Xia Mo woke up, the light was too bright, the world of white flowers stung her eyes, she covered it with her hands, her consciousness was chaotic, where is this?

Is it heaven? Subconsciously, she thinks that white is heaven and black is hell.

It's just that she has committed so many sins, is she really qualified to go to heaven?

It wasn't until she opened her eyes completely and looked around that the white sheets and the pungent smell of disinfectant told her that this was the hospital.

She didn't die...... She didn't even die?

How ridiculous, after taking sleeping pills and jumping from such a high cliff, he can still pick up a life.

Sure enough, a person like her, who is full of sins, will not be accepted by heaven or hell, so he can only wander in the world.

Thirsty!

She wanted to get up and drink water, but the moment she opened the quilt, she was stunned, and her legs were ...... What about her legs?

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After waking up, Xia Mo had to face the purgatory-like world, and after losing her left leg, she was like a geist, occasionally quiet, occasionally giggling, and occasionally yelling hysterically.

The physical and psychological pain caused her to have a nervous breakdown and wander back and forth between different worlds...... Lose your marbles!

"Still, don't blame me! Don't blame me...... It's not my fault, if you want to blame it, you have to blame why you want to be with Xuanmu, why you want to play the song "Xianglun Xiaoyu", that's our song...... It's a song that belongs only to us. Xia Mo shivered under the quilt, like the last autumn leaf hanging on the treetops in autumn, and it only took a gust of wind to destroy her.

She remembers the first time she met Genki, it was a music lesson. The music teacher taught everyone to play with four hands, and everyone practiced for a long time. Several students also went up to play, but they all failed.

Later, the teacher said that everyone should recommend two of the best piano players to play this song "Xianglun Xiaoyu". Then she and Xuanmu sat in front of the piano, the first time she saw such a good-looking boy, sitting with him, she only felt her heart pounding, and her palms were in a cold sweat.

Xuanmu just smiled faintly at her, his long eyelashes were like the thin wings of a butterfly, and he showed a clean and thorough smile.

She looked stupid...... Suddenly his face turned red.

Then the performance began, and they played very precisely, and they worked together so well. It's like we've been practicing together for a long time...... Even the music teacher said that she was surprised and surprised to be able to play so well at their age.

Later, someone bullied Xuanmu, she stood up for him, he asked her why she wanted to help him, she thought about it for a long time, and said that because he was beautiful, but in fact it was because she liked this little boy.

Later, Yunhai also came to Nanhua, and they became inseparable good friends. The two had no guesses, and even jokes without any concept of gender, and she once attacked the two who were in the men's toilet with a water gun, so ashamed that they called her not a girl at all. It's so embarrassing that after that, they called her the third brother.

In the years of growing up, she slowly accumulated a qiē about him. Know what brands of clothes and shoes he likes, and know what he is allergic to. Even his birth date is known, and he is secretly looking for someone to solve the marriage. But it never worked out.

Because whether it is a master in the temple or a fortune teller on the street, as long as he sees the note she handed over, he will frown, shake his head and say that he is only a shallow learner, and this kind of fate cannot be calculated.

But that didn't stop her from liking him, even if it turned out to be a fight between them.

She just likes him, she loves him paranoidly.

She loved to practice with him, his long, white fingers tapping on the black and white keys, and the precision of the rhythm eclipsed even her.

She liked his misty eyes, like the thin wings of a butterfly, and the smell of sunshine when he smiled.

She likes his calm and indisputable appearance, but she prefers him to be naughty and mischievous, and he is stupid and ridiculous with her.

They had been in the same class from elementary school to high school, and she was used to seeing him as soon as she turned around.

He wasn't a particularly hard-working student and often lowered the average grade in his class, but she knew that Genki was actually an extremely smart boy.

In the first semester of the sophomore year of high school, he was woken up by the teacher and asked him to answer the questions on the blackboard, he stood up calmly and calmly, and wrote the correct answer as quickly as possible, and the idea of solving the problem was completely different from what the teacher said.

He wasn't the best boy she'd ever seen, but he was her favorite person...... Like to obsessed with Cheng dù.

Once, she once thought that Xuanmu also liked her, but she didn't know how to confess it because of the close friendship between the three of them......

Until Yanran appeared and broke all of this.

She remembered that not long after the start of the first year of high school, she saw Xuanmu and Yanran walking on the asphalt road upstairs, the lights on both sides shone on them, glowing with a warm halo, they were walking very slowly, seemingly unrelated, but with a faint sweet smell.

When he parted, he didn't know what to say to her, his whole face was red, the roots of his ears seemed to be able to drip blood, and he scratched his head a little overwhelmed, looking nervous and wolf......

That was Xuanmu she had never seen before, and after many years of getting along, she naturally knew it, and knew that he must have been moved by this girl.

Since then, her world has been stirred up by a girl named Gu Yanran, and everyone is talking about the same girl, Gu Yanran.

She is beautiful, calm, and has excellent grades...... Yes! She has a condition that people love, and in the face of such a beautiful Yanran, she suddenly becomes dispensable.

She is no longer a topic of discussion among her classmates, no longer an idol they envy, and her ears and mind are full of Yanran...... Gu Yanran.

Her heart hurts, but no one knows, no one pays attention, the seeds of evil may have been planted at that time, she set up a game with her own hands, she understands that in this game, no matter who loses or wins, she will definitely hurt everyone.

She also hesitated, wondering whether she should let go......

She admits that the purpose of approaching Yanran is not pure. But the more she got along with her, the more she liked this girl. Her sincerity, simplicity, and kindness have touched her too much.

They celebrate the New Year in the compound. For the first time, she felt the taste of home, making dumplings together, setting off firecrackers together, playing and frolicking together, and squeezed three people into a bed to sleep when they were sleepy.

Yanran treats her well, how could she not know that no matter how scheming and hard-hearted she is, she will also be influenced in the bits and pieces of life. Even occasionally forget your true purpose.

Every time she had a menstrual affair, Yanran would boil her ginger water to soak her feet, boil brown sugar water to warm her stomach, and even wash her dirty sheets...... When she cries, Yanran will cry with her, she laughs, and Yanran will silently bless her.

She understands that Yanran may not have much, but she can treat her with all her sincerity. That's enough, isn't it?

She really thought about giving up Xuanmu, it didn't matter, at least she had one more sister, didn't she?

So, I forced myself to be with Yunhai, who had always liked her. She understands that as long as she can be with Yunhai, the four of them can be happy.

But. Feelings can be cultivated, but love cannot. It's as if she can't be with her own brother, and that makes her feel shameless.

She really worked hard...... I want to give up too!

But then. Yan Ran just played the song "Xianglun Xiaoyu" with Xuan Mu, she clearly knew what that song meant to her, it was the best memory of her and Xuan Mu, but Yan Ran cruelly tore up the little beauty she had in front of her.

She still remembers that day, they appeared on the stage, talented and beautiful, causing a burst of exclamations from the audience. He had a smug smile on his face, and he seemed to be showing off to the whole world that Yanran was his girlfriend, like a prince pulling the princess at the very top of the castle, declaring that they were a natural pair, and then receiving people's blessings.

At that moment, Xia Mo really wished that she could die, and if she did, maybe she wouldn't have to see such a humiliating picture...... They looked at each other and smiled, the cross was clasped, so dazzling that her tears flowed out of her eyes.

Then they sat in front of the piano and played, and when they played the first note, she knew that it was "Xianglun Xiaoyu", and she only felt that her head was "buzzing" open, and her heart hurt so much that it was difficult to breathe.

That's their song, that's her and Genki's song!

But now it wasn't her who was doing it by his side, she felt like a mermaid princess who had been robbed of her happiness, and she felt like she was about to turn into a bubble...... Disappeared in general.

But they were laughing, they were smiling so brightly, so happy...... Then there was the loudest applause, which lasted for a long time.

She didn't do anything wrong, she just wanted to live.

Without Xuanmu, she would have disappeared, silently like a mermaid princess, and the prince didn't even know that there was once a mermaid who loved him deeply.

She didn't want to be such a sad character, she wanted to do everything she could, and she tried everything to keep Xuanmu by her side.

There is no one in this world who loves him more than her, they have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, and the two have no guesses, and they should have been together.

The prince and the mermaid were supposed to be together, and if it weren't for that hateful human princess, they would have been a natural pair.

She wants to rewrite their fate, she wants to make Genki fall in love with her, and make him understand that only they are the most suitable couple.

She gave Yan Ran a chance, and Yan Ran also said that Xuanmu's affairs would no longer have anything to do with her in the future.

But Yanran couldn't do it, and Xuanmu didn't do it either...... That day, she accidentally opened Xuanmu's textbook, but found that it was full of paintings of Yanran's portraits, and she understood that if she didn't make a move, she really wouldn't have a chance again.

If possible, she really didn't want to hurt Yanran.

That night, she gave Yanran two choices, but no matter which one she chosen, she wouldn't really hurt her, as long as she was willing to leave Nanhua and leave Xuanmu, no matter what conditions she offered, she would meet her.

It's true! She just loves Xuanmu too much, she just wants to be with him too much.

She swore that she would love Xuanmu more than Yanran, and that she would love him with a heart of atonement.

She just wants Yanran to leave, she just wants her to leave Nanhua.

Everyone only saw her and hated Yanran, but they didn't know ...... How much she loves her! (To be continued......)