The night breeze blew across the lake, carrying a bit of chill, Yan Jin couldn't help but shrink his body, feeling that the Bodhi Lake at night was a little crazy.

Perhaps, it was because those memories had been in her mind for too long, so she felt a little flustered when she remembered what happened during that time.

Yan Jin pretended to be calm and glanced at Shen Yanshan, then moved his body back a little, and after pulling some distance, he shook his head, "No one sued me, it's just that I used to study the environment around Tianchi!" ”

Shen Yanshan's gaze hovered over her face for a while, his eyes were still cold, "What are you doing studying this?" I remember that although Master Yan worked in the Ministry of Industry, he didn't teach you this, right? ”

Yan Jin frowned, then turned his head to look at the moonlight outside the pavilion.

She really didn't want to talk about it.

Although, reason told her that it was not a good way to escape, but every time Yan Jin thought of the incident of Tianchi's burst, he would think of his grandfather's extremely vicissitudes of life.

The fall of the Yu family and the thin affection of the Yan family, each of which is extremely profound.

That kind of guilt and remorse will drown her whole body, and she can't even breathe.

The moonlight outside the pavilion is very gentle, like a thin veil covering the entire Bodhi Lake, and a faint mist lingers on the surface of the lake, looking at a bit of fairy.

If it weren't for the cold in the pavilion, she would have liked the scenery here very much, it was very pleasing to the eye.

At the very least, it can calm down all her irrational feelings.

"In the past, after my father died, he was buried in Zhuangzi on the outskirts of Beijing!" Yan Jin frowned, his voice was almost inaudible, "After Tianchi burst the embankment, where did it wash away!" ”

She said very briefly, but every sentence was like a needle, piercing her heart.

After his father's death, the Yan family tried their best to dissociate themselves from their father, and they didn't even dare to take back their father's body.

The father's tablet can't even be placed in the ancestral hall of the Yan family.

How sad is that?

If it weren't for the fact that my grandfather remembered my father's good past and asked my mother and uncle to collect my father's body, my father would probably have no place to be buried.

But in the end, my mother ......

After the Tianchi burst its embankment, many Zhuangzi in the suburbs of Beijing were flooded, and her father's grave was no exception! His father's bones were washed away by the flood, and it took Xiao Yu a lot of effort to collect his father's bones. But at that time, no one in the Yan family was willing to bury her father's bones again, as if they didn't know her father, they didn't even want to give her father a simple grave, and even in the end she was coerced by Mrs. Yan.

That flood drowned not only those Zhuangzi, but also her life.

She tried to resist, but she couldn't.

In the end, she didn't even keep the guqins left by her biological mother.

The piano was exchanged for silver.

The only green Qi was also sent to Xiao Yu's hands by her before she got married.

In fact, at that time, she wanted to tell Xiao Yu that after Xiao Yu sold Lu Qi, she would take the silver and go to her grandfather, and then let the Yu family go far away and never return to the terrible place of the capital.

But at that time, she looked at Xiao Yu's reluctant eyes, but she didn't say those words after all.

Her kindness and hesitation hurt Xiao Yu.

Because she never thought that Yan Qining would actually appear in front of her with that qin, telling her that Xiao Yu's family was gone, and how tragic it would be after that......

At that time, her life was like a night without stars and a lonely moon, dark and desperate.

She wants revenge, but she also knows how small her power is.

At that time, she was even humble, thinking that she wanted to live, even if she used her body to please those people at the banquet, she had to avenge her parents.

But God didn't give her this opportunity after all, and the poison on Lu Qiqin directly killed her.

That night, she wanted to climb back, looking forward to taking another look at Xiao Yu and kowtowing to Xiao Yu and her father. But she didn't do it after all, and she died at the banquet that was full of laughter all around.

When he died, Yan Jin couldn't swallow that breath...... Her eyes were round, and she kept looking at the faint sound in the distance.

It was also at that moment that she finally understood why her father was reluctant to close his eyes when he died. Because they are desperate, but they can't do anything, that kind of helpless and unwilling pain can only be deeply experienced when they swallow it in the last breath.

She was desperate to the extreme, even though she had been reborn for more than a year, and when she dreamed back in the middle of the night, she would still be awakened by that pain. She couldn't forget the pain that almost consumed her soul.

Those who have harmed them, she is really one, and she will not let go.

Shen Yanshan held the drawing's hand, tightened it slightly, and said lightly, "No!" ”

"Huh?" Yan Jin raised her head, her eyes were full of sadness, although she wanted to hide those expressions, she still didn't do it, "What? ”

Shen Yanshan looked at it, his thick eyebrows frowned slightly, "I said, Lord Yan won't have an accident!" ”

"Really?" Yan Jin is not sure about this matter! Although she didn't want to admit it, she hadn't found out who the person behind the third uncle was until now!

However, perhaps, as Shen Yanshan said, her father will definitely be safe and stable in this life, and she will use her life to protect her parents and everyone in the Yu family.

Shen Yanshan was silent for a while before he said softly, "You can try, believe me!" ”

After hearing this, Yan Jin showed a look of surprise, and then pursed his lips, but did not speak.

Her throat, as if it was blocked by something, made her unable to make any sound!

Yan Jin looked at Shen Yanshan's serious expression, and then lowered his eyes, not knowing what to say.

The atmosphere in the pavilion was a little strange, as if it was haunted by something.

After half a ring, when she thought that Shen Yanshan would not speak again, the man continued, "I am a human being, and I have always been loyal and honest!" ”

Yan Jin: "......"

Shen Yanshan's next words made the faint ripples in her heart disappear cleanly, this person always has such a ability, and the originally good atmosphere will not be stirred.

She has come into contact with many people, but she has never seen a person who can still show a natural look when he praises himself.

However, because Shen Yanshan changed the topic, the sadness between her eyebrows and eyes gradually disappeared.

At this time, the fish in the fish basket jumped a few more times, Shen Yanshan looked away, glanced at the fish basket and said, "Do you feel hungry?" ”

"Well, it's okay!" Yan Jin has used a lot of vegetarian dishes today, so he won't be too hungry at all now.

Shen Yanshan raised his eyebrows, still with a cold look, "Then, I'm hungry!" ”

Yan Jin looked at Shen Yanshan's expression, glanced at the official document placed on the table again, and had to pretend to nod, "Hmm!" ”

She didn't want to offend Shen Yanshan, if Shen Yanshan said that she was hungry, then she would be hungry.

Shen Yanshan stood up very satisfied, then picked up the fish basket and asked Yan Jin again, "I'll grill the fish for you to eat!" ”

His intention was obvious, to let Yan Jin find a place.

Yan Jin twitched the corners of his lips, and thought helplessly for a while before saying to Shen Yanshan, "You come with me!" ”R1152