618:Love that shouldn't be there (2)

For Lu Xiaolou, the child in her womb is more like reminding her how outrageous she was wrong in the past.

Her life was actually a joke from the beginning.

She always thought that her grandfather didn't like her, just because she was a daughter.

For her father Lu Su, she has been strong since she was a child.

If a man can do it, she will try her best to do it, and if she can't do it, she must do it well......

Lu Su would occasionally ask her, "Jiu Niang, are you too tired?" ”

Lu Xiaolou shook his head every time, "How can you be tired of learning what you need?" ”

Her stubbornness also led to the final result.

Shen Chengxiu is very good, except for his clumsy brain, everything else is very good. Especially his skills, Lu Xiaolou has never seen in his life.

She likes such a dazzling Shen Chengxiu, and she also likes the man who ran all over the capital to buy the pear blossom brew that she had no intention of saying in order to make her happy.

Love is such a strange thing.

When I came, although it was quiet, it was like a hundred flowers blooming in spring, and it was so sweet that people forgot all the bitterness.

However, how could God give her such perfect feelings?

Lu Xiaolou never thought that the person he liked was actually his cousin.

The pain seemed to tear her apart, splicing it back together over and over again, and crushing it again. She was so painful that she couldn't even breathe, and when she closed her tears, she couldn't help but flow out.

She never liked to show weakness, but at this time she was really timid and scared.

Why, cousins can't be together.

They clearly love each other.

Moral, secular, familial......

Everything weighed down on her.

In fact. She wants to marry Shen Chengxiu, but it's not impossible. However, this will be a great risk, and the Shen family will be used by the Bo family at that time, not to mention, even the matter of her biological father Shen Ziqing will be exposed. Both the Shen family and the Lu family will be destroyed in her hands, for the sake of the two families and her father, she can't choose this relationship selfishly.

Moreover, it is still an unruly feeling.

She's in pain, but she's going to take care of everything, and she's put a lot of effort into it. Only then did I find out the affairs of the Bo family.

The Bo family. Although he was not a famous family in the past, he always wanted to stand taller. Therefore, several generations of heads of the Bo family are very eager for power.

Such a family. There's no human touch. Meanness is everywhere.

Nature. There is also a handle.

She found the handle, and the Bo family did not dare to act rashly.

Lu Xiaolou also knew that he might not live long.

She found out what the Bo family was looking for. The Bo family will naturally come to extinguish their mouths. Therefore, she put what she found in the letter and handed it to Shen Chengxiu.

If she went, Shen Chengxiu would definitely see what was inside.

Lu Xiaolou thought about it for a long time, and even put the decoction that sent the child away in front of her, and finally she cried and pushed the medicine bowl on the ground and went to see Mrs. Lu.

She knelt in front of Old Lady Lu, "It is impossible for me to marry someone else in this life, and I will not have other children." Grandfather, let me keep this child, please...... I will never see him again, whether I live or die, and I will never have any contact with him again! ”

She can't do it, she likes Shen Chengxiu, more than she imagined.

Since he was a child, Lu Xiaolou has never asked Mrs. Lu for anything.

This time, Old Lady Lu was also silent.

In the end, it was agreed.

At that time, Mrs. Lu was actually very complicated in her heart, he was the head of the Lu family, and he couldn't let the Lu family be destroyed in his own hands. Therefore, when the most beloved son in the past became a broken sleeve, he almost took half his life.

Later, Lu Xiaolou's incident made him hate and helpless the Shen family.

Helplessly, the Shen family has been secretly supporting the Lu family, and they are indeed kind to the Lu family.

What he hated was that the child he loved was completely destroyed because of the Shen family.

Later, he loved Lu Xixian because this child looked a little like Lu Su.

After Shen Chengxiu knew that Lu Xiaolou was pregnant, he wanted to see Lu Xiaolou again and again, but Lu Xiaolou refused politely. He was helpless, and he didn't dare to make any more noise, at that time, the only thing he could do was to plant a pear blossom tree in the yard every day.

He remembered that Lu Xiaolou said that after he inherited the position of the head of the family, he would personally make wine for him to taste.

Everything, he remembers.

Shen Chengxiu's compromise also led to the marriage of Miss Lu in the end.

Miss Lu Jiayan, who married in place of Lu Xiaolou at that time, the reason why she wanted to marry Shen Chengxiu was very simple, one was that she hoped that the Shen family would let her father not fall in his current position, and the other was because she liked Shen Chengxiu.

There is no one like that man who will not be tempted.

On the day of Lu's wedding, Lu Xiaolou sat in the backyard, listening to the sound of blowing and beating outside the house, and wanted to cry but found that there were no tears.

The world envies her talent.

But she envies the world and has no blood relationship with Shen Chengxiu.

In that red dress, she has no chance in this life.

It's just that Lu Xiaolou has never regretted falling in love with Shen Chengxiu.

After Lu got married, she immediately claimed to be pregnant.

However, no one expected that the poison that Bo Ji gave to Lu Xiaolou was equivalent to making Lu Xiaolou close to hell.

By the time the people of the Lu family found out, the effect of the medicine had already entered the body.

If you want to pull it out, you have to knock out the child in the womb.

Lu Xiaolou did not agree, nor did he continue to take the decoction that was harmful to the child......

The poison spread in her body, coupled with her own emotional problems, and the multiple pressures finally caused her to finally collapse.

has always loved her father, who is not her biological father, and has always wanted to be recognized by her grandfather, but found that no matter how hard she tries, she will never be recognized. In the end, she thought that she had met the greatest luck in her life and met the person who was worthy of her life, but because she used the wrong thing, the two of them had not yet married, and she lost her innocence.

What broke her the most was that her sweetheart was her cousin.

Family pressure, poison attack......

tortured the talented woman who used to be famous in the capital into a madman.

When everyone thought that it was impossible for the crazy Lu Xiaolou to give birth to a child safely, she gave birth to the child with her mother's perseverance.

After giving birth to the child, she was bleeding profusely, and then the whole person fainted.

In order to cooperate with the Shen family, she didn't even have the opportunity to look at the child more.

By the time Lu Xiaolou woke up again, she had lost all her memories, including her name...... I don't remember much.

In order to cut off the contact between the Lu family and the Shen family, Mrs. Lu even told Shen Chengxiu that Lu Xiaolou had a difficult birth.

Everyone's thought that Lu Xiaolou had really gone.

Shen Chengxiu actually vaguely felt something, but he couldn't do anything about it.

He is the head of the Shen family, and he bears the honor of the Shen family for a hundred years, so he can't add a little scandal to the Shen family.

He loves Lu Xiaolou deeply, and there is nothing he can do. That relationship, heaven and earth do not tolerate.

Shen Chengxiu tried to forget Lu Xiaolou, but inadvertently, planted the largest pear orchard in the capital.

And Lu Xiaolou ...... But there was no news.

Until now, Shen Chengxiu has never opened the letter that Lu Xiaolou gave him.

It seems that in this way, Lu Xiaolou is still alive.

At least, in his heart, he is still alive.

When Shen Yanshan woke up again, he felt as if he had entered sand in his eyes, and the pain was terrible......

When he wanted to roll over, the woman who was sleeping on the side inadvertently put her hand on his body.

She said, "Yes, I want to meet my aunt too!" ”

Shen Yanshan was stunned, and his body froze.

Yan Jin continued, "I want to talk to her ......" (to be continued. )