Chapter 111: Tangled (Second Update, Asking for a Monthly Pass!)
Turning up, the sky outside the window was already white, and the short night in the northwest was about to pass. Su Yichen sat on the kang with blank eyes, and his face was expressionless.
After a while, his gaze began to come to life. The immersive dream reappeared, and disappeared again as suddenly as the last time. Returning from the dream to reality, the huge contrast made Su Yichen lose his mind for several minutes, and in these few minutes, his hearing and vision all disappeared as last time.
"Strange, what the hell is going on?"
Recalling the moment he got out of the dream, Su Yichen thought of the three-dimensional star map, as well as the coordinates flashing in the corner of the star map, because the time was too short, he didn't completely see the coordinates of this line, but he still remembered the approximate location of it.
The entry of the two dreams made Su Yichen feel strange, and in retrospect, it seemed that these two attempts to enter the dream only happened when he was extremely tired, so does it mean that under the same premise, he can enter the dream again for the third time?
This assumption also has to go through the real yĆ n, but every time he comes out of the dream, Su Yichen always doesn't feel good. Peeled off his mind and body, and then returned, which made Su Yichen still have a splitting headache when he was extremely tired mentally, holding his head and resting quietly for a while, suddenly he remembered Luo Yan, remembering that he was holding Luo Yan's hand when he fell asleep, but now why is Luo Yan not around, and he didn't see her in the room except for himself.
"Xiaoyan!"
Su Yichen hurriedly got off the kang, and rushed out of the bedroom without even bothering to put on his shoes, and when he came to the outside room, when he saw Luo Yan's figure swaying in the kitchen, his hanging heart was relaxed.
"Up?" Hearing the movement, Luo Yan poked her head out of the kitchen: "It's still early, why don't you lie down anymore." ā
"...... you?"
"You didn't eat last night. I'll make you something to eat. Luo Yan didn't stop the movement in her hand, and neatly folded a handful of hay and took the tongs and sent it to the stove.
"You haven't slept all night?" Su Yichen came to her side and asked softly.
"I slept for a while, and when people get old, they sleep shallowly and get up early." Luo Yan replied lightly, raising her hand to pull a strand of hair from her ear behind her ear. Under the reflection of the red fire, her smile made Su Yichen sad.
"I'll do it!" Su Yichen squatted down, took the tongs from her hand, folded the hay and put it into the kang, Luo Yan didn't refuse, she sat quietly next to Su Yichen, looking at the flames beating in the kang, not knowing what she was thinking.
The water in the pot quickly boiled, and Luo Yan got up and sprinkled the finished noodles into the pot. Scoop a bowl of cold water and cover it, and when it boils, the noodles are cooked. After a while, a bowl of fragrant Northwest noodles was placed in front of Su Yichen, the red ones were tomatoes, the green ones were bell peppers, as well as eggs and diced radish, and then sprinkled with chopped green onions and coriander foam, the smell made people appetizing.
Su Yichen saw that there was only one bowl of noodles. Asked why Luo Yan didn't cook more, she smiled and said that she wasn't hungry. Su Yichen didn't say anything. got up and found a bowl, divided the noodles into two bowls, one bowl for each person and let Luo Yan eat together.
The noodles were cooked very fragrant and tasted very good, and Su Yichen felt that this was the best noodle he had ever tasted. After eating the noodles in a few bites, Luo Yan only tasted a small bite. With a smile on his face, there is a deep heart.
"What's wrong? What are you thinking? Is it unwell? By the way, how was your previous illness? Is it all good now? Su Yichen asked with concern.
Shaking her head slightly, Luo Yan looked at the noodles in the bowl, and after a long time, she sighed and said, "For so many years, I have been looking forward to this moment. But when this moment really came, my heart suddenly became empty again. Yichen, maybe it's because more than 30 years of thinking is too long, so long that we have an indescribable distance, maybe I'm already used to this kind of life. I've been thinking since you fell asleep last night that if you don't show up, maybe it will be a blessing for me, at least in my heart you ....... ā
Listening to Luo Yan's words, the smile on Su Yichen's face gradually solidified, and his brows couldn't help but wrinkle. Without waiting for Luo Yan to finish speaking, he reached out and grabbed Luo Yan's hands: "Don't say it!" What stupid thing are you talking about? ā
Luo Yan didn't look up at Su Yichen, but avoided his gaze, bit her lip and bowed her head, "We'...... Let's break up, Yichen ....... ā
"What nonsense!" Su Yichen didn't expect Luo Yan to say such a thing, he looked at his beloved incredulously, and asked what made her like this, could it be that after so many years of relationship, a reunion across more than 30 years of time and space, what was waiting for was a breakup? No! Su Yichen would never agree.
In the face of Su Yichen's constant questioning, Luo Yan never answered positively, until Su Yichen was anxious to tell her the reason, Luo Yan had no choice but to tell the truth. She thinks that she and Su Yichen are no longer a good match, facing Su Yichen who is still in her prime, but she is getting old, and it is impossible for the two to be happy together, rather than facing the confusion of the future reality, it is better to break up, at least leave some good memories for yourself.
When he learned that Luo Yan thought like this, Su Yichen was stunned at first, and then told her very angrily that what he loved was her, what does this have to do with the difference in appearance? After more than 30 years of separation, can she endure such pain? Give up the happiness you've been seeking? Even if she can do it, Su Yichen will definitely not be able to do it, as for the eyes of the world, these are nothing to Su Yichen at all, and he won't care.
Luo Yan's body was trembling slightly, of course she wanted to be with Su Yichen in her heart, but the actual gap made her have to think about these problems, she even felt that God was unfair at this time, even if she reunited with Su Yichen more than ten years earlier, maybe it would be different. In other words, Su Yichen is now an old man who is nearly 60 years old with her, so it will be more natural for them to be together.
In addition to this, there is also a body of its own. Last year's serious illness made Luo Yan's body much weaker, and the root of the disease has not healed until now. She herself didn't know what the future would be, and how long she could accompany Su Yichen. Instead of making his beloved suffer in the future, it is better to end the breakup now, at least so that he can forget about himself a little earlier and find new happiness.
Su Yichen felt that Luo Yan's idea was ridiculous, they were expected by both parties to be together, as long as they were willing, what could stop them? Su Yichen firmly told Luo Yan that he would never give up on her, let alone break up, and the promise he made back then would never change, even if such a long time had passed.
In the end, Luo Yan was finally persuaded by Su Yichen, but Su Yichen was still worried about her attitude. Knowing Luo Yan's character, he could see that Luo Yan was still a little hesitant about this matter, but he temporarily dispelled this idea, just as Su Yichen was thinking about how to solve this problem, Gao Jian knocked on the door of the door, and reported that Xu Ke was coming. (To be continued......)
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