187 My son Aphid
"If there is an afterlife, it is good to marry me...... If there is an afterlife...... It's good to marry me...... Hahaha...... It's good to marry me...... Zhu'er, how can you be so cruel, after I remembered everything, but you were as ruthless as you were at the beginning, abandoning your husband and children......" Luo Chenyi hugged Ah Fei and laughed loudly, the sadness revealed in that voice made people feel sad.
"Wait for the long hair to reach the waist...... Ten miles of red makeup for Qing Shop...... 杫儿,杫儿。。 Luo Chenyi looked up to the sky and yelled, hysterical: "How can you be so ruthless. Tears burst out, but Luo Chenyi lowered her eyes and looked at the child in her arms who looked like her own eyes, and her eyebrows and eyes were exactly the same as her!
The memory of his third life was not recovered in Lethe, and he did not expect to remember everything, but in such a situation!
How about the Taohua immortals, and what about the Shushan Luozun, they also can't keep their beloved, and they say that they are good to swear to death and be pampered, but they are dying!
"Zhu'er, do you hate me...... Do you hate me for not remembering you...... Do you hate me for marrying someone else, but I didn't marry, I didn't marry her......! Zhu'er. How unbearable you are!" Luo Chenyi knelt down fiercely, his eyes were full of heart-wrenching helplessness and pain.
...... I don't know when, the people in the Demon Realm have disappeared silently, leaving no trace!
And everyone in Shushan was also silent, mourning for the previous misunderstanding of Bai Zhu and Luo Chenyi's infatuation!
Mo Rubing gritted his teeth and looked at the child in Luo Chenyi's arms, and said hatefully: "Death is dead, but you still have to leave a child, it's really angry!"
As he spoke, he pushed away the owner of Penglai Island, walked in front of Luo Chenyi, tried to ignore the child in his arms, and said softly as much as possible: "Husband, I ......"
Before the words began, Luo Chenyi turned his head and stared at her gloomily, that gaze made people chill from the bottom of his heart, word by word, like ice slag, without a trace of emotion: "Husband, is it also what you should call, get out." !”
Mo Rubing looked at him, shocked and frightened, staggered back two steps, but was unwilling to leave like this, and said in a begging tone: "You and I have already worshiped the hall, in front of the Taihe Palace, have you forgotten?"
"Don't make me say it a second time, get out. Luo Chenyi no longer looked at her, and his pitying eyes fell on the child in his arms, as if they were the only ones left in the world, and there was nothing else: "From now on, I am no longer an elder of Shushan, nor am I a Luo Zun!"
Luo Chenyi hugged the child, turned around and left, the red mark of the fallen immortal between the eyebrows became more and more evil, and the hair tied in the jade crown also hung down two strands between the forehead, less cold, more handsome and compelling.
"Senior Brother Luo!" Qing Yao pushed away the drift ice that was holding him, blocking Luo Chenyi's way, not daring to look at his cold and gloomy face, Qing Yao's eyes fell on the child in his arms: "This child, still young, you are alone, how to raise it, I ...... I'm married, so I can help you with your children...... How much...... I know a little bit better than you!"
Luo Chenyi looked at her, standing still.
Qing Yao took a deep breath and plucked up the courage to look at him: "What's more, there is always a saying among mortals, you have to see people in life, and you have to see corpses in death...... She said...... It's okay if you're gone...... If she wants to find you, where should she look for it......" Qing Yao settled down and met his gaze: "I believe in Senior Brother Luo, you must also believe that the girl must be fine, right?"
The child in his arms suddenly cried "wow", Luo Chenyi's whole person seemed to be burned, and hurriedly stroked and coaxed the young and immature baby in his arms, the gentle expression was like water, which everyone in Shushan had never seen on his face!
"Ah regret...... Don't cry...... Don't cry......" Luo Chenyi was in a hurry, and his anxious and worried expression was obvious.
"Why don't you let me try!" Qing Yao looked at Luo Chenyi tentatively, if she couldn't see how important this child was to him, then she would be a fool.
Luo Chenyi hesitated, but the child cried even more fiercely, he couldn't, so he had to be careful, and the child in his arms with very gentle movements was placed in Qing Yao's arms: "You...... Be careful, don't hurt him!"
Qing Yao smiled softly back at him: "No!"
As he spoke, he hugged the child and coaxed him in a low voice, his arms shook slightly, the child opened a pair of smart eyes, and there were tears on his long eyelashes, but he didn't cry anymore, but looked at Qing Yao with wide eyes.
He ...... His name is Ah Fei, and he takes the ...... My heart is wonderful, irreversible meaning ......" The woman in Tsing Yi finally couldn't see Luo Chenyi's sad appearance, and walked up to him: "That palm...... You're alright!"
Hearing this, Luo Chenyi froze: "My heart is ...... Irreversible...... My heart is ...... Irreversible...... She...... She ......" Luo Chenyi suddenly turned around and grabbed the shoulders of the woman in Tsing Yi: "I know, you are Xiaoqing in front of her, you tell me, since your heart is like a stone, why are you so decisive?"
Xiaoqing lowered her head, and a wry smile appeared on her beautiful face: "How do you want the master to decide, she and you are separated from the identity of the immortal and the demon god, the status of the master and the apprentice, and the memories of the two lives......"
"It's because you never trusted your own eyes and didn't trust her that made her make this decision...... Do you know that this child was conceived when you were married...... However, she was full of joy and wanted to tell you that she was pregnant, but she found that you had forgotten everything that happened after you married her, how did you let her tell you!"
"Being locked in the Demon Tower, she is willing, just because of the uniqueness in her heart, but when she has a glimmer of hope for you, there is news that you are marrying her, how do you want her to accept it!?
Xiao Qing looked at him whose face was gradually turning gray, and finally brushed away the hands that held his shoulders: "Do you know what is the biggest difference between the master and Hua Rongying?"
With a wry smile, Xiaoqing turned around: "For you, Hua Rongying can abandon the clan and stay in the lock demon tower for three thousand years! With that willingness, regardless of everything! But the master is different, the master has you in his heart, but there is also the flower demon clan, since she is their patriarch, she is responsible for them, she is caught between you, it is difficult to do both, she can only hurt herself!"
Luo Chenyi covered his face with his hands in pain, and his originally lofty and arrogant clothes were now revealing endless pain and sorrow all over his body.
"Now that the master is no longer in Shushan, I should also go......! I hope you take good care of him...... That was the master's desperate effort to give birth to him!" Xiaoqing glanced at Ah Fei with pity, flicked his right hand, and his figure drifted away like light smoke.
Qing Yao hugged Ah Fei silently and slowly approached him: "Look, the child is smiling!"
Luo Chenyi slowly removed his hands, his eyes fell on Ah Fei, who had a pair of smart eyes in Qing Yao's arms, and raised his hand to take it carefully: "Ah Fei, Daddy and you depend on each other, when you grow up, we will go to find your mother together, you say...... Okay, okay?"
The cold plum blossoms bloom, spring goes to autumn, Luo Chenyi thought more than once, if he remembered his previous memories earlier, wouldn't it ...... Will everything be different?
"Daddy, what are you thinking?" Xiao Afei's little face that looked like a white stick was slightly half-up, just like Luo Chenyi's peach blossom eyes were full of doubts, and his immature little hands were holding a book, which was too big, he almost couldn't hold it, and the knuckles of his small fingers were white, but he didn't say anything.
Mao Hao, who was dipped in full thick ink, shook slightly, and with a "click", a drop of thick ink dripped down, splashing a small black flower with the smell of ink on the snow-white rice paper.
"Daddy, my mother's face is spent, will she be angry!?" Xiao Afei held the book in one hand and wanted to wipe off the ink that happened to drip on the portrait and the face of the person in the painting with the other!
But halfway through his hand, he hesitated, in case the ink was not wiped off, but the mother's face was wiped off, not only the mother would be angry, but the father would also be angry.
Thinking of this, Xiao Afei retracted his hand again, and looked up at his father's handsome face that looked good, but had never smiled: "Daddy, where did she go, why don't you want Daddy and Ah Fei?"
Luo Chenyi looked at the smiling person in the painting for a while, and only after a long time did he put down Mao Hao in his hand, turned around and sat Xiao Ah Fei in his arms, his voice was as low and deep as ever: "Ah Fei, do you know that the human heart is a god and a demon living together, half of it is good and it is God, half of it is evil and it is evil, one thought of good is heaven, and one thought of evil is hell...... Daddy was a mistake at the beginning, so that your mother left sadly, Ah Fei, you are not young now, so I will go with my father to find your mother, okay?"
Ah Fei looked at the fragile expression that his father had never shown, nodded hurriedly, and responded obediently: "Okay!"
Looking at Ah Fei's smiling little face, Luo Chenyi seemed to see Bai Zhu who had just gone up the mountain at the beginning, the jade snow was exquisite, but it was so stubborn that it made people feel distressed.
It turns out that where he can't see, his puddle has become different from before!
"You don't need to read the book, go and practice the sword!" Luo Chenyi took the book in his hand, and handed him the peachwood sword that he had taken as a paperweight on the window table: "You have to remember that as long as the sword in your hand is held steadily, you will not be defeated, and you can protect the person you want to protect!"
"Ah Fei understands!" Little Ah Fei took the peachwood sword, which was a bit heavy for his age, and turned to walk out the door.
Luo Chenyi looked at Ah Fei's small back, and felt a pain in his heart, the pain was heartbreaking, he always thought that in the past ten years, he had been numb to pain, and pain had become a habit!