Chapter 197: Good Night
Yan Ran's words were like a slap in the face of Xuan Mu, and for a moment his mind went blank, and her words repeated in his mind like an echo.
"What do you think is the difference between you and that Miss Liu, you think you are defending me, but in my opinion, you are just using more cruel means to humiliate me!"
Humiliate?
Heh~ She actually took his kindness as a humiliation.
It seems that every time she misinterprets his intentions, or sometimes she knows that everything he does is for her, but she still fights back like a lion cub, and makes him so unbearable.
Yan Ran's language was violent, Xuan Mu had taught him many times, and even fought back many times, but in the end, both of them were scarred.
So this time Xuanmu didn't defend himself, he tried his best to restrain himself and warned himself to be patient, at least wait until Yanran's mood calmed down a little before talking to her.
Otherwise, at this time, both of them are talking angrily, which will only hurt others and themselves.
The longer two people spend together, the more they can understand each other's temper, know when to endure, when to persevere, and when to compromise.
Obviously, Xuanmu is in the midst of a trial......
Xuanmu didn't know why Yanran was angry, he just loved her too much, and he couldn't bear to let her suffer a little grievance, help her take revenge on those who bullied her, and relieve her hatred, what was wrong with him?
But in fact, Xuanmu's love is too sharp, and while loving deeply, it will inevitably be accompanied by harm.
After all, the environment in which they grew up was so different that there were many things that they could not fully understand.
As Yanran said, he only cared about venting his anger, so how could he really put himself in her shoes?
Nangong Young Master, who was born with a golden key in his mouth, has no worries about food and clothing, and lives a life like stars holding the moon, and it is impossible to understand the sorrow of a little person living at the bottom of society.
In his opinion, there is no big deal in life, you should be chic and comfortable, money is just a mundane thing, it is dung, why bother too much.
But for Yanran, life is very realistic and cruel, she doesn't have many opportunities to change her fate, she must live hard, plan her life carefully, and never take half a wrong step.
Seeing all the suffering in the world, she understands the importance of money, sometimes it can save a person, or it can kill a person.
Xuanmu self-righteously thought that he had helped Yanran relieve his bad anger, but he didn't know that Yanran was fired by W Hotel.
This is the world that Yanran has to face, unlike Xuanmu, who patted her ass and left after losing her temper, there are some consequences that she can't afford to bear at all.
Xuanmu can say proudly: "I will pay 100,000", and he can even take out 1 million and humiliate Miss Liu in front of everyone.
But for Yan Ran, she couldn't even take out 10,000.
Yanran can endure the harsh criticism and difficulties of others, but it is difficult to endure Xuanmu's discrimination and prejudice against her work.
Perhaps, in his eyes, this job is dispensable, even not decent enough, but he doesn't know how much she has invested in this job, how hard she works, and how much she wants to do it well.
And he simply and rudely said that she paid a qiē as "In order to earn those few broken money, are you forcing yourself to be like this?" ”
That's what makes her angry, and it's what she can't tolerate.
If Xuanmu's appearance did not move Yanran, who was in deep trouble, it was false, but it was also because of Xuanmu's attitude that Yanran felt very hurt.
Knowing that Yanran was dismissed, Xuanmu made a big fuss, and W Hotel also promised to rehire Yanran.
But Xuanmu knew that even if Yanran was allowed to return to work at this time, she was afraid that she would not come back with her temperament.
What's more, school is about to start, and Yanran originally planned to go back to school after finishing this week, but with such unpleasantness, I'm afraid it will be difficult to work at the W Hotel in the future.
The third year of high school starts earlier than other grades, the first day is the college entrance examination mobilization meeting, the countdown begins, the teachers on the podium speak impassionedly, the third year of high school is said to be a critical moment that can change a person's fate, this is like a threshold of survival of the fittest, people who step in, and people who stand outside, the world to face is very different.
After the evening self-study, the two walked on the familiar asphalt road and held hands.
"Still angry?" Xuan Mu asked cautiously, observing Yan Ran's expression.
"Nope!" Yanran bowed her head and said.
"Really?"
"Really!"
"Actually, I was wrong that day...... I know you're doing it for my good! Yanran lowered her head and said, her voice getting quieter and quieter.
After the quarrel, when she returned home, Yanran thought a lot about herself, in fact, how could she not understand why Xuanmu did it for her.
It's just that she was humiliated in public that day, and she happened to be seen by him, so she only felt angry in her heart and vented all her grievances on him.
"It's okay, being a girlfriend's gas bucket is also a man's responsibility and obligation." Seeing Yanran's pitiful appearance, how could Xuanmu bear to blame her again, scratched his head, and said jokingly.
"Xuanmu, actually...... Are you hiding something from me? Yanran looked up and asked him.
That day, she heard Director Li's name being Xuanmu, Young Master Nangong.
Obviously, Director Li knew Xuanmu and respectfully called him "Young Master".
Moreover, since the beginning of last semester, some classmates have talked about Xuanmu's life experience, saying that he is not just the son of a secretary, but may be some invisible rich man or something.
Although Yan Ran felt a little ridiculous, she was still a little haunted in her mind.
"What's the matter? What can I hide from you? You girls just like to be suspicious, don't worry, I, Nangong Xuanmu, am absolutely single-minded to Gu Yanran, otherwise I will be ......" Where did the stupid Xuanmu know the meaning of Yanran's words, and thought that Yanran was jealous and insecure, so he swore an oath.
was covered by Yanran, "Okay! Trust you! She said that she didn't like Xuanmu to joke about herself the most.
The night was quiet, and occasionally the cicadas chirped, Yanran mustered up the courage and decided to confess her thoughts to Xuanmu.
"Xuanmu, in fact, I have always come and been with you, I will always have a little inferiority complex, and I feel that I am not worthy of you......"
"Yan'er......" Obviously, Xuanmu very much disagrees with Yanran's idea.
What is not worthy of whom, two people like each other, there is no question of worthiness or not, not to mention that his Yan'er is so good, and being with her, that is his blessing, okay.
"Listen to me first!" Yan Ran interrupted Xuanmu and continued: "I came from a small town, my family is poor, I used to think that in Nanhua, we were considered a class of people, but now I think about it, I don't think so. Xuanmu, in fact, I am very timid, very insecure, and very stubborn. I don't have much, my family background is poor, and I have been abandoned since I was a child, the reason why I always want to maintain my high self-esteem in front of you is because I want to be at least able to be that proud Gu Yanran in front of you, and be worthy of your Gu Yanran. I don't want to hear anybody say I'm using you or trying to get you ......."
"Yan'er......" Xuanmu really didn't expect that Yanran thought so in his heart.
"Actually, you're right, I'm inferior...... Ridiculous, isn't it? But sometimes I'm so awkward that even I hate myself. I pretended not to mind, but I cared more about the comments than anyone else, at least I didn't want them to talk about our relationship so badly. ”
"I think love is to walk side by side with you, to be equal and free, to maintain your independence, not to chase your back, look up to your eyes, and beg for your attention. I arm myself only because I am a coward, afraid that if I can afford it, I will not be able to let it go, and if I lose you, I will lose everything. She said, telling him what she was thinking and thinking truthfully, with a faint bitter smile on her face, which made people feel distressed.
"Why are you so embarrassed about yourself?" Xuanmu held Yanran in his arms and shook her body gently, as if to comfort her wounded soul.
His Yan'er is very sensitive and likes to think crankily, but he is the kind of person who doesn't think much.
If she hadn't said it today, he might not have known for the rest of his life that Yan'er would feel that he was not worthy of him?
Xuanmu only felt a chill down his spine, and suddenly felt a little scared.
He's just a "secretary's son" now and it's already stressing her out if she knows who he really is......
"Xuanmu, before graduating from college, I will definitely rely on my own efforts to find you, do you believe me?" Yanran buried her head in his arms and said, it is her wish to study abroad with him, study for a master's degree and a doctorate together.
The big *OSS once told her that if she could get a Ph.D., she would be able to learn this path and change the fate of the whole family.
She wants to give her grandmother and Yan Yu a better life, completely subvert their fate, and want to become a person worthy of Xuanmu, and a good education is undoubtedly the safest and safest way to get her closer to her goal.
"Faith! I believe! Xuanmu hugged Yanran tightly and lowered his head to kiss the top of her head.
"Don't forget, let's talk about it, as soon as we graduate from college, we will go together to get a marriage certificate, don't try to cheat!" Xuanmu hugged Yanran tightly, shaking his body slightly, his voice was low and good, like some kind of hypnosis, which made people flutter.
The summer night sky is full of stars, and the dim street lamps shine on them, exuding a gentle light, and the breeze floats, blowing the lush branches and leaves of the trees, which is cool and comfortable.
"Hmmm! Let's get married after graduating from college! Yanran muttered, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and the dimples on her cheeks bloomed with a sweet smile, like a girl caught in a midsummer night's dream, being embraced into the most stable and sweet embrace in the world.
Being held tightly by him is like having the happiness of the whole world.
Xuanmu sent Yanran back downstairs in the bedroom, and wanted to turn around and leave, but he didn't know why he turned around and stopped her.
"Yan'er!"
She turned, and he stepped forward and hugged her tightly in his arms, inseparable from each other.
"Xuanmu...... This is downstairs in the dormitory! Yan Ran gently pushed and reminded in a low voice.
"Good night!" He kissed her forehead softly and said dotingly.
"Good night!" She said, unprecedentedly, she stood on tiptoe for the first time, kissed him lightly on the face, and then quickly turned around and trotted back to the bedroom in his surprised eyes. R1152