Xu Jing is her brother's wife, and Xu Jing's emotional changes should have directly affected Qu Mengmeng's nerves as an older sister; Xu Jing's extramarital behavior is directly related to the marriage of his younger brother Qu Bin, and even to the honor of his family. But in the same way, I don't know when it began, Qu Mengmeng was more indifferent to everything about Xu Jing, as if he deliberately let himself avoid it in his mind!

As for the reason, Qu Mengmeng seems to know it in his heart, but it seems to be unclear!

I can't tell if I'm afraid, so I don't dare to continue to think about it. Or subconsciously I have already seen Xu Jing's true face, and I feel that I absolutely can't stop it, or is there any other reason, in short, more often, when I think of Xu Jing, Qu Mengmeng feels that there is always a sense of avoidance deliberately guiding him!

But unlike Shui Xiaolin, in the never-ending TV series in Qu Mengmeng's mind, although Xu Jing is not a character in the sequence, sometimes she disappears from time to time, but she never stays for a long time!

But all of the above is just the initial changes of Qu Mengmeng!

And now, the biggest difference from before is that for Qiu Zichuan Qu Mengmeng, he no longer feels that everything is untouchable! It's all the same layer of iron

Qu Mengmeng often wonders, isn't the seven-year itch in Qiu Zichuan's consciousness?

Qu Mengmeng often thinks that the scenery elsewhere has not made Qiu Zichuan feel fresh?

And that's not all!

To be more specific, Li Xuewei studied architectural design, and for this major, Qiu Zichuan once had a lifelong dream, and Li Xuewei is not only extremely good in her profession, but also has a very high attainment in the appreciation of literature and art, which is not very consistent with Qiu Zichuan, who has always been in love with architectural design and has a soft spot for literature and art!

There is also Tan Li, if Qiu Zichuan is from hard work, step by step from the grassroots level to rely on his own efforts and hard work, then Tan Li is high and down, and then gilded up, and I also heard that this Tan Li is extraordinary, quick thinking, good bearing, and knows the way of officialdom! But no matter who is from the bottom up, who is from the top, one relies on the back ~ scenery and is quite level, and the other is talented and has a career with personal strength, at least both of them are currently in a high position and have a promising future! What's more, this Qiu Zichuan and this Tan Li are so close now, can it be said that there is no mutual appreciation and admiration between them!

Moreover, I also heard that Tan Li's husband is only a teacher at a university in the provincial capital, the wife is in the officialdom, the husband is a scholar, and he guards the classroom and books all his life, and he only has knowledge and students in his heart; And the other is active in officialdom every day, long-sleeved and good at dancing and wanting to practice human affection, such a husband and wife are not related to each other all day long, and they live separately in two places, so how much common language can they have with each other?

And I don't know anything about architecture, although I also like literature and art, but Yu Wenwen himself cares more about some plots, except for the art he once had a hobby of vocal music, the rest can only say Qiu Zichuan Yundong, and he will never follow Yanxi.

And compared to Tan Li, she is even more different! Whether it is the way of being an official or the language of officialdom, he is not on the same level as him! Although he is also the head of a bureau, and although he often participates in this kind of meeting and that kind of study, he is engaged in relatively professional work in a relatively professional system after all, and he still has a natural fence with the cadres of pure party and government organs. In this regard, she must be far less common than her and Qiu Zichuan, who have more common language.

So, this kind of thinking, such thoughts, over time, made Qu Mengmeng always have a feeling that he has always been marginalized!

This made Qu Mengmeng feel cold, and it also made Qu Mengmeng feel that he must have been unconsciously overstepping in Qiu Zichuan's heart.

Therefore, Qu Mengmeng is no longer like before, even if he hates the women around Qiu Zichuan and worries about the girls who approach Qiu Zichuan, he has never worried that Qiu Zichuan will take the initiative to take his own steps to find flowers and willows. At most, he was only worried that Qiu Zichuan might be occasionally impulsive, or maybe he inadvertently fell into that woman's feelings and occasionally fell into his footing.

What's more, in addition to Li Xuewei, in addition to Tan Li, for Zhao Xiaoqi and the like, for Pan Xiaoting and the like, and Lin Xi around Qiu Zichuan, Qu Mengmeng also began to be sensitive from time to time.

It's hard for men to say!

This is what Hu Li said when Hu Li told Qu Mengmeng something half a year ago.

Hu Li has always had a good relationship with a deputy director of the city bureau, and this deputy director also gave Hu Li a lot of help in her work and life. In the past, Qu Mengmeng also joked with Hu Li, saying that Hu Li was deliberately having an affair with other leaders. At that time, Hu Li smiled and did not deny it, and said that now who doesn't want to have a big tree in the unit to enjoy the shade and cover it. But at the same time, even Hu Li herself admits that the deputy director of the family is decent, and she has never said or laughed with herself, that is, she sometimes uses the topic of gratitude to express a little coquettish in a charming tone, and the other party just smiles, as if she doesn't understand the amorous feelings!

This is what Qu Mengmeng also believes, and Qu Mengmeng has always admitted that this deputy director is a very decent person! But what happened half a year ago made Hu Li, of course, indispensable Qu Mengmeng change her previous views!

Once the owner of a company invited the deputy director to dinner, and Hu Li was called to participate because she knew the boss of the company well.

At the end of the dinner, the group was invited by the boss to sing in a dance hall!

Hu Li was so excited that night that she drank a lot of wine at the dinner table. This is in the private room of the dance hall, which is even more active and exciting! With the music, he pulled the deputy director to dance!

Don't say it, this idea of dancing with the deputy director, as soon as the boss proposed to go to the dance hall, Hu Li was the first thing that came to mind! Similarly, the deputy director drank relatively high this night, although he spoke smoothly, but during the dance, he could see that the body was often shaking, and more often the upper body moved, but the lower feet were pinned!

Seeing the deputy director's drunken state, Hu Li didn't just laugh and laugh at the deputy director's dance steps for a while, and then naughtily looked up at the deputy director and joked quietly!

But what Hu Li didn't expect was that after two or three songs, the deputy director, who had taken a break, took the initiative to invite Xu Jing to dance again.

But what made Hu Li cry out in her heart was not that this was the deputy director's unexpected initiative, and each other, Hu Li just thought that the deputy director might have drunk a little high today, so he would let go a little. Instead, he jumped and jumped, and when Hu Li was still naughty and praised the deputy director for dancing better than just now, the deputy director looked at Hu Li's gaze, and suddenly became serious, and then seemed to be talking to himself, but it was more like showing his true feelings, and he said without blinking his eyes:

"I've always liked you, I really want to be with you every day!"

Hu Li, who has been joking, was stunned at first! I thought I had heard it wrong, but seeing that the deputy director was still looking at herself with eyes that didn't flash after speaking, Hu Li's heart began to sigh, thinking that tonight is a big game!

"Twenty-four hours a day, that's absolutely impossible!"

After a moment of surprise, Hu Li was clever, and with the help of alcohol, Hu Li hurriedly pulled the deputy director's body down, put it against the deputy director's ears and pretended to be naughty, and the half-truth and half-truth made the deputy director stunned. Then he withdrew his face and looked stupid, and before he could react, the deputy director smiled "hehe" again!

Until everyone sang and danced enough, the drunk deputy director still stupidly cast an inquiring gaze at Hu Li from time to time!

But this level is fooled, so what should I do in the future? So, the next day, Hu Li seemed to have a military aircraft incident, and as soon as she got to work, she rushed upstairs and knocked on Qu Mengmeng's office.

At that time, after listening to Hu Li's story, Qu Mengmeng was also dumbfounded!

But thinking that this deputy director is the second-in-command of the municipal bureau, he is in the prime of life, and he has a deep relationship in the provincial bureau, and it is only a matter of time before he takes over the position of the leader. Qu Mengmeng understands that he wants Hu Li to completely refuse and offend, even if he speaks himself, Hu Li will not be happy in his heart! Next, the two discussed countermeasures for a long time, but they never came up with a perfect solution!

So in the end, Qu Mengmeng had no choice but to say to Hu Li, then you pretend that you really drank too much last night and can't remember anything, if this deputy director comes to you again one day, let alone talk about it with you, then you will pretend to be confused!

Everything was discussed, Hu Li seemed to be concluding her speech, with a weak tone, and as if she had discovered some mystery, she looked at Qu Mengmeng and said:

"Look! Sister Qu! It's hard to say this man! ”

Then he pouted and added:

"He's almost twenty years older than me!"

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Of course, Qu Mengmeng could see afterwards that this Hu Li and the deputy director had always been ambiguous! As for whether Hu Li and the deputy director will continue in the future, Qu Mengmeng didn't listen to what Hu Li said. But Hu Li's sentence "This man is not easy to say!" But the words were deeply and firmly left in Qu Mengmeng's mind!

So, every time I think of those messy things, especially when I consciously or unconsciously want to defend Qiu Zichuan in my heart, and want to say that Qiu Zichuan will never take the initiative, Hu Li's words will involuntarily pop up in my heart!

But whether it was at the beginning or now, it is said that many changes in Qu Mengmeng are related to the people and things around Qiu Zichuan, and they are directly or indirectly related to the people and things around him, which can only be said to be part of the reason.

In addition, there is something that is growing day by day in Qu Mengmeng's heart!

That is, Qu Mengmeng feels that she is no longer a little girl, she is no longer a little girl! From the original director of the service hall to the deputy director of the inspection bureau, from the deputy director of the inspection bureau to the director of the bureau, he is also a man of his own words, and he is at least a respected department leader in the entire waterfront tax system.

Although as a woman and as a wife, Qu Mengmeng does not want to bring these things like a family, let alone let them be mixed between husband and wife. But Qu Mengmeng always felt that in Qiu Zichuan's eyes, he was still a little girl who was not deeply involved in the world, especially when he was asking, or even asking about some things that he suspected, Qiu Zichuan's attitude and expression towards himself were still as high as many years ago, and sometimes he was more like sending a little sister who interjected casually!

So, gradually, there was a kind of rebellion in Qu Mengmeng's heart, and inadvertently, there was a feeling of being dwarfed in Qu Mengmeng's mind!

So, because of those many things, Qu Mengmeng began to change! So, thinking of those many things, Qu Mengmeng felt that he had to think independently!

But Qu Mengmeng didn't know that in the days that were not far away, Qiu Zichuan suddenly changed!

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