates, but many years later, the classmates got together to reminisce, and this joke still reminds people of the good old days! ”

Wu Weidong seems to have lifted his spirit!

"Looks like you did a lot of bad things at the time!"

Shui Xiaolin looked at Wu Weidong with a naughty look!

"That's it! If a man doesn't do a few earth-shattering things when he goes to school, then it's still called a man! ”

Wu Weidong looked at Shui Xiaolin's chest! Then he looked at Qiu Zichuan and said:

"You say no! Zichuan? ”

Qiu Zichuan tilted his face, raised his head as if he was thinking about something, and for a moment, Qiu Zichuan turned his head to look at Wen Qing, and said to himself:

"Youth is synonymous with regret!"

Qiu Zichuan did not answer Wu Weidong directly, and Shui Xiaolin on the side was stunned when she heard it! Then she turned her gaze to Qiu Zichuan, she wanted to hear what Qiu Zichuan had to say next.

"In other words, there is no beauty of youth without regrets!"

Qiu Zichuan lowered his head, as if talking to himself!

But after speaking, Qiu Zichuan turned his head to Wen Qing again and said:

"You say yes, right? Wen Qing! ”

"Deep!"

Wen Qing was stunned at first! But after thinking about it for a while, he nodded vigorously towards Qiu Zichuan!

"There is no beauty of youth without regrets!"

And Shui Xiaolin on the side pondered, silently reciting Qiu Zichuan's words in her heart!

"That's great!"

Wu Weidong seemed to remember something, picked up the wine glass, looked at Wen Qing, and then at Shui Xiaolin, and said in a loud voice:

"Come on! For the regret of youth, and the beauty born from this regret! Cheers! ”

After thinking about it, Shui Xiaolin, at this time, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, thinking that Qiu Zichuan's words were beautiful in short! He misses it!

And Wen Qing sighed that there are a lot of things to say in Qiu Zichuan's words! Wu Weidong didn't want to say that he remembered his secret love for Wen Qing in middle school! Thinking that he would never let Shui Xiaolin mention this again, he hurriedly mentioned yì drinking!

"!"

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The four of them happily clinked their wine glasses together, and each other's faces were filled with the brilliance of youth!

……

This night, Shui Xiaolin felt that she was happy!

Shui Xiaolin felt that the happiness that seemed to have been lost for a long time had returned to her heart!

Especially Qiu Zichuan's words, especially the last sentence Qiu Zichuan said, it seems that he is clearly saying to himself that the beauty of his Qiu Zichuan's youth is precisely because he had himself at that time; And his regret for his youth is precisely because he broke up with him! And this qiΔ“ is worth his nostalgia! It all made him feel beautiful in his memories!

In the happiness, Shui Xiaolin even felt that her youth was back to her side!

So much so that after putting down the wine glass, Wu Weidong asked her when Shui Xiaolin felt that her youth was no longer there, Shui Xiaolin first glanced at Qiu Zichuan sweetly, and then smiled mysteriously to Wu Weidong and said softly:

"Next time! The next time Wen Qing invites everyone to dinner, I will tell you all! ”

And when Wen Qing turned to Qiu Zichuan and asked when Qiu Zichuan's youth no longer felt, Shui Xiaolin looked at Qiu Zichuan with words and said:

"Do you want to wait until next time?"

…… R1058