When Xie Shu heard this, he smiled at Guang Mohan instead, "I'm afraid!" ”

He was afraid of death.

No one has ever experienced the pain in the internal organs and the darkness in front of them when they drink the poison.

That despair is more like falling into hell.

His whole body hurt as if he was burned by the heat, and the next moment it was like walking in the ice and snow, and he wanted to faint immediately, but he couldn't.

Those pains made him unable to live, to die......

He used less poison-mixed meals, so his mother would give him the last breath of antidote when he was dying. Later, he was rescued by the Xiao family's subordinates and barely picked up a life.

However, since then, his body has never recovered. Alive, more like a poor worm, struggling to catch his breath.

Sometimes, it is not necessarily good to live, but the one who dies is liberated.

In the middle of the night, Xie Shu often dreamed that in the past, he stood in the cage and saw how his parents and relatives used those poisoned meals, and finally everyone cried and begged that they didn't want to die, and his young sister, with a pair of clear eyes, slowly blurred, and even bleeding out.

She said, my brother saved me, my brother I hurt so much.

He watched, but there was nothing he could do.

He could only watch in his dreams, watching his relatives slowly being tortured to death by poison one by one. Every time he was scared to wake up in a dream, he hated himself for being cowardly and unable to avenge his parents...... He was really scared...... If he is dead, who will watch the day when the Bo family really collapses, and who will come to give his parents a clear day. Grave.

If he's gone...... The Xiao family is really completely gone.

Sometimes, choosing to escape is not what he wants.

He hoped that he could have all the strength, even if it was only for a few years, at least so that he would not be in a coma in the winter. In this way, he can also lead the former subordinates of the Xiao family to avenge their parents.

However, when he saw that the former subordinates of the Xiao family also had children and wives, he hesitated.

If he fails, it doesn't matter if he loses his life, those who follow him. It's the family that is ruined.

He all these years. He has experienced too much warmth and coldness outside, but he doesn't want the children of these loyal people to end up like him.

Moreover, Emperor Yuan Ding was not a mediocre emperor. If he takes revenge. There will be another storm and waves. may have also allowed the people of the Bo family to take the opportunity to ascend to the throne. The next people to suffer are the people of the whole world.

So, Xie Shu hesitated. also chose to give up revenge.

What he has to do now is to live well, and only by living can he watch the Bo family kill themselves.

"Are you afraid?" Guang Mohan stood up from the stool, "Xiao Yuheng, you have changed, you were not like this before!" ”

"Time can easily change a person!" Xie Shu smiled very lightly, "I will change, it is also human nature!" Since the emperor handed you the letter, he never thought of taking your life. Now don't think about anything else, live well! ”

When Guang Mohan heard this, he was very unappreciative, "You are so cowardly!" ”

Xie Shu was stunned for a moment, and then was extremely helpless.

The same thing he had heard from the mouths of those old genuses of the Xiao family many years ago.

They said he was cowardly and afraid to stand up. Now Guang Mohan said the same......

"I've always been cowardly, I don't argue with this!" Xie Shu looked at his fingertips and said slowly, "Why did Miss Liu die, you should know." One of them is despair, and the other is nothing more than hope to save you. When she passed away, she wrote down the account books and things that the Bo family had done over the years and handed them over to the Shen family. If she really doesn't want to care about you at all, why would she leave here? ”

Liu Wenxian's death did not let Xie Shu go. Although Liu Wenxian did a lot of wrong things, speaking of which, Liu Wenxian is also a poor person.

Liu Wenxian was obviously dead, but he left these.

She wanted to protect Guang Mohan.

In fact, Liu Wenxian also knows that it is impossible for her to live too long, she knows too many things, and knowing too much is the cause of death.

Although the Bo family will not do anything to her now, it is only a matter of time before they do. As long as the Bo family starts to rebel, then she will be the first person to be exterminated......

Rather than die in the hands of the Bo family, it is better for her to end herself early.

After all, she was born to be loveless.

Xie Shu mentioned Liu Wenxian, and Guang Mohan's expression was a little bad.

He was trembling so much that he didn't know how to answer Xie Shu at this time.

Liu Wenxian's affection for him, he has always known.

After a long time, Guang Mohan said, "I'm not afraid of death!" ”

"So tell me, what are you going to do? Do you go and tell the emperor to let him help you, or go to the Bo family to die in vain! Xie Shu directly said what Guang Mohan could do, "Even, do you want to use the power of other people?" What is the difference between these, and delusions! Bo family, how can you be as weak as you think! Now Rouran and Wu Huan's offense, isn't it enough to explain the problem? ”

The Bo family has been planning for many years, how can they take it lightly at this time.

During these days, although Shen Yanshan was in the capital, he had a very hard time.

Even Dingguo Gong, who said outside the capital that he would no longer care about everything, had to go back to the Shen family in person.

Dingguo Gong's body was not as good as day by day, but it was just a short distance, and he vomited blood twice on the road.

He has survived until now because of the last shred of faith.

Although Dingguo Gong was reluctant to meddle in the affairs of the Shen family, he also did not want his children to suffer. On the surface, he asked Shen Yanshan to handle everything, but in fact, he just wanted Shen Yanshan to choose the monarch in the future.

If Shen Yanshan succeeds, then this monarch may look at the friendship he once had, so that the Shen family will not be destroyed in the future.

Even if the monarch doesn't look at the friendship of the past, you must know that the Shen family has never been interested in the throne.

Minister, always minister.

What should not be contaminated should never be contaminated......

The tempers of Dingguo Gong and Shen Yanshan are really somewhat similar, and they never say the reason for what they do, even if what he does is for your good, he will never speak.

Xie Shu remembered that Yan Jin's smile was so dazzling.

Yan Jin will only break the calm and reveal the side of his little daughter when he meets Shen Yanshan.

And Shen Yanshan can have a woman like Yan Jin as his wife, which is also Shen Yanshan's blessing.

The Shen family did teach a good child.

And his father has such a cowardly son as him.

Guang Mohan stood in front of Xie Shu for a long time, and finally seemed to have compromised, "Since that's the case, I'll go to the Shen family first!" ”

"Now, you're going to scare the snake!" Xie Shu stopped Guang Mohan's movements and raised his head, looked at the wall not far away, and said, "You go to Yan's room, you will meet the person you want to meet!" ”

(PS: I won't go to work tomorrow, I'll stay up late tonight to update, don't finish writing, don't sleep!) You can rest assured that by this time tomorrow, the text will be all over and will be done. (To be continued.) )