(139), injury parting

Mo Ye remembered that he had a strange dream after falling asleep while watching Li Shi do needlework.

In her dream, she saw two strangely dressed people with strange faces suddenly appear in front of her, and when she was about to ask who they were, she saw a dark shadow flash in front of her. Then she felt a tingling sensation all over her body, and the surrounding environment became cloudy at that moment, except for the sound of talking that seemed to come from her ears.

Mo Ye couldn't make out what the voice was saying, but strangely, she recognized that the voice was occasionally mixed with Master's familiar voice. So she tried hard to open her eyes, but she felt heavy all over, and she didn't know where the strength should come from.

Then the voice disappeared, and it became so quiet that she didn't know if she was asleep or awake. I don't know how long it took like this, but suddenly the voice of the master calling her sounded in my ears again.

Mo Ye tried hard to open her eyes again and wake up, but she was stunned to find that she didn't know when she had gotten rid of that strange feeling of being bound, so that her deliberate effort to open her eyes seemed too much. Her eyes widened, Mo Ye was stunned for a moment, and then a force came from out of nowhere in her heart, which made her suddenly sit up from the bed. However, the sudden pain in her neck made her squint and gasp before she could see the face of the master sitting on the edge of the bed.

Because of this painful feeling, Mo Ye suddenly remembered that in that dream, which was also real and illusory, the moment after the black shadow approached, the side of his neck was also numb, and after that numbness, he couldn't move. Thinking of this, Mo Ye was even more puzzled about what he saw in the dream, if he said that what he saw in the dream was an imaginary image, then it was reasonable for him to not be able to distinguish what those people were talking about. But why is it that after waking up from a dream, the physical sensations I suffered in the dream have not completely disappeared?

It's just that when Mo Ye rubbed her face vigorously with both hands, wanting to deeply recall the process of the dream just now, she felt that the images left in her mind were fading away more and more.

In the end, Mo Ye gave up the idea of verifying the reality of the dream. Fantastic dreams. They are all things that people can remember very clearly when they are in dreams. After waking up from the dream, he quickly forgot what he saw in the dream, and based on this, Mo Ye chose to believe that it was just a dream.

However, she would never have imagined that she had been smoked and pointed again. The reason why her own feelings were so dream-like was mainly because the smoke had more or less affected her consciousness.

Putting down the palm that covered his face and rubbed it, Mo Ye saw him sitting on the edge of the bed. A trace of doubt slipped in the eyes of Master Lin Shan, who was mild-faced. She wanted to speak but didn't know what to say, but she thought it might be because she had just woken up, and her mind was disconnected with staccato thoughts.

At this time, I heard Lin Shan Wen Yan say: "Did you have a nightmare just now?" He fell out of bed. I don't know it yet. ”

Hearing this, Mo Ye thought back to the dream that made her feel half-true and half-true. Although when I think about it now, the specific memory of it is much weaker than it was just now, but the feeling I never had before is still there.

She reached out and rubbed the still stiff part of her neck, and nodded hesitantly to Lin Shan, but wondered in her heart. When she was only two or three years old, she was afraid of hearing thunder on rainy days, so she often begged to sleep with her aunt. Since then. She developed a good sleeping habit when her sleeping position was at its worst. It's just that they'll curl up in a ball out of fear. The experience of falling from bed to bed in my sleep has never been experienced before.

Suddenly thinking of his aunt, Mo Ye's eyes flickered back and forth in the room, and then he was about to speak. However, when Lin Shan saw her gaze, he was already one step ahead of her and said slowly: "She left, I didn't wake you up for fear that you would be sad." Beckoning her to leave, and when I come back to see you, you're already out of bed and under it. ”

He paused at this point, then softened his tone a lot, and then added, "If I knew that you would have felt something in your dreams, I might have woken you up just now." ”

Hearing what Lin Shan said, Mo Ye was stunned for a moment. She was silent for a while, digesting the meaning of Lin Shan's words in her mind, and then muttered, "Why did you go in such a hurry......"

But as soon as she spoke, a layer of sadness suddenly gathered in her eyes. After a moment of silence, she suddenly bent her knees, picked up the quilt that had slid to her lap as she sat up, and buried her face in it.

As early as when Lin Shan said that he would not take Ma An with him when he returned to Beijing, Mo Ye already knew in his heart that the Li family would eventually leave. Even if the aunt still wants to accompany and take care of herself, the master will not take her. Mo Ye was reluctant in her heart, but her current state of mind was a little different from that of children who grew up in ordinary families, and she began to learn to care about other people's lives under the instinct of thinking about her own affairs. And this ideological growth is first generated and displayed from the people around you.

Mo Ye knew that she was about to embark on a life path of her own, so she had to learn to face and participate in it herself. My aunt has helped and taken care of me a lot, and I don't have the ability to repay it yet. At this time, if you know that you are about to start a road that may be dangerous, just because you are afraid in your heart and want to find dependence, you pull her along this road, isn't it indirectly doing something of revenge?

However, I have already thought of various reasons in advance to comfort and encourage myself, so that I can face it strongly, but when I learned the news that she was gone, how could the sadness in my heart that I didn't know where to come come from be irrepressible and burst out?

Mo Ye rubbed his face tightly in the quilt, and he didn't know if he had enough tears to wet the quilt. She gritted her teeth to prevent herself from crying, but she arched her taut back, which could not hide the slight tremor of her body, revealing her true feelings at this time.

Whether it is idealism or materialism, it is always easy to ignore some things behind the scenes in the midst of intense love.

At this time, Lin Shan was still sitting on the edge of the bed, he just looked at Mo Ye quietly, and did not say a word of comfort.

And Mo Ye, who was trying to suppress his sadness, suddenly heard a sigh from the master after a long time. Her mind was in turmoil at this time, but the sigh sounded very clear, and it quickly cleared her mind.

Because of this, she was finally able to cool down her feelings, and slowly pulled her head out of the brocade quilt. There were two small wet marks on the quilt, and Mo Ye casually moved his sleeves to cover them. When she turned her face to look at Lin Shan again, she saw him say gently: "It's still early, you can sleep for a while, and I will wake you up when the time comes." ”

After a slight hesitation, Mo Ye still tore off the quilt and lay down again. After thinking about it, she felt that all she could do now was to sleep well. At this time, although she suppressed the sadness in her heart, she was in no mood to do anything more. Behind the sadness brought by parting, there was melancholy, and she suddenly talked a lot less.

Although Mo Ye lay down, her eyes couldn't close peacefully for a while, because there was no sleepiness in her brain. Her eyes fell on Lin Shan's hands that were pressing the corners of the quilt for her, and she suddenly remembered something in her heart, her eyebrows were slightly tightened, and she looked a little abrupt in the quiet environment of the room, and suddenly said, "Master, where is the cloak that my aunt gave me?" ”

Lin Shan was stunned for a moment, and then hesitated: "What...... Cloak? ”

After thinking about it for a while, he seemed to finally understand what Mo Ye was talking about, and then said with a slight smile: "I didn't know that it was something she was going to give you, and I thought that she was left behind, so the person who sent her left with her." ”

"Oh." Mo Ye replied sullenly.

Knowing that the cloak had not been left behind, and the things she had missed for her aunt were gone, her mood was not as sad as she expected. Maybe it's because of the hurt feelings caused by the aunt's departure first, so it will seem that the latter is lighter!

In fact, in any case, most of the feelings that people have for people will be stronger than the feelings they have for things. And since that cloak was produced by Li Shi's hand, then the feelings that Mo Ye cast on it would be even shallower because he had withstood the negative feelings of Li Shi's departure.

And this kind of neglect of things made her not think deeply about the fact that there were actually several flaws in Lin Shan's words for a while. It's just that at this moment, although she can finally close her eyes, the thread of things in her heart can't be dissipated for a while, how can she sleep?

However, Master wants to stay quietly in his own room for now, so be it!

After Lin Shan beckoned Mo Ye to sleep, he didn't stay any longer, got up and left Mo Ye's bedroom. He walked through the hall of the main house to the front yard, but instead of going back to his room to rest, he walked into Ma'an's room.

The air outside was fresh and slightly cool, which made Lin Shan still smell the smell of smoke and medicine mixed with the faint smell of alcohol in his room when he walked into Ma An's room.

Ma An's slight snoring could be heard in the room, and Lin Shan took out a fire fold from his sleeve and lit the candle on the table next to the bed. Then he saw that after the double effect of old wine and smoke, the quilt on the bed was half-hidden, and the familiar face that slept soundly and steadily. Lin Shan's face couldn't help but show a strange smile.

In a letter to a group of Yanagi Sang, Lin Shan famously stated that the main task of this midnight operation was to take away the Li family. But according to Yanagi's style, it is very likely that she will also leave some sleeping incense in Ma'an's room. This is also what Lin Shan expected. However, he didn't hide it from Ma An about the Li family, and when it came to the end, he made another move, which seemed to be a little unpleasant.

So at this time, Lin Shan was a little worried, if Ma An woke up, would it affect a plan that he would implement in the next two or three days? …… (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the Biquge www.biquge.info () to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation