I'm sorry for making you suffer so much
"It's a pity that my parents already knew that I was pregnant with your child in my belly, and I didn't even dare to go home, and I didn't dare to see them for the last time before leaving."
"I wanted to leave and go to a place where I didn't know me, but I didn't expect to be arrested by Loki."
Xi Xichen's phoenix eyes looked at him indifferently and resentfully: "They grabbed me into the car, and I woke up from a bump halfway and called you for help, but your phone never got through." ”
Nangong Ming clenched his teeth, and suddenly raised his hand and slammed his fist on the wall, the wall was smashed out of a hole, and his hand was also broken, bleeding.
At that time, it was the time of Ushaman's burial, and all her mobile phones were confiscated, so she did not answer her calls.
"I didn't dare to call home for help, and you couldn't be contacted, so I called Chu Aotian, I ......"
Xi Xichen bit her lip tightly, she couldn't say anything, she took a deep breath, and then stabilized her feelings:
"The other party is a vampire with scars on his face, he knows my ice crystals, so he will let people arrest me up the mountain, in order to get my body, if Chu Ao takes a step at night, I may have bitten my tongue and killed myself."
Nangong Ming was silent, when he arrived, Chu Aotian had already rescued her, and he was more than one step late.
"You think that even if there is no Chu Aotian, you can still rescue me safely, but you don't know, if there is no Chu Aotian, I have already bitten my tongue and committed suicide, and that man will definitely get my body before I die."
Xi Xichen looked at the man with a pale face, and said to him with a sneer:
"When you arrive, all you can see is a vampire with a scarred face on my corpse!"
"Say no more!"
Nangong Ming's voice was hoarse, his eyes were red, and he covered his face in pain.
After a long time, he opened his eyes, bloodthirsty and violent: "That vampire is still alive?" ”
He knew that it was Nangong Chi, he didn't die four years ago, and he had seen him in Lotus Mountain, and his face was full of scars, just like what she said.
"Killed by Chu Aotian."
Looking at Nangong Ming's pain, Xi Xichen suddenly felt a sense of revenge, and wanted to let him taste everything he had endured over the years.
Later, she threatened with her life, and he let her and Chu Aotian leave.
That night, Chu Aotian asked her to invite him to dinner, and in order to repay his kindness, he bought him a yellow~colored Rambo.
"I was eating at the restaurant with Chu Aotian, and you've been following me, right?"
Nangong Ming nodded, he was not at ease at that time, and it was impossible for her to be alone with Chu Aotian, even if she was angry, it was impossible to really ignore her, not to mention that she was still pregnant with his child?
"So, you lied to me that you regretted it, and you wanted to take our child, even stabbing me?"
Now that Nangong Ming thinks about it, he thinks how he was so stupid at that time to believe her words against her conscience.
That's not her true words at all, she loves their children so much, how can she be willing to beat them?
Nangong Ming, you are really a pig, a big stupid pig, a hopelessly stupid pig.
"If I don't do that, you will arrest me again, I have been lucky enough to escape from Yao Ling's hands three times, no matter how much God loves me and the child, it is impossible to escape the fourth time, I must leave."
Once in Nangong Manor, it happened twice in their beloved nest, once in chicken soup, fortunately she didn't drink much at that time, and the child escaped, and Qiqi's miscarriage was the last one.
Nangong repentant's bowels were blue, it was his distrust that put her in danger, and it was his distrust that pushed her away with his own hands!
"After you left, Leng Rui called me on my father's mobile phone, he arrested my parents, smoked them all blood, and forced me to call you, if you don't do what he says, he will kill them."
Xi Xichen looked at Nangong Ming, thinking of the picture four years ago when she forced him to drink the poisonous red wine with her own hands and stabbed him twice in the heart, she couldn't help but close her eyes.
"How did you get so ruthless at that time?"
This is Nangong Ming's eternal pain, which can be forgiven, but it is difficult to let go.
"I don't have a choice, if I can, I'm willing to trade my life for their safety, and I will never touch you."
Xi Xichen's voice was very hoarse, and he spoke again in pain: "It wasn't until you fell in a pool of blood and my parents walked down safe and sound that I realized that they were all lying to me and using me, and at that moment my heart seemed to have fallen to hell." ”
Nangong Ming was distressed and wanted to reach out to hug her, but she avoided her.
"I thought you were dead, I wanted to go to Nangong Manor to see you for the last time, I wanted to tell you that I would give birth to our child, I wanted to tell you how much my heart hurt, I wanted to say sorry to you, I wanted to say a lot of things to you, but they didn't let me in."
Xi Xichen's lowered eyes raised and looked straight again, and his eyes couldn't be controlled anymore.
"That's not your fault, it's my fault, if I hadn't put all my time and energy on Ushaman's mother and daughter at that time, I wouldn't have let Leng Rui, the villain, have a chance to persecute you, in the end, I deserve to let you fall into such a painful decision."
Nangong Ming suddenly felt that she deserved it, she had suffered so much for him, but he didn't protect her at all, and he was still blaming her for being ruthless.
"I stood in Nangong Manor for a long time before I saw a few cars drive out, I stopped the car, and it was Yao Ling who walked down."
Xi Xichen's face changed, and his voice turned cold in vain: "I begged her to let me see you for the last time, she said I was unworthy, and slapped me hard." ”
"She said that women like you and me deserve to die, and I am the one who caused you to end up today, but I pretended to be pitiful and merciful here, but I was speechless at the time, it was indeed me who killed you with my own hands, and I deserved it."
"She asked me to kneel down and beg her, maybe she would relent, let me see you for the last time, I knelt, but she repented and kicked me in the stomach, and the blood stained my clothes and pants red."
"That slut, how dare she do this to you."
Nangong Ming clenched his fists, and a cruel killing intent flashed in his eyes.
"What would she not dare? Thirteen years ago, it wasn't because she misled us that we would quarrel and catch fire, and she would be right outside the door, no matter how much I shouted at her, she wouldn't open the door for me. ”
Xi Xichen glared at Nangong Ming, and roared at him in an uncontrollable voice:
"The most painful thing for me is that you knew about it back then, but you didn't punish her, you still kept her by your side, and you still believe in her so much, we left for nine years because of this woman for thirteen years, and we quarreled again and again because of her nine years later, but you didn't trust me once."
Nangong Ming's heart ached unbearably, and he reached out to hold her tightly in his arms, and his voice trembled:
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, no matter what you say in the future, I will believe you, and there will never be a second Yao Ling between us."
"Don't touch me, there really won't be a second Yao Ling between us, because it's impossible for us to come together again."
Xi Xichen struggled, desperately pushed him away, and yelled at him.
Xi Xichen almost used all his strength, Nangong Ming was pushed back a few steps, and he looked at her painful face in silence.
Even the memories are so painful, let alone at the time?
"How did you leave Country M, and how did you become a vampire?"
After a long time, Nangong Ming asked in a hoarse voice that could no longer be hoarse.
"It was a girl who saved me, and she happened to be a vampire too, and her man abandoned her and got along with another woman, so they left country M together."
Xi Xichen didn't explain it too clearly, just gave a rough idea.
"How did you get here after all these years?"
He was so weak, he had never suffered a little, and without the blood fox cat, how painful should her transformation?
"When I transformed, I might have stumbled into the right herb by mistake, so that it wouldn't be too painful, and that state of confusion only lasted for three months."
Xi Xichenqing slowly calmed down and continued:
"We have been in the primeval forest for a long time, and our children are born in the forest."
Xi Xichen understated it, but Nangong Ming knew that she must have had a bad time over the years.
How bad the environment of the primeval forest is, he knows very well, there is nothing, there are snakes and scorpions everywhere, it is impossible to prevent it, the night is dark and silent and fearful, how much has she suffered?
The flowers of the greenhouse, suddenly transplanted to nature, pregnant to give birth, only one person accompanied her, and with a debt of self-blame for him.
Needless to say, she would be woken up every night by nightmares, and then burst into tears, guilty, self-blame, and agony, and woke up unable to fall asleep.
"We had no papers, no identity, and could only live in the forest until we met Mr. Z two years ago, and I saved his life, and he returned what we wanted, an identity house, and a freelance job with a high salary."
Xi Xichen thought back to the hardships along the way, and suddenly felt that he was so lucky, every time he could meet good people to help him, he could survive safely.
"I'm damn for making you and your children suffer so much."
When she was suffering in the forest, she was hating her, blaming her for being ruthless, and trying her best to forget her.
"What month and day was the baby born?"
"July 7th, seven o'clock in the evening."
Xi Xichen didn't understand Nangong Ming suddenly asked this, there were many hunters in the primeval forest who would come in, and some came in in teams, she had picked up a solar watch, so she knew the time.
"Six o'clock on the seventh day of July is the time when I wake up."
Nangong Ming was very excited, but then he regretted and blamed himself even more, he woke up and knew that she had killed the child, and he hated her so much, but he didn't know that it was the time when she needed someone to accompany her the most and was the most painful.
"Did it hurt when you gave birth, did they torture you?"
"Fortunately, they are very well-behaved, they didn't toss me much, and they were born very smoothly."
Xi Xichen shook his head, the clouds were light, and he continued to say indifferently: "For four years, I thought you were dead, and I wanted to take them to see you after the children were born, but unfortunately I don't even know where your grave is!" ”
Every time Xi Xichen said a word, Nangong Ming's angina pectoris was more painful every time.
"It wasn't until I came to France a week ago and saw the news of your engagement to Yao Ling that I didn't know that you weren't dead." R1154