(If you want to hear more of your voices and receive more of your opinions, search for the WeChat public account "qdread" now and pay attention to it to give more support to "The Palace Maid Marries"!) A few days ago, because I had been planning about Shang Meiren, I didn't even read the book well, and the words were even more because I was full of thoughts, and the writing was a mess. Now that everything is in order, we just have to sit back and wait for the result.

So, under the banner of reading and practicing calligraphy, Ru Xuan came to the lakeside of Huiming Lake as usual.

It's just that I can't calm down and study hard no matter what. Read a sentence and forget a sentence. Even if it was a quiet recitation, after a few times, my mind was still blank.

As a result, after a morning, the book in his hand did not even turn a page, still staying in place, and the words, as usual, were as ugly as ghosts.

What is this?

Sure enough, the brain capacity is small, and it can't fit into a thing, and it's restless when it encounters something!

Ru Xuan laughed at herself for not being able to calm down, and sat on the stone bench angrily and sulked with herself.

It was close to noon, the white sunlight was sprinkled all over the ground, and the temperature was rising, even if it was by the lake, and there was dense shade of trees, Ru Xuan still felt that it was unusually hot.

What the hell weather!

Sure enough, when she was in a bad mood, everything was unpleasant to look at, Ru Xuan was upset, picked up a stone and threw it into the lake, the stone fell into the water, splashing a small piece of water, but soon sank to the bottom of the lake.

It would be nice if Shi Qi was there, at least someone who could chat, plus Shi Qi was also a full reader of poetry and books, and she could also teach her to know those words she didn't know, not to mention, Shi Qi's writing was neat and beautiful, and she didn't lose her atmosphere, so she should be a good teacher.

While thinking about it, the long figure of Shi Qi broke into Ru Xuan's mind, and the outline gradually became clear.

Warm as jade, the style is shining.

This is Ru Xuan's inner evaluation of him when she saw Shiqi for the first time, Shiqi is handsome and handsome, three points more beautiful than a woman, and always has a warm smile on her face, which makes people can't take their eyes off it when they look at it.

Somehow, thinking of Shiqi, Ru Xuan's restless heart just now gradually calmed down, and a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth that even she hadn't noticed.

Since you want to see him, ask him out, and if you are tired again, invite him to eat grilled fish!

Ru Xuan thought so, so she left a small note down, and as usual, pressed it with a stone to prevent the wind from blowing away.

After the arrangements were made, Ru Xuan simply packed up her things, and her mood improved, and she went back to the Huanyi Bureau to eat with a small tune.

In the afternoon, Ru Xuan didn't even take a nap, pushed the dishes, tired Qiaohui went to clean up, and hurried to Huiming Lake again.

The lake was still empty and uninhabited, although Ru Xuan had long been accustomed to such quietness, but when her eyes fell on the note that had not moved, her heart still twitched.

Although the note was pressed down by the stone, the edges of the paper were constantly shaking because of the wind, and it seemed to be a silent struggle.

Ru Xuan was a little disappointed and wanted to take back the note, but thinking about it was just a noon time, even if Shiqi wanted to come, he didn't necessarily have time, but he also felt a little at ease.

Boredom came to her heart again, Ru Xuan was a little bored, and she didn't have the heart to practice here again, so she sighed and returned to the Huanyi Bureau, planning to make up for a natural nap.

But lying on the bed tossing and turning, but I couldn't sleep, my mind was full of the face and figure of the world, and then I was really annoyed, and I didn't care about the summer heat, I actually took a thin quilt and covered my head and forced myself to sleep.

Perhaps, Shiqi just doesn't have time, and as a subordinate, he can't control his own time. Yes, it must be so.

Seeing that the untouched note was still waving helplessly in the wind, Ru Xuan secretly comforted herself.

Looking at the gradually darkening sky and the brighter stars, Ru Xuan could only sigh silently in secret.

Hopefully, he didn't dislike her and deliberately alienate her.

Before looking for Shiqi, Ru Xuan had also thought about this problem, and had also prepared for the worst, and she had also imagined what she would do if Shiqi felt that she was demanding too much and stopped paying attention to her.

Although Ru Xuan is unwilling to lose a friend who sincerely wants to treat her, in the face of Shang Meiren, a life-saving benefactor, Ru Xuan really can't find any reason to refuse.

Therefore, she held on to a glimmer of hope, hoping that Shiqi could understand her difficulties and put himself in her shoes.

However, she forgot that Shiqi was a person, an independent individual, not a roundworm in her stomach, she didn't say anything, he was natural, and he didn't know anything.

Sure enough, people are still selfish, and in order to make themselves feel at ease, they still choose to give up their friends and give up friendship.

The mist in her eyes gradually filled her entire eyeballs, and Ru Xuan endured it to prevent tears from falling.

For the next few days, the paper was still swaying in the wind, still looking like it was trying to break free. And the edges of the paper, too, look a little crumpled because of the sun and wind.

Several times, Ru Xuan wanted to take the piece of paper back and tear it to shreds.

But as soon as she thought that maybe Shiqi would come back again, Ru Xuan's outstretched fingers retracted like an electric shock.

Several times, Ru Xuan wanted to go to Chaoyang Hall in person to make sure that Shiqi was really busy and couldn't get away, instead of deliberately avoiding her and not seeing her.

But as soon as she thought of the trouble she would bring to Shiqi if she came forward, Ru Xuan dispelled her original thoughts.

In despair, even a straw will not be let go, and at this moment, even if there is a little hope, Ru Xuan does not want to give up lightly.

However, until the evening of the fifth day of the new year, the note was still basking in the white moonlight.

It's like an abandoned child, no one cares, no one asks.

Biting her somewhat pale lower lip, Ru Xuan decisively turned her head and walked out of this secret Huiming Lake, leaving this so-called "holy place of reading".

Back at the Huanyi Bureau, Ru Xuan lost her mind, climbed into bed, and pulled the thin quilt over her head and covered her head.

"Sister...... Qiaohui had never seen Ru Xuan look so out of shape, and asked uneasily.

Ru Xuan didn't agree, just pulled the corners of the quilt and covered herself more and more tightly, as if it was not a hot summer, but a cold winter.

Or is it that her heart is colder than the snow in winter.

Qiaohui didn't dare to squeak again, just quietly lay down beside her.

The candle flame on the bedside table jumped and jumped, and the candle burst several times, but no one paid attention to such an auspicious scene.

The night grew deeper.

The lights in the Chunhui Hall were brighter than usual, and the servants were also busy in a panic, running inside and outside the hall.

Tomorrow, it's coming soon.

Lying on the bed, Shang Meiren stared at the lotus-colored curtain, eating and thinking. (My novel "The Marriage of the Palace Maid" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lottery gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! )