Chapter 185: Crying

Genki had never imagined what life would be like without Yanran, in fact, he had never prepared for a real breakup, and he didn't even seem to know what a breakup would mean.

The rain that night was so cold that it was so cold that it made him shiver and shiver in the cold, and he fell asleep in a groggy state, his dreams were chaotic, and he was shuttling back and forth in different mirror images in pain.

He dreamed that they were walking in the woods of the town, the light and shadow were dappled, the smile was beautiful, and the beautiful dimples were rippling with a sweet and happy breath, conveying the little beauty of happiness.

But suddenly her smile was invaded by the heavy rain, like a cracked mirror, refracting different shapes, and she cried loudly, sad and desperate to say to him, "I hate you! I hate you! ”

He tried to comfort her, he wanted to hold her in his arms, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, and he couldn't take a step, and he wanted to speak, but no matter how much he screamed, he couldn't make any sound.

He woke up from his dreams, sweating profusely, his body aching, his head swollen, and his throat dry and hoarse.

He got up and wanted to pour a glass of water, but his body was limp and he almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, Yunhai helped him in time.

Yunhai had hardly slept all night, and Xuanmu had a fever of 39 degrees, and after feeding him fever-reducing medicine, he had been by his side to take care of him.

"Sit down! I'll pour you water! Yunhaidao, you can see Xuanmu's needs at a glance, which shows that he usually pays attention to Xuanmu.

"You brought me back?" Xuanmu rubbed his temples with his hands, his brows were knotted, his memory was still stuck on the asphalt road, and Yanran told him that he was not worthy of her.

After that, he seemed to have lost his memory, he couldn't remember anything, how he got back to the dormitory, why he suddenly caught a cold, he couldn't remember anything at all

"Who do you think it is?" Yunhai poured a cup of warm water and handed it to Xuanmu, this kid is really capable, as long as he is a little careless, he will make trouble for him, and he will pour himself into a soup dog, sick and cold, and he will take care of him.

Xuanmu took the water, took a sip, frowned, raised his eyes and looked at Yun Haidao: "Is there any wine?" ”

Yun Hai put his hands in his pockets and shook his head reflexively.

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On Saturday, the rain was still falling, intermittently, sometimes big and sometimes small, Yanran and Qi Yuwei were doing mock questions in the library study room.

The two top students have become inseparable friends, and it seems that in addition to studying, they are still studying, which is really boring.

The library was empty, just the two of them.

On Saturday in Nanhua, there was a quiet horror, and the entire campus seemed to be attacked by a large warship flying from the sky, and all of them were sucked away in an instant, whether it was the teaching building, the cafeteria, or the gymnasium, or the library, it was empty everywhere, and there was no anger at all.

Less of the usual noise, the sudden silence can occasionally be maladaptable.

Yanran looked out the window, and the raindrops hit the window with a slight sound, like someone's crying face, crying so aggrieved, so helpless.

Recently, Yanran likes to be in a daze, with earplugs in her ears, listening to her hearing, but her thoughts have long been unaware of where to fly.

"What are you thinking?" Qi Yuwei lightly tapped Yanran's head with a pencil.

Yan Ran came back to her senses and smiled awkwardly at her.

It turned out that the hearing was over, but she didn't hear a word.

"Yanran, you're not well-behaved~ Didn't you answer a single question in listening? Lose this time! Qi Yuwei's eyes were crooked, and she said mischievously.

The two are both good friends and rivals, learning from each other and occasionally competing to improve together.

"Let's go~ I'm starving! Stop being in a daze and go to dinner! Qi Yuwei knew that Yan Ran was in no mood now, and even if she continued to study, it would not have any effect, so she pulled Yan Ran to eat.

Yanran is in a bad mood, she hasn't eaten well recently, and she has lost a lot of weight.

Seeing her friend trapped by love, Qi Yuwei was very distressed, so her main task recently was to urge Yanran to eat well.

"Weiwei ......" Yanran took her hand and looked up at Qi Yuwei who was standing next to her and was anxious to eat, Douda's tears slipped down, and she couldn't hold back anymore.

"Yanran ......" Qi Yuwei looked at her in surprise, only to understand that no matter how good Yanran usually looked, it was all pretended, and the pain and depression in her heart had nowhere to vent, so she would suddenly get out of control like now.

She took Yanran into her arms, shook her body gently, patted her back, and coaxed her like a child.

Yan Ran didn't know how long she cried, but her love gradually stabilized, and she said to Qi Yuwei with tears in her eyes: "Weiwei, none of us will fall in love in the future, it's really painful to fall out of love." ”

Qi Yuwei was happy, and the corners of her mouth twitched: "Don't hurt me, I want to fall in love, even if it will be painful!" ”

This is the charm of love, someone comes out scarred, miserable, and vows never to love anyone again, but there will always be someone who will go forward and succeed, and moths to the fire.

The rain rained like this all day, and at night the rain intensified, accompanied by strong winds, lightning and thunder, and rumbling, with a kind of devastating posture.

Suddenly, it was dark in front of me, and the entire dormitory was invaded by darkness, and I couldn't see my fingers.

There's a power outage!

It is estimated that the fuse was broken due to the impact of lightning, and in the past, as long as it rained heavily in the town, such a thing would be encountered, but I am used to it.

On Saturday, the dormitory was very quiet, there were few people in the whole building, Xia Mo was not there, and went out after school on Friday, and when she left, she seemed to tell her about where she was going, she didn't listen carefully, and she didn't want to listen at all.

The only thought is that Xia Mo is not here, at least she can be more comfortable for the past two days, no matter where she goes?

For Yanran, as long as she is not in the dormitory, it is good.

Yanran lit a candle, lit the table with candle water, fixed it, and continued to nibble on the book.

The night was quiet, pitch black, and no sound could escape the keen ears.

There seemed to be someone arguing downstairs, only to hear the aunt of the dormitory administrator shouting at the top of her voice: "You can't go in!" Can't get in! ”

So I saw that in the torrential rain, someone was standing at the door of the girls' dormitory and was hit by the heavy rain, shouting a person's name.

Gu Yanran ...... Gu Yanran...... You come out, you come out for me! "There was anger in the voice, hysteria.

Yan Ran's back was cold, and her expression was slightly stunned.

This voice is so familiar, who is it if it is not him?

Think about it, who else in the entire Nanhua except Nangong Xuanmu can do such a thing?

Yan Ran stood at the window, looking at the person in the storm, like a demon from hell, standing upright, looking up at her location, even if it was rained, it was difficult to hide the rage in his eyes.

"Come out! Gu Yanran, you come out for me! He looked up and shouted.

Let her heart shrink, she can feel that at this moment he seems to have locked her position, through the rainstorm, through the endless night, through the window, can see her clearly, as if he can tear her apart in an instant.

It's going down!

She knew the boy, and she knew that if she didn't go down, he would keep shouting her name in the rain, disturbing the whole girl's dormitory building.

He has always been selfish, so how can he be asked to be considerate of the feelings of others?

She held an umbrella and walked in the dark corridor of her bedroom, her head blank, just walking stiffly.

When she got downstairs, the aunt in charge of the dormitory stopped her.

"Don't go out, he seems to have drunk...... I called the security guards and they came right away. ”

"I'm sorry for your trouble, I'll let him go back!"

Opening the umbrella, she entered the rainy night.

The wind was strong, the rain was cold, and even with an umbrella was useless.

Seeing her come out, he stopped yelling, and the whole person was stunned, just looked at her like that, his eyes were very red, and he didn't know whether it was tears or rain on his face.

He hesitated for a moment, as if he didn't expect her to actually come down.

"Yan'er......" he called her name, and the voice was not loud, and if he didn't listen carefully, he would drown in the rain.

"Go back!" She said, through the cold rain, only a few words, but her heart was as if she had been hit hard by a hammer, and it hurt.

"I ...... I have something to tell you! He said, completely without the hysterical posture just now, he was at a loss, and he was a little at a loss.

"Good! You say! She said indifferently and resolutely, driving him to a dead end, as if to say, "Say everything you have to say, and leave here immediately."

Xuanmu only felt that all the words blocked in his heart disappeared in an instant, and he was very aggrieved, but he couldn't find the right words, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

The two were in a stalemate, and the whole world was surprisingly quiet, only the sound of the rain bombarded indiscriminately in his ears, as if urging ...... Hurry up and leave when you're done!

Sure enough, she turned around, impatient.

He knew it was his only chance, and he didn't know how long he would have to wait if he missed this time.

So, at the moment when she turned around, he stepped forward and grabbed her wrist, and with a lot of force, he hugged her into his arms, and the speed was so fast that the red umbrella was not held firmly and was thrown into the wind.

She was completely exposed to the heavy rain, and he hugged her tightly into his arms, and he hugged her so hard that he wanted to rub her into the blood, and she could clearly smell him, feel his heartbeat, and he really drank.

"Yan'er, don't make trouble, really! I'm wrong, it's all my fault, I can change it...... Don't ignore me...... "He'......s crying, like a wounded beast in the middle of the night, licking his wounds alone."

His body was shivering, very cold, like a thousand years of ice, and she was warm, like a person who accidentally fell into a frozen lake, clinging to the only stove that could survive, and refused to let go.

His words were like a sharp weapon, stirring her heart, it hurt! It really hurts! Her eyes were red from the pain, and tears flowed down with a lot of rain.

No struggle, no bad words, a moment of silence.

She cried and said to him, "Xuanmu, don't do this...... Don't be like this...... "I couldn't suppress the collapse anymore, my nose was sour, and I couldn't cry."

"Yanran, can you forgive me?" Xuanmu only felt that the whole person was floating, and he felt that the whole world was like a bowl of unserved water, shaking back and forth.

Xuanmu is sick, the high fever has not subsided, and he has drunk a lot of wine, his mind is in a mess, and he just wants to see Yanran, so he will take advantage of the sea of clouds to make a fuss in the girl's dormitory on such a rainy night.

"Xuanmu, don't be like this, we've broken up...... Broke up, you know? She pushed him away, had a nervous breakdown, and cried out in the pouring rain.

"Please...... Don't come to me again in the future, don't torture me anymore, you make me feel miserable, if possible...... I'd rather I never knew you! ”R1152