435. Won't let go of your hand again
"Haojie, don't be like this, the happiest thing in my life is that I finally did something for you...... Something that I feel proud of. Cheng Siwu's words are indeed sincere, not comforting. She knew that maybe in the past, she had never had any place in Ling Haojie's heart, because Ling Haojie's heart had been occupied by Yu Zhenzhen, and she didn't even have the status of a fixed point. But now, she died for Ling Haojie, this may be her last bit of selfishness, and she can finally have a place in Ling Haojie's heart, even if the place is too small to accommodate ants.
"You idiot, is it worth it, is it worth it?" Because the action of speaking was too big, it involved the sore spot, Ling Haojie gritted his teeth and glared, the injuries on his body brought pain, but what hurt even more was his heart.
"It's not worth it...... Only willing or not," Cheng Siwu couldn't bear to see Ling Haojie so sad and sad, so he could only use his last strength to raise the corners of his mouth and smile, "Na, Haojie, listen to me, that night...... When the snow falls, it is called snow falling, and the snow falls, okay? ”
"Okay, okay...... It's okay for you to say anything, it's all good, I'll listen to you......" Ling Haojie couldn't cry anymore, the time when Yu Zhenzhen jumped off the cliff with Ling Bo, because he couldn't find the body, so although he was sad, he always had a fluke heart, thinking that Yu Zhenzhen might still be alive in this world, he could wait forever, and if he was old and dead, he would not regret it, then at least there was a hope; But now, Cheng Siwu died in front of him, and he died to save him - God knows, the person Ling Haojie would rather die is himself!
"Sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry," Cheng Siwu could feel that he was about to die in the world, and he turned around and poured out all his guilt at this moment, "I used means to snatch Haojie away from you, I'm not a good senior sister." Not even good friends...... I, I'm sorry, Zhen Zhen," Cheng Siwu's hand tightly grasped Yu Zhenzhen's shoulder, his smile couldn't support it anymore, his eyes were red, and he didn't know if it was because of blood congestion or something else, "Now, Haojie will give it back to you, please ...... Be sure to take care of him. I'm damned. But it finally ...... Died as he deserved. It's a pity, I'm ...... There is no fate, see our ...... Ling Xue fell. ”
Cheng Siwu put the hand on Yu Zhenzhen's shoulder and fell suddenly, and on the other side, he wanted to grab Ling Haojie's hand and put it on Yu Zhenzhen's side, but he only reached half of the place, and he lost all his strength. This moment. Ling Haojie suddenly thought of the words that Yu Zhenzhen said on the day she got married, and she personally handed Cheng Siwu's hand to herself. I failed Yu Zhenzhen and Cheng Siwu. Why did Cheng Siwu die, but not himself? He, Ling Haojie, is the most faceless person living in this world!
"Siwu!"
"Senior Sister Cheng!"
When he landed, the atmosphere of sadness enveloped the entire loose faction, after a night of life and death fighting. The east has already appeared fish belly white, and soon, the morning glow will be red like blood. This heartbreaking night will eventually pass.
***
This time the Alien Beast Legion sneak attacked, the Alien Beast Legion and the five or six Lei Clan disciples were all annihilated, and the Immortal Cultivation faction lost Cheng Siwu alone. This should be considered a victory for the Immortal Cultivation faction, but no one could laugh from beginning to end. Cheng Siwu's tomb is the same as the previous sacrifice of the disciples of the Broken Sky Tower, and on the back hill of the Broken Sky Tower, it is just an inconspicuous small tomb; Ling Haojie held the Qingyu Sword of the past, sat on the edge of the grave for a day, didn't say anything, and didn't drink a sip of wine as promised, what he kept doing was to be sober and cry.
The rest of the cultivators, after cutting the short mourning, all returned to the position they were supposed to be guarding with their injuries; After all, it seems that in order to prevent the alien beast clan from attacking again, they can only turn their grief into strength and live up to the short-term peace that Cheng Siwu guarded. However, at this time, with the help of the Huangquan Ghost Clan, and there are only two days left on the day of the Seven Stars Alignment, the Alien Beast Clan may not have time to bother again, so the Jade Zhenzhen, who automatically lifted the White Tiger Transformation, was forcibly placed in Meiyuan's own room to rest, and was personally taken care of by Yun Duo.
Although the White Tiger was automatically lifted, even if Yu Zhenzhen's body was foiled by the power of the White Tiger, the injuries she received that night were too severe, and the blow of Cheng Siwu's death made her such a sick person. Yun Duo helped her deliver food and medicine every day, looking at Yu Zhenzhen's death-like face, but gradually began to learn to grow, learn to comfort people, and because of Yun Duo's unwavering emotion, Yu Zhenzhen gradually walked out of those gray memories.
"Miss Yun, my sister...... How is she? Thinking of what happened before Yu Peng Peng fell into a coma that day, Yu Zhenzhen was still very worried.
"Now the worst situation is you," Yun Duo touched his chin, and then said to Yu Zhenzhen, "Don't worry, whether it is Yu Peng Peng or the other injured disciples, they are all in the stage of recuperation, and there is no big problem." ”
"That's good." Jade Zhenzhen lowered her eyelids, and she didn't know what to think about anymore.
"Hey, Zhenzhen, you have to cheer up quickly, when the Seven Stars Alignment is destroyed, we will set off for the Demon Clan," Yun Duo said, she hadn't been back to the Demon Clan for a few days, and she didn't know what the situation was now; Moreover, Fang Lingzhi and Yun Su and the disciples of the Lei Clan are now imprisoned in the Alien Beast Clan, and she has an unstable dìng factor Sirius on her body, she doesn't know how anxious she is, but after growing up rapidly, she has learned to cover up, "I don't know what emergencies will happen at that time, we must cherish the sixty days that Uncle Feng Qu and they exchanged for all their cultivation!" ”
Seeing that the clouds have grown like this, she is no longer the willful and reckless eldest lady who didn't think about anything before, what reason does Yu Zhenzhen have to be sad. The current situation was bought by the three heads and Cheng Siwu with their lives, and she must not trample on this heart, let alone live up to their sacrifices. Thinking of this, Yu Zhenzhen gritted her teeth, and when she got up, she still felt weak, but her courage gave her infinite confidence, she put on her shoes under the surprised eyes of Yun Duo, held on to the bed railing and walked a few steps, and after getting used to it, she said to Yun Duo, "How is the second senior brother?" But are you still in front of Senior Sister Cheng's grave? ”
"Yes," mentioning Ling Haojie's appearance, Yun Duo felt distressed, "I went to the cafeteria today, and walked down the back mountain, I was going to pay homage to Senior Sister Cheng; But who knew that when I saw Ling Shuai's bearded beard holding Senior Sister Cheng's wooden card and crying, alas. Yun Duo shook his head, he couldn't say any more.
"Let's go, let's take a look." Yu Zhenzhen said, walking in front of her own steps, although she felt that her body was still weak and tight, but she finally adapted to the pace of walking, and went out to blow the wind, and felt a little more energetic; Yun Duo didn't say a word, so she also followed, and she also knew that at this time, maybe only Yu Zhenzhen could comfort Ling Haojie.
Yun Duo is right, Ling Haojie doesn't groom or eat now, he just holds Cheng Siwu's wooden sign with tears in his eyes, and even Yu Zhenzhen and Yun Duo walked in as if no one was around, it seemed that except for Cheng Siwu's grave, his eyes could not contain anything. Yu Zhenzhen squatted down under the support of the clouds, raised her hand to pat Ling Haojie's shoulder, but saw Ling Haojie staring at her with wide eyes, as if she was looking at a stranger who suddenly appeared. Yu Zhenzhen's heart hurt like a pinprick, and she opened her mouth with a hoarse voice, "Second Senior Brother, don't be like this, if Senior Sister Cheng has a spirit in the sky, I don't know how distressed I will be when I see you like this." ”
"I know, I know," Ling Haojie nodded, and shed two more tears, "If she feels sorry for me, she will come back, I'm waiting for her." Zhenzhen, I failed you, and I can't let her down anymore. ”
"Second Senior Brother, do you think that Senior Sister Cheng will come back now?" Yu Zhenzhen bit her lower lip, Cheng Siwu's death was not a huge blow to her, but if people have been living in the past, how can they talk about the future, so now, even if it is scolding, she has to scold Ling Haojie awake, otherwise, Ling Haojie will be ruined, "Think about it, Senior Sister Cheng exchanged her death for your life, do you want to see you like this?" That's right, Senior Sister Cheng's departure is something that everyone doesn't want to see. But now that this has become a fact, we can't always live in the past, we can only accept the future left to us by Senior Sister Cheng, and strive to plan and build this future better, which is not to live up to Senior Sister Cheng! ”
"Zhen Zhen, why did you become so ruthless, Siwu died to save us!" Ling Haojie suddenly yelled, and it was the first time that he yelled at Yu Zhenzhen with such hatred, "Why can you turn such a blind eye now!" I won't forget Cheng Siwu, never! ”
"No one makes you forget her! All of us haven't forgotten about her! We just keep her in our hearts, if we don't protect the future she left behind, even if we go under the Yellow Spring in the future, we won't have the face to see her again! Second Senior Brother, do you remember what Senior Sister Cheng said before she died, she said that there is no worthiness or not, only willingness! It's her choice, isn't it? It's like when you stood behind me, and that was your choice, wasn't it? Senior Sister Cheng will die, maybe in a few days, I will also die, everyone has a death, are we going to fall into the pain of a lifelong cycle! ”
"I ...... I was just...... I don't want to forget Jì Cheng Siwu! Why did I think she was so annoying before, but now, wanting to be annoyed by her again has become a luxury! Ling Haojie covered his face, tears flowing down his fingers.
The whimpering sound of Yu Zhenzhen and Yun Duo were distressed for a while, and at the end, Yu Zhenzhen gently covered Ling Haojie's cold hand, and said in a light tone, "Second Senior Brother, the only thing we can do for Senior Sister Cheng now is to restore peace in the land of Shenzhou and live for her." Calm down, there are still two days, and after two days, the burden on our shoulders will be heavier. Second Senior Brother, we must not be defeated by the pain in front of us, I promised Senior Sister Cheng that I would take good care of you for her. So, please be strong, I won't let go of your hand in the future! (To be continued......)