Chapter 845: Don't Face the Ambiguity (Supplement 23)
PS: PS: I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to worry so much...... I'm so sorry. Chili saw everyone's comments and didn't know how to answer, I'm really sorry...... That, in fact, everyone must have seen Xiao Jingqing's character all along, if she didn't take the initiative to make it clear to her, she would always regard it as an agreement between each other in the task. And the help of others before, she will remember it as a favor to repay one by one, not an emotion.
Brother Jiu's personality is somewhat similar to Xiao Jingqing, that is, if it is not something that is clearly expressed, it will not be officially recognized. It is precisely because he knows this, and he fully understands his choice, that he will express it directly.
Well, he represents a type, that is, the kind that understands the mind and will directly let go of the pursuit. It's not about drawing the ground for each other...... Of course, if you really want to give Xiao Jingqing all kinds of settings, and then become something in his pocket...... Well, this mother of chili pepper will not agree to drip......
The indescribable excitement in the nine centrifugations, although he did not get the promised promise, and even the other party may not even understand the real meaning he wanted to express just now. But he was not discouraged at all, he saw in her the shadow of his former self, persistence, faith, easily not moved, nor suddenly completely open up to someone because of one thing, but need to get along for a long time, and accumulate emotional accumulation over time.
In fact, Ziqing has already understood everything that happened just now, "full participation"? He's ...... with me Show love?!
It's just that after understanding, I still don't understand. Confession, impossible. He's never mentioned it before, huh?
Immediately, the corners of his mouth raised a self-deprecating smile, heh, before, what was he before?!
But no matter what, you should cherish it, after all, this is a good fate.
Probably because of the increase in strength, the distance between each other is not as unreachable as before, and Ziqing's mood is not too fluctuating. It's just that I always feel like something is missing.
In the face of everything, she asks herself three questions first. Why. Why, and then what.
What qualifications do you rely on to win the favor of others? Yes, it is true that the word "favor" can only be used now. Strength is always a hurdle in front of Ziqing, and she can't ignore her strength and be self-righteous.
Why would he look the other way at himself? Even an intermediate player like himself has experienced dozens of lifetimes of life. Personality, heart and everything have become so "sophisticated". The other party becomes powerful. I have experienced more and more, why would I suddenly express it to a small player who is much weaker than myself...... Love? Or is it just like what Jia Liang'er said in her soul mound, everything is just a momentary heartbeat...... So is he also an abrupt move because of a momentary heartbeat? Although the other party doesn't seem to be that kind of impulsive person. But Ziqing had to take a serious look at it at the moment.
And then what...... I agreed to this unequal confession. What should I do? It's to continue to humbly navigate the world of his quest and wait for him to help him...... Oh no, it's because he's so strong that he completes the task by himself, and even if he comes to help him, he will feel proud that he can complete the task even without the other party? Or do you want to follow in the footsteps of the other party and challenge those advanced worlds that are obviously beyond your own strength? And then everything exists completely dependent on each other?
Therefore, she is very grateful and even touched by his kindness to herself, or there is something she can't say...... Vanity is inside. After all...... This should be the first confession she has received in her life, and the first time she has been admired. And she also cherishes it, and she doesn't reject and hate each other in her heart, well, it refers to not hating each other except for the aura of strength, that is, temperament, character, personality, etc. And the other party has also helped himself several times intentionally or unintentionally, and it is fake if he is not moved. But there is a very real problem, and that is the distance between them.
Just after Ziqing said that sentence, he thought about how he would refuse later. Yes, she is grateful and grateful, and even very good, but when her heart is not clear that the other party is the person who can stay with her and help her, she will not rashly agree.
Since I'm not prepared, I can't be so ambiguous. I don't want to set an emotional shackle for myself, and I don't want to give others a vague concept.
At this moment, Jiuli actually spoke...... Saying that kind of "waiting for a seat" is still based on the promise of the main god space.
Boom - Ziqing felt that his whole body was fluttering. Promise, the first in life, a real commitment. Ziqing felt that the whole person had become confused.
It took a while to react, and Zi Jing realized that the sentence that the other party said to him just now turned out to be a promise of one of the rules of the main god space!
An inexplicable feeling came to her mind that she could now use this commitment to do anything to the other party, even ...... Exploit!
Like, like...... Zi Jing's mind involuntarily appeared Jia Liang'er's appearance. Heh, is it like Jia Liang'er? Gain the promise of others, and then become your own weight and dependence?
But the facts tell her that promises are really unreliable, even if they are bound by the supreme law of the main god space, when the other party is extremely bored with you, the other party can even escape the shackles of the promise in a zero-clearing way.
Thinking of this, Ziqing felt that the whole person was relaxed.
Seeing the dialog box popping up, she clicked on it - No.
Looking at Jiuli, all the previous longing and confusion disappeared, but calm.
"Thank you for confessing to me, thank you for all you have done to me, whether you want to pursue me or because of our previous commitments, but in short, I am grateful and grateful. So, thank you, I can't take your promise...... Nor can I accept your current confession. ”
Ziqing faced Jiuli and bowed deeply.
At this moment, she felt that she had let go of all her burdens, and her mind had become more free and light.
Jiuli said: "I'm sorry, this time I was too abrupt. I just want you to know that there is still me when you make your final choices and decisions. ”
Zi Jing nodded hurriedly and said with a smile: "This is my blessing." ”
Xiao Ke also calmed down completely, and she suddenly felt a little sad and guilty...... In fact, Xiao Jingqing can make the most rational choice. But just now I ...... I actually behaved so ...... in front of the two of them She attributed it all to the housekeeper's uncle, but she found that when Xiao Jingqing said "thank you", she found that it was her inner joy that was greater than the comfort of anyone.
She subconsciously hugged Ziqing's white neck and buried her head deep in the collar.
The mission is almost complete, and the rest is simple.
Azusa returns to the pirate base of the Storm Spirit. A few years passed. She saw that the other party's sideburns already had gray hair. Missing, running around and tired... She could feel that the other party saw her daughter reappear in front of her at this moment, still so youthful and radiant. The most important thing is peace. He felt the whole world coming back. More than ten years of longing and searching. Waiting, this moment is the most perfect comfort.
This is what happiness is called.
Han Qian also looked at her with concern...... However, Ziqing also noticed that there was a woman with a gentle face and a calm expression beside him.
Han Qian's gaze was glued to himself. But the woman's eyes were full of attachment and affection for him.
It has been more than ten years since I left the Star Thieves Group to enter the Alliance Mecha Academy, and then went to the Outlands for a walk. The original owner's body has changed a lot, and it is developing in the direction of absolute beauty and enchantment, so at this moment, the amazing look on the other party's face is attributed to the addition of appearance by Ziqing. Zijing never felt anything proud of gaining the favor of others because of her appearance...... Because the body belongs to the original owner, and the appearance is not eternal, since he can be attracted to himself because of beauty, then there must be something more beautiful that can make him empathize with him. Well, it's a bit of a stretch again.
A smile rose at the corner of Ziqing's mouth, yes, everyone has something worthy of others' love, so now I don't need to think about how to choose for the original owner.
The original owner has feelings for the monsoon, and the reborn monsoon is also full of guilt, hoping to regain the frontier...... So, as long as it's not a head show, they should all have a happy ending.
As for Han Qian, as I said before, only by getting along day and night, and knowing each other can we warm up the original intention, and the long-term separation brings longing and unwillingness, not true love. The most important thing is that Ziqing can see that Han Qian's affection for the original owner is because of that childhood sweetheart, and he is doting and generous to her, which can be more applicable to lovers and lovers, but not to husbands and wives.
Therefore, it is still the woman who looks gentle that is more suitable for him, and he ...... will also be a man worthy of her dedication and dependence.
Call...... What is there to say?
Ziqing sorted out everything, thinking about what else he hadn't done.
I found that there was nothing left to worry about.
Jiuli looked at her and said, "You go back first." ”
Ziqing paused, what he said, people who don't know still think that this is the plot of the two of them going home together. But this mission experience is really good, and I don't have the feeling that my heart is always hanging in the past. "Hmm."
This moment...... Ziqing seemed to understand the meaning of this mission, "the reason to love or not to love"
Yes, whether you love or not, there is a reason. Nothing happens for no reason.
If you are easily moved by the heart or something, then you must only recognize very superficial things, and the moving heart is only "different" for a moment.
Zi Jing watched Jiuli slowly disappear in sight, while the other party's gaze was always warm and moist, caressing his calm heart lake like a substance.
He said, "When you make your final choices and decisions, there is me. Zijing probably understood the reason why the other party confessed so abruptly, because he wanted to prove that everything he did was not without reason, and he wanted to prove that everything he did was well-thought-out and targeted.
But what Zijing wants to say is that there has never been a comparison in her heart.
And she will not use ambiguous, "spare tire" and other means to achieve her own goals. No, no, and I don't like it.
She is not Jia Liang'er, she doesn't need a man to support her charm, nor does she need a man to complete her strength growth. In the mission, she needs to cooperate with each other and the partner she needs to complete the task together, rather than being completely pampered and protected, and then sit back and enjoy the results...... Well, in fact, this kind of life seems to be quite tempting, but people are inert, and she doesn't want to be cultivated into this kind of inertia when others are still rare, and how should she adapt to the huge gap when she is not rare.
Therefore, it is better to go step by step by yourself, although it is slow, although it is dangerous, but it is always - steadfast. (To be continued......)