How could Ling Shan's mind not know it, in fact, there was a moment, it was really just a moment, she thought about trying to be with Ling Shan, he Nangong Xuanmu could actually get engaged to another woman immediately after breaking up with her, so why couldn't she.

She is happier than him, happier than him, better than him......

You see she's so naïve, she's been through so much pain and betrayal, maybe she should learn to be smarter, at least she should have grown, she was hurt twice by the same person, who can blame her for being too stupid.

Eight years later, she once thought that she was dead, her heart was like ashes, her soul was broken, compared to the dead people underground, she was just one less coffin, and one more body walking in other people's homes.

Living in the world, just to repay the debt she owes, this world of love and hatred, hustle and bustle, in her eyes has long lost any meaning, nothing to do with her, just to live a dull life, the end of this life......

Scold! But in the end, these epiphany were no match for a Nangong Xuanmu.

He is destined to be her doom, to meet him again, to fall in love with him again, and to feel pain in a calm and numb heart, to be joyful, to be sad, to look forward to, to resent...... After all, it is impossible to be as desireless and desireless as before, and the heart is as calm as water.

Whether it was eight years ago or eight years later, she was just a loser in the face of love, but the more she did, the more unwilling she became, she wanted to act as if nothing happened, she didn't want to cry cowardly, and she didn't want to do something stupid to win his sympathy and pity.

She wants to be happy, yes. The more this is the case, the more she wants to be better than anyone else, at least better than him!

Hehe......

But what's the use of that, what about comparing yourself with him, comparing yourself to a winner?

There was a Pacific Ocean between them, so far away, it was as if she had tried to put on a play, but if he wasn't there. Her performance doesn't mean anything.

That's how unfair the world is. If he wants to find her, at the end of the world, she will not be able to escape.

But as a pauper, even if she wants to sneak a glimpse at him. Ends. She didn't even know where to look for him.

Tears poured out. She shook her head, not wanting to let herself sink into the pain of losing him anymore, but it was just a breakup. yes, but it's just a breakup, a breakup that almost everyone goes through.

It hurts too much, she just hurts too much, so her mind is a mess, just thinking about it already makes her feel suffocated, what about him?

And how did he do it, after only half a month of breaking up with her, he got together with another woman, and maybe walked into the auditorium hand in hand with her, and made the vows they had made.

She thought about revenge on him, and she also wanted to get rid of herself who was so depressed now, but she had no way to do things that went against her original intention, except for Nangong Xuanmu in this world, couldn't she fall in love with anyone?

She lowered her head and smiled bitterly, I'm afraid no, really not, it's not Nangong Xuanmu No one can give her the love she wants.

But without Nangong Xuanmu, should she be lonely and old?

No!

She longs for a family, she was abandoned by her biological parents since she was a child, her relatives died, and she wandered for several years, experiencing countless heartaches and pains, she is not as strong as she imagined, and she is not so determined.

In the end, she is just an ordinary girl, hoping to have a harbor to rely on, a husband who loves her, a child of her own, and a simple and happy family of her own.

It's just that a family without love will really be happy?

She didn't know, she didn't know, but she wanted to try!

She thought that love would be unsustainable without love, but no matter how strong the love met a long marriage, what was finally honed was only habit and companionship.

And this is what she wants, to find someone who suits her to marry, not to be vigorous, but to be accompanied by plainness.

Some things are so coincidental, as if they were accidentally spied on by heaven, and in the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Ling Shan proposed to Yanran.

In the private room of a high-end Western restaurant, everyone made an appointment where to eat Western food, Wang Yu, Han Yi, Hao Mei and Yan Yu.

On the way to the western restaurant, Yan Ran already secretly felt that something was wrong, as if everyone had a mysterious smile on their faces, and the corners of their mouths were raised, which was the kind of joy and excitement that they wanted to hide but couldn't hide.

When I arrived at the western restaurant, a few people sat down, opened red wine, chatted about all kinds of happy but innocuous topics, humorous and witty, you and I said a word, and it was no different from usual, but the venue was changed, from a small rental house to a private room in a high-end western restaurant.

The way of proposing marriage is a bit cliché, but Yanran was indeed moved.

During the banquet, Ling Shan went out for a while, and then the service staff served dessert, and a shiny brick ring was placed at the top of the delicate dessert.

Then the piano remembered that he had changed into a straight suit, and his face was perfect, and I have to say that he was an extremely good man, and for a moment she was really moved.

But the shadow of another person appeared in my mind...... Xuanmu!

Yes, she remembered, the first heartbeat feeling, he came down from the back of the lecture hall in a Nanhua school uniform, the sunset shone behind him, glowing with warm colors, his eyes were misty, and he approached her step by step on the podium secretly playing the piano.

At that moment, I only felt as if there was a rabbit beating and frolicking in my heart, as if it was about to jump out of my heart, and I was intellectually shy and wanted to avoid his charming handsome face, but my body did not obey the call at all, and my face was blushing, but I did not want to look at him less.

It was at that time, probably from that time, that her heart lived in him.

Like him, he has a pair of slender and slender hands, and he plays the piano well.

Like him, he had starry eyes and a smile as warm as the sun.

Like him, he has a kind and pure heart, cheerful and optimistic, which will always bring her a lot of happiness.

But...... He's not him, they're two people after all.

When Ling Shan knelt down and proposed to her, she was stupid for a long time, and even had some kind of hallucination, taking him for Xuanmu.

She remembered that in the silent starry sky, on the Nanhua campus, on that familiar asphalt road, they were dressed in school uniforms, fingers interlocked, holding hands and frolicking.

There was almost all the story of her and him, and he liked to follow her quietly, stepping on her shadow and chatting without a word, and occasionally when she turned around, he would blush, bow his head, scratch his head in embarrassment, and even stutter nervously.

Then, at some point, he walked up to her, walked side by side with her, interlocked his fingers, and would swing his hand high, saying that in this way she would hold his hand tightly.

He would suddenly take her into his arms from behind, kiss her cheek, bury his head in her neck, talk sweetly, and joke playfully.

Yes, there they also quarreled, cried, and even said they broke up...... But she couldn't remember anything.

I only remember that the starry sky was shining that night, and he shouted into the night sky that he would marry her after graduation.

At that time, they were so determined that they would be together, and they would!

But now?

Who did he marry?

And who is she going to marry?

It's just a dream, and in the end they all lose to reality! (To be continued.) )