"Who's?" She asked, her voice trembling and her face pale.

"Yanran." Qi Yuwei said, snatching away the pendant that hid Lin Shushu behind him.

Yes! Rob!

At least in Lin Shushu's eyes, it is indeed a robbery!

That thing was supposed to be hers!

But how strange it was, the pendant she was holding onto, after hearing the answer, the whole person was like a kite that had taken off the string, and was blown apart in a gust of wind, and instantly lost her strength, and let Qi Yuwei snatch the pendant away.

Sweet? Gu Yanran!

The girl who was admitted because of her excellent grades, she is the real Lin Shushu.

The daughter of the Lin family.

She bracked her body and straightened her back, trying to maintain her last dignity in front of Qi Yuwei, but the tears that slipped like pearls completely betrayed her.

I only felt that my mind was blank, my chest was suffocating, and a question recurred in my mind.

If the real Lin Shushu comes back, then what should she do?

Even her name is Yanran now, so who should she really be?

Hongjuan! Oh! Even she almost forgot that her real name is Lin Hongjuan, and she is the adopted daughter of the Lin family.

She couldn't remember how she had gotten back to her quarters, stumbling all the way, lost her soul, panicked and uneasy.

The night sky is dark and quiet, there is no moon tonight, the starry sky is dotted, it is autumn, and the night is very cold.

Even human blood seemed to be congealed in the cold, and she was so cold that she curled up in the corner and shivered.

Sleepless night, alone, in the dark of night.

I cried alone, but I didn't dare to make a sound, and I covered my mouth tightly.

It's hard to imagine that a child who is in the rebellious period is so careful even to vent her feelings, and this girl who seems to have everything, cold and rational, after tearing off the mask, the real her, is so sensitive, fragile, and insecure.

Her mood at the moment, in addition to being afraid, was still afraid.

I am afraid that the girl named Gu Yanran will take away her in an instant, I am afraid that I will be abandoned by the Lin family, I am afraid that my classmates will ridicule and ridicule after my identity is revealed, and I am afraid that I will return to that poor and depressed home...... That was the beginning of all her nightmares and fears.

She remembers that she was 5 years old.

The summer of that year was so hot and long that it seemed that it would never be finished, there was no air conditioning in the orphanage, and a large black electric fan hung on the ceiling, and Zraz rattled.

During the nap, there were more than a dozen children crowded into the small room, all soaked with clothes, frowning, tossing and turning, and sleeping unsteadily.

She couldn't sleep, so she got up and ran out, but at the corner of the hallway, she crashed headlong into the arms of a middle-aged man.

The man was startled, his pupils widened, and he stared at her for a long time, his jaw trembled slightly, and his voice choked: "Miss...... Miss Calligraphy and Painting! ”

She remembered that it was the first thing Uncle Zhao said after seeing her.

Then within a few days, she was taken to the Lin family by Uncle Zhao.

The day before I left the orphanage, it rained heavily, washing away the unbearable heat of the previous days, and a breeze brought cool air to my face, which was comfortable and comfortable.

When she left, the children in the orphanage stood at the door and looked at her, with envy, jealousy, and unconcealed loss and endless despair.

When she left, the director of the orphanage hugged her and cried for a while, but she didn't shed a single tear, and stood there obediently, looking well-behaved, but she didn't want to stay here for a moment.

She hated the place, the abandoned identity, the neglected indifference.

Now that I'm going home, the joy and anticipation are indescribable excitement and excitement.

Yes! The reason why she was looking forward to it so much at that time was because she really thought that she was the daughter of the Lin family.

Limber took her to the car, and looked at the orphanage in the rear mirror, which was getting farther and farther away from her, she was completely relieved and cried.

Uncle Zhao thought she was reluctant, but she didn't know that she was happy for herself, saying goodbye to her previous self, she finally got rid of here, and she didn't want to come back in this life.

Her world has taken on a new look, she is not abandoned, but because of an accident, she was trafficked, and her family has never given up looking for her.

When I thought that in a certain corner of this world, there was such a group of people who had been silently looking for her, missing her, and loving her deeply, and the originally cold heart was surrounded by the sunshine that poured in, and they wanted to cry with emotion, joy, and excitement.

Zhao Bo took her hand and returned to the Lin family, the exquisite and natural garden, the dreamlike rockery and flowing water, she timidly held Zhao Bo's hand, looking at the strange and novel world.

Expectant and cautious.

Finally entered the mansion and met the relatives she had imagined countless times, but the atmosphere was extremely strange.

There were no imaginary hugs, cries and kisses, and the grandmother only glanced at her lightly, wiped the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, and shook her head at her, looking lost and desperate.

At that moment, she understood that her return to home may not have been expected by her family, it was unprecedented loneliness and disappointment.

Until I met my grandfather, an old man who was dying of illness.

He was lying on the hospital bed, with an oxygen inhaler, looking at her, his eyes were full of sadness, old tears, stretching out a trembling hand to caress her cheek, his eyes full of pity and love.

In the Lin family, I am afraid that only her grandfather treats her sincerely, and the reason behind this is that he sees her as his granddaughter.

How would he feel if he knew that she was just a tool to deceive him?

But at least in those unhappy childhood years, the time with my grandfather was wonderful.

Grandpa loved her very much, thought thoughtfully for her, held a grand banquet, introduced her to the guests, and was afraid that she would be helpless in a hundred years, so he left a large inheritance for her, in order to be able to give her a bright future.

But these good years did not last long, and two years later, my grandfather died.

It was also at that time that she realized that she was not the daughter of the Lin family!

7 years old!

No one knows how frightened and desperate the 7-year-old was after such a blow.

It was the Lin family who brought her to heaven, and they were the ones who threw her into hell.

She is not a real Lin Shushu, so her grandfather's will is useless to her.

Coupled with the fact that she is so young, without the protection of her grandfather, and without the identity of the eldest lady of the Lin family, she may be sent to the orphanage again at any time.

After fear and despair, she became extremely calm and strong.

Every day in the Lin family, they lived cautiously, walking on thin ice, for fear that a small mistake would be disgusted and disgusted by the Lin family, and they were ruthlessly sent back to the orphanage again.

So, she put in a thousand times more effort than others, just to make herself excellent and recognized by the Lin family.

But there are some things that cannot be won by hard work, like the seemingly ordinary stone pendant.

But all the descendants of the Lin family, both men and women, will be given this pendant by the patriarch of the Lin family when they reach the age of one.

It is said that these pendants are all taken from a meteorite outside the sky, which contains special minerals, which are very beneficial to the body, and are even more valuable, which is rare in the world.

At family gatherings, all the Lin children will carry with them, cousin Lin Shuhao, and many cousins, but she doesn't.

So the stone seemed to burn a scar on her heart, ugly and twisted.

Always reminds her that no matter how close she is to the Lin family, she is not her own child.

She was vicious of the stone that symbolized her status, and vicious of the blood relationship that she couldn't overcome.

So, she thought of her parents, and she luckily thought that maybe she was not abandoned, but was trafficked.

For an orphan, there is nothing in this world that feels more warm and safe than the love of his biological parents.

At the age of 13, she secretly searched for her biological parents through a variety of ways.

Finally, she found her family.

And the impact of the truth was far beyond what she could bear, and it drove her into a hell from which she could never recover.

Her mother was a psychopath.

His father was a farmer in a remote cottage.

A crumbling, dilapidated house.

A group of dirty children, playing with chickens, dogs, cats and sheep in the yard, four women and one man.

The youngest boy, who was only about 3 years old, was lying next to the pigsty and eating pig food.

The crazy mother not only did not stop her, but also sat in the yard and laughed.

I just felt my head rumble.

Astound!

In addition to shock, there is despair and escape.

I don't want to believe that she was born in such a family, I don't want to believe that her long-awaited parents are like this, and I don't want to believe that her younger brothers and sisters are living such a life that is not as good as pigs and dogs.

But this is the reality, cruel and unforgiving.

The DNA test results have proved again and again that she is related to this unbearable family.

She was the eldest daughter of the family and was abandoned in the town hospital on a winter night when she was 2 years old.

At that time, she had severe pneumonia, and the doctor said that she was afraid that she would not survive, and in addition, she owed a lot of money to the hospital, so she asked her father to take her away, but her father refused to take the child alive or dead.

The hospital had no choice, so he said that he didn't want any money and sent the child home, but he didn't expect the father to abandon the child next to the hospital's trash can in the middle of the night.

The snow fell so hard that night that she was wrapped in a thin futon and shivered in the winter night.

My father didn't want it, and the hospital refused to accept it, so it was abandoned like garbage.

The night passed, and she did not freeze to death.

The next day, her father saw that the hospital had no intention of taking her in, so he threw her at the door of the orphanage.

A thin quilt, a red cotton jacket with 100 yuan stuffed in it, and a note, a note with the child's name and date of birth, did not even have a word of instruction.

Scold! At that moment, she actually felt a kind of resentment that wanted to die.

If she is not expected to be a life at all, why should she be born?

If you give birth to her, why don't you treat her well?

At that moment, she hated the whole world.

hated the injustice of fate, hated the abandonment of her parents, hated the Lin family for giving her hope but ruthlessly tore it up, and even hated the orphanage director for taking her in......

If only she had frozen to death that winter night, she would not have been so miserable and desperate as she is now.

She wept heartbreakingly, desperate and mournful.

She didn't know how long she had been crying, fear, despair, even death.

Standing on the edge of the cliff, she looked at the green world and chose between jumping or not jumping.

For a moment, she suddenly figured it out!

If no one in this world loves her, if she is abandoned by the whole world, then at least she should love herself, otherwise her life will be too miserable.

From that moment on, she broke off her love and lived only for herself in this life. R1152