There were some things that Xuanmu had long anticipated, such as what it meant to retrieve Yan Yu.

It's just that some things are beyond Xuanmu's expectations, such as Yan Ran actually knows everything.

What he feared the most still happened, he understood his condition, but he was also resistant, the last thing he wanted to face was Yanran, if it was possible, he wanted to hide it from her for the rest of his life, he was afraid of Yanran's pity, and he was even more afraid that she would also regard him as a madman, mentally ill...... That would be even more brutal than killing him.

Over the years, he has been living with nightmares, receiving various treatments for a long time, regular follow-up visits, and looking at him with doubts and fears everywhere, embarrassed, even he himself doubts himself all the time, and he can't even tell which ones are dreams and which ones are reality.

But despite this, when facing the girl he loves the most, he still hopes to love her as a normal person, which is the only bit of dignity he has left, some kind of insignificant luxury.

In order to hide his illness and hide his panic, any turmoil around Yanran was enough to make him tremble and exclude all uncertainties.

Jessie, Uncle Chen, he started with the people closest to him, and sent out those who knew about their illness for various reasons.

Ling Shan, Hao Mei, Wang Yu, Han Yi, he checked everyone around Yanran one by one, and left Ling Shan, who had a secret affection for Yanran, in Germany forever.

As for Yan Yu, if it weren't for Gu Huasheng's death, Yan Ran begged bitterly, in his original plan, he wanted to fulfill Yan Yu and Wu Wei, and he would have planned it. Turning a blind eye to one eye also happened to meet his own expectations and not let their sisters see each other.

It's just that even if he arranges it thoroughly, can he really hide it from Yanran? The longer he spends time together, the easier it is for him to be exposed, even if he is not affected by any external interference, can he really control his emotions and hide them for the rest of his life?

Obviously, this is almost impossible. Yan Ran is such a sensitive, intelligent person. Even if no one tells her, sooner or later she will find out about the problem herself.

He understood, but secretly hoped that this day would come later, and that he still had a lot to do with her. There are many interesting stories to share with her. There were many places that I didn't take her with me......

He didn't expect much. He just wanted to be able to stay with Yanran for a few more days, that's all.

Something was just that weird, eight years ago. Yanran once said that in the face of him, she will always have a certain inferiority complex invisibly, she will feel that he is out of reach, she will feel that he is unrealistic, she has no confidence in their future, and she feels that she is not worthy of him.

But what about eight years later?

He still looks excellent on the surface, with handsome appearance and excellent ability, and is known as a new generation of business wizards, with a net worth of hundreds of millions...... But so what? The soul is broken, the spirit is withered, like a robot whose program is close to collapse, numb and alive.

I only remember hatred, but I forget how to love someone.

In the face of him who was lost and regained, he was both surprised and delighted, but what remained after the silence was the fear of losing her again, so he blindly wanted to protect her, holding her tightly in the palm of his hand, but he didn't know that she might suffocate and be injured.

It turned out that he was the biggest threat to her.

Heh~ How ridiculous!

The long hallway was empty, and he turned around in his hospital gown, walking numbly as if he had lost his soul.

Where are you going? He didn't know, but he finally understood the sentence: Because of love, he had to let go!

*******

"I won't leave Xuanmu, I promised him that I would never leave him." In the ward, Yan Ran's voice sounded, and it was an extremely firm answer.

"Sister!" Faced with Yan Ran's answer, Yan Yu was very disappointed, and all her anger turned into one word, with too much helplessness and incomprehension.

"Yan Yu, I lost him eight years ago, and now we finally met each other, I don't want to miss him." Yan Ran said, her tone soft but tenacious.

"Because of guilt, are you going to live with a madman for the rest of your life? Sister, don't you understand, you won't be happy with him, whether it's eight years ago or now, eight years later, you don't belong to the same world. He's almost perverted to protect you, but he doesn't know that he's your biggest threat. Because of anger, Yan Yu's face turned red, if it was possible, she really wanted to wake up this sister who was carried away by love.

"Gu Yanyu, pay attention to your wording!" Yan Ran was also angry, her face was condensed, her tone was stiff, and she seemed to be trying her best to restrain her emotions.

She really hates the word "crazy", especially when it is too cruel to press these two words on Xuanmu, and she will never allow anyone to say that about Xuanmu, even her favorite sister.

"Am I wrong? Or do you think I'm too mean, cruel, and ungrateful? Yan Yu's eyes were red, and she confronted Yan Ran, she wanted to say something, but when she saw her sister's pale face and sharp and firm eyes, all her words suddenly became weak.

Her sister, how could she not know, she knew how stubborn and stubborn her sister was, but she still felt unwilling, especially watching her sister jump into the fire pit, not to mention how anxious Yan Yu was.

Yes, for Yan Yu, Xuanmu represents the fire pit.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have said that about him, I apologize! Yan Yu calmed down her emotions and said, sat back in the chair, and shook Yan Ran's hand.

Unexpectedly, their sisters wanted to see each other for a short time, so they had a big fight over a man.

"He is Nangong Xuanmu, the heir of the Nangong Group, he is good-looking, talented, and has a wealth that rivals the wealth of the country, maybe I should be glad to have such an almost perfect brother-in-law, if he is a normal person...... A person who is physically and mentally healthy, I will naturally bless you and describe the two of you as made in heaven. ”

"But, he's too dangerous, like yesterday's, it may happen more often in the future, once or twice, you might be able to bear it, but if it's always like this, how long can you last?"

"I am very grateful to him, and I understand that his essence may not be bad, like you said, he may just be sick, but the key is that no one knows when he will be better, many mental illnesses will follow the patient for a lifetime, and it doesn't matter if he is cured. You're my sister, I just don't want you to get hurt. Yan Yu lowered her head, tears sliding down her cheeks, and she cried.

Yanran hugged her into her arms, stroked her hair like she had done when she was a child, and comforted her crying sister.

"I know, I know you're for my good. But, Yan Yu, do you know, it took me eight years to finally understand how much I love him. He never forced me to stay with him, it was me who ...... I can't live without him at all! (To be continued.) )