Chapter 40: You and Me
87_878011 (forty) You and me
I don't know if Jiang Zheyu's so-called male fallacy has disturbed me, and I have been stopping at his words today.
When I returned to the villa in the evening, I saw Jiang Zheyu sitting on the sofa, he smiled like me and glanced at the watch in his hand.
"It's seven o'clock, and I'm back early today." He looked at me.
I came with thoughts, I looked at Jiang Zheyu and refused to look away.
"Am I that good-looking?" He smiled and held out his hand to me.
I knew he was motioning for me to come over, and I looked at him and walked over.
Sitting next to him, he hugged me.
"You went to see Jiang Ye City today." He asked me with a smile, and I didn't know if I should define his smile as a devil's smile.
"Yes." Since he knew that I didn't need to go around the bush anymore, admit it was the best.
He approached me and sucked on my scent. "Very good Longjing, did you go to the teahouse?"
This kind of Jiangsu, Zheyu is the most terrifying, and I already feel this.
"yes, just small talk." I know that acknowledging is the only thing I can do right now.
"What did you talk about?" He brushed my broken hair.
I looked at him a little dazed. "Man." I really want to know what kind of man Jiang Zheyu is.
"Oh? Man? He looked at me with curiosity in his eyes. That's a good topic. But it's not uncommon to talk to a man about a man. There was a warning in his eyes, and I knew I was honest enough today that I didn't mess with him about anything.
"He said something that I found very interesting." I looked at him, straight in the eye.
He looked into my eyes and smiled, and kissed the corner of my lips.
"Something interesting?"
"He said three kinds of men in the world." I stared at his eyes, the Jiang family's education should have him know this story.
He didn't change his expression.
"He said Mr. Jiang, you belong to the second type of man, and you will always love a woman deeply." I looked him in the eye and said word by word. "He said you, love, me." The warm breath hit his face, and such an ambiguous atmosphere was rare between me and Jiang Zheyu.
He didn't show a hint of expression, and then smiled at me. "It's an interesting topic."
I couldn't see any love in his eyes, or if he was hiding it too well. But I know that Jiang Zheyu doesn't love me. At least I already know that I am a true lover.
Jiang Zheyu looked at me with a smile. "You're always thinking too much." He looked at me and kissed me.
It wasn't a simple kiss, I felt his desire.
I don't know what I'm doing with myself, whether I'm really right to sell my flesh. I looked at the man in front of me, and he didn't give me time to think.
This man was like catharsis, and I don't know what I was doing to upset him. His bite was so hard that I grabbed him on the back.
Between me and Jiang Zheyu, it is a cooperative partner and a physical partner.
I don't even know why I'm the way I am.
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With a busy schedule in the morning, I probably really need to work to numb myself so that I don't think about anything else.
I stumbled upon a newspaper column. Zhao Shihao: A businessman who plots
Zhao Shihao's handsome face in the newspaper seems to match the impression, but it is not so similar. He has more mature flavor than before, and I feel the appearance of Zhao Shihao.
Unconsciously recalled the original days again. Zhao Shihao can be said to be the sunshine of my life. He has been with me through the darkest days of my life.
"I was 16 years old and was mentally addicted after being raped. In the psychiatric hospital, my spirit had worsened. I wanted to run but I couldn't, I knew it was hell. I'm scared of this, and everyone thinks I'm crazy.
I'm scared, I'm going to run.
Finally, one day I found a wonderful dog hole, and at that time my body was severely malnourished and emaciated, and I easily got out of it.
I'm starting to rejoice that I'm finally out of hell.
I look at the sky, the clouds in the sky are so beautiful, I envy the whiteness, because I am so dark.
Someone has run away, hurry after him. ’
Someone spotted me as soon as I escaped, and I knew I needed to run. I was scared of that hellish life.
At that time, the mental hospital was my nightmare, and no one would redeem me. I am a tragic person.
I ran in a hurry and bumped into someone. 'Ahh It hurts like I'm hitting him.
I was too late, but he stopped me.
I looked at the people from the psychiatric hospital, who had already rushed over.
The doctor in white took out the needle again, and I looked at the thin needle, and I was scared.
My whole body was shaking, I was hiding behind the man, I was shaking.
'Please get out of the way, she's a patient in our mental hospital, we're just taking her back.' The doctor walked over step by step.
'Don't, don't. Tears have come out of my eyes, I was too humble.
I'm trying to plead with this person in front of me. I don't want to go back to hell, don't.
He looked at me with a puzzled look.
I knew that a stranger could not help me, but I still did not give up, and I looked at him almost with desperate eyes.
But it was too late, and the doctor had already stopped me. I grabbed his clothes, but my strength was small.
I'm struggling, I'm going to run. That place is horrible.
The doctors and nurses had already pushed me down, and they took out the needle and inserted it into my arm. I looked at the needle on my arm, and the fluid was decreasing little by little.
I know, I'm desperate.
My vision became more and more blurred, and finally the blurred vision was a figure.
Later this figure will redeem me in Hell.
He took me out of the mental hospital, but I was scared of people and I didn't want to talk. I was scared, I was often crouching in the corner with my arms around myself.
He pulled me out of hell little by little, and then I learned that this person's name was Zhao Shihao. I was sixteen and he was twenty.
He is the second son of Sheng Dong, but he often lives outside. His smile is charming, like sunshine. He was very nice to me, and he was like a good brother to me.
I was happy then, and I met someone who could save me from danger.
But my reward was betrayal. I betrayed him when I was twenty years old, and I betrayed him.
After I left him, I was driven by desire. Because I saw Yuan Yi on TV, no, it's Yuan Youli.
I struggled to climb up to get what I wanted. I even went to threaten Mr. Jiang, who was famous at that time, with the Asashima Bay Commercial Street, and at that time I was reckless, I only wanted what I wanted. ”
There were so many thoughts that my mind fell into a whirlpool of tangled entanglements.
I'm a bad person and can hurt people. It always has been