Chapter 204: Pampered and proud

I don't know if it's because Cheng Yiyao was too excited to meet his grandmother on the second day, or if he slept too much in the afternoon, but after nightfall, he couldn't sleep over and over, listening to Situ You's steady breathing beside him, he was afraid that he was already asleep, tired all day, and there was no lunch break.

Cheng Yiyao didn't dare to move, she just looked up to the sky and blinked her eyes and looked at the tent in a daze, and finally couldn't help but turn around carefully, looked at the people around her, and tentatively changed lightly: "Qinghe? ”

After a while, the room was still quiet, and he should have really fallen asleep, and the moonlight hit the man's warm face, which seemed to be coated with a faint light, making his already handsome face even more dusty, and carefully stretched out his hand to touch his lips, and a warm breath seemed to be transmitted to her heart through his fingertips.

The corners of Situ You's mouth always give people a feeling of smiling but not smiling, looking at the gentle and gentle complexion, but the smile never reaches the bottom of the eyes, he is polite to everyone, but he is ruthless to everyone.

Thinking of what An Qi said in the evening, Cheng Yiyao still felt incredible, this man who was always pale and didn't seem to care about anything he encountered, would lose his square inch because he fell asleep and couldn't wake up.

Cheng Yiyao has never expected that one day she will be cared about by her husband, she Cheng Yiyao can be treated sincerely by a person when she drinks very much, her requirements for her husband are very simple, she can give her the respect she deserves as a housewife, the two can respect each other like guests, have two children of their own, her husband can love the children he has produced, and even if he loves his aunt, he can respect her as a wife. will not do the thing of spoiling concubines and killing wives.

But during this period of time, Situ You has doted on her and indulged her. The care for her, the care for her, all of which made her feel a trace of expectation that should not be stored in her heart, when she first heard An Qi say today, a trace of panic flashed in her mind, whether they can be like the fourth uncle and the fourth aunt in a lifetime.

Immediately cut off his incredible delusions, Cheng Yiyao told herself that it was because they were still newlyweds, probably just like Situ Yue and King Jing. Newlyweds always have a sweet time.

The intersection between himself and Situ You is very rare, except for the occasional faint greeting on Situ Yue's side, there is not much conversation, and the only time they get along alone is when they were framed by the Wang family six years ago. The two of them only spoke a few words, and there was no one involved, and she was so bent on how to hide it, and she didn't have time to talk to them about anything when she was pressed for time.

Situ You has no reason to fall in love with himself. More than once, she recalled in her mind the pitiful few encounters she had with Situ Youshao. I wanted to find clues to convince myself that such a cold person as he was good to her because he loved her, but no, not once!

They don't even have a deep relationship between Situ Yue and King Jing, they are really childhood sweethearts, they have known that they have a marriage contract since they were children, and they often come into contact, and now they are not the same as most couples.

She can't think too much, expect too much. If one day you lose all these things, you will be unbearable, and you will not have any thoughts if you never get them. There will be no expectations, but gaining and losing it is like cutting a knife in the heart.

Cheng Yiyao couldn't help but shudder, she just thought that one day Situ You might talk politely to her, and she would be very fond of those delicate aunts, so she felt that her heart seemed to be pinched by something, what was wrong with her?

She also found that she had become more and more dependent on Situ You recently, and she seemed to be more and more unscrupulous in front of him, how did she become like this?

If one day she and Situ You go farther and farther away, will she become a jealous woman, in order to get her husband's heart, she will do whatever it takes, but in the end she pushes him farther away.

A touch of sadness flashed in Cheng Yiyao's eyes, she couldn't imagine herself becoming like that, she couldn't imagine that one day she and Situ You would be separated, she couldn't go on like this, even if she didn't have love, she couldn't let her husband hate her, now he may still be a little fresh, and he is five years younger than him, so naturally pampered, but he can't be so pampered and arrogant anymore.

What she was most worried about was that Situ You felt ashamed of herself because of Miss Liu's affairs, so she did everything possible to please and indulge herself, so she was too sad, and she was really low into the dust.

Situ You was originally asleep, but when Cheng Yiyao called him, he had already woken up in a daze, and at this time he was completely awake, feeling his wife's soft fingertips touch his lips, Situ You didn't move, but he felt that Cheng Yiyao's fingers stopped on his lips for a long time without moving.

When he opened his eyes, he saw a faint sadness in his wife's eyes, as if he was thinking about something, but his eyes fell on his face but he didn't seem to be looking at himself, even if he opened his eyes at this time, he didn't find Wu Zi in a daze.

Situ You couldn't help but feel suffocated in her heart, was she looking at others through herself?

Sure enough, the love that shouldn't belong to him was forcibly snatched over, and it was still not his own, was it really wrong, was he wrong?

He tried his best to give her happiness, and his mood was also happy when he saw her smiling every day, and when he saw her sad and depressed, he seemed to have a thousand pounds of boulder in his heart, and he couldn't breathe.

But even so, in the dead of night, she was still sad alone, and she wanted to ask but didn't open her mouth in the end, only continued to close her eyes and pretend to be asleep, but in fact, she didn't feel half sleepy.

Even if he knows that she doesn't have herself in her heart, Situ You doesn't plan to let go No matter what, she is now his wife, he won't let go if he dies, as long as he treats her sincerely, one year, two years, or ten or twenty years, they will spend their lives together, he has a lifetime to occupy a place in her heart, and one day he will warm her heart, so that she only has him in her heart.

Feeling a coldness coming from the man next to him, Cheng Yiyao came back to his senses but saw that Situ You was still asleep, and the previous feeling seemed to be his own delusion.

Even in summer, there is still a little coolness on the mountain at night, I was afraid that there was a cold wind blowing in before, so I gently pulled Situ You's quilt up a little, and then turned over and continued to lie on my back.

Cheng Yiyao wanted to deceive herself and tell herself that she cherished her rare happiness, if she really lost it one day, it was not because she had never loved, but the person who loved her had changed, and she was no longer the original him, so she could do it without minding, she would definitely be able to!

Rubbing his fingertips, he seemed to be able to feel the temperature left on Situ You's lips for a long time! (To be continued......)