631. A letter
Chapter 650
Cheng Yu glanced at Gu Zihang, "Uncle, do you still miss your father?" ”
Gu Zihang smiled bitterly, "How old am I, I have passed the age of wanting my father's love, and I have been a father myself, I know what a father should do, even his children are willing to abandon him, and there has been no news, I think such a person can only be regarded as a stranger......"
For dinner, Shuilian and Cheng Yu accompanied Gu Zihang to eat here, and the two of them went to the old house with Gu Zihang's letter after dinner.
The rest was left to Zheng Zilong and they to do it, and the two of them accompanied the old men who were tired for a day to go home and sleep.
Zheng Zihui and the others were a little worried when they saw the letter in their hands.
"What are we going to do, to tell you the truth, I'm afraid it's not good, and I don't know what is written in this letter?"
Song Wenbo didn't care about this, "You just let the eldest brother send it to him, we can't take care of this matter."
Think about it, think about it from another perspective, you said that if the two of us deliberately abandoned these two children back then, do you think they would still recognize us according to their sister and brother's personal temperament?
Gu Zihang is probably in such a situation now, his relatives died one by one in front of his eyes, what do you say he can forgive?
You can't write off everything you've done before just because you're old.
Alas, I guess I can't do it, if it weren't for a child like Chengyu to worry about, do you think he has nothing to worry about depending on the character of taking care of the eldest brother......"
Zheng Zihui looked at the two children and kissed their little faces. sighed, "It's me and I am reluctant to leave my child, if it wasn't for the fact that I really didn't have a way to live, I couldn't move the idea of giving the child away."
Alas. I don't know what problems Uncle Gu encountered at the beginning, even if there is a compelling reason, but he can discuss it with the people in the family......"
Zheng Zilong took the letter home and went to talk to Gu Zicheng, he didn't hide anything, but told the truth.
Gu Zicheng never dreamed that his mother was the third party that others said, and his father was the legendary Chen Shimei, a fact that made him a little unacceptable.
"Alas. Brother, I have said everything that should be said, Gu Zihang is unwilling to meet with you. What do you think we can do?
This is his letter to you, you can take a good look at it, in fact, speaking of conscience, I have some sympathy for Gu Zihang's experience. Loved ones died one by one. What do you think he should be in the mood?
I don't mention my uncle's matter, I guess he has a mirror in his heart, this is the medicine given by Gu Zihang to treat your father's illness, saying that saving him can be regarded as repaying his fertility grace, don't look for him in the future......"
Gu Zicheng originally came to look for his brother and sister with enthusiasm, who would have thought that the truth in this would be a little unacceptable even for him to hear.
looked at the letter in his hand blankly, and the content in it was almost emotionless, and he talked about the events of these years, and the last few sentences. He didn't know whether he should show the letter to the old man or not.
"After all these years, my father no longer has this concept in my memory. You weren't there when I needed my father, and now you can't recognize me as a son.
Because I have passed the age of needing my father, whether you recognize it or not, my surname is Gu, and my ashes will eventually be buried next to my grandparents in the future.
My sister and my mother and I will accompany the two elderly people together, and they will not be alone in the future.
Take good care of yourself in the future, you still have some other people to take care of, and you will still owe less such debts in the future, because you can't ......afford to pay it off in your life."
Gu Zicheng also wanted to meet Gu Zihang, although the two were half-brothers, but after all, many years have passed, and the two of them have never seen each other, and he also wanted to apologize for his father, but Zheng Zihui stopped him.
"If he wanted to see you, he would have seen you a long time ago, so why wait until this time?
Zicheng, it's not that I object to the two of you meeting personally, the main thing is that you each have your own lives, so what, the scar in his heart is still there, I'm afraid it just makes your father feel better.
Take his letter and show it to your father, everyone has to be responsible for what they have done.
Although Uncle Gu is old, we also have to think about how your eldest brother survived when he was a child.
You have heard about the situation in China before, and it is not easy for their mothers, so you can't continue to sprinkle salt on his wounds because of the guilt of your uncle......
What else can Gu Zicheng say, the people around him don't approve of him continuing to disturb Gu Zihang's life, and I heard that this brother is not short of money, it seems that the old man wants to use money to redeem himself, I'm afraid he is going to fail.
"Alas, forget it, I'm not reluctant......"
Gu Zicheng smiled bitterly, "After knowing what is going on, I don't know what to say about my father, alas, ......, I will leave tomorrow, when I hold a wedding, if you have the opportunity, try to pass, Zihui's current identity is a little unlikely for me, Zilong, you must go over......"
Gu Zicheng left with the special potion configured by the water lotus, Gu Zihang looked up at the sky and sighed leisurely, "I have also returned everything that should be returned, and we will be passers-by in the future......"
Only he knows the bitterness in Gu Zihang's heart, and there are some things he can't say.
His virtuous mother, who raised her brother and sister in order to take care of her sick father-in-law, endured the humiliation and burdened her until the oil ran out......
He will never forget the scene when his mother secretly cried behind their backs and didn't sleep all night, his mother was desperate at that time, but for the sake of them when they were young, and her sick grandfather, she has always stood up and persevered.
He didn't want such a beautiful mother to leave any stain in the hearts of his descendants, so he didn't say anything about it, so he buried it in his heart, if his father was there, how could his mother suffer such a great humiliation, so he wouldn't forgive, and he would never forgive.
Cheng Yu came over and asked him to go back to the house to drink some tea, the water lotus had just been brewed, and this was also good for his uncle's health.
"Alas, Chengyu, while you still have a holiday, I will take you back to your hometown, and by the way, bring your mother's ashes over, it's time to take her home......"
Cheng Yu hummed in a low voice, and then fell silent again.
Shui Lian knew the news and happily agreed.
"Uncle, I'll pack my luggage now, let's leave early, and I'll take you to your hometown to see ...... when I go back" (to be continued......)