07.28 (make up for yesterday's)

On the 27th, I started to make up the lessons, and I thought it was one class in the morning, but I ran over against the sun and realized that I had two classes in the afternoon

Speechless fun、Why I don't know I'm in the afternoon class、

But those two teachers left me speechless.

Xiang Lao taught me before, and I didn't recognize it when I entered the classroom today

Who was the person sleeping in the third row, white shirt, I thought it was a student

As soon as I started class, I stared at the door for a long time and didn't see Xiang Lao come in, but I heard Xiang Lao's voice coming from behind.

I turned around and found that Xiang Lao was wearing a white shirt, sitting in the third row, speechless.

Xiang Lao saw me very enthusiastically and sat down in his seat and beckoned to me, I just said, when is it time to make a guest appearance as a student?

There is also the teacher of the math class, the first impression, very burly, the second impression, very bewitching

So this class really made me want to vomit.

If you see a very large brown bear standing in front of you, you probably can't stand it

The impact is big enough,

07.20

I can't guess the silence of your recent good and bad times

I don't want to ask too many questions, and let temptations lock each other's hearts.

If the freedom of flickering away and near is the freedom you want, then I'd rather go back to the life of a person.

If hot and cold tenderness is your excuse, then I'd rather never take you seriously

I don't want to pursue who is right and who is wrong

The more people who care, the more they can't guess

7.19.2010 (23:21 I finally realized that I never wanted to sleep, I never couldn't sleep)

Yesterday the music things made me quite chaotic and happy, chatting with the city fully made me feel that my music expression ability is really poor to the family music, I want to say something happy, how can I not express it in words,

Maybe that's it, I've never known how to express it, I've never had a lot of good and happy misunderstandings with others, but there has been no way to solve it, I've always been helpless in the face of this situation, I don't know what I should do, I don't know what to do to be able to solve this strange atmosphere, this is also my incompetence,

I want to say that I write music in that journal, although the expression is quite tactful, but I know you know.

I always like to think about things, and last night I was thinking about one thing, and I didn't fall asleep until late.

And I don't think I'm asleep, and I'm still conscious.

Have a happy dream, scare me into a happy dream, they all say that when you wake up from a dream, you forget about it, why do I remember Chu Le clearly,

The situation in my dream is indeed my fear of having fun.

Shangle first stealth and don't shake off other music words, are you angry?

Sad and sighing, now in addition to the buckle I can contact, there is no way to contact other people,

City、Yesterday I asked me why I didn't update the log.、Make up today、

07.12

Now writing music is actually the number 11 music thing music,

On the morning of the 11th, I woke up naturally after eight o'clock, I watched the time and then turned my head back and continued to sleep.

About half past nine o'clock when I was happy, I was still obediently happy, almost forgot to be happy, today to cut grandpa, in fact, I woke up after eight o'clock all because of the 10th night at half past eight or nine o'clock when I was happy to turn off the computer early,

Climb into bed and cut to sleep、They asked me how I went to bed so early、I just said that I was dizzy with fun、

I just know that I don't want to be online, I want to be resting,

I packed my things and went out at half past ten o'clock, rushed to the bus and swiped my bus card for the last two times, and went to my grandfather's place at 11 o'clock.

Grandpa smiled when he opened the door for me, I was just strange to see the music, and I didn't see grandpa like this when I came to music before.

Having a happy lunch, grandpa told me to take a nap, I never take a nap, but I still ran to the room that is considered to be my music here.

Originally, I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep, after all, I had slept so early the day before, but I still fell asleep and woke up at three o'clock

However, it is rare for me to have a quiet and happy nap.

I packed up my things again, said goodbye to my grandfather, and by the way, my grandfather gave me some money, and slightly raised me from a poor and miserable person to a higher level, because I quarreled with my mother, I didn't ask her for money for so long, and then my father asked for ten yuan, and then I didn't have any "economic income" at all.

I still take change to catch the car, but I drove directly to the school gate Chele, I buy card stickers, plus my mother is at home on vacation, I don't want to cut back, I'd rather be so hot and still hanging outside,

But then when I bought something to go home and had fun, I felt strange and happy, so I had two stickers for fun, a cup of milk tea, ran to school, and I had to walk back to cut.

It's not enough, I have a cup of fun in the milk tea shop over there, but I didn't insert a straw, I took it home to drink, and today I found out that the mung bean paste milk tea there is delicious.

Go home at 5 o'clock,

And then there's the lale thing, they stir-fry, they eat、、、

There is also a little secret of knowing Lechengle, I also told her a lot of fun, a lot of things, those have always been pressed in my heart, never taken out to let people know the mood of Le, maybe because of the sudden said, I also remembered a lot,

At twelve o'clock I turned off the computer, but I just got up from the bed again, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep.

Because it's because it's a light off, it's pitch black when I open my eyes, and I've been looking at it, and I don't know what I'm looking at, and I can't fall asleep when I close my eyes, and I start to be in a daze when I open my eyes.

I didn't realize that there was no problem with the lights when I first watched the music, and I didn't react until I watched the music, I took the watch to see the time, and the time of my watch was bright red music.

City、Perhaps、It's because of the music that makes me think about music.、But as for the answer.、I still don't know.、It seems that there is an answer to music.、But it doesn't seem to be the ultimate happiness.、、

Just watched Leha time, 03:10

07.10

Talking to yourself on the computer,

Upload the chat history of the music and the good people in the space album.、Actually, I want to say that the music is sorry.、I found out why I like to deceive people so much、

Especially in that case, you all care about me, you all worry about me, why I just can't say true happiness?

When I was having fun with you, there were some false music information,

I'm sorry.、I've always been like this.、Don't mind.、Actually, you just said fun.、I'm really fake music、

You're so smart and happy、You can see the music at once、"ta" for this thing、Actually, I'm usually really happy between men and women、

It's just right.、But I'm afraid I don't know.、So you reacted right away.、

I've always used "her" to play, but it's actually "him", hehe,

Also, I don't know if I'm happy about one thing, and I've just said that I'm happy about one thing, and I'm happy about that thing

I don't know what is in my heart.

I just remembered that Xiao Huang once said a word of music, in fact, I think it's the lyrics, quite poetic music,

The last love is to let go of the hand

Xiao Huang has been in this sentence all this time、And、I also want to say sorry to someone、

I don't know if you'll see it, although you still talked to me about some things later, I know that you actually mind my talk that day.

I'm sorry.、You should know Le.、I'm really happy and really happy that day.、Because of the good grades.、So I had a falling out with my mom in the afternoon.、

But I'm really happy to say, that day I wanted to be annoyed with you, every day, every day, I waited for you, for a long, long time.

It's not that no one pulls me away, it's just that I know that someone is still waiting for me, no matter which one it is, I won't let go of the promise I once said to be happy.

Whoever it is, you know it, even if it's him.

Your innocent happiness makes me very angry, you go to be happy, it's not the first time, don't you know how I feel happy, it's the kind of discarded happiness,

I know you're vulnerable, you're afraid of being forgotten, you're abandoned, and I'm not the same.

That's why I said that day I won't wait any longer in the third year of junior high school, and I don't want to waste time waiting for you.

I'm sorry、Actually, I didn't want to say that.、I just want to vent my feelings.、Talking is very impulsive、

Actually、I just don't want to be looked at by that kind of look、We、Now happy students、

For some people, they don't care about these things, but because of my music, I think I can't help but care about music.

Waiting for you every day, six o'clock, then half past six to get home, then eating, tidying up, half past seven

It's almost eight o'clock every day, and I just start to do my homework, so I'm tired every day, like this, the third year of junior high school, I can't survive the third year of junior high school.

That's why I can't wait for you to be happy, and it's not a waste of my time.

Sometimes、It's nice to be alone、Actually、A lot of the time、I like to be alone.、Only when I'm happy do I want someone to be with me for a while、

I don't know if you'll see my music log, but

Xiao Huang, I'm sorry that day,

07.06

Give the card to my mother with the phone、、Anyway, I want to collect it、It's better now、

07.03

At about half past ten in the evening, I went back to Lejia,

07.02

Suddenly I feel so sleepy and tired, is there something like that, is my heart too tired?

But last time, the root cause of music was not on me, and this time I found that music is my own music problem.

I don't know what to do to make this time pass.

Speechless、Sorry for these things and people

I'm really scared, I lose my pleasure, all,

07.01

Actually, I didn't see you as strong,

In fact, I've always been a very happy person,

I'm scared, I'm weak-hearted, I'm vulnerable, but I've been pretending to be strong and calm.

In fact, I am really happy,

Very cowardly

Tangyuan is a good doll, why am I speechless and happy to be brushed down, you still want to say that I am lazy with you,

You're so happy, you've always thought of us, even though you want to ask me to join you.

But the chances should be small, although I want to have fun with you, too, so let's have fun.

Oh, even if I can't have fun with you, I have to be happy myself, come on, o(n_n)o~

To Lin Cheng,

7.19.2010

Yesterday I chatted with you、I once again found that my ability to express music is really poor to family music、I want to say something musical.、How can I express it in words、

Maybe that's it, I've never known how to express it, I've never had a lot of good and happy misunderstandings with others, but there has been no way to solve it, I've always been helpless in the face of this situation, I don't know what I should do, I don't know what to do to be able to solve this strange atmosphere, this is also my incompetence,

Actually, you should know what I wanted to tell you about yesterday, but I'm all in the clouds, so I can't say much about music, since I read the journal of Millet, I've been thinking, I've been thinking,

Actually、You are happy to meet me because I can't touch the romance of music、You are happy to communicate for the first time he plays a very, very easy to accept his music role、Actually、I feel that I have been、

It's just that I'm happy to do things differently from you, so I can do the result, and you feel it deeper and more painful than me now, but in the future, I may be even worse than I am.

When I let go, I felt happy, it was normal to be happy, we were all happy,

I remember one person who always used a lyric as a wise quote during that time, and there was a time when I was the same, and she said music.

In the end, the joy of love is to let go of the hand,

Actually, I like this sentence very much, but it carries too much joy and sorrow and pain.

What do you think?

Even if it's pain and sorrow, it's just happiness now, and you'll be happy and happy in the future, maybe in the future you'll both look at each other with blessings and happiness.

Actually, I didn't tell sù Ling, that time when they found out that I was playing friends, our English teacher told me music sentences that made me speechless, I didn't think the teacher could say this, but then it can only prove that I am closed-minded, and there is actually a teacher over there in Tangyuan to match the classmates, but that sentence will be told to you next time I chat with you, a little ridiculous,

I'm so entangled that talking to you yesterday about music may not help you, but what I say, what others say, can't make you immediately away from the current happy situation, these are all about opinions and practices, we can only tell you our own happy views.

At least he left you happy, others have never had happiness and gentleness, remember I told you to be happy, now happy us, it is impossible to say that such a long time of happiness

Well, at least I have had, I have been happy,

The main thing is whether the hand can be let go, so that you can feel it, and whether the heart can be relieved

In the end, love is to let go of the hand、This sentence、What do you think

PS: Last day