After Shen Cangcang finished speaking, he felt that he had said the wrong thing, and he looked embarrassed and at a loss.

No matter how many difficulties Shen Yanshan has, he shouldn't hide it from Yan Jin. Because, Yan Jin is Shen Yanshan's wife in the future, and there should not be too much concealment between husband and wife.

This is really unfair to Yan Jin.

If Yu Fang hid too many things from her, she asked if she would be as calm as Yan Jin.

She stopped talking, and she didn't know what to say.

From Yan Jin's point of view, the things that the Shen family concealed were indeed a bit excessive.

However, Yan Jin's expression was still the same at this time, she just said lightly, "I don't mind!" ”

No one is perfect in the world, and who can choose their own birth?

It's not Shen Yanshan's fault.

Compared with the past, Yan Jin felt a little more pity for Shen Yanshan.

She didn't dare to think about how Shen Yanshan's childhood was spent.

Back then, Lu Xiaolou was pregnant, and although Lu Xiaolou knew that this child should not exist, he was unwilling to take it away. The child is innocent, and besides, this is still the child of her beloved...... Since Lu Xiaolou insisted on giving birth to a child, then this child should be justified. At that time, a young lady in the Lu family married the Shen family instead of Lu Xiaolou.

It was hard for Yan Jin to imagine what kind of mood Lu Xiaolou used to give birth to this child at that time.

Sometimes, being alive is also punishment.

Shen Yanshan has been smarter than ordinary people since he was a child, and he is enlightened earlier than anyone else. The more he understood, the more he understood his embarrassing position in the Shen family.

Perhaps because he was ashamed of Lu Xiaolou, Dingguo Gong gave the position of the prince to Shen Yanshan.

But. For Ding Guogong, every time he saw Shen Yanshan, his heart would be stabbed. For the Lu family and the Duchess of Dingguo, the existence of Shen Yanshan is also like the most filthy existence of the Lu family.

They were afraid that Shen Yanshan would know about his background, but Shen Yanshan, who already knew his background, would pretend not to know anything.

The young Shen Yanshan may not even have anyone around to talk to. Gradually, Shen Yanshan's temperament was withdrawn, and he didn't understand the sophistication of human feelings, let alone that he should be tactful.

He spoke harshly and directly. It's because no one taught him. This is not true. When he realized that this was wrong, he didn't want to change it.

Habits, where is it so easy to break?

As long as Yan Jin thought of this, his heart twitched with pain.

She was young. I've always been protected by my parents.

Compared with. Shen Yanshan's life was even more difficult.

For Yan Jin's reply. Although Shen Cangcang was surprised, he quickly calmed down.

She said, "Shen Yanshan can meet you." It's a blessing for two lifetimes! ”

Yan Jin smiled, if she could meet Shen Yanshan, wouldn't it be the blessing of cultivating two lives?

Fate, it's such a strange thing.

After the night darkened, Yan Jin lay on the bed and read a book after bathing, and the black silk with moisture fell from his ears. In the corner of the house, a palace lamp is burned, and the faint light dyes the room with a layer of warmth.

At this time, the window was knocked lightly, and the next moment, the person who was said by Shen Cangcang to have cultivated two lifetimes of blessings jumped in from the window.

Yan Jin didn't seem surprised at all, he just raised his hand and said, "There's warm soup on the stove, you use some!" ”

Shen Yanshan raised his eyebrows, put down the burden in his hand, went to the stove to remove the warm soup, and then drank it all in one gulp.

After Shen Yanshan used the soup, Yan Jin handed the hand stove on the side to Shen Yanshan, "Has the snow stopped outside?" ”

"Stopped!" Shen Yanshan didn't take the hand stove, but sat next to Yan Jin and pushed the hand stove into her hand, "Are you waiting for me?" ”

Yan Jin nodded, "I'm thinking, you'll come!" ”

She recently heard from her father that Dingguogong's illness was getting worse and worse, and Emperor Yuan Dingdi even sent the imperial doctor to Dingguogong's mansion, but the imperial doctor just said that Dingguogong was fine, but he was suffering from a cold.

Yan Jin knew that Emperor Dingguo was sick, and Emperor Yuan Ding did not let the imperial doctor tell the truth.

If Dingguo Gong is seriously ill and is about to pass away at any time at this time, then Shen Yanshan, as the eldest son, should be by Dingguogong's side all the time. Shen Yanshan did not move, Cheng Jiajun was leaderless, Yan Jin thought, Emperor Yuanding was about to send Shen Yanshan to the frontier.

Jingjue has already moved, as long as General Cheng dies, they will attack.

Since Shen Yanshan was leaving the capital, he would naturally come to say goodbye to her.

"Won't you ask me what's going on lately?" Shen Yanshan's expression was faint, and the hand hidden in the cuff revealed his calloused fingertips.

Yan Jin turned the pages of the book again, "If you want to go, I won't stop you, just ...... Come back early! ”

Shen Yanshan is a man, and at this time, it is natural for him to fight for the Great Yan Dynasty.

She didn't have any reason to stop Shen Yanshan.

Even if Yan Jin knew that if Dingguo Gong died, she would have to wait in the boudoir for three years before she could get married.

However, these are not the most important things.

Yan Jin thought for a while, and then said, "I'll help you watch the affairs in the capital!" ”

She will let Shen Yanshan set off without any pressure.

Shen Yanshan said, "I won't set off for the time being, and I must first settle inside." ”

What Yan Jin said to Shen Yanshan, Shen Yanshan remembered.

In fact, he quickly figured out why he couldn't protect Shen Cangcang in his previous life, and he didn't know the movements in the capital.

In his previous life, he obeyed the orders of Emperor Yuan Ding and went to the frontier, and after his father left, there was no one in the Shen family who could call the shots. If Jingjie raises troops, he must be very sure, and the thing that can make the king feel sure is nothing more than Mobei's Rouran raising troops at the same time, wanting to catch him off guard.

Rouran's army will cut off all ties between him and the capital.

Whether he and Cheng Jiajun are dead or alive, no one knows.

In his previous life, he would definitely not have imagined that Lu Xixian and Shen Cangcang would compromise.

In fact, if someone threatens Shen Cangcang to marry Shen Cangcang with Shen Sanye's life, Shen Cangcang will inevitably marry. Or maybe they make a fuss about his mother......

As soon as Shen Cangcang gets married, it will inevitably be a dead end.

As soon as Lu Xixian and Shen Cangcang died, the Bo family weakened many of the Shen family's helpers.

After all, back then, the generals under his seventh uncle would blame the Shen family for not being able to keep the only bloodline of Shen Seventh Lord, and blame all the processes on the Shen family.

When he has calmed the war and returned from Jingjue.

will find......

The father is gone, the cousin is gone, and even the third uncle is unconscious.

In the Shen family, there is no one to talk to him anymore, and the house is empty.

If Yan Jin hadn't reminded him, maybe Shen Yanshan would have believed in Emperor Yuan Ding too much this time and became a loyal courtier, but he didn't take too much care of his relatives.

"Yes!" Yan Jin didn't understand Shen Yanshan's affairs in court politics, but since it was Shen Yanshan's decision, she would naturally agree.

She believed in the man.

It always has been.

Yan Jin closed the book in his hand and raised his head to look at Shen Yanshan, "Do you want to meet your aunt?" (To be continued.) )

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