Chapter 130: Introspection

If it is said that Yan Ran is sometimes very wooden in the face of feelings, then Yan Yu is a clever ghost.

With his hands on his chest, he looks like a little adult, as if to say, what's so great about a class, what's wrong with the same table? The point is that she wants to know the reason why he came to his sister in person this time, and her sister doesn't seem to be very kind to him.

"So what?" Yan Yu asked trickily.

"A few days ago, I accidentally broke Yanran's fountain pen, and she was very angry with me and didn't talk to me for several days. I later learned that the pen was given to her by you...... I've always felt quite guilty in my heart, I found a lot of places, and finally repaired the pen, so I wanted to come over to apologize, and I was embarrassed to bother, so I kept wandering around the door for a long time, and finally saw Yan Yu, but she regarded me as a bad person. "Xuanmu said this grievance, he knows it with reason, and he moves it with affection.

It's all true, but by him so evasively and lightly said, the effect is completely different, he didn't say how the pen broke, only talked about Yanran angry, why did he quarrel this time He didn't say, only said that he came to apologize.

deepened his sincerity and heart, but it seemed that Yanran was too stingy and willful.

"This is Yanran's fault with you, how can classmates be angry about this little thing! Besides, Xuanmu didn't mean it, you see how sincere he is, this big man came over to give you a pen, but you are not allowed to show him his face again. Grandma Gu naturally also saw that Xuanmu appeared, and Yanran was absent-minded, and she looked even more ignorant of Xuanmu. I thought it was because of the pen, and she kept vomiting.

So, at the request of Grandma Gu, Xuanmu and Yanran shook hands and made peace.

Xuan Mu was secretly happy in his heart, Grandma Gu's education policy has really been the same for more than ten years, just like when she was a child, as long as they quarreled, she wanted them to shake hands and reconcile.

Xuanmu held Yanran's hand, smiling extremely brightly and triumphantly, but Yanran had the urge to strangle him.

Sunny afternoon. The town with black tiles and white walls is under the blue sky and white clouds. Looming in the greenery, the mottled walls, the shiny stone slabs polished by the years, and the flowers blooming in the corners. A qiē here is calm and peaceful. The silence remains.

The two walked quietly along the stone path. One left and one right, silent, stepping on the same beat. The footsteps are surprisingly consistent.

This road is deeply imprinted in his childhood, so that even many years later, he can still dream of a girl holding a few popsicles in her hands, running fast, two black and soft braids jumping behind her head, her white skirt slightly raised, her white and tender little hands holding his hand tightly, occasionally turning her head to smile at him, the smile is quiet, two dimples bloom on the cheeks, like a rainbow, full of joyful colors, whoever looks at the corners of the mouth will not help but rise.

He turned his head to look at her, his eyes crooked, he had already liked her by that time!

Around the town, they walked for a long time, unhurried.

Xuan Mumoto hates going out in the summer the most, he is especially afraid of heat, but under such a scorching sun, he doesn't even feel hot, his heart seems to be washed by this old town, and his body and mind are comfortable and comfortable, which makes him feel a little surprised.

The town is small, and they just walk along the winding path aimlessly.

The town is hidden in the shade of the mountains, affected by the topography and natural environment, creating its unique climate environment, warm in winter and cool in summer, surrounded by green mountains and green waters, away from the hustle and bustle, quiet and peaceful, is the best environment for recuperation, which is why Professor Li wants to spend his old age here.

Trees along the way shade the sky and the sun, has been growing quietly here for a hundred years, see the rise and fall of the town, bathed in the sun, the shadow of the trees and light and shadow are intertwined, the breeze is light, with the fragrance of grass and flowers, cool and pleasant, comfortable and extraordinary.

"Why didn't you go on a graduation trip?" She asked, her expression still indifferent and her voice small, but he still heard it.

"If you don't go, I won't either."

There was a long silence again, and the two of them were silent, and they kept walking, mottled by the shadows of the trees, walking very slowly, as if if they kept walking, those troubles would gradually disappear with the birds and flowers in the jungle, as if nothing had happened, and there was no need to worry about what had not happened.

Walking along the tree-lined path to the east, there is a small arch bridge with clear water at the bottom of the bridge, sparkling in the light and shadow.

He took her hand, stopped, and looked at the bridge quietly for a while, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were crooked, as if he had evoked many childhood memories.

Of course, she understands that it was here that she mischievously took away all the clothes of the little boys who were playing in the river, causing them to run around the town with their bare butts under the blue sky and daylight......

Now that I think about it, she was really bad at that time, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.

"Sit down for a while!" He took her hand and sat down on the big rock by the river, took off his shoes and socks, and put his slender feet into the river, which was refreshing.

"It's so cool, you can try it too...... Give it a try! "The sun shines, the water is sparkling, and the clear water is cool and comfortable.

He held her feet and wanted to slip the slippers for her, but she instinctively shrank back, but he grabbed her tighter, and seeing that she resisted slightly, he looked up and smiled at her, and his dark eyes were full of joy, so that she could not bear to refuse, so that he let him untie her shoelaces and put her white and small feet into the stream......

"Are you comfortable?" He asked her.

"Hmm!" She replied, and the corners of her mouth finally had a smile, quiet and beautiful.

Under the green shade, in the dappled light and shadow, the cool stream flows past their ankles, occasionally making a gurgling sound, which is the sound of the stream rubbing against the stones, which is beautiful and beautiful.

He took advantage of the situation to cover her hands, his body was supported back, his eyes were slightly closed, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, leisurely.

"How nice it is like that~" he said.

"Okay? …… It won't be long before we'll be arguing again. She said, looking lonely, the birds and cicadas chirped in midsummer, the light and shadow swayed, flickering and darkening, sprinkled on her, with an incomprehensible blurred color.

"Still angry?" He smiled and ran his slender fingers through her hair, trying to dissolve the embarrassment and make her happy in this way.

"......" she bowed her head and said nothing, and she couldn't bear to say cruel words.

"It's not normal for couples to quarrel! If a few people fall in love and don't quarrel, won't it be reconciled after the quarrel? Like us! He clenched her hand, raised his eyebrows slightly, and watched her subtle changes in expression intently, he liked her so much, he liked her every look, happy or sad, in his eyes was the most beautiful face.

Yan Ran's head lowered slightly, and her eyelashes trembled slightly from his words, as if she had something to say, but she didn't know how to say it.

He said that quarrels were normal, but why did she only feel tired, the run-in process was too long and heavy, he enjoyed it, regarded it as some kind of natural, and she ...... But I want to give up.

"Actually, I'm thinking about it a lot these days...... I'm not considerate and attentive enough, and sometimes I'm self-righteous and self-centered. I'm sorry for not putting myself in your shoes. But my intentions are good, but the things I do tend to hurt you inadvertently. I have a bad temper, and I get angry at every turn, and I have wronged you...... In fact, I know my shortcomings and want to change them, but maybe not so quickly. He bowed his head, and his voice was calm, low and soft like a stream under their feet, gently tapping on her heart.

She looked up at him with some surprise.

He looked lonely, lowered his head, and gently stepped on the stream with his feet, like a child who had made a mistake.

He had never said anything like that to her, about his shortcomings.

has never calmed down so calmly to reflect on her behavior and temper, as if opening a window for her to see another side of him.

Xuanmu is not the kind of person who doesn't know how to reflect, in fact, every time he quarrels with Yanran, he will reflect on himself.

Men grow up in love, and every woman is their best teacher.

As he said, he knows his shortcomings, but sometimes it is difficult to control him, especially in the face of Yanran, he always seems too impatient, too impulsive, and impatient.

"Yan'er, I know you've been letting me, so every time I quarrel, I feel sorry, blame myself, and regret that I shouldn't have treated you like that." So every time the person who bows his head first will be him.

"I can rely on you for the rest, but not this time. Yan'er, it's not that I don't believe you, but four years in college, so long, you really can't bear to see me and don't want me? He said, looking at her intently, so that she had nothing to hide, unable to hide her feelings.

She lowered her head, her eyes were wet, and her voice was a little choked: "You know what? Actually, I used to think that we were quite similar, and I thought at least you could understand my feelings......"

"In Nanhua, you and I are both the kind of little people at the lowest end of the building, the family background is not good, and there are no specialties, so small that it is easy to be ignored, I like to be with you, because you are honest enough and very real, I don't have to pretend in front of you, at least in front of you, I don't have to have an inferiority complex......" Crystal tears slid down her cheeks, smashed on the tip of his heart, and burned a piece.

"Yan'er......" her name slipped from his throat, full of distress.

"But even if we are classified as the same person by Nanhua, the gap is still very different, we are like people living in two worlds, there are too many differences, different outlooks on life, world views, values, just in the circle of Nanhua, giving people a certain illusion, making me feel as if we are the same kind of people...... But in fact, we can't achieve mutual communication, you and my world are different, how can we understand and communicate with each other? I feel tired. She cried, but her mood was unusually peaceful, and for the first time she told him her thoughts so calmly.

The two were silent for a long time, she cried, but he could only be silent, in fact, Yanran's words angered him, and he could only use this way to try to control his bad feelings. (To be continued......) R1292