Grievances, endless grievances came to her heart, Ru Xuan couldn't hold back the sadness in her heart, put her face on her knees, and whimpered and cried.

Shiqi stood aside, looking at Ru Xuan's pear blossom with rain, a little distressed, and a little helpless, just pacing back and forth in place.

After crying for a while, Ru Xuan's crying gradually became quieter, and the frequency gradually decreased, and after a while, she raised her head, her eyes red and swollen, looking at the sparkling water of Huiming Lake.

"Oh, let's wipe it." Shi Qi handed over a moon-white handkerchief.

"Thank you." Ru Xuan's face turned red and took it.

Crying a handful of snot and a handful of tears, the current appearance must be ugly.

Taking the handkerchief, Ru Xuan carefully wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and the tears on her cheeks that had not yet dried up.

The handkerchief is silky, very soft, with a little bit of pine and bamboo fragrance, touching the face, like a spring breeze, indescribable enjoyment. In the corner of the handkerchief, a cluster of bamboo leaves is embroidered with dark green silk thread, which is extremely exquisite.

Such a good handkerchief, used to wipe the nose, is really a bit of a tyrannical thing.

Looking at the handkerchief that had been dirty, Ru Xuan was embarrassed to return it to Shiqi, but held it in her hand and said crampedly: "I'll return it to you when I'm clean." ”

Shi Qi smiled faintly and said, "It's best to wait for you to be in a good mood and then return it to me." ”

With a warm smile and soft words, Ru Xuan, who listened to it, trembled in her heart and lowered her head.

Shi Qi only thought that she was still sad about Qiaohui's matter, so she simply sat on the ground next to Ru Xuan and said, "Actually, you don't have to be so sad. ”

"Why?" Ru Xuan raised her head, expressing puzzlement.

Being misunderstood by your closest friends should be a sad thing for anyone.

"You're not all the way." Shiqi gave the simplest answer.

Ru Xuan was silent and lowered her head again.

She and Qiaohui are fellow villagers, with similar backgrounds and similar ages, so they can get along, and they can talk about going together and playing together.

It's just that Qiaohui's temperament and pursuit are indeed different from Ru Xuan, so to speak, completely opposite.

Qiaohui is a face-saving and flamboyant, she thinks about how to get ahead in the palace and enjoy the life of a "superior person", so she is desperately climbing up.

And Ru Xuan, only thinking about her duty, trying to cause as little trouble as possible, and leaving the palace safely.

Therefore, two people are destined not to be long-term.

"Yes." After thinking for a moment, Ru Xuan nodded in agreement.

"And ......" Shi Qi paused, looked at Ru Xuan, and said carefully: "You, some things, are indeed wrong." ”

"Yes......" Ru Xuan smiled bitterly.

She thought that everything she did was right.

If someone else said this, she would definitely not listen to it, and just what the world said, Ru Xuan was willing to listen to it: "You talk about it." ”

"Actually, it's not a mistake, it's just that I care too much." Shi Qi touched his nose, looked at Ru Xuan's extremely lonely expression, and changed his words.

"How?" It's the first time Ru Xuan has heard of it, and it's wrong to care too much.

"You see, you want to protect yourself and Qiaohui and get out of the palace safely, so you do things honestly, and even want Qiaohui to share some of them, don't go around causing trouble, right." Shi Qi said seriously.

"Yes." Ru Xuan nodded: "However, there is nothing wrong with An An's division." ”

"There's nothing wrong with An'an's points, it's just that Qiaohui doesn't want to be safe, she just wants to get ahead and climb up with all her heart, your so-called An'an points can only limit her, so she will have resentment. Just like an eagle, you build an iron cage for it to protect its safety for fear of flying out and getting hurt, but the eagle is the eagle, and it only wants to go out and fly. The stronger this cage is, the more it becomes an obstacle to its wishes. Shi Qi paused, and then said: "You and Qiaohui are also the same truth, the more you think about her, the more you want to protect her, the more she resents you." ”

Just like contemporary education, parents go against their children's wishes and let their children do what they think is right, but the result is the opposite, the child's rebellious heart becomes more and more serious, and even the parents have conflicts that are difficult to resolve.

Ru Xuan suddenly realized.

It turned out that what she thought was right, for Qiaohui's good thoughts, in the eyes of others, was just blindly letting Qiaohui do things according to her own ideas, and even in Qiaohui's opinion, Ru Xuan was restricting her and suppressing her.

After all, man is a thinking advanced animal, with independent consciousness, and will not blindly follow the thoughts of others.

Perhaps, as Shiqi said, the cage is an obstacle to the eagle, a kind of harm, and what she does may be another kind of harm to Qiaohui.

"It turns out that I was so wrong." Tears welled up again, and Ru Xuan choked.

"There are some mistakes, and they can be remedied." Shi Qi gently patted Ru Xuan's shoulder and comforted softly: "For her sake, it's not wrong for you to care about her, it's just that you care too much." ”

"I know what to do in the future." Ru Xuan shook off the tears from the corners of her eyes and barely squeezed out a smile.

She really knows what to do, how to show her kindness to others, how to show her concern.

"Yes." Shiqi smiled.

He was also happy to see the sun.

Looking at Shi Qi smiling, Ru Xuan also smiled, smiling brightly.

At the same time, Ru Xuan also felt ashamed.

As a young man in the 21st century, who has received the ideas of modern education, his thinking is not as advanced as that of a eunuch in a feudal society, and he has done something wrong, and he is unaware of it, and he still has to let others give him advice, which is really a bit embarrassing.

Which of those seniors who have crossed over seems to have an explosive IQ and dumped others a few streets?

How did it come to me that things didn't seem to be the same?

Thinking of this, Ru Xuan's face flushed slightly.

When Shiqi saw Ru Xuan, who was blushing, he suddenly stopped laughing, and looked at Ru Xuan's face fixedly, staring intently.

Being a little embarrassed by the world's hot eyes, Ru Xuan touched her face and asked, "Is there anything dirty on my face?" ”

"It's not." Realizing his gaffe, Shi Qi stroked his forehead and said with a smile: "It was I who suddenly discovered that you are so good-looking." ”

"Really?" Ru Xuan lowered her head shyly.

Ru Xuan sat right at the water's edge, and when she looked down, she could see the reflection in the water, which was very clear.

From the reflection, Ru Xuan can clearly see that due to the two cries just now, because of the indiscriminate wiping of her face, Ru Xuan's left cheek has a long line of black stains, extending from the bottom of her nose to her ears.

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