Chapter Eighty-Five: Falling in Love
Shui Xiaolin was in a happy mood after returning from the March River Reunion!
Xu Jing went to Wu Weidong What was going on, Shui Xiaolin put down her phone and stopped thinking about it! But if it was in the past, Shui Xiaolin would have to use her brain immediately, and she would have to sniff out any clues from it immediately, so don't say it again!
But this will be Shui Xiaolin's nerves have completely lost those previous roots and whiskers!
What's more, the phone call just now, Qiu Zichuan's attitude towards himself, made Shui Xiaolin feel that there was no need to worry about anything anymore! There is no need to worry about Xu Jing!
As for Wen Qing's treat, Shui Xiaolin thought that Wu Weidong had hung up the phone in a hurry just now, and he would call again once he was done.
Now Shui Xiaolin thinks about Qiu Zichuan!
In the past two days, whether it is day or night, Qiu Zichuan has always been shaking in Shui Xiaolin's head! Shake! An indifferent look, occasionally, there will be a smile on the corner of his mouth!
I said what I wanted to say, and I knew what I wanted to know. Although, Qiu Zichuan blamed herself, she didn't feel anything. Because, in Shui Xiaolin's logic, men never understand what women really think!
Sitting quietly at the desk, looking out the window, Qiu Zichuan's demeanor and tone of accusation against himself by the March River began to emerge in front of Shui Xiaolin's eyes again.
Be! Dead stubborn! And still take everything so seriously as before! But it's also strange that he is so adaptable to society in the officialdom shopping mall, why is he still so conservative in terms of marriage and emotion!
I really don't understand women!
Shui Xiaolin has always believed that in a patriarchal society, it is irreproachable for women to borrow their beauty and style, as well as charm, to obtain a glorious life without worrying about food and clothing, to win a decent life with noble scenery, and to accumulate solid wealth for their old age as a guarantee!
Because women are flowers, but the flowering period is very short! The more beautiful the flowers, the more customers, why don't women learn to be smarter!
Also, don't trust men during the flowering period! Men are obsessed with women in the flowering period, and that's because you're blooming brightly! Of course, every word a man says to you at such a time is indeed sincere! Because he's desperate to get you! Moreover, the more men who can blurt out the words "I love you", the more they don't believe it, because he is eager to sleep with you, and he is used to it!
But even if you choose a flower guest from a hundred miles, even if he is obedient to you to heaven and earth, you must understand that if you agree to him, he may be surprised, he may be crazy under his skirt, and he will be infatuated! But that was only for a while! Because, there are many beautiful flowers in this world, you are delicate, people are fresh, you are beautiful, people are beautiful, you are blooming and fluttering, people are budding and fragrant, liking the new and hating the old and thinking about the difference, which is the nature of men's bones. In the face of thousands of purples, men want strangeness, and men want freshness!
Just like between love and money, women will eventually choose money, and men will be more real when they are between love and sex!
Therefore, a woman must not be too real in love. At least, not exactly true. Take advantage of the flowering period, be calm, and choose the right flower guests! If you can't choose once, you can have a second time, or even a third time! The choice is right, when you get it, you have to think of all kinds of means, you have to open another pair of eyes behind the flattering eyes, and you have to think about the enemy behind the coquettishness! The flowering period cannot be extended, but the flower guest can change the method to keep it. At the very least, you have to keep the flower house, don't be moved out one day, and you don't know where you lost! Therefore, women can't move their true feelings! Because, once a woman moves her true feelings, it is very easy to get lost, and in the end, she loses herself there and doesn't know it!
Shui Xiaolin doesn't do such a woman, this is a fool! Shui Xiaolin pursues the present, but at the same time calculates the future!
When you were young, you didn't have this mind, you were stupid! If one day, when you are haggard, you will be defeated! Guarding the empty room alone, caressing the man, and guarding the best moonlight, you can only sigh that time is like flowing water and empty melancholy!
Shui Xiaolin pays attention to women's marriages, especially those of women who have been abandoned!
Although Shui Xiaolin has only been married twice in reality, Shui Xiaolin feels that she is familiar with all the men in this world! Of course, in her marriage with her ex-husband, who was described by Shui Xiaolin as an elm scholar, there are still many pretenders around Shui Xiaolin, and even bold suitors! Shui Xiaolin is arrogant, but she often teases those infatuated stupid men! It's just that after he was finally captured by Xiao Yujiang, it was the lustful-eyed and thief-hearted guys who cowered and retreated one by one, and then stopped one by one!
Hehe! Maybe he, Qiu Zichuan, never studied women, maybe he Qiu Zichuan never thought of understanding women, and he is not to blame! It's also good, men who like to study women hate it the most!
Compared with herself, Shui Xiaolin felt that Qiu Zichuan's view of women was too simple at this time!
Moreover, she couldn't help but feel that Qiu Zichuan was not only conservative, but also a little simple!
However, Qiu Zichuan is a real man!
I don't know what's going on, while thinking about Qiu Zichuan's accusations against herself, Shui Xiaolin feels more and more cute in her heart that Qiu Zichuan is more and more cute than before! ,
said that he was stubborn, but his stubbornness was really good!
Oh, yes! For a man like Qiu Zichuan, do you still need those previous thoughts? Didn't you say that such men are dead! But Qiu Zichuan in front of him is it! It was once his first love!
Shui Xiaolin didn't care about Qiu Zichuan's accusations. Qiu Zichuan's love and hate are clear, and Shui Xiaolin is not surprised! I don't care. Because, what I liked at the beginning was Qiu Zichuan's sunny and indifferent appearance, and he had a chivalrous spirit and upright character that was not afraid of evil!
Of course, Shui Xiaolin is even more guilty because of the reunion after nineteen years and the reunion! and a year after the reunion, after Qiu Zichuan was lukewarm to himself, Qiu Zichuan was finally able to open his heart to himself. In Shui Xiaolin's heart, it is not so much an accusation against herself, but rather an accusation against herself, but Qiu Zichuan's concern for herself.
Therefore, the words of Qiu Zichuan's accusation can be ignored!
But at this point, none of that matters! Now Shui Xiaolin is more concerned about what kind of person Qiu Zichuan is now?
You say he is simple, but he is thriving in officialdom! You say he's old-fashioned, but he's at ease in the business world! Even Xiao Yujiang privately admitted that Qiu Zichuan was sophisticated and shrewd! From the intermittent contact for nearly a year, to the retelling of the old words by the river in March, in addition to the still yearning for Qiu Zichuan, in addition to the still infatuation with Qiu Zichuan. In addition, what kind of person is Qiu Zichuan, Shui Xiaolin is often confused and doubtful! There is also a constant switch between negation and affirmation.
But now at least one thing is certain, that is, in addition to being more shrewd and sophisticated in officialdom and shopping malls, what he has in his bones can be said to remain unchanged!
Accuse yourself, mercilessly, and speak so meanly! But why was it so comfortable listening to it at the time? If others had said that, I would have been furious!
Shui Xiaolin even felt that Qiu Zichuan was conservative and simple, and a little stupid!
Shui Xiaolin's brain was jumping around!
Perhaps it is precisely because of this rediscovered silly feeling that I feel more and more cute! And this silly feeling made Shui Xiaolin in her thoughts feel that this is a kind of perseverance! It's a responsibility! Yes, that's what women really want a man!
Alas!
Thinking of this, Shui Xiaolin couldn't help but sigh in her heart!
Oh, yes! Why can't I take the initiative to contact him when I was in Shanghai? Qiu Zichuan made sense, his family was at the highest level of Binshui City at that time, and his family was just an ordinary family in Tanchi County, which was below Binshui City. Moreover, it was my own proposal to break up at the beginning, and even if I was myself, I would never be able to take this step! And he is different, he can go directly to him, even if he knows that he is still thinking about him in his heart, he will not lose face!
Also, after four years of college life, my mother is far away from the waterfront, and my mother can't know it! When it comes to their own work, people's minds are much more emancipated, and who will insist on the theory of family birth! What's more, Qiu Zichuan started so fast after joining the work, as long as he persists for another year or two, what else can her mother say!
Alas!
One wrong step, one wrong step! How can you be so easily impressed by what is in front of you! Still thinking about what you don't regret when you're old, don't sigh alone when the time comes. But now, although it is glamorous on the outside, it is not long since he has been alone in the empty room, and he is lonely!
Retracting her gaze looking out of the window, Shui Xiaolin folded her hands and supported it, and couldn't help but sigh again!
What else can I do now!
As soon as I remembered the opportunity I had missed, Shui Xiaolin, who was still like a girl's spring heart a moment ago, felt a little sad in my heart, and I also felt an inexplicable loneliness!
Cough! What do you want to do with this!
Qiu Zichuan, didn't he say it! After the breakup, he still loves himself deeply! The words that came to mind like a flash made Shui Xiaolin, who turned into sadness in her thoughts, suddenly light up again!
Shui Xiaolin's ability to self-regulate psychologically is extremely strong!
Although his tone is not heavy when he speaks, he is very affectionate! I really am, why didn't I follow this topic at that time! Just thinking about telling yourself what grievances you have! Also, why do you want to talk about those little moods in the past! The past is gone! I shouldn't be like that!
Stupid!
But in an instant, Shui Xiaolin began to regret it again!
It's a great time to lose it, and I have to change the topic, and I have to ask him why he is still not relieved of himself, isn't the sentence "still deeply in love" enough!
Really! Otherwise, the results will be even better one day! Maybe it's ......! Cough!
How stupid! Stupid!
At this time, Shui Xiaolin no longer regretted the missed opportunity when she was young. But for this sudden reflection, I remembered a great opportunity to put it in front of me, but I was lost by myself again, and I began to complain about myself in my heart!
Also, even if the topic later shifted to my remarriage, you can feel from every word he says that the idealism in his inner world is still stubborn. I can continue to communicate with him through this topic, continue to discuss with him, and continue to enter his inner world!
Yes, I can ask him if he still has the books I gave him before. When he was in middle school, he wrote poetry in private, but he never showed it, but he promised me that he would show it to me in the future!
How much talk there will be!
He and I reminisced about the past and talked about idealism. Throw away all the worldly things, and even take the initiative to review your remarriage with him, even if it is in tears! Then I will be able to enter his inner world again, and I will be able to make him feel that I am connected to him again!
Wrong! Wrong!
I didn't grasp the whole topic that day! After telling me what I missed him when I was in college in Shanghai, I should move to this!
No, I'll ask him out again?
After a moment of remorse and complaining, Shui Xiaolin's thoughts quickly calmed down.
Yes, make another appointment with him! If he doesn't have time, I'll go to his office, so to speak, and see him! You can also pretend to joke that you miss him and see how he reacts. Come and go, and the rest will slowly get better!
Looking at the wind and sun outside the window, the poplar forest not far away was dyed green and yellow, and Shui Xiaolin's heart was bathed like a spring breeze. Begin to ripple with tenderness!
He loves to change!
Qiu Zichuan's demeanor and tone when he accused himself began to appear in Shui Xiaolin's mind again, but there was a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth!
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