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I don't know what I mean, I may have a lot in the eyes of the outside world, but that's not what I really want.

Standing at the elevator door stupidly waiting for the elevator to arrive, but the elevator door opened, I was in such a trance. I settled down and walked in, and when I was about to press the elevator door, a pair of hands came across my side.

A woman's hands are white and small.

It's Yuan Youli.

"Sister." I looked at her with a smile like a stranger. I don't know how I can face her the way I used to, some things have changed, they have changed.

The elevator door closed, and Yuan Youli turned her head to look at me.

"In, have you ever thought about what you're doing?" Yuan Youli asked me and questioned me.

I looked at her with a smile. "Of course."

In fact, I was a blank slate, I used to have a goal, but now I don't, because when I achieve it, I find that what I have now is not what I want, and what I want is what I will never have in my life.

"Because of this, I don't know what you're thinking right now." Yuan Youli looked at me, like a good sister reprimanding her misguided sister at the moment.

I looked at Yuan Youli, where are you in my life of living in hell with lack of emotion? Even if you care about me a little bit, I won't be where I am now, and I won't hate you so much.

"My sister shouldn't have known for a long time." I looked at her, yes, how would you know, how could you Yuan Youli know my thoughts.

"Ding-dong." When the elevator arrived, I watched the elevator door and walked out.

"Because of this, my grandmother is sick and is in Ward 502 of the Second Hospital." Yuan Youli said this behind me.

Yuan Youli: You did it on purpose, because you know Yuan Yin. So you know that Yuan Yin will never turn his back on his relatives, because Yuan Yin attaches great importance to feelings, which is the weakness that belongs to Yuan Yin.

You're betting on whether I have a heart or not, you're betting on whether I have a heart or not.

Yuan Youli, you won, you won completely.

In the end, you find out that the final winner is you, because you have no heart, you will only use, use a qiē to achieve your goals, when you become so humble.

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In the afternoon I came to the hospital.

I went to the hospital room and looked at my grandmother in her sleep. She seems to have become older, and the proud old man who used to be is no longer tough.

I carefully covered her with a quilt.

She seemed to be sleeping very lightly, and now she had woken up and opened her eyes to look at me.

I don't have an expression, my grandmother doesn't like me, I know that.

"Get out of here!" Sure enough, my grandmother woke up and saw that the first thing I said was so hurtful.

She shattered all my hopes, and my hopes were locked in Pandora's box. I don't want to keep myself humbled.

"You're going to get me out there?" I looked at her with a haughty expression, and I was no longer the lowly cause.

"You don't deserve to be in the Yuan family." Grandma's words hurt a lot.

"So where am I? Want to know where I should be now? "I looked at her." Now that the whole Weiqian is mine, where do you think I should be? Grandma, grandma. Aren't you very welcoming to me? "I don't know why I said that.

"You ......"

"Aren't you happy that your abandoned granddaughter is back? But you may not be happy, thinking that the current Yuan Youli is not the humble cause that used to be. You're just manipulating me anymore, and you're feeling frustrated, aren't you? "I looked at her like this, and my heart was bleeding when I said this.

"You are not the daughter of my Yuan family." Grandma is still like that.

"Yes or no, it's not up to you to say it now, grandma, you have to recognize one thing, Wei Qian is in my hands, I want it to be stored in zài, it will be saved, I want it to be ruined, it will disappear." I knew I shouldn't have said such a thing, but I was afraid, afraid that someone would tear through my false face and discover that humble cause.

"I knew I shouldn't have let you enter the Yuan family."

I looked at her with a smile. "You'd better take care of yourself, I'll come to see you another day."

I folded the quilt for her and turned away.

Behind my back, I felt her throw the quilt away.

Yes, no matter what I do, I can't be like my sister.

I can be so nice to you, but you turn around and forget. Yes, in your heart I will never be as good as my sister.

I walked out of the hospital quickly and bumped into Zhao Shihao head-on.

Did he come to see grandma? As the son-in-law of the Yuan family, he is really very responsible. I didn't say anything and was ready to leave.

Zhao Shihao grabbed my hand.

"You let go." I looked at Zhao Shihao.

"Cause." He doesn't let go.

I looked at him, and I couldn't resist him.

"Because of the cause, it's over, come with me. Leave with me, and we're still the same as we once were. I can give you any qiē you want. "Zhao Shihao has not changed, he is still the same as before, the image of the brother who gave me warmth.

The temptation is great, but you know what? If the family affection I lacked could be let go so easily, then I wouldn't have indulged in my own story.

I looked at Zhao Shihao, I had no way to abandon a qiē, and a qiē never ended.

He understood what I meant and let go of my hand.

I looked at him with a pained expression. Still walking forward, I saw Yuan Youli standing there in front of me. I looked up at Yuan Youli, and she looked at me too.

I pretended nothing was going over.

Pass.

I still walked proudly, looking at the road ahead. I can't go back, I can't go back.

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Yuan Youli looked at Zhao Shihao and walked over to him.

"When did you and Inin meet?" Yuan Youli is still like that.

Zhao Shihao looked at her. "I don't think it matters."

"You broke off the marriage for the cause?" Yuan Youli looked at him again, never seeing her like this.

"There are too many nightmares in the life of the cause, and the source of the nightmare is you." Zhao Shihao looked at Yuan Youli.

"So that's your answer?" Yuan Youli is a very smart person, she completely knows the meaning of Zhao Shihao's words.

"We don't have feelings, so it's fair to you and me." Zhao Shihao looked at Yuan Youli as if he was talking about a very fair deal.

"Why are you so sure we don't have feelings?" Yuan Youli looked at Zhao Shihao very seriously.

"I don't, and as for you, of course you know."

"Yes, of course I do." Yuan Youli said this as if she was saying it to herself again.

Zhao Shihao turned around and left without a trace of hesitation.

Yuan Youli looked at Zhao Shihao's back, he wouldn't know what she looked like when she first met him at a charity gala. She heard many people say that Zhao Shihao is a person who is not close to women, but she doesn't believe it, she must fight once.

At the party, she successfully met Zhao Shihao, and his careful gentleman can make people crazy. Her heart was beating at that point, but he didn't know, he never knew.

It turned out that there was a person living in his heart all along.

When a woman is planning to marry a man before she is engaged, then it is enough to show that she loves the man