IV. (xxxi) Know

The exhibition was as quiet as ever, as if the people who came to see the exhibition were all Gao Su zhì crowd. The paintings that I inherited are very good, but I don't want to look at them.

This is also unfair to Zhao Shihao, after all, people take time out of their busy schedules just to let me relax. I've always been like this, but Zhao Shihao should think that I and Jiang Zheyu are half-brothers.

But in fact, even if I knew about our relationship, I couldn't cross this chasm at all. Because I want to focus on the big picture, even if it makes me more irritable.

"It's a nice painting, it's very feeling." Zhao Shihao looked at the painting.

I looked back at Zhao Shihao, and the words he pointed to were painted in the park that day. Three children in such a garden, it looks wonderful, beautiful like a dream. Cheng Cheng can dream unscrupulously without asking anything, but I can't even dream of it.

I looked back, and the painting could not be looked at any longer, and the more I looked at it, the more sad I became.

"Let's go look at other paintings." I said to Zhao Shihao.

Zhao Shihao grabbed me. "Your heart is not here, and it is useless to see anything I want." Zhao Shihao finally said my problem, I have almost been wandering for a long time.

I stopped, but I didn't know what to say.

"There are some things that we can't change, so we can only grudgingly accept them." Zhao Shihao will always + tell me carefully.

I looked at Zhao Shihao, but some things are only in your thoughts, do you have the courage to change?

I smiled at Zhao Shihao. "I understand, let's go see the next one." I know I'm laughing fakely. Zhao Shihao won't believe it, but fortunately, Zhao Shihao won't demolish me.

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As night fell, I drove. But the heart has not been still. Zhao Shihao has been with me for a day, and I can't get out of my heart.

I missed Jiangsu, Zheyu, and I drove directly back to the villa. It's just that this time it's Jiang Zheyu's villa. I was desperate to know his choice, and I think I was almost crazy, like crazy.

"Ding-dong." I rang the doorbell. But no one answered.

I twisted the doorknob with my hand, and it actually opened. The door is not locked, which is rare. I walked straight in, and it was dark. This place is familiar to me. So I turned on the lights in the dark.

At this time, I found Jiang Zheyu on the sofa, who was drinking alone, red wine and rum at the moment. And it's not the same thing, he can't drink it like this.

"What are you doing back?" Jiang Zheyu opened his mouth to speak, and I was still at a loss.

Only then did I come back to my senses and look at Jiang Zheyu. "It's better not to drink like this." I approached and put away Jiang Zheyu's wine directly. Jiang Zheyu's appearance is also rare, I frowned.

Jiang Zheyu took my hand. It seems that there is a strong dependence on alcohol. "Drink with me." He spat out these words. I looked at him.

"Okay." I promised him and got up and went to the closet to get the wine, and by the way got the goblet. I'm familiar with the structure here, and it's still the way it used to be.

When I came over, I found that Jiang Zheyu was already pouring himself a drink, and there were only empty bottles left in the ice bucket. It's really not good to drink at night and drink so cold wine.

I put the wine down, and he was going to add ice. I got angry and poured the ice back on.

He looked at me with a smile. Then watch me pour him the wine.

I poured it for him, and he picked it up and drank it. I stopped him.

But he looked at me.

"One person drinks like this." I said to Jiang Zheyu very clearly.

But he didn't listen, but drank it, and then poured it and drank it again.

I got angry and drank the whole bottle straight to the spout.

Jiang Zheyu looked at me and snatched my entire bottle of wine. "What are you doing?" Jiang Zheyu was also a little angry.

"Aren't you going to drink like this? Of course I'm going to beat you. "These words don't seem to have any waves, but in fact I am accusing Jiang Zheyu and accusing him.

If he wants to drink, I'll drink more than he does, and I'll see how long we've been deadlocked like this.

Jiang Zheyu compromised and put the wine glass down.

I smiled and looked at him very well-behaved.

"Jiang Zheyu, do you know that you are very selfish sometimes." I blamed Jiang Zheyu, but this time I blamed Jiang Zheyu on the surface.

Jiang Zheyu looked at me, his eyes were very clear at the moment, and he was silent about what I said. He should know more about the problem than I do, and he should be hiding a lot from me.

I looked at Jiang Zheyu, Jiang Zheyu was waiting for my next step, but I guessed that there must be a lot of things flashing through his mind now.

"You want Zhang Qicha's biological mother, right?" I think what Zhang Qi said to me before was definitely not groundless.

Jiang Zheyu was still silent, he looked at my eyes as if he wanted to see something from my eyes.

"I'm Xia Yan's daughter, doesn't this prove the relationship between me and you?" I was talking about this question calmly, Jiang Zheyu looked at me, and listened to my words.

"I'm Xia Yan's daughter, so let me ask Jiang Zheyu if you?" I am very clear to tell sù jiangzheyu, i know a qiē, i am not stupid, i will not blindly believe this qiē.

"You know it all." Sure enough, Jiang Zheyu admitted it, his words were very calm, but I knew that his heart was not like this.

Jiang Zheyu left my world in such a way, and his skill of making mistakes is very good. He made a choice for me, and I didn't want to choose at all.

"Have you ever wondered if it's fair for you to do this to me?" I asked Jiang Zheyu, Jiang Zheyu is very clear.

Jiang Zheyu looked at me and didn't say a word for a long time.

"Did you know? Jiang Zheyu, I love you. "I almost used the greatest courage in my life to say this to Jiang Zheyu. Yes, Jiang Zheyu, do you know, I love you.

Jiang Zheyu was suddenly, obviously he didn't know about my previous love and dislove. It is even possible that Jiang Zheyu thinks that I don't love him and don't love him enough to live.

I was angry, angry at his concealment, angry at his deception. But it is undeniable that I love him, I love him like crazy.

Sure enough, things are contradictory, but they are also unified.

Jiang Zheyu kissed me directly, very eagerly, and he answered me with a kiss for my words. He hugged me, very tightly. My tears were rolling in my eyes, and I hugged him tightly and started to respond to him.

I really don't want to think about anything else at the moment, I want to forget about everything. In this world, there are some things that cannot be achieved overnight, especially love.

I was abandoned by a lot of people, and they wanted interests over feelings. I don't know if my values are contrary to each other, I just know to follow the heart.

The movement became more and more intense, and I was pushed directly onto the sofa, and most of my clothes were ripped off. (To be continued......)

ps: There is still a chapter R1292 around eleven o'clock