Chapter 197: Sudden Thought

Xu Jing began to regret it, Xu Jing regretted that she only had Qiu Zichuan's aura in her eyes, and she only thought about getting close to Qiu Zichuan in her heart, and didn't think about what way to use was the best choice!

Thinking about it, Xu Jing even began to hate her original choice even more, which was extremely stupid!

I was an unmarried girl at the beginning, why can't I directly confess my love to him Qiu Zichuan! Love is selfish, and love is impossible to choose. Since he fell in love with him Qiu Zichuan very clearly at the beginning, why couldn't he be brave enough to pursue it in the first place, if he Qiu Zichuan and Qu Mengmeng divorced, it doesn't matter if he is married for a second time or not, no matter what divorce he is, happiness is his own business, and finding a man is not for others to see!

And now he is married to such a wretched, not to mention, without any ability, but still very narcissistic, in addition to narrow-mindedness or narrow-mindedness, in addition to jealousy or jealousy, even in bed is an incompetent man!

I am now close to Qiu Zichuan, not only has I walked in, but I have also become a family, but what is the use of this!

He is his own husband's brother-in-law, and he is his own aunt and brother-in-law! Even if he divorces him Qu Bin now, even if he Qiu Zichuan really loves himself now, he can't extricate himself, but can he divorce Qu Mengmeng?

Even if he can leave, can he face all aspects of the relationship, face all aspects of social opinion? In terms of his Qiu Zichuan's political future, can he marry his original brother-in-law's wife again!

It's not the shackles you put on yourself, so what!

Besides, Qu Bin, he is only mentioning a small deputy section level now, just a small position that is insignificant in the city-level organs, he is so jealous to death, then he still thinks about the section chief, director, deputy director, deputy county level, is it still possible? Then he Qu Bin doesn't want to scold the whole world, then he Qu Bin is not annoyed and wants to jump off the building!

Besides, as far as his current nest is concerned, just his little belly chicken intestines, and his ability to only lie at home and complain about others, not to mention what kind of department he is like in the future, what deputy county, I'm afraid that God is blind, he can do this little director for a lifetime, then it can be regarded as his luck in this life!

Thinking of this, Xu Jing, who was sitting on the bed, kicked the slippers on his feet lazily, and lay down on the bed!

Be! It's true!

After lying down, thinking of the future prospects of Qu Bin that he had just thought, Xu Jing suddenly felt like a shudder!

Be! In the future, I will definitely be able to enter the ranks of leaders of municipal departments. At least, with the age of less than 30 years old now, as the deputy director of the Municipal Audit Bureau, I can survive even hard in this life! Isn't there a saying in the organ, the officials who have been boiled up and mixed up with the level, can't they be promoted to this level in another ten years! After that, there are still more than ten years, and who can say that they will not have more space!

And what about him Qu Bin, even if his eldest brother Qiu Zichuan is promoted to deputy mayor in the next step in this life, it would be very good to be able to mention him to the deputy director of their district and county bureaus!

But if that's the case, then the gap between the two is really too big in the future!

And if that's the case, then how will I go out in the future to introduce this to others that this is my husband, then how will I be with him in the future to attend any private banquets and officialdom interactions!

suddenly thought that there might be such a scene in the future, and couldn't help it, Xu Jing felt a shudder in his heart again!

Xu Jing felt that at this moment, she had to think about it!

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"Hikari is angry! Forget about the kids! ”

Xu Jing, who was lying on the bed and was thinking about it, turned her face and happened to see the wall clock on the wall, and when she saw that the hour hand was pointing to six o'clock, Xu Jing screamed in her heart, and then jumped up from the bed.

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"Why are you going?"

Seeing Xu Jing suddenly open the door and come out of the bedroom, Qu Bin first thought that Xu Jing might finally be unable to stand up and wanted to comfort himself with a few words. But seeing Xu Jing hurriedly walking to the coat rack at the door, first hurriedly changing shoes, and then taking down his bag easily, Qu Bin couldn't help but ask hurriedly.

"Why do you say you're going?"

Xu Jing didn't look at Qu Bin, took the bag as if there was something missing, Xu Jing turned her face to look at the sofa again, and looked at the coffee table, as if looking for something.

"The key is here!"

Qu Bin, who had sat up, reached out and picked up the car keys Xu Jing was looking for from the armrest of the sofa where he was lying just now, and thought that it was time to go to his parents' house for dinner, and then said softly:

"I'll drive!"

"Then hurry up!"

After speaking, Xu Jing didn't look at Qu Bin again, opened the door and went straight downstairs.

"I just ignore it in the future!"

Xu Jing, who was walking in the corridor, although she was lying on the bed just now because she thought of the child and couldn't continue to think about how to deal with her relationship with Qu Bin in the future, she no longer took Qu Bin's emotions seriously, but she made up her mind!

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"Actually,...... I'm not interested ......! ”

While driving, Qu Bin tried to explain what he had just done.

In fact, later, Qu Bin, who continued to lie on the sofa, saw that Xu Jing had been locked in the bedroom, and he began to feel a little embarrassed in his heart!

Although Qu Bin is easy to be emotional when he encounters something, every time he gets angry, and sees Xu Jing's unhappy face, or Xu Jing has been silent, Qu Bin will start to feel empty in his heart, and even a little hairy!

Xu Jing, who was sitting in the back seat, was silent!

Today is different from the usual. As usual, whether it was at Qu Bin's parents' house, the two had an unpleasant relationship, or they had a small conflict in their own small family, but no matter who drove in the car, they still sat in front together. But today, seeing Qu Bin open the car door with the remote control as soon as he got downstairs, Xu Jing opened the back door of the car directly without hesitation.

Especially when he saw Qu Bin smiling at himself at the moment he walked out of the corridor, as if he wanted to say something, Xu Jing suddenly felt sick in his heart!

"Actually,......, I'm actually very happy that you went to the Municipal Audit Bureau! ……! ”

Qu Bin looked up at the rearview mirror, saw that Xu Jing had been looking out of the car window to the side, and began to explain again.

Xu Jing was still silent!

"I'm not here for you......!"

Listening to Xu Jing behind him, he still didn't speak, and Qu Bin's heart began to grow even more furious!

"Come to think of it, this makes sense!"

But Qu Bin still felt that he was reasonable, and then said:

"Your municipal organs are at the section level, which is the same level as our deputy director, but our district bureau is working for a lifetime, and some people can't reach this level, and they have to say that most of them are at this level!"

Qu Bin began to play the same old tune again, looking for a reason for his change of face just now.

What's so unreasonable about this!

Listening to Qu Bin's words, Xu Jing thought to herself, what reason are you looking for, isn't the eldest brother Qiu Zichuan just starting from the small staff of the county construction committee below step by step, not today!

But Xu Jing's eyes were still looking out the window!

After going downstairs and getting in the car, Xu Jing made up her mind, not to mention how to develop with him Qu Bin next, and then think about it. But as long as you still live with him Qu Bin, as long as it involves work in the future, as long as it involves exchanges at work, especially with leaders, not to mention if it involves promotion, you won't talk to him Qu Bin!

Looking out the car window, Xu Jing felt that she had completely seen through Qu Bin today!

According to the well, he grew up in her mother's doting and praise since he was a child, he is now in his early thirties, but his mind is still in his childhood, the child's desire to express, the child's desire to be concerned is still in his Qu Bin's body is still unobstructed, all say that the only child has a paranoid, narrow-minded, selfish, narcissistic mentality and character, and also lacks the ability to be independent, is the king at home, but as soon as he leaves his parents, as soon as he leaves home, no one praises him, no one takes care of him everywhere, He is as cowardly as a worm, and he is as stupid as a bear! But although he Qu Bin is not an only child, these shortcomings are much more powerful in him than his only daughter!

And to put it badly, as a man, with these paranoia and narrow-mindedness, with these selfishness and narcissism, and with these incompetence, then he is destined to be a wreck for the rest of his life!

His father was right, if it weren't for the rapid expansion and development of the city, the market was built one after another, plus he Qu Bin was still one of the few college students in their district industrial and commercial bureau at that time, plus he was quite modest and capable when he first joined the work, and there seemed to be a tall and big talent, why did he just mention the deputy director and then the director within two years!

Thinking of Qu Bin's immaturity, thinking that Qu Bin may be a character flaw that cannot be corrected in this life, Xu Jing even thought that if he really divorced one day, his son would never be left to Qu Bin!

Alas! What happened to me in the first place!

Xu Jing's heart returned to the thoughts in the bedroom at home.

How stupid! How stupid! Why was he so stupid at that time!

Also, what kind of marriage is a cooperative relationship, to put it lightly! Besides, for him, Qu Bin himself can't be said to have completely seen through, but he just thinks that there are not many marriages like this now! What kind of people outside of marriage, what kind of love outside of love, what Mingli love does come from the heart, and it is also human nature to develop separately in secret, isn't that also everywhere! But this cooperative relationship must at least make both parties feel happy! At least it should be safe!

But what is this!

I am like a nursery aunt, and the children are not only ignorant, but also extremely selfish and unreasonable paranoia!

What do you mean by partnership?

Business cooperation, work cooperation, can be combined or divided. But what about this marriage partnership? What's involved? reason, what morality is involved, what family affection is involved! And especially in this small big city, if you look up and don't look down, it also involves all aspects of the families and families on both sides. This kind of cooperation can be said to be scattered!

Alas! One mistake and one hundred mistakes!

"Why don't you speak?"

Looking up at the rearview mirror again, seeing that Xu Jing was still looking out of the car window, Qu Bin couldn't help but ask.

"Say whatever you want!"

Xu Jing finally spoke, but her voice was so soft that her lips didn't even open!

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