Chapter 7: You can't die like this
For Ms. Duan, death may be a relief.
When a person dies for a hundred years, he will no longer hear what he does not want to hear, and he will no longer see the person he does not want to see.
But Parsley was so unwilling, she was only twenty years old, and her life was taken away. Heaven has mercy on her, let her go back to the age of fifteen and start again, how could she let go of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity!
She's going to live.
She not only has to live, but also live well, and only by living can she witness the decline of the Li family.
Entering the mulberry forest, Parsley could faintly see the pond in front of her.
The smell of fishy smell came to her nose, and with the urge to faintly gause, Parsley struggled a few times on Duan Qiuping's back.
"Mother, you let me down, I have something to say." Just by saying a word, Parsley was tired and sweaty.
Duan Qiuping thought about it, before leaving this world, the two of them had a good chat.
So, Duan Qiuping put down the parsley and helped her sit next to a mulberry tree.
Parsley took a few deep breaths, and when her strength regained in her chest, she said again, "Mother, I won't die with you."
Her voice was weak and weak, but her words were clear.
Duan Qiuping looked at the resolute gaze of Parsley, and suddenly had an indescribable feeling, the daughter in front of her had changed, and she became a little unrecognizable.
Duan Qiuping has always thought that Parsley is like a lonely little sheep in the deep mountains and old forests, surrounded by jackals, tigers and leopards, and her only safe haven is her mother.
The little lamb that always sought her refuge before is gone.
From Parsley's eyes, there is no longer a shadow of cowardice, and some are unwavering tranquility and stubbornness.
Duan Qiuping looked at Xiangqin by herself, and the appearance of the weak girl in front of her was indeed her daughter Xiangqin.
Duan Qiuping was puzzled, Xiangqin was just sick, how could it be like a different person.
"Parsley, what's wrong with you?" Could it be that I have taken too much medicine lately and my brain has been damaged?
Duan Qiuping didn't know that after she died, those people in the Li family would cover their mouths and snicker!
Xiangqin shook her head and smiled bitterly, thinking of the five years after Duan Qiuping's death, she was sent to the Li family to live a life that did not look like a ghost, and she couldn't help but feel annoyed in her heart. In addition to resenting those people in the Li family, she also resented Duan Qiuping, who was only thinking about escaping!
She gritted her teeth and asked Duan Qiuping rhetorically, "What's wrong with you, why don't you ask what's wrong with yourself!" If you die, grandma and grandpa will send me to the Li family! ”
"I just knew it would be like this, so I took you with ......"
Before Duan Qiuping finished speaking, she was interrupted by Xiangqin's hateful voice, "So you take me to die together!" Are you helping me, or are you hurting me? Did you know that those who commit suicide will not go to heaven, but will only suffer endless punishment in the eighteen layers of hell! Instead of this, I might as well be tortured by those people in the Li family! ”
What happened to Xiangqin recently made her believe that ghosts and gods really existed. During her time in the Li family, she secretly prayed to God many times. Probably the sky has eyes, so that she can be reborn and have a chance to turn over.
Death can't be freed, and life is so painful, Duan Qiuping doesn't know what to do. She sat on the ground, two lines of hot tears rolling out of her eyes.
She cried to Xiangqin, "Xiangqin, didn't I listen to what your concubine said, your mother is a broken shoe now, and I will be pointed at wherever I go in the future, what face do I have to live in the world!" ”
"It turns out that you were afraid of loneliness on the Huangquan Road, so you dragged me into the water, in the end, you are not for yourself!" Parsley's teeth moved, and there was a terrifying coldness in her gaze towards the mulberry pond. Suddenly, she put her eyes on Duan Qiuping's stearful face again, always feeling that she shouldn't pity Duan Qiuping. In the past five years, she has long been accustomed to Duan Qiuping's absence. "What's the use of you putting on such a pitiful look at me? If you really want to die, don't die here, if you have the ability, you will die in front of Li Laosan's house! ”
Parsley's words were a little cruel, perhaps because she had too much resentment in her heart. Anyway, it's all dead, rather than dying so badly, it's better to die with more backbone!
Moreover, Duan Qiuping didn't take into account other people, she didn't know what the life of Duan Wen's family was like after she drowned in the mulberry pond.
Since then, Duan Wen has been infamous for "forcing his daughter to death", and the Dou family is also depressed. Duan Erhua and Feng Lanhua's increasing difficulties, coupled with the heavy blow of losing their daughter, the body and spirit of the two elders are getting worse day by day......
Duan Qiuping was stunned for a moment, and suddenly burst into tears, beating her chest while crying: "Li Laosan, bastard with a thousand knives, the son of a bitch is not a human thing, is your conscience eaten raw by the animal ‖, I have served your family for so many years, you are like this to me......"
Xiangqin was inexplicably irritable when she heard this, and she didn't know where she got the strength to shout at Duan Qiuping: "Don't cry!"
The voice was suppressed, and Duan Qiuping opened her teary eyes and looked at Xiangqin innocently.
I didn't find out before, my feelings for Duan Qiuping were all nostalgia, but now that I think about it carefully, I finally realize what a useless woman Duan Qiuping is, and it's no wonder that Li Laosan took a leave of absence from her.
So far, Duan Qiuping not only finds shortcomings from herself, but blames all the faults on others, which is really sad, it is really not worth pitiing!
Xiangqin suppressed the anger in her heart, and rushed to say so much to Duan Qiuping, and her face turned blue and purple at this moment.
Her chest rose and fell violently, not waiting to stabilize her breath, and she had a temper with Duan Qiuping, "Cry, cry, cry, you know to cry!" What's the use of crying, crying can bring Li Laosan back to crying? Can you fight for yourself! I can't stand it if I say a few words about you, where is the backbone of the Li family that has been swallowing anger for sixteen years! ”
Duan Qiuping hurriedly collected her tears, and went back to the obedient "Duan Qiuping", "What do you say, what do you do!" ”
Hearing her say this, Parsley was even more angry, and co-authoring those words was equivalent to saying it in vain.
grabbed the straw and shouted "help", Duan Qiuping was really good.
What can Parsley be expected to do now, a sick seedling who can't get out of bed and walk?
Xiangqin really wanted to give Duan Qiuping a blow to the head now, so that she could recognize the reality clearly, but the only strength of Xiangqin was also turned into nothing by Duan Qiuping's anger.
At this moment, there was the sound of footsteps outside the mulberry forest.
A plainly dressed sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy appeared, holding a handful of lettuce seedlings in his hand. This person is Duan Wen's only grandson and Duan Zhenghua's orphan - Duan Yongyuan.
"Aunt, Parsley, why are you two here?" Duan Yongyuan's expression showed a hint of panic and fear, he probably guessed something.
A few steps further on, there is the Mulberry Pond. I don't know how many babies in the village have drowned in this pond, and probably because of this, this pond and the entire mulberry forest give people an eerie feeling. Nowadays, when the children of the village run out into the wilderness, the adults will specifically tell them not to come here.
Originally, the water in the mulberry pond was clean, and there were people who raised fish here, but because there were too many people who died here, it was filled with a lot of messy things, and gradually the water deteriorated.