These days, Yan Jin is still going out for the first time.

As soon as the curtain was lifted, a cold wind blew, stinging on the face.

She hadn't felt the smell outside the house for a long time.

In her previous life, since her father died, she has been keeping filial piety for her father at home for three years, and she rarely even stepped out of the house.

The last time she stepped out of the gate of Yingyue Courtyard was when she got married...... Married instead of Yan Qining.

I still remember the day I left the cabinet. Xiao Yu skillfully pulled up her green silk, but the comb in her hand was always unstable and landed countless times.

Xiao Yu's eyes were slightly red, and his eyes were full of reluctance, but he still smiled reluctantly.

"Smack"

The comb slipped from Xiao Yu's hand again, and this time Yan Jin bent down and picked up the comb one step ahead of Xiao Yu.

Yan Jin handed the comb to Xiao Yu and touched Xiao Yu's slightly trembling fingertips.

Xiao Yu was scared.

Yan Jin raised his head and subconsciously held Xiao Yu's hand.

Xiao Yu was slightly stunned, and there seemed to be water in the corners of his eyes, "Come to think of it, I was still the first person to hug you." You'll be small, crying all the time, and now you're grown up, you won't cry anymore, right? ”

The death of his mother is not to blame Xiao Yu's family.

During the period when her mother was pregnant with her and Yan Qining, a doctor told her father that her mother was weak and unpregnant, and she was a twin in her womb, and if she wanted to give birth by force, she was afraid that she would lose her life. However, the mother was resolute and stubborn, and she refused to give up the child when she quarreled with her father, and exchanged her life for the birth of her and Yan Qining.

When her mother gave birth to her and Yan Qining, she was born prematurely, and with heavy bleeding, she was almost out of breath.

At that time, my father was not in Beijing, and my grandparents agreed that they should keep their children young, but they didn't dare to say it, pretending to be embarrassed. Even the second and third aunts were hesitant, if it weren't for Xiao Yu's decisiveness and personally instructing the midwife to keep the young, she and Yan Qining would have gone with their mother.

Yan Jin lowered his eyes and took a deep breath and nodded. When it comes to comforting words, I don't know how to say it.

Xiao Yu held her shoulders, looked at the figure in the bronze mirror, and muttered, "Su Su is the best-looking bride I have ever seen." ”

The corners of Xiao Yu's eyes shone with water, and it seemed that he was about to roll out in the next moment.

She seemed to have a thousand words, but she didn't know where to start.

In the huge room, the two were silent, one was reluctant, and the other regretted.

Until the gongs and drums outside the house were noisy, Xiao Yu's body trembled, half loud, and pulled out a smile, "It's time to get on the sedan chair." ”

Yan Jin sighed, and turned his eyes to look at the Moon Reflecting Courtyard where he had lived for many years.

In her memory, she was pushed out by the bride, but she felt like she had lost something important. She suddenly stopped, turned to lift her hijab, and looked at the people behind her.

I saw that Xiao Yu was standing in the empty room, just looking at her quietly all the time, with tears on her face.

She had never seen Xiao Yu cry, even if her father was in a different place when he died unjustly, Xiao Yu gritted his teeth and buried his father without crying. But at this time, Xiao Yu couldn't stop crying.

Xiao Yu moved his lips, choked up and said, "In the future, it's okay." ”

Xiao Yu's last words in this world were to be good in the future.

Yan Jin thought about it, her eyes turned red again, she tightened her cloak, and buried her whole little face under the hood, so that people couldn't see her expression clearly.

The distance between the east courtyard and the west courtyard was not close, Yan Jin sat on the soft sedan chair and walked for a full two quarters of an hour before entering the territory of the east courtyard.

Walking through a large courtyard and walking down the verandah, Yan Jin felt that the scenery of the east courtyard was both strange and familiar. As soon as he stepped into the gate of Yirong Courtyard, he saw from a distance that Xiao Yu was standing straight outside the courtyard with an anxious face.

Xiao Yu was wearing a royal blue plain jacket, with a double bun of jet-black green silk, and only a few simple and elegant bead flowers beside the hairpin, which was both dignified and elegant.

After the sedan chair stopped, Xiao Yu hurriedly walked up: "Today, thank you for your hard work." ”

Mama Xu hurriedly answered: "Where is this, big lady, this is what a slave should do." ”

Xiao Yu smiled and nodded to the light cold beside him.

Qinghan stepped forward, took out broken silver from his purse and handed it to several old mothers who carried the soft sedan chair: "Mrs., please eat tea, everyone will accept it." ”

Several old mothers didn't expect Xiao Yu's to be so generous today, and they were stunned for a while.

At first, they complained about this matter, because they all knew that the person who lived in the Yingyue Courtyard was not an easy master to deal with. It's not good to find someone to send, but I just looked for them, and I reluctantly went to Yingyue Courtyard after grinding and chirping for a long time. But at this time, they were glad that they were here, and the silver rewarded by Xiaoyu's family was their two months' wages.

Mama Xu took the silver, and the smile on her face deepened: "Thank you, Mrs. ”

The other old mothers also quickly reacted, bent down and said in unison: "Thank you, big lady." ”

Xiao Yu nodded, then walked to Yan Jin's side, and whispered tentatively: "Su Su, I'll carry you in?" ”

There was still some uncertainty in her tone, as if she couldn't believe it, this was the truth.

Yan Jin looked at himself who was wrapped like a zongzi, and then glanced at Xiao Yu's still somewhat pale face, shook his head and said, "Just let Xiang's mother carry me in." ”

Xiao Yu was just about to squat down, but after listening to Yan Jin's words, he froze and was at a loss for a while. After Yan Jin moved to the West Courtyard, they hadn't spoken like this for a long time, and Xiao Yu lowered his head to wonder if he was too presumptuous.

Xiang's mother hurriedly put the silver in her purse, walked quickly to Yan Jin, and said to Xiao Yu happily: "Big lady, just leave these things to the old slave." ”

Maybe Xiao Yu's family is happy, and there is money to take.

Xiao Yu glanced at his mother in disappointment, and before he could speak, he heard Yan Jin say softly: "Okay, mother, then you are not allowed to say that I am fat." ”

She was young and had a soft voice, and she would still speak in a coquettish tone, and Xiao Yu immediately laughed when she listened.

"Where is Su Su fat?" Xiao Yu hurriedly squatted down, and after carrying Yan Jin, his brows quickly wrinkled again, "Why is it so light." ”

Yan Jin hugged Xiao Yu's neck tightly, smelled the smell of her body, and muttered coquettishly: "Then mother quickly make me something to eat, and raise me to be fat for nothing." ”

When Xiao Yu heard this, he couldn't help laughing: "Okay." ”

Yan Jin put his face on Xiao Yu's body, remembering that he had unintentionally seen Aunt Ji walking back and forth in the garden with Yan Gulan on his back, and he looked worried. Yan Gulan lay on Aunt Ji's back, crying and yelling that her stomach hurts. Aunt Ji coaxed her softly, saying that it wouldn't hurt if she walked on her back.

She stood there and watched for a long time.

At that time, she was thinking.

If my mother was here, I would feel so sorry for her, right?

She has always missed her mother, but she has forgotten that Xiao Yu is also her mother.

The Da Yu clan gave her life, and the Xiao Yu clan raised her to grow up.

In fact, she is the happiest one.

When she arrived at the Yutang Pavilion, Xiao Yu reluctantly put her on the soft couch. The house has already been burned with a ground dragon, and the warmth is like a spring in March.

The temperature was just right for her.

Xiao Yu stood beside her and said cautiously: "Susu, do you still like the layout here?" ”

Although the Yutang Pavilion is not as spacious as the Yingyue Courtyard, the interior of the house is very well arranged, which shows that Xiao Yu's family has added a lot of things to come in.

At this time, there was still a unicorn incense burner on the table, and the fragrance of sandalwood slowly overflowed from the unicorn's mouth, this taste Yan Jin was very familiar with, and he liked it very much.

Yan Jin was very satisfied, and quickly nodded: "I like it." ”

Xiao Yu listened and slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

After putting Yan Jin's cloak on the side, Xiang Mom, who was standing on the side, walked over slowly.

Mama Xu noticed that Xiang was coming to her mother, so she smiled and said to Yan Jin: "The second master chattered early this morning, saying that he was reluctant to leave the young lady. The second wife also specially instructed the old slave to come over and ask the young lady what she was missing? ”

Mama Xu once again mentioned Yan Jiwen and Xuan's family, which was nothing more than reminding Yan Jin that the people in the second room treated her very well, so that she should not forget it. More importantly, it reminded her that Su Xinlan in the Reflecting Moon Courtyard had not yet been sent to Jinhui Garden.

Yan Jin heard Mama Xu's words and smiled faintly.

She glanced at her mother and said, "There's nothing missing." It's hard work for Mama Xu today, you remember to help me tell my second uncle, when I can get better, I must go to Jinhui Yuan to see him. ”

Yan Jin deliberately didn't mention Su Xinlan's matter, but it made Mama Xu even more anxious.

Could it be that this pot of plain heart Lan Yanjin is going to be sent to Xiang's mother? ――

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