372: My mind
After Yan Jin listened, there was no movement for a long time.
At this time, many thoughts were floating through her mind.
For example, why did Shen Yanshan want to talk to her about this? For example, how should she answer Shen Yanshan's words.
She has always been very clumsy in her feelings.
Although she had seen those vows in the book earlier, for her, feelings were nothing more than an 'illusion'.
As a human being in two lives, she has never had that heart-pounding feeling.
She didn't realize it, so she was a little dazed.
Yan Jin was silent, but Shen Yanshan leisurely leaned his body on the chair, with a pair of slender eyes, slightly raised, "Stupid with joy?" β
Yan Jin: "......"
She lowered her eyes, but her voice was low, "Why should I be happy?" β
This, indeed, is nothing to be happy about.
She had long known that Shen Yanshan would marry her cousin Yan Wenwan.
Maybe he knew it too early, so he has always been very calm in his heart, and he has never thought about other things to Shen Yanshan.
Shen Yanshan glanced at her silently, thought silently for a while, and said after a while, "You should be happy!" β
Yan Jin's thoughts were complicated, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.
She is a good speaker on weekdays, but she looks a little wooden at this time.
It felt like a string had broken in my head......
Yan Jin hesitated for a while before replying in a low voice, "Actually, this shouldn't be happy for me, there should be someone else!" β
"Oh?" Shen Yanshan was silent, and his slender fingers gently tapped the tabletop. "Do you want to tell me about your past life again? In my previous life, I would not have been able to marry anyone. Susu, whether it is in a past life or in the next life, I have never been a person who will wronged myself! β
Yan Jin raised his eyebrows, looked at Shen Yanshan, and was silent for a while.
As Shen Yanshan said, when she died, Shen Yanshan was indeed unmarried. Moreover, it is not only unmarried. I didn't even have a maid around me. It's as clean as a piece of white paper.
He only got married to Yan Wenwan, but the correspondence between the two people was pitiful.
In the past, there were rumors that Shen Yanshan actually had a vulgar appearance. Or maybe it's a mutilation. Therefore, he did not dare to appear in front of everyone.
That's going to be a lot of gossip. Even Yan Wenwan couldn't say why.
However, although it is a rumor, many people believe it.
After all. If it weren't for the crippled body, how could it be that for more than 20 years, there was no woman by his side.
"You're married!" Yan Jin looked at Shen Yanshan with a vague expression, "It's not Miss Twelve!" β
Inside, it was so quiet that you could still hear the sound of snow falling outside.
There was a dragon burning in the house, and there was a charcoal basin in the corner, and the silver charcoal inside was burning red.
around, not cold.
Yan Jin felt that there was a kind of cold air slowly spreading.
Shen Yanshan's eyes dimmed, "You know? β
He and Yan Wenwan have never told outsiders! Moreover, what he did was so airtight that no one should know about the transaction between him and Yan Wenwan.
He and Yan Wenwan would be married in their previous lives, I am afraid that it is because of this transaction.
But in this life, he met Yan Jin...... When Yan Jin confessed that she had two lives, the deal between him and Yan Wenwan was broken.
It is precisely because he has not moved that the outside world will speculate about who he will marry in the future, and whether he will marry Bo Ruyan.
Yan Jin bowed slightly, "En!" β
Even if she was reborn, it changed many things. But what is destined cannot be changed at all, just like the relationship between Shen Yanshan and Yan Wenwan, which cannot be shaken.
Yan Jin thought about it and said, "My cousin is not in good health, if she ......"
"I know!" Shen Yanshan interrupted Yan Jin's words, frowned and said, "If you are talking about the previous life, I think she and I will be married, and the reason is probably the same as now!" My mother is unwell, and the national teacher said that she needs to be happy! However, I don't want to find a random woman to marry because of this. First, I don't want to perfunctory a person and I don't want to ruin her life. Second, I don't want to wronged myself! I can't control such things as life and death, but feelings, I can! β
Yan Jin was very surprised, she didn't expect that Shen Yanshan would say these words.
Her heart suddenly became heavy, and she blurted out tentatively, "Then why are you married to my cousin?" β
"There is no cure for her illness!" Shen Yanshan replied directly, "Her body is not good, and she won't live long." And she asked me too! If we are married, it will not be a bad thing for her! In this way, I can not only help my mother to be happy, but also not have to wronged myself, but also protect Xiyan! β
Although Yan Jin had known for a long time that Shen Yanshan had always spoken directly, he didn't expect it to be like this.
Yan Wenwan's illness was brought out of her mother's womb, so over the years, although she has found countless famous doctors, her condition has not improved in the slightest.
Yan Jin remembered that when he was young, he liked to play in the water by the pond, and Yan Wenwan watched from the side.
Sometimes, Yan Wenwan would sigh, "That's good! β
At that time, she was still young, and she didn't know why Yan Wenwan showed envy when she said this. Later, she learned that Yan Wenwan's body was not good, she was afraid of heat and cold, and many things could not be touched.
If you get the wind cold, once you are strict, it will endanger your life.
What they can do is very ordinary swimming and playing in the snow, but Yan Wenwan can't.
It's just that Yan Jin noticed that Shen Yanshan said that Yan Wenwan had a request for him.
For some reason, she suddenly remembered the hideous scar on Yan Wenwan's wrist.
Yan Jin was stunned for a moment before he said softly, "Then you, ...... to her"
As soon as she said these four words, she immediately paused again.
She asks these, what to do?
Shen Yanshan didn't mind, he looked at Yan Jin and explained, "I haven't met her." However, her brother and Song Qian have a relationship! So, I asked her husband to help her get through the pulse. β
"Is it really hopeless?" Although Yan Jin already knew the result, he still couldn't help but ask, "There's no way at all?" β
Shen Yanshan nodded, his handsome face was still faint, "ChongdΓ fu said, there are still two years to go at most!" β
Yan Jin listened, but his heart was a little gloomy.
Yan Wenwan was the most outstanding woman she had ever seen, and the person she admired the most.
Why can't such a person live long?
Yan Jin thought like this, and his expression also showed a sad look.
Shen Yanshan saw Yan Jin like this, looked at her thoughtfully for a long time, and then said after a long time, "Susu, I told you this, then, do you understand what I mean?" β
Yan Jin couldn't extricate himself from the sad atmosphere, so he bowed slightly, "I understand!" β
Life and death are such things as no one can change them.
Even emperors have the luxury of expecting immortality, but there is that emperor, is it really lifeless?
Those words are just used by myself to fool myself.
She had already understood, which is why she would answer so frankly at this time.
Shen Yanshan looked at Yan Jin's expression, and his tone was a little displeased, "I think you still don't understand what I mean!" β
Yan Jin didn't know why Shen Yanshan would say this, she actually knew Yan Wenwan's fate for a long time!
She was in love, raised her head and met Shen Yanshan's gaze.
His eyes were excellent, his eyebrows were picturesque, and those eyes like night, at this time, were like thick ink that could not be dissolved, tightly entwined with her gaze. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the Biquge www.biquge.info () to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to M. to read. (To be continued......)
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